im felt so shagged now.
wad has happened to singapore's weather recently?
its so stuffy,
it affects everyone's mood.
its like im going to melt any moment, if i juz walk on the streets.

ytd worked for 8 hours.
1st time work there so long.
tiring and boring.
becos afternn not much pple.
so i juz sit there and rot.
i dropped the whole tub of the soursop sobet icecream on the floor infront of the customers.
gosh.
luckily he didnt mind.

today, worked myself out at the gym,
followed by steambath
and swimming.
woo~~
leading a tai tai's life.
haha.

think i shall end here.
dun wanna bore u guys with my boring and retard life.

tml gotta wake up early to go sch
but i cant slp now.
i got hell loads to blog,
after reading the famous blogger xiaxue's blog.

tok abt today first ba.
meet sasa at tampines.
had ajisen for lunch.
had stupid games in the arcade.
watched the movie 'guess who'.
nice and sweet ending. love it!
meet up with ling.
shop ard.
tried on some clothes
bought jeans.
tts it for today.
spent alot today.
gosh. when can i earn them back.
i know some people ard mi were like looking for a job.
and they will go like :' aiya, u got job le still say no money'
true, i have a job.
but my job is one tt hv short working hours.
1 wk 3 days, 1 day 3 hours.
how to earn?
i spend faster den i earn.
haiz.
maybe looking for another part time ba.
but well....c first ba.

oh ya....
came across 1 joke frm the newpaper.
there this couple,
we stayed in this flat.
and the previous flat owner was a gambler.
he owed the ah longs alot of money,
without paying back the money, he sold his flat to this couple before fleeting.
and the ah longs did not know abt this.
so one day, those ah longs went up to the couple's apartment and vandalised the walls of the corridor.
using red paint, they wrote:
[to ah gou of unit #xxx
owe $ return $ (in chinese lar)
(912345678 (fone no. of ah long)]
the couple upon returning hm frm work, was obviously shocked to c those paintings.
out of anger,
the husband took out his cell fone
and called the ah long.
husband : "can i have 2 hawaiin pizza pls."
ah long : "sure. no problem. but at the end of the month muz pay mi back 4 large hawaiin pizza. fucked u!"

haha. pengz rite?
nowadays pple really getting more and more creative.

read xiaxue's blog juz now.
her recent entry was abt her, introducing her gerfren to the guy she like.
and the guy she likes, fall in love with her gerfren.
and this doesnt happen once,
but more den once. (fei hua rite?)
and she hates it when this kinda things happen.
and she states in her blog how she feels:
"It sucks for so many reasons I don't even know where to begin. It sucks because it bruises your ego, it sucks because it causes a tension between you and your friend, and you start to think bad, evil stuff about your friend that you'd never have dreamt you would (i.e: What is so good about her? Her ass is so fat blah blah). It sucks because you can't sleep thinking - what if my friend likes him back? And would I lose her because of this ... etc."

true enuff, it really sucks.
although this kinda thing didnt happen on me,
but i cant help imagine myself in this situation.
wad if my best fren fall for the guy i liked?

i know love this kinda thing cannot be forced de.
but i treat u as my best fren, tts y intro u to the guy i like,
hope u can help mi get closer to him.
but in the end, things turn out differently.
of cos, i'll get jealous,
the feeling of u betrayed mi will juz arise.
maybe, i wont consider forgiving my best fren ba.
ya. i know im bad.
im selfish.
but its difficult to forgive.
not to say forget.
its like, ur best fren snatch ur favourite teddy bear away.
no, its more complicated than that.
maybe on the outside, i tell my best fren : "its ok, wish u good luck with him"
but on the inside, i'll go "hope u guys will break up asap"
haha.
okok. i can sense rotten eggs coming my way.
but teach mi how to be a person with big heart to forgive and forget.

for mi, if my best fren intro the guy she likes to mi,
no matter how much i like the guy,
i will ctrl my feelings, not to let 'things' happen.
as in 喜欢归喜欢，但是不要发生比朋友更进一步的关系。
i know feelings difficult to control,
but i'll think of the consequences.
i dun wanna loose my best fren juz becos of that guy.

ok. think i tok too much le.
zZZ.

http://my.so-net.net.tw/sirwang/fur.wmv

this video shows the inhumane actions of human.
juz becos of those furs,
the animals muz suffer.
was really damn sad to watch this.
my tears juz couldnt stop streaming down.
gosh.
think i'll hv nitemare tonight.

i wonder y my life is so fucked up by my stupid emotions.
but my emotions juz wun generate automatically.
theres muz be some problems that lead me to be emotional
and tt, i shall not put it here.

this week is quite a busy week.
attended sushi class and tempura seafood platter class.
now i know wad to prepare the next time if i have any picnic going on.
not juz sandwiches anymore.
isnt that worth celebrating?
cos SAMANTHA LIM FINALLY KNEW HOW TO COOK AND PREPARE SOMETHING.
in the past, i normally only have to eat.
as for food, others will prepare.
so this is part of the reason that explain my size now.

next week got another 4 elective programmes.
tuesday gonna attend professional image and attire and business and social ettiquet.
friday, i have western food class
and sat vanilla cup cakes.
wednesday gonna work frm 1pm to 9pm.
so im free on mon and thurs.
but i've got a date with sasa on mon.
haha
anybody out there interested in steambath?
inform mi!

[世界上没有永远的爱情，只有永远的伤痕。]

feeling now :

i've bumped onto some mediacorp artiste these few days.
last thurs,
saw fiona xie and mo xiao ling at bedok interchange.
last sat, saw chen yi yun.
she came to ice cream gallery to buy ice cream.
i didnt serve her cos my boss was telling mi about their shop's system.
but she's gorgeous. pretty and sweet, cant imagine she juz gave birth 3 months ago.
and today, i saw her husband, lin ming lun coming out frm the dvd shop outside my hse.
ok. he grew sideways eversince he got married.

went to school today for freshmen orientation programme meeting.
boring.
den went to meet wenna.
she passed mi the ge dou tian wang episode 13.
went home and finished watching it.
and now i want episode 14.
argh...the show is nice!!!

and oh ya.
ytd, the retards society officially set up.
im the chairman,
clarissa the vicechairman
and wenna the welfare head.
haha.
so funny.
for more info,
pls visit clarissa's blog.

tata~

really muz admit that im old le.
juz abt 1 hour of shopping,
im so tired and my body starts to ache.

met up with sasa and mandy today.
go cineleisure watch the pacifier.
haha.
this show is funny lar.
worth watching.
and i finally had the old chang kee curry puff which i've been craving for weeks.

had kfc for dinner.
took neoprints.
shopped ard at taka.
and bought basic driving theory book.
yesh!
we gonna take up the highway code.
we gonna learn how to drive.
haha.

went home after tt.
due to the tireness,
sasa and i decided to share a cab back home.
the retarded looking driver didnt didnt turn on the meter.
and when he discovered, we were actually reaching sasa hse.
after sasa alight, we proceed to my hse.
and when i alight,
he says he wanna charged mi $0.50 more because he didnt turn on his meter juz now.
so i muz pay $0.50 more for his retarded mistake.
is it my fault?
and the distance from bedok mrt to sasa hse is less then $0.50 i supposed.
but luckily today i xin qing hao.
didnt argue with him.

the most diao part is after i get off that cab,
the retarded driver honk at mi,
asking mi ti stop.
i tot i left smth behind, so i turned back and look.
he rolled down his window and ask mi
"excuse mi, how to go out to the main road ar?"

so now u know y i call him that retarded driver.

天啊！！！
ENERGY 要解散了！！！

i really hope this is not true.
but....
they are having their goodbye singapore concert this july.
and i confirm + gurantee + chop going.
this time round,no one, and nothing is gonna stop mi frm going.
love'em!

sometimes, i really wonder
y my mother overprotect my youngest sis.
she juz close 1 eye and open 1 eye to watever things she done wrongly.
take for instance,
she had a bad habit of pressing the buttons of the lift when she is coming out of the lift.
imagine u are waiting for the lift,
and so suay tt my sis is in the lift u are waiting for.
she pressed the lift buttons when she is coming out.
and u enter.
how would u feel?
if she's ur sis, how would u feel den?
i've been telling her off regarding this bad habit of hers
but she still doing the same thing.
and today, she did it again.
so i say : " how many times must i tell u not to do this? u really dun have manners leh. people will think your mother never teach u manners ok!"
my mother upon hearing these, flared up.
"shut ur stupid mouth."

at that instance, i felt so hurt.
im trying to teach ur daughter some manners.
imagine i c already oso feel tt my sis dun have manners, den how will outsider think?
normally, u says its also part of my responsibility to teach my sis wats right wats wrong, den now u called mi to shut my stupid mouth.
fine. fine. fine.
shall not care abt any one of my sis.
shall keep my stupid mouth shut.
its ur daughter, not mine.
all u do is to open 1 eyes and close 1 eyes,
cant u c she doing some wrong thing?
ok. i juz said its none of my business le.
enuff of this.

ytd went sasa hse for mahjong in the morning.
wen ling mi and sasa.
the rest couldnt make it.
but nvm cos mahjong needs 4 people and we have 4 people.
ytd i was the suay 1. cos initially didnt win any round at all.
only the last 2 rounds. i won.

den in the evening, went to the icecream gallery to report.
my first day.
haha.
well, this job is never easy.
now my right hand is shaking/ trembling due to excessive use of strength when scooping.
the ice cream were hard.
lucky i had dinner b4 reporting to work
if not sure no strength to scoop.
well, scooping is oso not easy.
the auntie there scoop de ice cream all so round and nice,
i scoop de all ka na sai.
so ugly and flat.
if its not too big, den its too small.
i felt so stress can. i cant scoop nice ice cream for the customers.
boo hoo.
some more i scoop very slow, den its like the ice cream all melting.
boo hoo.
but i believe practice makes perfect.
but i scared i no strength to practice le.

my schedule is out,
my time slot is wed, fri and sat.
6pm to 9pm
short working hours.
but at least better den nth.

im still so angry with my mum!!!
argh!

phew.
over.
exams over.
year 1 is over.
its time to slack.

dun ever ask mi how well have i doneor how will i fare for my exams.
im not greedy!!!
all i ask is C and above.
nth below grade C pls.

felt so aimless after exams.
its tat funnt feeling i dunno how to describe.
its like, exams finally over, today is wad im looking forward eversince 2 wks ago.
but after my paper today,
i juz cant cheer my mood up,
i felt a tinge of sadness.
m i emotional or wad?
guess tt im juz tired lar.

watch house of fury and took neoprints with xin.
the show was nice.
the actions, the plot
and the shuai ges.
haha.
sitting juz rite below the air con
so we were like freezing away.

went hm after movie
cos im juz too tired.
my brain isnt functioning.
the downpour at my hse here was damn heavy.
was drenched eventhough i was carrying an umbrella.
rent 3 dvds hm.
intend to watch them to kill time.
see.
after exams, im left with nth to do.
boring`~

went home after movie

Friendster now have the joint horoscope thingy.

den they introduced astrology.com

so i go try mine.

"North Node of the Moon in Aries

In a prior life, samantha, you deferred to the wishes of others and did not learn to think for yourself. This time, you are forced to take action and to make split-second decisions, causing you to feel very uncomfortable. This time you are still concerned with making things more beautiful and harmonious, finding any aggressive action distasteful.

In the past, you relied on outward physical beauty to carry you and in this life you are still susceptible to flattery and can spend a great deal of time and money on cosmetics, grooming and clothing.

You hate being alone, samantha, and yet wish that people would leave you alone. You are so sensitive to your surroundings that anything which can be construed as coarse sends you off to seek the solace of music or art. The symmetry you find calms your bruised sensibilities. "

and i find it so true can....
spooky.
maybe u can try tt out too.

sucks.
the stats test really sucks.
instead of the usual 17 to 18 questions,
now it reduce to 14 question,
which means 1 question now carries 20 marks.
omg~~
the 1st question already wrong.
supposed to use t score, but the careless mi used z score.
i dunno how to do the anova question w/o using the statistical table provided,
i dunno how to do the damn probability question.
gosh~
sounds serious eh?
guess this time round juz like my seat number,
104
if translate to chinese,
yi ling si
dun u think it sounds like:
yi ding si
suay!

2 more days to my 1st paper.

9 more days to my last paper.

im sure it'll be over in a wink.

cos time flies.

ah gong is getting weaker and weaker after going thru chemography.

he vomits watever he eats.

he seems to have no strength to walk.

he muz lie on the bed most of the time.

he has no appetite.

his beer belly shrunked by half within 4 days.

he does not cook dinner anymore.

he's thinking of giving up on the chemography.

and yesterday he was admitted to the hospital again.

cos of stomach ache or gastric pain.

and he was sent for drip becos he hasnt been eating since the day of chemography.

wad i can do to lessen his pain and sufferings?

cos it hurts alot to c him go thru all these.

gop frm sasa de blog.
abt jc thingy.
quite funny la.
tts y wanna share in case u didnt visit sasa's blog.

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How many JC students does it take to change a light bulb?
Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One faculty to design the new bulb, one faculty to test it out, one faculty to market it and one guy to write a stupid E-mail about lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change lightbulb?
A: None. They'd use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: They'd prefer it darker. *raises eyebrows*

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: They wouldn't bother.

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: Huh, wat litebarbu...

Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this?
A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?
A: None. They think they are very bright already.

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?
A: F*** the lightbulb lah, the principal will do something about it. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

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hmmm....maybe thr also this sorta jokes on poly.
haha.

this yr april fool is a dull and boring one.
pathetic.
and thanks wenhao for the april fool sms.
at least it reminded mi that today is april fool.
really miss those times in sec sch days
when the guys will prank on girls.

will start working at the ice cream shop outside my house immediately after my exams.
ya.
i dun wish to have any free time to slack and think of anything.
so i'll juz work and earn $$!!!