new year resolution?

i dunno...

its seems like wadever resolutions i made last yr,

none of them were fulfiled.

so y waste time, waste space?

but....

in this new year,

i hope i'll be happy,

you'll be happy,

and we'll be happy!

........................................................................

"sometimes it feels no one understand, i dun even know why i do the things i do."

im feeling so emotional now on new yr's eve.
i dunno y.
i juz felt like a forgotten soul, trying so hard to fit into everyone's life.
i hate this.
i feel like crying.
boo hoo!

happy new yr everyone.
may this new yr be filled with lots of fun and love.
*kiss and hug all my frens*

xmas gathering on 23rd dec with mLsaRs.

we went to the.....

us....in the Whatever cafe!

the food we ordered.....

my suggestion :

if you dun like cheese or vegetables or organic stuffs, or u are a carnivore who cant leave w/o meat (juz like ah wei), pls dun go to the wadever cafe.

cos you will end up like mi!

eating the food there with this expression plastered onto my face for the entire dinner. hahaha.

and as for the drinks, i decided to try the organic root beer....

someone should have video or capture my expression when i was pouring the rootbeer into my cup. i've never seen rootbeer that looks exactly like sprite but taste exactly like rootbeer. omg. i was utterly amused. really.

and we finished our food!

*burp*

opps! excuse mi!

next, its the time to exchange our present!!!!
everyone were so excited!
and *drum rolls*
here's the result!

wenna got a belt from mandy.

ah wei got the horoscope guardian angel on the mo tian lun from ling.

sasa got the cool black hello kitty mug frm ah wei

ling got the pretty silver and gold star necklace from sasa

mandy got the plant which can grow without watering, sunlight and nutrients from shi jin.

shi jin got the cute and huge huggie dog from mi! (she's damn lucky. muahaha)

last but not least, i got a funky bag from wenna, which came juz rite in time cos i didnt bring any bag along that day and i need a bag to put my stuffs that im bringing to the chalet after the gathering.

take 1:

as you can see from the mirror reflection behind mi, the person taking the foto is the claim-to-be-artistic wenna poon. and look at the foto, its blur. wow. so artistic. opps =X

and so, take 2:

still abit blur rite, and so we can conclude wenna got shaky hands. but nvm, i give her 1 more chance cos she help mi fotoshop one of the fotos again! (guess which 1? dun tell u!!!)

take 3:

not shaky anymore! but now i wonder y sasa like to make special appearance in my foto. haha.

all our prezzies. so happy and blessed.



after chatting and coming out with the mL fund (which initially have $33++), we decided to go have desserts.
so we went walking around at chinatown area, but non of the dessert shop catches our attention.

so we decided to go to the place where mL+sars 1st met!!

GEYLANG LORONG 9 to have the famous yong he dou jiang!

we took a cab down using mLsars fund.
and paid using the mLsars fund.



and at the end of the day......

the mLsars fund only left a pathetic sum of $3.10

o_O;

after the desert, went down str. to coasta sands east coast.
its supposed to be 3F/4E gathering but apperently some didnt turn up.
1st nite, i got to slp 4 hrs.
den the next day, woke up, went bedok have lunch, den go back slp a little while more, wake up, went cycling and at nite, we bbq and den had a small chitchat session with weekdays by the beach!
changyi dropped by and we can really see the great change in him.
its like....its only 2 years.how come his change so big? (in terms of maturity rate and thinkings) he really surprise all of us.time can really change a person.
den finally its 12am, countdown to xmas with our chalet neighbours.

being a cinderella, i decided to return home at 12am!

the next day, meet up with weekdays to get our weekdays ring!
went orchard and i tell u, its damn crowded.

yesterday, went to jiayi's chalet at pasir ris.
its the same block as the time we had our class chalet.
huixian and i bought 12 bottles of alcoholic drinks.
our intention was to get ourselves drunk....but we failed miserably.
the drinks were too gassy, and i really felt uncomfortable drinking them, as if my stomach was going to explode anytime with the gas in it.
went bowling. and its my 2nd time. no improvement compared to the 1st time i played. i droped the ball 2 times while swinging and the other times, my thumb got stuck in the hole of the ball. and i only scored a pathetic score of 13 points. *shame*

went home the next day with barely 1 hour of sleep. and when i reached home, i knew smth is wrong with mi.
headache starts coming in and body temperature increasing.
took panadols to sleep and felt better when i woke up at 3pm.

wow...i think its a long entry.

sch gonna repoen soon.
den all projects will start dueing one by one
den followed by exams,
den my attachment.
omg. can somebody stop the time for a while so i can breathe and appreciate the scenery outside my window.

my only motivation now is my shanghai trip during chinese new year.
jia you!

merry christmas!
will be back for more posts if im free!
and im busy.
so pls visit mandy's blog and sasa's blog to know how i celebrated my xmas with mL+saRs.
im so bloody hell sleepy and tired after the chalet.
haven bath somemore, and i emit the smell of barbequed food.
omg.
sticky face also!
argh, and i wonder y am i still her blogging.

oh. WADEVER. gonna go pom pom now.
merry xmas once again.
nitez

omg!
im so so so in love with wenna poon!!!!
*kiss her all over her face*
she made my freckles dissapear!!!!
AHH!!!!! *jumps around*
no more freckles! no more freckles!
*kiss her again*

but.....its only in this one and only one picture that she photoshop.....
sobz....
the freckles are still on my face and i think its gonna stay there forever.
*cries out loud*

one more week to christmas!
im so looking forward to it,
cos i think im gonna enjoy myself.
but oso got lots of projects to rush.
lots of gathering.
and drinking session!
haha.
im so so so excited!

had gift exchange in with my classmates yesterday!
so fun!

this is a happy entry is'nt it?
its hard to be happy.
but its even more difficult to try to be happy.
dun u guys think so?

i took a colour quiz sometime last week.
and i think its quite true.
maybe u guys wanna try it out
:)

Free personality analysis from ColorQuiz.com.
Generated on Tue Dec? 6 19:39:01 2005.

Your Existing Situation
Works well in cooperation with others but is disinclined to take the leading
role. Needs a personal life of mutual understanding and freedom from discord.

Your Stress Sources
The existing situation is disagreeable. Feels lonely and uncertain as she has an
unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her
own, and wants to stand out from the rank and file. This sense of isolation
magnifies the need into a compelling urge, all the more upsetting to her
self-sufficiency because of the restraint she normally imposes on herself. Since
she wants to demonstrate the unique quality of her own character, she tries to
suppress this need for others and affects an attitude of unconcerned
self-reliance to conceal her fear of inadequacy, treating those who criticize
her behavior with contempt. However, beneath this assumption of indifference she
really longs for the approval and esteem of others.

Your Restrained Characteristics
An unadmitted lack of confidence makes her careful to avoid open conflict and
she feels she must make the best of things as they are.

Your Desired Objective
Has an imperative need for some bond or fusion with another which will prove
sensually fulfilling, but which will not conflict with her convictions or sense
of fitness.

Your Actual Problem
Greatly impressed by the unique, by originality, and by individuals of
outstanding characteristics. Tries to emulate the characteristics she admires
and to display originality in her own personality.

Your Actual Problem #2
Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals
have led to anxiety, and she is distressed by the lack of any close and
understanding relationship. She attempts to escape into a substitute world in
which things are more nearly as she desires them to be.

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caution!
if u ever wan to go fish and co to eat,
never never never order a main course if u are not sharing it with other frens,
in other words, u are having the main course urself.
unless you got a expandable and elastic stomach like wenhao's,
den go ahead and order.
their serving is LARGE.
REALLY.

had fish and co today cos its huat's birthday.
went park mall's one.
got live band somemore.
haha.
dedicated him a birthday message.
happy 18th birthday!
hope u enjoyed urself today.

tml gonna work again.
after work, will be rushing down to woodlands for project.
after project, will meet mL+sars for midnite shopping plus ton session over at ah wei's house!
den after ton-ing at ah wei house,
gonna rush back to work again at 1pm.
after work, i'll be back to study and continue with my studies.
im leading a busy and cong shi life.

so now, im gonna go and try completing my uccd tonight.
ciaoz.

i juz reached home 5 min ago,
and its like i've experienced a battle.
this is because.....
theres 2 dragonflies juz outside my house!!!!
they are BIG.
im not exaggerating.
i juz couldnt bring myself to open the door. and so i pressed the doorbell so my sis will open the door for mi, and i'll juz have to dash into my house.
ok, my sis opened the door, but upon seeing the dragonfly outside the door, she slammed the door closed immediately.
-_-"
argh!!!

i managed to get into the house in the end lar.
when both dragonflies finally decides to take a rest.

I HATE FLYING CREATURES!!!!

hrm test tml.
haiz.