Tuesday, June 29, 2004

ya.there is a black out juz now.
i think almost all the east side estate have this blackout.
haha.
my parents n sisters were like searching high n low for tourch light n candles.
i was like doing nth. laying down on the sofa and fanning myself with a piece of paper.
electricity return after abt 20 mins.
i think this is my 1st time having this type of situation ba.

today is the orientation day.
saw my classmates le.
feel okok lor.
dun feel the sense of belonging in this class which im supposed to stay with 2 yrs.
8 guys n 14 girls.
haiz...guess i haven really adapt to the new surrounding, new pple and new atmosphere.
i'll try harder de.

juz now try to put in my contact lenses.
but my eyes were like damn small.
had a hard time putting the lenses inside.
haha. if really wanna put on the contacts,
i guess i have to wake up half n hour earlier ba...
y my eyes so small??? *ponders*
the contacts is like bigger then my eyes lor.
haha.

ok lah. late le. have to slp.
tml still muz go to sch.
nite.
ciaozz

Monday, June 28, 2004

cramps and pimples
pimples and cramps
can i skip thru these?
y m i a woman?
so troublesome.
but i glad im a woman at the same time.
haha. dun bother abt mi.

today is the start of sch for ling, wen, wei, jin , jc student, sec sch student, primary sch student...
haha. they are back to their old usual routine
waking up early, blah...blah...blah
wish them all the best for this semester.
pple who are having exams now,
continue to mug till the last paper okay?
gd luck!

tml.
29 june 2004
tuesday.
will be officially meeting up my poly classmates.
hope they wun find mi anti-social.
tml going to west coast park for orientation.
think there will be water game.
shit. having water game when i'm having my once-a-month thingy is really not fun.
think i wun be able to enjoy them thoroughly ba.
but still
wish mi gd luck ok?

juz received a sms frm jia min.
haha. thr it goes :
FrEnShIp Is a pRoMiSe mAdE iN da hEaRt siLeNt, uNwRiTtEn.
UnBrEaKaBLe bY DiStaNcE.
uNcHaNgEabLe bY TiMe.
ONcE a FrEn..
aLwAz a fReN.
TaKe CaRe.

upon receiving,
im not as nervous as juz now for tml thingy.
cos i know all my frens out thr
will always be my fren,
no matter how anti-social i am.
haha. =P

tO aLL mY fReNs oUt tHeRe.
i m|sS u aLL sO muCh.
muZ m|sS mI toO oKay?
tAkE cAre!

Sunday, June 27, 2004

*ahem*

i'm not in a very gd mood today.
keep having stomach cramps.
signals of...*ahem*
ya. period

went to have my hair cut.
finally got those think bushes off my head.
after tt went to collect my new framless specs.
have to go back thr again tml to collect my contact lenses and bring xin hui there to have her eyesite checked.

i feel so pissed off now lor.
oso dunno y.
actually all the while i've been really unhappy with 1 person.
she said she wanted to quit her job with mi.
but then now she still go back to work.
den she practically keep complaining to mi tt she still have to work and she will go like "haiZ...samantha...very sian leh...i still have to work...so irritating lor...cannot quit"
sometimes i wonder
y dun she juz quit lor.
its like the company will close down w/o her help like tt.
if she want to work
dun complain lah!

haiZ. dun understand y m i so hot today.
childish mi
fancy angry over this small things.
argh!
sorry peeps! i can't stand my petty attitude either.
i guess everything will return back to normal after a wk or so
after my *ahem* is over....
came across a story very nice.
read it only if u r free...cos its very long.
taken frm my sis's fren.
http://universalbuddy.tripod.com/story.htm
yeah~ tiring.
went to skate @ eastcoast today.
pick up the feel of skating very fast lah.
den slowly slowly skate lor.
haha. didnt fall today.
but today i feel that smth is juz not rite.
its not as fun as the one we had last yr.
oso dunno y.
maybe is the mood of pple
the time constraint
the distance?
or maybe...weather?
hiaZ dunno lah.
but we gonna have a pinic session next saturday.
going to prepare sandwiches and potatoes.

b4 that, went ah jim's hse cut hair.
but i didnt get my chance to cut.
cos we are late.
all thx to wenna...her usual behaviour and action when going out.
but i forgive her *cos im nice u c*

after skating go parkway eat dinner @ pastamania.
not very fulfilling yet expensive.
n pple ard mi eating with lots of cheese
make mi wanna puke.
having headache while eating
wish i could have blocked nose for that moment.
wats so gd abt eating god-damn-smelly cheesy stuff?
*vomit out my dinner*

after tt we went hm lor.
tag along with clar.
chatted while waiting.
ya.
i think tts all.
*go n vomit agian*
pardon my disgusting acts ok?
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Saturday, June 26, 2004

went to the temple @ joo chiat today.
yeah. all alone.
the reason for going thr?
to huan yuan
haven done tt eversince the collection of o level result.
maybe buddha/god is unhappy with mi becos of the delay.
and the punishment i get from the god is....
unable to get into the course that i actually wanted to get in.
ya. i wanted to enter hospitality $ tourism manangement @ tp.

haiZ. think of it really very sad lor.
keep consoling myself say SP is better.
but everytime look or think of kaili
i will feel very sad and helpless.
y she can enter the course n i cannot.
m i tt bad?
m i tt stupid?
m i tt unlucky?
m i.....
haiZ.

after praying, mi go parkway with mum n sis.
went back to visit my colleagues @ bengawan solo.
haha. they sure miss mi alotX.
and they have hired a new staff to replace mi.
n now...im being replaced...
n this leave mi thinking...
everything is like so easy to be replaced.
will they eventually forget mi becos of the new replacement?
i hope not...
cos i'll certainly not going to forget them.
i'm not going to forget those who had once entered my life,
irregardless of whether u r m enemy of friend...

den @ nite go ah ma hse to have dinner.
yummy yummy...she cooked curry and it was simply delicious.

n yesh...the reason y i can't slp now @ this moment is becos...
im very excited abt the event going tml!!
im going to skate with mL, sasa n junkai!
can't wait for the sun to rise now...
wonder wat will happen tml...
hope that someone will break my highest falling record.
haha

Thursday, June 24, 2004

chatting wif ling n wen now on fone
nth to blog.
oh ya.
gettin my new specs on sun.
+ 1 mth contacts.
okay
nth else le.
tata

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

didnt blog yesterday
cos i was in pain.
well, i scalded myself with boiling soup at coffee shop.
and tts not all
got myself scald twice.and i think the soup is ard 80 to 100 degree.
my mind went completely blank after the soup scalded mi for the 1st time.
and because of mi going blank, i got myself burnt for the 2nd time.
okay...that was nth.
wat really is tortourous is the after effect.
the burning sensation of my fingers.
tears gushed out from my eyes.
ya. i cried.
call mi cry baby. but i was really in pain lor.
nth can be used to described the pain.
i felt ashamed at the same time cos i was like crying infront of everyone...my uncle, my mother, my grandmother, my grandfather, my maid, the drink seller, yong tau hu seller and the patronisers.
oh my god! i actually breakdown infront of all this pple.
how am i going to face the world?
anyway, my uncle help mi applied dunno wat cream on my burning fingers and i sat infront of the fan to cool down omy fingers. tears still continue to shed.
shame on u samantha...how old liao...still cry....really no use leh u! can't believe that u r actually a going-to-be poly student.
anyway, i stopped crying for abt 1 hr later and my fingers starts to feel better. den sat on one side to rest. after clearing up the stall den go hm lor.
packet fried carrot cake on the way hm @ bedok hawker centre.
oh my gawd.
it sucks.
i missed the fried carrot cake at aljunied hawker.
i missed the gd old days...eating the fried carrot cake with the tau huay zui...
if only i could turn back time

ok...den today went to singapore poly to pay the fees for the japanese language course with xin hui.
$341.35.
there it goes the money and never come back.
hope this course will help mi in my future!
after tt den go cinneleisure watch best bet.
at 1st tot it will not be nice. but it turn out to be funny and how would i say...a lesson to be learn...ya.
watch it if u're free...provided tt ur pocket dun have hole...haha...jokin...

juz chatted with ling thru msn.
tt bird. haha...so long nv come on line liao.
now got the laptop den gd liao lor.

ok. tts all for 2day.
tata

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

yeah! xin hui is back!
missed her so much.

bought shoes 2day @ bugis street.
n den go OG to buy sports bra.
after tt, took cab to bras basar to buy stationery frm popular.
after tt go coffee shop help.
earned myself $30 today.
grandmother give de.
haha
$30 for 4 hrs.
haha.
feel so happy.
cos i was like didn't really help out much.

shit...by whole body is aching like siao lor...sian
wonder hows jin's 1st day @ sch today...
tata

Monday, June 21, 2004

im back

finally got the time to blog.
k. sat and sun i had camp at singapore poly.
it was fun.
had lots of laughter with one another.
at first i didnt want to attend this camp de lor...cos no body accompany mi ma...den the charissa keep pulling mi in...i have no choice so attend lor. i knew frm the start that i'll sure get left out. and true enuff, i was being left out by her when we meet tt day. haiZ dun say le.
nut luckily we were split into different grp. and i have to get to noe new peepZ. yeah. at least i feel comfortable with these new peeps den be with her.

kay. there were five grps.
in my grp there were only 4 gals and 8 guys.
den we call our GL daddy n mummy.
haha. both oso very funky.
den had our dinner 1st b4 we proceed to our games.
and tell u wat, their packet dinner sucks.
haha.
den we call our grp "balless".
haha. upon having our grp name, we are suppose to have a respond when pple call out our grp name.
guess wat, our respong is "u jealous ar?"
u will find it funny if u truely knoe out "balless" means. if u still dun understand den try to xiang wai wai lor.
den we start our station games.
all games out dere were testing on our grp communication n team work. ya. really had fun there lah. make mi miss the sec 3 camp very much. cos the feeling was almost there lor.

den we the clock strike 12, the head of this camp bring us to the basket ball court and start telling us ghost stories abt singapore poly lor.
den after tt start our nite walk.
our mummy keep telling the guys to protect the girls.
the guys really did lor.
den we have to go through a corridor in pairs andthe pple will try to scare us by creating funny voices and act like a ghost. lame rite?
but hor, i can't deny that its scary lor.
by looking at those blue black marks on my guy partner's hand ( which i still dunno his name )
haha. i grab his hand too hard le lar.
den walk walk walk untill like 5.30 am like tt
den the leader bring us to badminton hall n slp for like 1 and a half hr.
can't get to slp cos it was like so hot n stuffy. keep sweating.

den jiu morning le.
had breakfast and we played tug-of-war.
make my whole body ached like shit now.
use to much strength le lah.
den after tt jiu go hm le lor.
reach home den slp.
slp wake up den go have father's day dinner.
after tt den go home n slp.
slp untill today 11.30
haha
call mi pig.

juz read jia min blog.
ya.
had all those memories of sec 3 n 4 days with them.

going out with clar, man ,wanting l8ter.
was like quite angry wif ling n wen.
feel like they dun wan to go out with us lor even it is their off day today. sad sad sad.

Saturday, June 19, 2004

yoyYO...i'm back...
it's a tiring day i must say.
had to work in the morning
play in the afternoon
slack at nite.
isn't this type of life tiring?
haha...
but dun worry...there will be no work for mi frm tml onwards.
let mi annouce smth...
I"M JOBLESS NOW!!!
which means tt i cannot spend $$ as n when i wish cos...
no job=no work=no boss=no salary=no $$
haiZ sian.

ok. i admit. im not a gd girl today.
i told a lie to my in-charge.
i told her i got camp in the afternoon n ask her if i can go off work at 2.30 instead of 3.30.
and she allowed.
the problem is...i dun have camp.
i'm meeting clar, man, jin n wei for lunch...
bad rite....but i dun mean it...
lucky im not pinnochio.

den after 2.30, went to meet them @ bugis
have lunch at breko
ordered a plate of fried chicken which cost 12.50 *heartpain*
but very nice lah i must say...den oso very big serving for 1 person le. cannot finish eating alone.
basically was like passing food (or shld i say throwing?) to everybody especially the fries.
poor fries. forgive mi n my frens!
den we were sharing lame jokes with each other.
indeed...mIrAcLeZ LuV can oso be known as m|rAcLeZ LaMeRs.
after tt wei go work den to go bugis shopping.
took neoprint together.
quite nice lah.

after tt den jiu go clar hse tok cock sing song play mahjong.
n clar help mi with this blog.
she change the skin for mi
add a tag board for mi
thx ar clar...thx for ya help.
so peepz. if u by chance come across my blog, do leave mi a msg k?
tml got camp at singapore poly.
god bless.
juz hope i can enjoy in order not to waste my $4.
money difficult to earn ar.
muz go pack my bag for camp now.
going to hospital visit my grandfather tml. no time to pack.
nitez
tata

Thursday, June 17, 2004

New Blog

hey! finally got myself a blog
days are too sian le lah
tml is my last day @ bengawan solo
so sad
will miss them de
though some cstomers are really unreasonable
but i muz say i really enjoyed working there.
going to have lunch with clar, man, jin n wei
yeah...@ bugis de breeko
dunno whr the hell is tt.
b4 tt gonna meet charissa and get the dunno wat form for the camp.

went to singapore post today.
go there buy mini cards and stationery
the minicards are for the colleages @ bengawan solo.
behind i got write msg for them.
hope they wun be too touch...
lastly, muz thx ling for that 20% discount coupon...
thx ling...love ya loads
u r the best!

gonna get the 37 degree pencil box soon
the are so chio...
but guess wat...
the hole inside my wallet oso gets bigger at the same time.
oh my god..
shit!
money gods out there...
pls save mi!
tata