Thursday, March 23, 2006

im recovering.
im genki~~ (like real)

took 2 days MCs.
which means that i didnt go work for 2 days.
hope it wun affect my itp grades.


its good to fall sick.
cos u got to sleep day in and out.
live a life of a pig for the 2 days MCs.
eat sleep watch tv eat sleep watch tv bla bla bla


oOO....
another 3 more weeks to go.
ganbatte ne!

regarding results....
well....expected lar.
juz that my GPA drop le.
sob. i think cos because of my gems lar.
stupid real estate C+ only. dunno where gone wrong.
pple i dun recommend u to take real estate marketing.
its boring. even though its open bo0ok exam, still difficult to get A lar.

cb- b
pscm- b
ecm- b
fm- b+
uccd- B+
hrm- C+
real estate- C+

yadda yadda....

Sunday, March 19, 2006

I'm sick =(

guys, got any things wanna contact mi,
pls DO NOT call me
cos im down with sore throat resulting in loss of voice to talk to you.
sms mi will do.
thanks!

Thursday, March 16, 2006

The handwriting analysis is scary cos my results were like 90% true.
yes i know im working now....
but i got nth to do and tadah~
the handwriting analysis. go try go try!

******* The Analysis Starts Here *******

Samantha exaggerates about everything that has a physical nature. Although she may not intend to deceive or mislead, she blows things way out of proportion because that is the way she views them. She will be a good story teller. This exaggeration relates to all areas of her material world. Samantha allows many people into her life because she is accepting and trusting. She is sometimes called gullible by her friends. That only really means that she trusts too many people. Samantha has a vivid imagination.


Samantha is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.


Something is incomplete in Samantha's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Samantha's sexual needs.


Samantha is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Samantha basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.


In reference to Samantha's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Samantha slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Samantha can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.


Samantha is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.
Samantha is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.


Samantha is a very emotional person with a broad range of emotions from the highest highs to the lowest lows. She feels emotional situations very strongly. She'll flash to the very peaks of elation, sweeping everything before her. Then, for some reason unknown to herself, she will burn out emotionally. These mood swings can be very disturbing to her. Sometimes, she feels that she can no longer produce anything. But, after given some time alone to "recharge her emotional batteries", she will spring back into action. Because Samantha feels situations intensely, she relates easily to others' problems. If she is not careful, when she comes into contact with someone who is in a depressed frame of mind, she will also suffer the same emotions and change moods. Samantha reacts impulsively, without much thought before hand. She may plan everything in detail before she even begins, then do it completely different when the time comes to carry it through. Samantha has a strong need for affection. She thrives on touching and being touched. Samantha desires being told that she is loved, every day. She enjoys being the center of attention. She loves attention, sometimes she even retells stories that got her attention earlier. Samantha has the possibility of being a actor or natural born salesperson, simply because she relates so well to other people. She likes expressing how she feels, what she is doing, and what she plans to do. She is a people person. She will work most efficiently in a people orientated job as opposed to a job working alone on an assembly line (that would drive her insane.)


People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Samantha doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Monday, March 13, 2006

its so boring at work today.
and because i promised myself not to sign in MSN during work,
i decided to send out emails instead.
haha.

red: me
blue: huixian


Hi, im bored.
If u c this email, reply smth now.

I muz ctrl myself not to sign in msn!



hahah..muz be cant survive w/o msn hor..wah..u got ur own email acc..i dun haf..still using my hotmail acc to send things to my supervisors...u so free?



Yes! Im so free now. Everybody is so not free for me lor. My supervisor ask mi test my script with several colleagues but they not free. I feel so unwanted. U leh? Wad u doing now? Busy ar?



hahaha...like role play sia..mi ah..slack also la..coz i do liao juz tat haven send my boss. Tml gotta bring wrapping papers, finalise e stuffs for thurs event lor..



Wrapping papers to wrap presents for the kids ar?



ya lor...got contest den got 3 winners. so i was told to buy wrapping papers n bring tml. oh ya..i let my supervisor sign liao. get a B. I wonder how he grade sia. actually he is overall in charge of ITP students but he wun be e one assigning work to us. But i anything can go find him.



Hahahah. Den y let his grade u? muz let the one who assign u the work to grade u ma…..u got A for conduct? Haha. Who is online on msn now?



he sae he sign leh..so let him sign lor. both B. He like happie happie , easily write B de. u? wenhao, qj, celine, yaohua, jasmine..sheh visited jasmine this morning but jasmins wasnt in at tat time..my supervisor kenna teased again for e proposal thingy. he getting married in sep..


I didn’t see my sup de expression when he graded mi cos he was in his room. Y I not online den so many pple online leh? Hmph! So when is sheh going to visit and have long lunch with you? Ur sup de gf agreed to married him? So sweet!



oh..i was beside him when he grade..he was talking to mi when he grading lor..hahaha..dun be jealous la..dunno leh..i asked my supervisor whether sheh got contact him, he sae no. sae not so fast. den ok lor..dun bother to call sheh also..hehe..since he got go visit jasmine he shld be got visit mi de la. shld be agree liao. coz juz now i overheard they sae sep get married leh..



Ur boss good lor. Haha. Too bad u leaving in 5 weeks time, cannot tag alone to their wedding.another 55 more min to knock off!

end of conversation.
and im still so bored.
50 more min to knock off.
argh!

Sunday, March 12, 2006

in case if u are wondering how am i coping with my attachment,
dun worry, cos im still alive.
been living thru working hours of 9 to 6 in office wear and high heels for the past 1 week,
and theres still 5 more weeks to go, 5 more weeks to endure sitting for like 8 hours everyday.
i can feel my butt getting flatter and bigger, i can feel my tummy protruding out more.
omg. will i ever want an office job again when i graduate?

regarding my job, its a tough one.
but i keep constantly reminding myself, its juz 6 weeks and i can go.
1st day was so-so.
i was being introduced to my supervisor who looks so much like the taiwan comedian, dong zhi cheng.
i have my own desk with my name paste on it.
i have my own laptop with msn installed and i can do anything with it.
but all this will only last for 6 weeks. yes, 6 weeks only *psycho myself*
i can juz sms my boss in the morning telling him im not going to office, but go to other places such as school or library to do research. haha. thats wad i did on the 1st day. cos my laptop not ready, and i really got nth to do. therefore i msg my boss, tell him im going to marine parade library to do research and tada~ i left the office at 4 plus.
my task for week was to research on the available outbound activities to sell our product to corporate clients.
its so much like the module selling and sales management, but its so different as well, cos this time round, my target market is corporate clients.
i muz plan out the procedures of the outbound activities using microsoft visio flow chart, and hell, i nv used that b4, and so i had to explore it myself, of cos with some help of my supervisor.
i planed, i gave my supervisor check, i edited. and i've been working on it for like 3 days, and im seriously bored.
now i have to do research on how to cold call, prepare the script for the indoor sales people to say when call calling, how to prevent the pple to say no when we are talking to them.
omg.
and if everything was well plan,
the indoor sales pple will execute my plan.
so in other words, im the boss of this project.
wahha. sounds like im hao-lianing rite?
but who will actually understand my fear and stress within mi?
i know we are there to learn and stuffs,
but im juz a gong gong student frm SP going there for attachment,
and im gonna face and plan this project ALONE!
i dun really have somebody to consult except my supervisor.
but everytime got problem den go ask supervisor,
i scared he will think that "y is this girl so stupid?"
morever, the product im dealing with is IT related stuffs. might as well kill mi rite? i really dun like IT related stuffs and i muz plan how to sell them. this is such a torture!
i've beem facing and seeing the laptop for like 8 hours everyday, and i bet im going to be blind soon.
my eyes got so tired by 3 or 4 pm everyday.
its like, eventhough its juz sitting in the office doing research and planning,
but compared to normal school days, its even more tiring,
its even more mentally exhausting.
i dunno if im complaining or wad....but....thats the fact, thats how i feel every day. i have to drag myself to office everyday, and when i reach the office, i hope time will fly like how it normally does but dun seems slower all of the sudden.
i tried going to the toilet once every hour, and stay in the toilet for like 10 min.
i tried drinking more water so that i can go to the pantry to refill my water bottle.
i tried passing my time and decrease my boredom by signing in to MSN but so scared tat my supervisor will catch mi chatting instead of like doing proper work.
he likes to walk in and out of his room and sudden talks behing mi to freak mi out.
haha.

i gave my supervisor my log book for assessment and he graded mi a 'B' for performance and 'B+' for conduct.
performance a 'B' im ok with it.
but conduct a 'B+' only?!!!
wad the hell.
i start work on the dot,
go lunch on the dot
and knock off on the dot,
but y only B+?
muz be he caught mi using MSN ba.
haha.
haiz. so sad leh. B+ only!!!!

now my new task is to find out more on the legal policy of Microsoft product.
wads the benefits of using original microsoft software.
muz make use of these benefits to persuade company to buy original.
argh.....research again!

2nd week starts tml.
and i hope it will pass quickly too....
cos i only have to work frm mon to thurs! need to go back SP for a marketing competition on friday!
im so looking forward to it cos i miss some of my class mate so much.

god bless mi for the following 5 weeks!

Monday, March 06, 2006

AHH!!!!

9 HOURS B4 MY ITP OFFICIALLY START!!!

OMG!!!

IM SCARED YET EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME.

hope i'll meet good colleagues and nice supervisor!
i know i will,
cos my luck is good.
:)
*fingers crossed*

Saturday, March 04, 2006

ITS FINALLY OVER~

AND YES, I MEAN EXAMS!

I KNOW ITS KINDA LATE COMPARED TO OTHERS,

BUT WHEN ITS OVER NOW,

LIKE WHO CARES RITE?

HAHA

stayed overnite at xin's hse
and im awake now!
heez. cant go back to slp when i woke up.

had sakae sushi at funan IT mall ytd after last paper with the usual gang,
including tobs and zL but excluding jy.
didnt eat as much as expected.

and i wanna complain abt smth!!
as we were too hungry, i decided to have andersen's ice cream.
and so, i went to the counter, look at all the flavours and i was like "wow"~ cos theres so many flavours that look so appealing to me.
and so i asked if i can try.
the salesgirl face immediately change. u can c the curve of her mouth straightening horizontally when i asked that qn.
i forgot wad i tried,
but i requested another flavour to sample.
after that huimei decided not to buy, but since i sampled 2, if i say i dun wan to buy, very pai seh rite?
so i quickly decide on a flavour and point to the salesgirl say " i want this"
and u know wad?
the idiot sales girl says with her slanting eyes: "sorry, 1 person is only allowed to try 2 flavours".
omg! like wad the hell?
its not the trying of 2 sample im angry with.
its the way she served and the stupid attitude.
Andersen's is one of the established leading brand of icecream and i really dun think i deserve that kind of attitude from them.
and wads wrong with Andersen's?
y only allow pple to sample 2 times.
if pple dun sample, how they know the flavours are nice?
its not that every flavour is suitable for everyone's taste bud. wad if the flavour i ordered taste like shit and i start to hate the ice cream? is this the way u market a product to ur customers?
maybe, i feel very agitated and furious cos i work in a ice cream shop myself.
and the policy of the shop i work in is to let customer sample as much flavours as possible b4 they make their purchase.
and u know wad, Andersen's ice cream isnt really that fantastic,
and after this incident happened, it affected my tastebud too.
so it really taste like shit.
after she scoop the icecream and i took out $3 to pay for the icecream after look at the menu board for the price.
and the sales girl says with her slanting eyes again (one of this day, i dig out her eyeballs. hahaha)
"sorry, this cost $3.90"
and i look at the menu board again.
$3.90 is the price of the regular scoop.
$3 is for junior scoop.
oh wad the hell again.
did she asked which size i want?
and she made the decision for their customer?
is not the $0.90 im concern with
but...but....u get wad i mean?
they made the decision and u pay for their decision including their sucky attitude.
FROM NOW ON, IM GOING TO DISCRIMINATE Andersen's icecream.

im not petty, its juz that the f salesgirl really got my nerves!
argh!

ITP starting on mon.
whee~ so excited yet scared at the same time.

xin is now still sleeping soundly, i wonder if the sound of typing the keyboard will wake her up.
i doubt it will, cos im ending this entry and she is still sleeping.

gonna get myself changed and go town in 1 hr time.
byebye

Thursday, March 02, 2006

给你的第二封信

今天,我再回家的路上,收到了一则简讯。

不知道为什么,我仿佛了解自己多一些些。


我努力地去爱,

但一切仿佛还是停在原地。

到底是为什么呢?


总是为自己找借口,

很不负责任地把错推到时间的身上。

可是,想想看,

身旁有谁不是在和时间赛跑的呢?


我一直都是在那接受别人的爱,

也没有特别地去回报。

心里的惭愧, 也不知道如何去解释

只好用我的微笑来掩饰。


后来,我今天终于领悟到

原来,从以前到现在。。。

我根本不懂得怎么爱一个人。


刹那间,

我觉得,爱上一个不懂得去爱人的女生。。。

真的好辛苦哦。


这时候,我只想对你说。。。

“对不起”