who can truly understand how i feel?
who can truly understand why i cry?

妈妈，真的很想你。

看你受的苦，为你流的泪，又有谁能够完全了解？



看见朋友的妈妈都为他们操心，

对你的想念不知觉像海浪一样卷了起来。



一直把自己的身体照顾得好好的，

因为怕自己生病，

没有你在身边，

会回想起你那无微不至的关怀，

让自己跟伤心，让自己更难过，

然后，后悔为什么当初没有珍惜你为我做的一切。




不知道自己的眼泪还会流多久，

但每一滴泪，多代表着那无限的想念。

你还记得我吗？

我是你的大女儿，你到底记得吗？

你一定会记起来的对不对？




妈妈，请你不要忘记我好吗？

我真的真的很爱你。

Hello world. Its like half-way through August already. 2/3 of the year gone.



anyway, brought daddy to fish and co and velocity.

It was his 1st time there, and im so afraid that he will tell the service crew over there that he wants to eat chicken chop. haha.



ordered seafood platter and their fish and chips.

im glad daddy likes the food there.

he says we can come here to celebrate grandpa's birthday this 28 Aug!

cool~ my grandparents will be having their first time at Fish and Co soon.





















Eventhough we enjoyed the whole dinning experience, but there was something missing.

couldn't describe wad was missing,

but to put in simpler terms,

it would be perfect if mummy was there, to dine with us.



you know everyday, i couldnt help but envy,

envy those who got home cooked food to eat everyday.

cos now, all i eat was food from outside, or if not, hospital's food.

i missed my mum's dishes.







how did you spent your national day?

squeezing with people at cityhall to watch fireworks? haha~



caught rush hour 3 with bf on that day at vivo city!

watched in vivo max! big cinema with big leg space.

funny show, definitely worth watching!

i wonder when is jackie gonna stop acting.

he is not young anymore, yet still doing all those dangerous stunts.























went clarke quay with bf on sat, and we shopped at central.

there's quite a number of shops there to shop, and alot alot alot of restaurants there.

maybe we can go there for gatherings next time!

sure can find one place to sit and eat and chat.












sun, went to watch Rush hour 3 AGAIN.

cos daddy wanted to watch it, so i offered to accompany him.

even though i watched it the 2nd time, im still laughing over the same scene.

go watch go watch.

i wanna watch secret and disturbia too!



that sunday was a super suay sunday for me.

went to balestia cinema to watch the movie.

we bought popcorn, nachos and drinks.

the the counter staff didnt bother to close the lid of the drinks tightly,

so when i hold it, it spilled onto my white shirt that i was wearing.

damn it!



nvm, i ren! i go to the toilet, wash it with water, and blow dry it with the hands dryer.

but it was completely dried. it was still damped. so when im in the cinema, i was like sshivering whole way through!



at night, during dinner, my clumsy sis spilled her smelly miso soup onto my pants and sandals!

this time round, i was really mad!

and i guess i hurled some harsh words at her.

haha.

sorry, but i couldnt help it.

the above pictures were taken when im in mrt.
the legs in the pictures belonged to some secondary school boys!

noticed something?
they were all wearing ankle socks.
to think that during my time, we use to wear our socks quite high.
haha.

my advice to them?
maybe...."please pull up your socks"
haha.

in case you guys dunno, this is my new pants =)
haven been wearing pants for like so long already!
my classmates were like so shocked to see me wearing pants to school that day. haha.
but now i understand why people who wear pants will take longer time in the toilet.
damn troublesome!

this is such a busy week. i haven been visiting my mummy at the hospital since monday.

haven like project meetings every day, before and after school.
have to work.
have to rush through report.

me and ducky, in midst of project discussion. haha. i know im ugly!
all projects' fault!

and there's this mid-term test up-coming next tuesday.

great. so great.
i really should start studying soon.

i quitted tution, and went back ice cream gallery to work.


although i wont earn as much as giving tuition,


but at least i dun need to travel much also.













nothing much changed, and im still the friendly ice cream girl at eastwood!














Munchy donut opened an outlet outside my house inside cold storage!
although theres like practically no queue each time i buy, but their donuts are always sold-out.
i personally think it taste better than donut factory.
im v happy cos i dun need to queue retarded-ly just to eat nice donuts.
envy?


caught the movie "alone" with huat.
injured myself while watching the movie, so you can imagine how scary it is.
i think the story line not bad leh, worth watching.
see le, got lotsa 'feel'
haha.

i love watching scary movies with my boyfriend!


i seriously think i need to better manage my time.
i dun seem to have enough time to finish my task.
im feeling stress as date lines are drawing nearer.
somehow, i think i lost myself among the unaccomplished work.

im in the midst of doing my individual assignment. its so darn boring!

so i decided to post smth v random. heez.

lecture for today!

i find the lecture boring today! lecturer was rushing through, cant really catch up!

half way through, a libarian came to give us a talk on how to use our library resources for projects. equally boring. and so i begin taking pictures!

my organiser aka note book.

cute? motivates me to open and flip through it everyday to check all the date lines of assignments. haha.

the 1st page of my notebook.

sulwyn wrote my name on the post-it, decorate it with a flower and pasted it on my note book for me.

pretty pretty.

my cute folder. i have the need for my stuffs to be cute or pretty. i cant stand ugly stuffs. haha.

joanne's billabong pencil box,

my playboy pencil box

and sulwyn's pencil case with lotsa post-it on it.

at the hospital, i always eat this for my dinner.

and for your info, its always the same type of dish.

green vege, potato and hotday, beancurd tofu.

*yummy* i love plain porridge!

i think im a very professional mould-grower.

Xin made potato salad for me about 1 month ago when she visited my mum at the hospital.

she gave me 5 cups of it.

I tot i finished them all,

but i was wrong! there's one more cup hiding at a corner of the fridge, with its view blocked by the ugly butter!

thats the reason i didnt notice the poor little potato salad.

and my sis took it out and show me its pathetic state.

the green part is the mould! so big and disgusting!

yucks!

This is not the 1st time i grow mould on food already. haha.

i better go slp soon. gotta wake up at 6.30am later to accompany to the hospital.

i only have like 5.5 hrs of slp frm now.

gosh.

eye bags!

bye!