Friday, July 28, 2006

i dunno if its a good thing to really give up thinking so much.
i feel that i've grown up,
im not so childish anymore.
i'll not be sad over trival matters such as straying away from friends.
i learnt how to look on the bright side.
but in other words...it seems like giving up.
yeah~ i dunno. depends on how you think.

i dunno why but my mind is blank now.
it seems that my heart causes my mind to turn blank.
so contradicting.
i juz mention that i've learnt not to think too much,
yet, im thinking abt something now.

if someone were to ask me wad is love.....
my answer will be....
love is ....the willingness to sacrifice.

Friday, July 21, 2006

finally, theres a bit of space for breathing,
after spending like 4 weeks to complete projects before deadlines.
supposed to take IAF CA2 on tuesday, but i didnt turn up for the test as i didnt really study.......
so decided to went for the restest instead.
and my friends says the test was like super easy....
well...i cannot say that i dun feel the sense of regrets...but....if i didnt study, wads the point going for an easy test?

i passed my final theory and i booked my practical test le...
it will be on 10 Nov....
juz a day before my dad's birthday.
i hope i can pass on that day...
but these few days de lesson had been demoralising.
my instructor keep reprimanding me,
i've been making the same mistakes over and over again.
i juz cant seem to focus while im driving.
so wads exactly wrong with me?

went coldplay concert on 10 july with huat :)
the whole concert was high with lots of angmoh!
the $120 ticket seats were quite infront
but the seats were hard and uncomfortable.
nevertheless, i not only enjoyed the concert, but also the company of my special one.

juz read thru mr naufal's blog.
i wonder how have he been.
hows his life at OPSS.
he is one of the teacher that had certainly add colours and creat some impact in my life.
i remembered the days when we stayed back to practice dikir barat,
how we managed to perform within short time frame...
i missed him, i miss the days when he will give us lots of advices.
wish him all the best :)

gtg.
till den.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

i made potato chicken pie for huat ytd.
and im so glad that he likes it....
effort not wasted! yes!

eversince last yr's mothers' day,
i nv cooked except for maggie mee...
and yesterday, i picked up my courage to prepare smth again, with the help of my colleague, nora.
and i ended up late!
haha.

been really busy....
i think i've never been so busy in my life before.
there is juz so many things to be done.

pimples keep popping out now a days.
its so irritating! i feel so ugly with those unsightly pimples on my face.

sometimes... why do we even need to say sorry for the things that we dun even want to apologise, juz for the sake of solving conflicts and maintaining peace?
fake fake fake.

world cup finals!
Italy or France?
hmmm....
cant decide.

Monday, July 03, 2006

What happened and what have i done this week.

  • school reopened.
  • doesnt make much difference as i was equally busy during my 3 weeks term break.
  • finally meet up with my dear xin hui to catch "she's the man". it was a funny show.
  • ate subway.
  • bought 2 new pair of earrings.
  • ate half boiled egg.
  • had fish and co and i saw DAVID TAN with his wife and son. (his son was wearing a superman outfit)
  • key in survey results into SPSS until i siao
  • BD research
  • GBE research
  • BD report.
  • work on wed, fri and sun.
  • attended driving lessons on thurs morning.
  • saw chin leng at mrt station
  • went play pool with huat
  • ate blueberry muffin with a smiley face drawn on the plate :)
  • watch England VS portugal and its damn boring.
  • BRAZIL LOse and i lose $19 bucks. sheesh!

yawnz. i cant think anymore.
nitenite.