Sunday, October 30, 2005

did some clearing and tidying of stuffs to my shelves today.
its freaking dusty. omg. the dust has been accumulating since 29 sep, my last paper.
since tml will be the start of sem 2,
i decided to clear and throw away those useless notes and welcome the new semester!!!



and after clearing......



TADAH!!~~



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so neat rite?
im so proud of myself.



 



and due to space constraint,



i have to do throw away all the magazines.



and look at the amt of magazines im throwing away.....



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i wonder wads the total amount of money i invested in magazines. haha.



and the most saddening thing is.......



i have to throw them away too.....




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ahh!!! as i say....nth last forever.
no matter how much i love them,
i will still have to throw them away one fine day.
??????г???????
but im so duper sad now lar.
regret le.



byebye energy.



byebye money.



hello sem 2.



hello my frens!




Saturday, October 29, 2005

ITS THE END OF MY HOLIDAY.
OMG.
IS THIS A HOLIDAY?

i dread school reopening.
boo hoo.
i can feel the stress ahead......
haiz.

Friday, October 28, 2005

it was amanda's lunar bday today.
and since we cant celebrate her actual bday due to her A levels,
we decided to celebrate it for her today instead.
gave her a surprise by appearing for the steamboat session at her auntie's house.
and again....when it comes to steam boat, we will always have to force those food down our stomach.
nevertheless, we still enjoyed and entertained ourselves in the process of stuffing ourselves with food and playing stupid games.
went home at ard 10pm.
i was so damn scared that i will miss my last bus [which is as freaking early as 11pm].
but heng ar....which i didnt miss the last bus.
and ya, im 18 yrs and 1 month old young today.
=)


meet up with my tai tai partner, sasa, in the noon.
we went bugis-ing.
i bought myself 4 tops at the cost of $66 ONLY.

met this auntie at topshop.
she ask mi whether im interested in combining the things that we buy and pay together to enjoy the 20% discount.
since i can have the priviledge of enjoying the discount without buying another piece, so i agreed.
but i think this auntie is alittle mentally unsound.
while i was trying the clothes in the fitting room,
she juz pull open my curtain and barge into my fitting room, saying "i share this fitting room with you hor."
omg. im at loss of words. shocked? angry? i dunno.
but i juz walked out of the fitting room gave sasa the 'what the hell' look.
lucky i finished changing when she opened the curtains without my permission.

i did mentioned that i watch a show with xin ytd rite.
and i didnt managed to cry despite the sad yet touching plot and storyline.
and this is quoted from xin's blog:
"sam said that she had no tears at all...think she is getting more n more cold-blooded.
haha...she is not that kind of person who would let her tears drop infront of others.she would try her very best to hold them back."

come to think of it....its been a long time since i last shed tears.
the last time when i really had a good cry is when im watchin "little brother" with jia yi.
is this a sign of mi getting more cold-blooded, or maybe i've grown stronger emotionally after a series of ups and downs i'd faced.
in the past, whenever i watched those type of sad sad and touching shows,
my tears will juz flow lor.
this time round.....
i dun even have the urge to cry le.
maybe i cried too much in the past le ba.

xin said, im those who wun cry infront of others.....
hmmm....think muz depend lar.
cos when i cry, i think i will look super duper ugly.
my eyes and nose will turn red, and this i think will scare off all the pple around mi.
so i muz control.
but sometimes, its so difficult to control, cos u will feel ur eyes burning and ur throat breaking as try to 'swallow ur tears' and not letting it drip out from your eyes.

i missed the feeling of crying,
but somehow, i already forget how to cry.
finally done with this new skin.
alot of pple changing their blogskins now-a-days,
so i tot of joining in the fun.

it rained so heavily juz now.
gosh. wads wrong with the weather?

had my gems registration on wed.
well....i hate sas.
its super lag!
plus my nervous-ness and retard-ness,
i went to click refresh button,
and ta-dah, it became SLOWER.
when i finally got the page loaded,
theres no more vacancies for the friday's real estate marketing.
and i have to take up the last vacancy for the wed's real estate class.
haiz.
after that, went out with my taitai-to-be partner. [i supposed we are tai-tais now]
went to get our stomach bombed at billy bombers.
the serving is so BIG can?!
in the end, we had to packet the dory fish home.
wahaha.
watched the 40 yr old virgin at cineleisure.
its real HILARIOUS.
but girls, if u not open minded enuff, i suggest u not to watch with guys.
haha.
some scenes so pai-seh sia.
and oh ya, its our 1st M18 show [although sasa not yet 18, but the staff there didnt check]
after that, sasa's uncle drove us home.
and den home sweet home.

and today,
went out with xin to watch movie again.
had macdonal breakfast in the morning. [its been so long since i last ate my breakfast]
planned to watch APRIL SNOW at the PRINCESS,
but hor, so suay, dun hv that show liao.
so we watch ALOT LIKE LOVE by ANDY LAU and CHARLENE.
hmm....the movie not bad. quite sad and touching, but i didnt managed to cry.
after that went TM shop ard
went home at ard 4 smth.

tml gonna go shopping with sasa again!!!
but think we gonna hv budget lunch.
gonna shop myself some tops. [i've been wearing the same tops over and over again. boring]
*yawnz* im tired.
nitenite.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

its my gems appointment tml.
i hope the SAS system doesnt cock up like last sem.
*prays hard*

it rained so heavily today.
so cold.....

Sunday, October 23, 2005

its been really bored tending the shop alone.
i wondered how i actually survived thru my 6 days of work for this week.
finally, tracy (my colleague) is flying back from shanghai
and i can return back to my usual 3am to 1pm sleep.
haha.

besides reading story books and magazines while working,
i really dunno how i managed to pass the free time during the day sia.
maybe i'd done lots of thinking.
thinking of stuffs that is happening to mi now.
thinking of events which had happened and reflect on wad i'd done.
thinking of what to do next week.
thinking of wad will i have for dinner.
thinking of my frens.
thinking of my new time table (which includes a 4hours break on friday.)
thinking of wad to think to spend time.

and while thinking,
suddenly, i recall my past.
when i was abt 6 yrs old,
i was still living in a HDB flat.
and the toilet is in the kitchen one.
so every night, if want to go toilet,
muz walk out of the bedroom, to the quiet living room and den to the dark kitchen and finally the toilet.
and one day, in the middle of my slp,
i have the urge to pee.
so i woke up,
walk out of my room,
to the quiet living room,
den to the kitchen. den i switch on the lights of the kitchen.
and guess wad i saw!!!
yeah, a COCKROACH!
i stood infront of the cockroach, still hesistating whether i should continue to go to the toilet.
i wanted to head back to my room, but i really feel very urgent lor.
den no choice, i took a deep breath, master my remaining courage, closed my eyes, fly towards the toilet and avoiding the the cockroach.
after relieving myself,
i start hesistating again.
i wonder how should i go out of the toilet without 'alarming' the cockroach so it wun come chasing after mi or suddenly fly up towards my face.
den i peek out of the toilet,
omg lar~ the cockroach still there at the original place.
i've got no more courage to rush out of the toilet.
i kept looking at the cockroach from the toilet, hoping that my silent prayer will chase the cockroach away.
i tried shouting out for my father,
but i think he couldnt hear mi,
so he didnt come to my rescue.
and so, i sat down on the toilet's floor,
hoping someone, like mi, got the urge to pee in the middle of the night.
i waited and waited,
and i fell aslp.
I ACTUALLY FELL ASLEEP IN THE TOILET BECAUSE OF THE GOD-DAMN STUPID COCKROACH WHICH IS LIKE 100 TIMES SMALLER THAN MI INTERMS OF SIZE.
den finally, its morning le.
my father woke up and saw mi in the toilet, SLEEPING.
so he wake mi up and ask mi wad am i doing in the toilet.
i told him that theres a stupid cockroach there and i dun dare to step out of the toilet.
den den den, here is the lamest and ridiculous part.
upon hearing wad i say, my dad went to check out the cockroach.
and he discovered that.......
IT WAS A DEAD COCKROACH!!!!!

omg! come to think of it, its so so so pai seh lar.
fancy mastering my courage and holding my breath and fly towards the toilet and sleeping in the toilet over a DEAD cockroach.
tsk tsk.

haha.
so did u have a good laugh over my embarrassed past?

and i shall declare,
i hate insects,
especially those that can fly.
they are evil,
cos u dunno when they will come flying towards your face.
but i will nv kill them,
cos i dun even have the courage to go near them (unless im feeling brave on that day)
so i feel so lucky, that the only guy in my house, which is my dad (sometimes my jie-mei) is not afraid of this evil tiny creatures.
thank god.

Friday, October 21, 2005

quoted from 933 DJ Cruz Teng's blog.

"When you’re so deeply in love (or infatuated, duh!) with someone, you might choose to believe. And when you choose the wrong things to believe and the wrong signals to pick up, you send yourself to the gallows of pain.

When the rosy picture you single handedly painted is tainted with a dash of reality…When the tinted shades you have been wearing can no longer filter the lights of truth…The one suffering would be the enthusiastic painter and the na?ve shades wearer."

i absolutely agree with him. there can be many possibilities and outcomes from an action of a person. and yet sometimes, we choose to believe things in our way, ignoring the rest of the possibilities. and when things go wrong, its mi, who made the decision at the start, gets hurt. part of the reason of why we get hurt is because we hold high hopes.
maybe this teach us a lesson, that is, nv have high hopes for every decision made.
haha. at least, its a lesson to mi, after being dissapointed for so many times in my life.
no, im not pessimistic. im juz reminding myself, protecting myself thats all.

i finished reading another novel "Where Rainbows end" by Cecelia Ahern, the aurthor of 'P.S I Love you'
i love the story.
its funny yet touching.
after reading, it juz tell mi that no matter how fate meddle with ur life, whats urs, it will eventually be urs.
they missed alot of chances to be together,
new pple enter and stay in their life.
but in the end, the 2 of them still end up with each other, although its at the age of fifty something years old.
love is simple yet complicated.
and it takes alot of courage to accept and receive.

and today i read another sentence which i wanna share again.
" People come and go and we know that this happens, yet we get such a shock when it does."

dun u pple agree with this sentence.
death is a certainty of life.
once being brought into this world, be it human or animal, we all will die. its juz a matter of time.
we know this, dun we?
but why is it so hard to accept the truth when it happens?
i wonder if animals feels the same way as us human.
will they feel anything when someone (in animals case, its 'some-it') close to them had left the world.
its the feelings within us that is making us feel this way.
thats why we are human.
feelings. thats the word.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

results

maths games and puzzels [A]
selling and sales management [B]
Quantitative analysis [B+]
Financial and Management accounting [B+]
Report Writing and Presentation Skill [B+]
Business Law [B+]
Marketing Researching [C]

GPA : 3.208

*&^%$#
MARKETING RESEARCH A C?!!!
*recall*
oh ya....cos i think i didnt do well for my exam.
but.....a C!
at least give mi C+ mah....
haiz.
but compared to last sem's results,
theres improvement!
yay! cheer for mi!!!


Modules taking next sem:

Financial Management
Consumer Behaviour
Electronic Commerce Management
Understanding Cross Cultural Diversity
Human Resource Management
Principles of Supply Chain Management
General Elective Module 3 (GEM 3)

$#^%$&*$*$
walau!
got Gems sia!
y? y? y?
tot they say dun have de!
omg~ now muz go and think which module to take for gems,
den muz check appointment
and snatch for the time slot we want AGAIN!
hope the SAS system doesnt cock up this time round.

oh btw, today is LIN JIA MIN de 18th bday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR!!!
gonna celebrate at Amanda's hse later.
omg~ woodlands AGAIN~

Monday, October 17, 2005

lame invention

im watching some television programme featuring kyoko fukada.
and there is this lame invention :
a torch light which uses solar energy to operate instead of those normal AA batteries.
wad the hell is this lame invention.
for it to operate, muz have solar energy.
solar energy comes frm the sun.
and when there is sun, why do u need a torch?
quick! tell mi that its L-A-M-E.

my working schedule for this week is hell.
i'll be working everyday frm 11-930pm.
except for wed and sun.
wah lau. tired sia! but the worst thing is not because its tiring.
its more of because its boring cos there arent many customers in the day.
for eg, today, i brought my 568 pages of novel to the shop to read.
and im done with almost half of the book.
look how boring is it.

the good news for today is......
my boss gave birth to a baby boy this morning at 11AM.
its a baby boy!
omg lar~ i felt so touched upon hearing the arrival of this lucky boy.
because, i saw him grow day by day in his mother's womb.
and this baby boy here is real lucky, cos he can have ice cream FOC from the icecreamgallery for the rest of his life.

ok, coming back to the novel that im reading....
there is this one paragraph that i wanna share :
"Our life is made up f time,
Our days are measured in hours,
our pay measured by those hours,
our knowledge is measured by years.
we grab a quick few minutes in our busy day to have a coffee break,
we rush back to our desks,
we watch the clock,
we live by appointments.
And yet time eventually runs out and you wonder in your heart if those seconds, minutes, hours,days , weeks, months, years and decades were being spent the best way they possibly could.
Everything is spinning ard us--jobs, family,friends, lovers....
i juz feel like screaming 'STOP!' , looking ard, rearranging the order of a few things and then continuing on......"

i wished i could scream 'STOP!' too.
i have so many regrets for the past 18 yrs of my life.
if i can really stop time and go back rearrage certain things that had already happen,
then the samantha that pple know, may be a better one.
dun u guys agree?

i spent my weekend last week with mL+saRs.
we ate, we watched movies, we chatted.
its a wonderful slumber nite aka jerry-is-not-invited-party.
will blog more abt it when i get those fotos frm mandy and ah wei.
till then.....

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

random thoughts.

its the 2nd week of my holidays.
its gonna end soon.
i wonder wad and how my poly frens are doing recently
since we seldom meet up.
everybody is busy with their stuffs.
camps, working, overseas trip, chalet blah blah blah.

for my case,
i always wonder why the bonding between my poly friends and myself arent as strong as my sec school frens'.
as in, in my heart, the ranking of frens will go like this :
1) sec sch frens
2) poly frens
3) primary sch frens.

am i only the one with this ranking or are there someone out there who rank like mi?
i dunno why.
but really, i dun really feel as close to my poly frens compared to my sec sch frens.
for my poly frens, we see each other in sch almost everyday.
but for my sec sch frens, we see each other maybe once or twice during holidays?
the difference in frequency of seeing each other is great,
but i still think im closer to my sec sch frens instead.
weird eh?
y is it like this?
maybe its becos "distance makes the heart grows fonder"
haha.

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we know that its wrong to judge pple.
but most of the time, we always judge pple base on their 1st impression they left on us.
and frm then on, we tend to be bias towards the person if we have a bad 1st impression on them.
isnt this a sad case?
having being judged by pple.
i hate pple who judge others,
especially when it comes to mi.
its sad hearing pple going like " samantha is a bla bla bla bla *negative comments* "
when they have only seen mi once and not knowing mi better.
there will be oso times when they judge mi positively,
but i will also not feel happy cos wad if they next time they see mi and find out that im not as good as wad they think?
well, i cant really blame pple who judge,
cos sometimes im also one of those.
but pls, next time know mi better 1st before u guys start judging mi ok?

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i always feel that its always best of couples to really know each other well before starting a relationship.

no doubt its exciting to explore the different characteristics of ur other half possess in a relationship, but i still feel that its better to know before the start of a relationship.

when u enter into one with great or detailed understanding of ur other half, then things will go more smoothly and more sweetly ba.
you know wad ur other half like,
wad he/she dun like etc.

if u enter into one w/o great understanding, then when u provoke him/she with wad he/she dun like, den it will be too late isnt it? ur the other half will be hurt/angry.
although he/she promised that he/she wun do it again,
but as i've said, a scar will always be a scar.
yadayada. pple says love overcome everything.
but i really dun think so.

dun ask mi y.
cos i also dunno how to explain.

Monday, October 10, 2005

outcome of boredom....

HASH(0x8c0af04)You are very quiet and you keep to yourself- butyou still love to be pretty. This dress matchesyour mysterious and beautiful personality.
Your perfect Wedding Dress (with pictures)

omg~ i love this wedding dress!





HASH(0x852c234)
You are the angel of Joy.You love to laugh, and are always smiling. Yousurround yourself with friends, and prefer theoutdoors to indoors. Your a very positiveperson, who just tries to please everyone. Keepup the positive attitude!
What Kind of Angel Do You Represent? (Awesome Pictures!)






holding hands

hand holding - you like to be in constant physicalcontact with your special someone but you don'twant to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You?

water

Your angel cries due to Lonliness. no one reallyunderstands you and you dont feel you connet topeople on the same level that other peopleconnect to each. you are the most misunderstoodof all people.you probly dont have many friendsif any at all. this is not a horrible thing.the most independent of all, your angel mornsfor others who cannot understand you. Like yourelement: water you are deep and beautiful, butmost of you lies beneath the surface.Your element:water
Why Does Your Angel Cry.....(beautiful pics)

HASH(0x8df4d28)
Your Angel is outgoing. She is spirited and sweet.
Very easy to love but watch out she will not
always love you back.WING TIPE=none ELEMENT=sun
ANIMAL=panther NAME=Amanda COLOR= pink

What kind of Angel is inside of your heart ( awesome pics)


Sweet love
Sweet love is what you will find
in your heart. You have true and innoncent
feelings and are probably a little shy around
the opposite gender. Guys will love you for
that, so don't put up an evil, cold-hearted
mask to cover it!!! You will fall in love...
just because you will! Love is heaven to you.


What Love are you Fated for? ~AWESOME anime pics!~


HASH(0x8ce6e38)
histrionic

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?

omg~ now frens, tell mi! is this the real mi?
omg~ im ANNOYING!
but once again, i love my attitude, and u're not going to change that.

Sunday, October 09, 2005

i juz reached home abt 2 hours ago.
damn tired now.
but i wanna blog these stuffs out, b4 i forget.

went sentosa with weekdays to celebrate xin's birthday!
it was raining in the morning and all of us were quite worried!
but den leh, there will always be sunshine after the rain!

xin very ke lian!
cos she must accomplished different mission to "earn" her bday present!
and the whole afternoon she was sulking and nagging at those torturous and embarrassing forfeits and missions she gonna accomplished. *so xin hui, ur 18th birthday will be unforgettable.

1st, she gotta find 18 strangers to wish her happy birthday.

at the ferry terminal, we ate the birthday cake i baked for her!
although it doesnt taste that fantastic, and chun and tc were like eating the cake expressionless-ly, but nevertheless, they still finished the cake! haha. dun worry, theres more cakes to come, until i successfully bake a perfect cake, u guys shall be my guinea pig! *can imagine chun and tc running away* haha.
den her mission at the ferry terminal was to make all of us laugh, but she failed. so forfeit.

her 2nd mission was to build a sand castle at palawan beach, w/o any tools, and compete with tc.
and she failed too. so forfeit again.

3rd mission was to go to jungle trail and find any branch, stem or wadever thing that is longer/taller den mi. this is simple can. i so short! if she fail this mission, i've got nth much more to say le!

4th mission was to find a guy who is half naked at siloso beach and request him to wish her happy birthday and take foto with her.
we saw a really shuai caucasian!!! but he dun wan to take foto with us! all tc's fault la!
den xin de mood dunno wad happen, den she choose to fail her mission, so forfeit again!

out of 4 stations, she only managed to pass 1 station.
but nvm, she still got her presents anyway.
we bought her roxy pants, za foundation, belt, ipod shuffle's condom, precious tots foto frame with our 8R pix and a billabong wallet.
haha.

den had dinner at sakae sushi.
i wanted to watch the sunset.
but haiz. failed!

den took pictures, had new zeland icecream.
their sorbets all very nice!!!
i like!!!!

den went to watch musical fountain!!!!
its been a long time since i've been there!
abt 10 yrs le ba.
very nice oso. *alamak. my vocabulary limited sia! running out of words to describe nice le*

den went home lor.

thats abt all on wad happened today!

and oh ya, forget to say,
today got a frog hoped/jumped past mi and touched my leg!
omg~ its disgusting! their skin cold cold de....den tc standing beside mi, den i tot y his leg so cold.
den i look at my leg....OMG~ ITS A FROG/TOAD *idunno*
alamak! they say its my frog prince. haha.

hmm.....think i didnt miss out any point ba....

oh ya! still have.
the forgetful mi forgot to remind xin hui to take amanda's umbrella when we were leaving the icecream shop for the musical fountain!
its amanda's favourite umbrella! so sorry!
sorry sorry sorry sorry!

xin hui, i hoped u've enjoy the whole of today thoroughly,
although we made up lots of lies and made u do complete stupid and embarrassing mission.
wahahah, i think u will look spastic in the fotos that tc and amanda take. oppX!

Saturday, October 08, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
NG XIN HUI

Friday, October 07, 2005

wads wrong with mi?

sis : "jie, u want to eat apple?"
mi: " i feel so hungry now...."
sis : *irritated* " i wonder how u pass ur comprehension! u're not answering my question"

hmm...
i oso wonder y.
it always happen to mi,
not answering pple's question,
instead, i gave them irrelevant answers.
so....wads wrong with mi?

i oso wonder how i passed my comprehension.

and oh ya, at this point of time, i feel so hungry now.
argh!

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

everyone take a deep breath now!!! *sniff hard*
did u guys smell anything?
haha!
i baked banana cupcake today!
but due to my clumsiness,
i over-added the banana essence.
but i think it still taste not bad la. juz that the banana smell too strong.
now my whole house smells banana.
haha.



tada~ the cup cakes!
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the old oven which i used to bake my cupcakes.
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look at the mess in my kichen now....
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lalala. i baked BANANA cupcakes today. xin hui, if u're reading this, muahahah. think u'll get to eat these on fri!!!!


my mum bought alot (and i mean A-L-O-T) of tidbits. and i always have the urge to walk near them....omg la~
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Monday, October 03, 2005

i have the urge to bake cup cakes tml.
hope it will turn out fine!

if only i know wad i want....
den maybe i will not hurt so many people in my life.

im so afraid that i will succumb to the pressure im facing now.
i nv felt so lost before.
how i wish, i can slp, and nv wake up...
so i can leave problems as it is, and leave them alone.
haha.
i know running away is not a solution.....
however, sometimes, it may be the best option if u dun have a solution.
i dunno y, i cant stop myself from running, even though i feel so tired.
weird.

i wanna master the skill of not thinking too much...

Sunday, October 02, 2005



yeah~~
its over.
finally.
no more books, lecture notes, past yr exam questions, tutorial answers again till the sch reopen again.
*i wonder y SP only have 4 weeks of holiday was TP have 2 months! argh!*

and den, i wanna tok abt the most important event of year 2005.
yadayada.
the most impt day of yr 2005 is...*drum roll*....
28 sep 2005.
Samantha's bday!
18 yrs old liao. haha.
it most the most unforgetable and memorable bday i will ever have.
cos how many people will actually have exam on the module u hate most on ur bday?
yayaya. u say i suay. and i really suay lor, cos not only i have to sit for FMA paper on my bday,
after the paper, i still have to rush home and study BLAW paper on the next day, which is oso another killer.
laugh all u one people. and i hoped that cockroaches/lizards/maggots/(wadever gross insect u can think of) will crawl into ur mouth when u guys open ur big mouth and laugh!
haha.

in terms of birthday messages, my mum was the 1st this yr.
she sent mi birthday messages via sms. haha.

hmm...den met xin at eunos to go sch take exam together.
den she pass mi my present oso....2 big bags! wahaha!



den after exam, went home str. to study.
and guess wad did i have for my lunch?



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nissin tomyam! pathetic rite? whr got pple birthday eat cup noodle de?
but nvm lar, i love nissin seafood tomyam cup noodle.



after lunch, i went on to unwrapped all my presents!



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all the presents received on 280905.



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guess wads inside!!!! think u guys will nv guess the correct one.



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tada~~ its 2 red eggs proudly sponsored and dyed by miss NG XIN HUI!!! *so touched*





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fossil watch. weekdays give de! *muacks*



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another present that weekdays gave mi. a wallet from wallet shop. love it so much!



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this pair of shoe is from Xin hui and Emiline! thank you EMI~~



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wad is this bengawan solo bag doing here?



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oh....its a foto album inside!!!



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1st page of the foto album



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yeah~~ <weekdays> i love u guys!



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this whole album consists of 18 fotos, gathered by xin hui. its a album of memories. she spent 2 days designing and making it despite the tight exam schedule. dont u think she's sweet?



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this is wad my mum bought.



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a heart-shape necklace from SooKee Jewellery!



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and last but not least, not forgetting this....thanks! i love it.



i tot my birthday is juz gonna end like that, with mi studying my birthday away.....
but hor.... smth unexpected happened. 6 ANGELS came over to my house with a cake to give mi a SURPRISE at 9pm!



outside my house
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ok, this my front door. i know chinese new year is over le.....i put this up for the chinese new yr next yr cannot ar?



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and the doorbell rang.....my sis didnt want to open the door. my dad oso dun wan to open the door. and i got so pek chek! so i went to open the door. and to my surprise......



ITS THEM!! mL+saRs!!!!



i dunno how to describe my feelings when i saw them.
i ran out of words.
i juz stare at them
with a cake, they were singing "happy birthday" song juz outside my house.
when they finish singing, insteading of inviting them in my house,
i slammed my door close instead.



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y i close the door. cos i saw mandy taking the camera in her hand!
and i was wearing those very lork cok tee and shorts.
alamak!
so after closing the door, i quickly go change into a set of more presentable clothes.
den i opened the door and let them in.



the birthday cake they bought.





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mi and the cake, look at the messy-ness of my hair, and u will know how shocked and unprepared i am when i saw them outside my house.



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candid foto of mL+ saRs.



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*will you make a wish....make a wish*



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after that, my mother suggest we go out of the house, and enjoy the cake and chat by the swimming pool...and tada~~ there we went. upon reaching the swimming pool, the lights went off! @%$$#^$&. so suay. cos the lights go by timer de. den juz nice when we settle down there, its time for the lights to go sleep. but nvm, mandy's camera got FLASH!



mL+saRs w/o jin, cos she took this foto.



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mL+saRs w/o wei, cos its her turn to take foto.



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wo men bu ke qi le~~~~ and there we start indulging ouselves with the cake.



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the sian look after forcing myself to memorise the B-Law notes.



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and we played zong ji mi ma cos we cant finish the cake.



the 1st round, ah wei guessed my no. correctly!
i wonder u i gave ah wei that look while feeding her....



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and den, its was wenna's turn



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and den....so suay, it was AH WEI'S turn again.



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i think ah wei is the loser that nite, she dunno eat the cake how many times. =X



but still we cant finished the cake after zjmm. and look wad mandy is doing to the mango...

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mandy, you very gross leh!

thank you gers. i love u guys.
thanks for making my boring birhday such an unforgetable one.
i really nv expect to get this surprise.
muz thanks my sister oso.
cos they collaborate with my sis to give mi this surprise.
although after they left, i gotta chiong my notes,
but i doesnt matter anymore.
haha.
thank you so much. *muacks*





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30 sep 2005.





celebrated my birthday with weekdays!
went to orchard to meet them in the noon,
and den we began shopping for xin's and jia's present.
after getting nth from Orchard,
we took a bus to parkway instead.
shopped ard at parkway before going to Han's to have our dinner.
chatted and laughed alot during dinner,
and the auntie beside us, keep looking at us sia!
haha. den took fotos. and that teck chiat, took those ugly candid fotos of mi and xin!
better not post them anywhr i warn you!!!



after dinner, we went to east coast.
our main purpose was to chat lar.
budden on the way to east coast, they started to act suspiciously le.
i knew they were up to some mischieve!!!



and guess wad they did?
they drew a big big heart shape on the sand and guided mi into the big big heart, with xin hui blindfolding mi.
den they started to surround the big big heart with sticks that will start sparkling once u light it (like those fireworks de leh, the one whr pple play during lantern festival. aiyah! dunno wads that call)
den after lighting all, they sang birthday song for mi, with mi still standing in the big big heart shape.
omg~~ i dunno how to describe my feelings at the moment.
happy.
touched.
mersmerised.
SCARED!



im scared of fire lar! eversince young.
budden not to waste their effort, i took 1 stick, plucked out my courage, and lighted it for teck chiat to take foto.



and i DID it!!!! haha.
im still waiting for the fotos.
haven get them from tc.
will post it once i get it from him.



after that, den we settle down, listen to the waves, munch on the potato chips and we begin chatting.
telling them wad happed to mi recently.
thanks for all ur encouragement and advices.
i appreciated it very much!
thank you guys! love ya! *muacks*



took a cab home with amanda and jia min.
i was the last one to alight.
and when i reached home, i realise i left a plastic bag in the cab!!!
inside the bag got the brownies which amanda bake and the birthday card which they wrote their messages in it.
i almost wanted to cry when i realised that,
how stupid, blur and forgetful can i get?
argh~~! i hate myself lar!!!!



but nevertheless, i think pple getting jealous over mi le.



cos i got such nice frens, wad more can i ask for?



haha.





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i used to tell pple "juz follow ur heart"
pple used to tell mi that too.



but now, i find this sentence rather useless.
cos its my heart that is waiting for instruction from my mind.
and once there is instruction, my heart will den go according to my mind and do according to the instruction with heart and feelings.
so now wad i think is, "use ur mind and think, come out with a decision, and ur heart will eventually follow the decision u made. cos its ur mind that makes the decision, not the heart. u nid to know wad you want first, before u can really let ur heart do the work."



sorry for causing u to think too much.
i know u dun want mi to say sorry.
but this is wad i really want to tell you.
i really cant figure out what i want, and i will feel really bad if u gonna waste time on mi.
cos im afraid that in the end, after a long wait, i cant give wad u want.