Sunday, October 31, 2004

i actually did blog smth ytd
but blogger deleted it
i dunno
it wasnt posted here
so...
*boohoo*

k...im so in luv with sylvester now!
*blush*
he is soOo coOL!!!

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

went coffeebean again
yes
AGAIN
no choice can only study there.
left at 4pm to meet mL for dinner
but the sad thing is ling did not join us cos she had to work.
den the rest of us went to chinatown
kayz...cant deny that we were loud
but...who cares?
haha
as long as we happy can le

den went chinatown.
actually wana go to the vegetarain restaurant to eat de
but when we reach that place tt time
the vegetarian restaurant shut down le!!!!
and we have to walk all the way back to the mrt station.

den decide on eating swensens.
craving for the fish and chips u c...
but...
but...the fish and chip today dun taste nice.
haha
but still manage to finsh it...

den we ordered ice cream to eat.
order red-blue and white
and the waitress stared at us expecting more order.
den i said thats all.
den her eyes open big big and ask : u all 5 sharing 1?
omg~~
very funny meh?
we all very full liao wat
so call 1 we all share lah
wats the problem with u?
jealous our relationship good izzit?
*pissed off*
haha

den we began to take fotos...
thats wat we always does
haha
den chat chat chat.
didnt know theres actually so many pple waiting outside the shop to be seated
haha
so we chat until 8 o clock den go home

rushed home to watch the champions
missed the 1st 5 minutes of the show
shitty bus 14
always so slow....

den now toking to man man and wen
we say we wana go do exercise together
haha...
looking forward to that day.

im always looking forward to meeting sec sch frens becoos they are wat we call true frens.
no doubt poly frens are good
but some are just too artificial
too surface
they make frens juz for the sake of having and
leave u alone when they found another 1....
y is the world like tt?
anyway
have to get use tothis kind of style
cos when we are out in the society
pple will be like tt too....

haiz

Monday, October 25, 2004

finally....
accounting mid session is already over
spent almost 1 week studying it
hope i can at least can a pass?
haha
if not end yr sure die le
cos mus cfm get a very good pass
so as not to repeat accounting next yr.
haiz
to watever gods and buddha out there...
bless mi!

have been spending quite much on coffeebean lately
broke...
money hard to earn but easy to spend
haiz

ok...
now must study econs
another 'on-the-verge-on-dieing' subject
god bless again!

Thursday, October 21, 2004

gosh~~
why m i still here??!!
am suppose to study...
but...but
i got smth really muz say out!!!

sylvester is shooOOoooOOo SHUAI!!!
gosh~~i keep thinking of him!!!
someone pls intro mi to sylvester.....!!!

and that toro!!!
he is still so shuai!!!
i think im despo~~
ciaoz
yeah
felt a sense of satisfaction
cos ive studied today!!!

finshed 5/6 of my pacc
only left with balance sheet!!!

haha
u know y
cos i did not study at home today
xin hui and mi went to raffles place de coffee bean study...
haha
the ambience was so suitable for studying
the air-con there was extremely cold
so u cannot fall asleep.
den there also got no pple
except that their music was loud
haha
those opera-kind music

shall go there and finsh my revision there tml!
tata pple
im going to eat my dinner and then burrow my head in my lecture notes again!!

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

tired.
and i keep feeling that im 'flooding'
thx to the once a mth thingy.
sianz

went sch early to last minute revise my excel test with hui xian.
this early trip to sch was worthwhile cos i discover alot things things tt i didnt knoe
and it actually came out in the test'
haha
so happy!!!

den after the test went to eunos meet xin hui and we go parkway together to celebrate jia's b day.
meet the rest at waterise.
eat abit den went up k box
ok
didnt really enjoy my stay there cos i was feeling uneasy (flooding)
den got a lil headache
and the aircon is cold.

but enjoyed my stay there cos it JIA's bday
how can i not enjoy?
no lah
its not where the place that im enjoying
its the pple who im with that i enjoyed.
haha

and jia was so high today!!!
sang alot of songs
and her most high-est song is...SHE BANGS SHE BANGS
haha

any, wanna wish her a very happy 17th b day!!!!!!!

Monday, October 18, 2004

today...
no sch
cos it study week!!!!!

but i didnt study today
sobz
slack the whole day today
gonna start later.

and did i mentioned that i failed my accounts?
oh if i didnt,
den i shall declare that i failed my accounts
got 42%
higher than i expected.
my teacher tot that i got smth wrong
cos i was smiling instead of frowning when i got my result.
hahaha.
shall work hard!!!
cant fail accounts
cos its a 1 yr module...
if repeat muz repeat 1 yr.
tedious sia

but today went school for my jap test at 530 pm
erm the test was quite..... hard
no confidence....
cos i only spent 30 min revising
haha

having ITAB test tml
sure die
cos i sux at excel
dunno most of the function
haiz
headache.

after the test tml
going to KBOX
to celebrate jia's b day

haha
KBOX again!!!

Sunday, October 17, 2004

ok...
changed my blog skin
my sis deserve the credits
cos she helped mi de...
and u all hv to know that im a computer idiot.
this kinda things is sure not i do de.

heez. so proud of it!

having jap test tml.
wish mi luck and hope i'll not malu myself infront of my teacher liked last time!!!

and frens out there,
im feeling better le!
thx for ya concern
*muacks* *run away*
haha

juz now watch the show : my left eye sees ghost
cute and funny show
laughed all the way....

Friday, October 15, 2004

feeling so xin ku now...
cos feel like want to sick but not sick like tt.
feel that my body is so hot now and yet im wearing my jacket
god...m i dieing?
my leg pain pain *sob out loud*
presentation was ok today.
teacher said i was juz too stiff and others is ok cos i give eye contacts...
yeah...but actually i was searching for the exit sign. ya...reminds mi o mr liew yeah?
jerry finally got out of sg idol.
i felt bad for him though
the comments were juz too harsh.
but...but...he is really not good.
but dun cry cos its over smile cos it happen
wonder who will be the next....

Thursday, October 14, 2004

ok.
im in pain now
i fell down outside lecture hall today
so embarrassing lor.
and that ulu ulu guy help mi up
haha
i know im bad calling him ulu
but...thx anyway.
and now i hve a scratch on my left knee
and i think i sprained my ankle
cant walk properly now.
ouch
tml how to wear high heel?
sianz
suay.
watch sg idols
this wk is not gd

ok...m feeling very sad now
cos i miss mL+ sArS
haha...
at school attending ITAB
listening to Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui.
reminds mi of ling
somemore 1 person sitting here alone
can feel the loneliness...
i miss u aLL....

你的心情总在飞,什么事都要去追,想抓住一点安慰,你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊你最害怕孤单的滋味你的心那么脆,一碰就会碎,经不起一点风吹你的身边总是要许多人陪,你最害怕每天的天黑,但是天总会黑,人总要离别,谁也不能永远陪谁,而孤单的滋味,谁都要面对,不只是你我会感觉到疲惫.*当你孤单你会想起谁,你想不想找个人来陪你的快乐伤悲,只有我能体会,让我再陪你走一回
ok...m a happy girl today
cos i cleared all spyware in my com
haha
they are real irritating and shittening
shant elaborate
thx wenna!!!!
k
had my final IDEA presentation today
not the bad
teacher didnt comment much and didnt question alot.
den did my EC project
gonna present them in my formal wear and high heels on friday
which marked the end of all projects and semester 1...
after tt will be study week (1 wk) and den followed by mid yr exams
haha
*nervous*
watch a indonesian firm with ROny today while waiting for our turn to show our presentation slides to ms joosa.
ok.
its my 1st time
and i pratically didnt understand wat they are doing
and...and...its boring *yawn*
but the back ground music not the bad...soothing
and that rony was like laughing throughout the movie
cos i have that frowning 'dun understand' look on my face...
well well well....laugh all u want and i still wun understand ur languange!!!!
haha
den went tm de popular buy calculator...
cost mi a bomb.
its $29.90
but manjusri bkshop is selling at $18
but no choice
i need it tml
so.....arghZ....

Monday, October 11, 2004

came across an interesting paragraph...
wanna share it with u all :
One night there was a woman at the airport who had to wait for several hours before catching her next flight. While she waited she bought a book and a pack of biscuits to spend the time. She looked for a place to sit and waited.She was deep into her book, when suddenly she realized that there was a young man sitting next to her who was stretching his hand, with no concern whatsoever, and grabbing the pack of cookies lying between them. He started to eat them one by one. Not wanting to make a fuss about it she decided to ignore him. The woman, slightly bothered, ate the cookies and watched the clock, while the young and shameless thief of biscuits was also finishing them. The woman started to get really angry at this point and thought "If I wasn't such a good and educated person, I would have given this daring man a black eye by now."Every time she ate a biscuit, he had one too. The dialogue between their eyes continued and when only one biscuit was left, she wondered what was he going to do. Softly and with a nervous smile, the young man grabbed the last biscuit and broke it in two. He offered one half to the woman while he ate the other half.Briskly she took the biscuit and thought, "What an insolent man! How uneducated! He didn't even thank me!" She had never met anybody so fresh and sighed relieved to hear her flight announced. She grabbed her bags and went towards theboarding gate refusing to look back to where that insolent thief was seated.After boarding the plane and nicely seated, she looked for her book which was nearly finished by now. While looking into her bag she was totally surprised to find her pack of biscuitsnearly intact. "If my biscuits are here", she thought feeling terribly, "those others were his and he tried to share them with me." Too late to apologize to the young man, she realized withpain, that it was her who had been insolent, uneducated and a thief, and not him.How many times in our lives, had we known with certainty that something happened in a certain way, only to discover later that it wasn't true?How many times has our lack of trust within us made us judge other people unfairly with our conceited ideas, often far away from reality.That is why we have to think twice before we judge others. Let's always give others the benefit of the doubt before we think badly of them.
i must admit that first impression is always very important.
it always gives pple an overall picture abt u when they didnt knoe u well enuff...
thats y girls always wanna dress and look well infront of the guy she likes
and i think this apply to guys too...
ok...for mi...i m really those type of person who really care and feel sensitive to how pple comment abt mi...and i realli take those negative comments to heart....that is y i felt that i live on this world juz to please pple ard mi...and i felt real pathetic abt myself....cos i dunno if pple were speaking truth...they may be joking saying that im ugly...and i really take it to heart lor....because i always appear that kind of 'happy-go-lucky' person....and that is the reason pple thought i dun mind them saying negative comments abt mi....haiz...
the cruelty of truth....is always stabbing my heart
ok...dunno wat im toking.
and den juz now i oso read my fren blog. this is quoted from her blog :
wish there's someone now to say he love me. so that he can be with me. i want someone to be with me now. right now. i wanna say out everything that's on my mind to tat person. i want him to be there whenever i'm upset. i want him to listen to me cry. i dun want someone who will feel irritated by my cries. i want someone who's truly mine. someone who wants to be mine.
and i think...this is also wats in my mind now...
but....too bad...haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
guess....it shall be decades of yrs later and its my turn to have my 1st bf....
and by that time i shall be 55 or maybe even 65....
cannot be able to give birth anymore
cannot be a mother....
saddening...
den wats the use of having bf at that time?
my youth is gone...cant give my husband happiness.
haha...if this day should come
den i shall be the 1st to chiong to the matching making centre and get myself married off by the age of 35!!! (latest)
haha


Saturday, October 09, 2004

nth special happened today.
had a bad start of the day...
had a real tummy ached this morning
felt better after visiting the toilet...
and it reminded mi abt the movie white chicks where that guy was doing business in the ttoilet
haha
so funny lor

den 12.15 like tt,
germaine, karen and hui mei reached my hse
den we started working on our project
finished everything at abt 6pm
finally!

and now...
online
chatting with mL and SaRz
miss them like hell
wonder whens our next gathering
cant waait for the exams to be over!!!!

Friday, October 08, 2004

its a long day today...
sch start at 10am...
sianed
but luckily it ended early today
den waited for xin for like 45 mins @ dover mrt platform
den we proceed to bugis to meet the rest...
den xin start to shop for her formal wear while waiting for ah ma, jia min, botak, yunsheng and weitai.
den the blue formal wear she want is out of stock for most of the stalls...
ohh..~~ that means she have to get the expensive one...haha.
den we go seiyu's arcade...its cheap...one token 50cents...
den when all peeps reach le...we went opp. parco de thai restaurant have dinner....10 person altogether
yeah~~~i love this kind of gatherings...miss all of them loads...
den ordered thai fried noodle...quite nice abit saltish though...
den xin treat us $50 off our total bill.
in the end, we only need to pay like $2.50 each
haha
den we were busying chatting and taking pix.
erm...chun hui and ah ma ordered thai style popiah
i tell u...its.....
wat i can say is this is the worst popiah that ive tasted
its popiah skin is cold cold de
den inside dunno wrap out...
the vege taste very strong...
i puke everything out immediately
cannot ta han
but wei tai, ah ma and chun hui swallowed it all down
ong~~ how did they do that? i really dunno
but by looking at their expression...u know it really taste awful!!!

haiz...today is xin de b day...
and she said she enjoyed it very much...
haha...gd for her
at least she enjoyed her once a life time 17th b day.

tml germaine they all coming my hse do project...
projects projects and projects and nth else....
happy birthday to XIN HUI
be more mature!!!

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

haiz....
finished up my IDEA business proposal today at sch
cos we got 3 hrs break in between
ECONS had been postphoned to friday morning
which is to say
i have to go sch early on fri...
sianz

pon my MOB tutorial again
yesh...AGAIN
okok...pple out there
stop naggin mi
cos next wk is the last week for lectures and tutorials
and if ur attendance is less den 75%
u wun have any grade for ur exams...
and since my attendance is still more den 75%
den i pon lor....
haha

den dun feel like going home early
so i go orchard walk walk shop shop ALONE
yesh!!! ALONE
surprised?
always tot tat shopping alone is boring
well
indeed.
its boring
but guess wat?
bought high heels at OG orchard....
yesh
finally found heels that fits mi....

conclusion for today :
1) my feet dun suck any more....heheZ

Monday, October 04, 2004

wheE...im 17 yrs and 1 wk old...
gosh....
so old!!!
wheE...im 17 yrs and 1 wk old...
gosh....
so old!!!
wheE...im 17 yrs and 1 wk old...
gosh....
so old!!!

Sunday, October 03, 2004

went bugis and suntec to shop with germaine and karen
ok...
was sad and dissapointed
cos my feet juz wun fit into any of the high heels shoe
i hate my feet
argh...
anyone got any shop to recommend me mah?

ok...did a sinful thing today
dad call mi to book movie tix on line
they wanna watch a new police story
as i was in a rush
i juz book for them without checkly very clearly lor
den when they reached tampines mall de cinema to collect the tix,
the girl at the counter told them that we actually booked the tix for the movie at GREAT WORLD CITY lor...
omg~~ im so sorry....
haha
but in the end, golden villiage agreed to let them change the venue...
juz that they have to sit the first row cos they seats liao...
haha
feel so sorry
cos them to have aching neck for that 2 hrs show...

after tt, dad drive us go siglap de cafe cartel to have lunch
and we sat at the table that we (amanda, jiamin,xin hui, chun hui, yuni,weitai,changyi) sat when i gave them birthday treat last yr...
haha
haiz....
the 2 conclusion for today is....
1) my feet sux
2) im getting fatter

Saturday, October 02, 2004

haiz...tiring...saddening
didnt really slp and rest well this week
cos of test, projects and everything
and u can c pimples start popping up again
sianz

ok...today go school take my Accounts CA2...
guess...this paper shall be the first test i failed in singapore poly
3 cheers for mi....
haiz...
once i fliped open the paper
my mind go blank
i didnt know wats the question is abt
i totally cant recall the format for doing profit and lost account
den i think i closed my eyes for abt 5 min....
den tried to squeeze smth out of my mind
shittening rite
i know i'll fail for sure
but i really hope that i wun get the lowest in class...
but i think its difficult
cos everyone was like so confident with themselves

den after that went ang mo kio to do my IDEA project...came out with the sales forcast for our scent sling file bag....
and...all i can c is $$ rolling in
haha
den after that, mi, germaine, karen and hui xian go meet rony to catch a movie
watch the new police story
nice
funny
hilarious
sad
touched
haha
all these mixed emotions
always tot the cheng long shows are boring
but this is ok la...the plot not bad
muz watch ok?

ok...erm....tok abt a few days b4
on friday, meet wen and ling for dinner at kfc tampines
supposed to meet wen at 5pm at dover mrt
but my class released at 4.10
and wen is being released at abt 5.10 like tt
den i was like waiting alone her wenna for abt 1 hour?
*yawn* but nvm its not her fault
den meet ling at tampines mrt cntrl...
den we go eat lor
eat le i go bata wanna buy the high heels de
but tm de bata dun have i want de pattern
saddening
should have bought at parkway tt day
sigh...
den we go hm lor
gave them a hug b4 we go on separate ways
and they keep apologising to mi
cos they say they were not there for mi when i need them
ok...this is wat i wanna tell mL....physical existence is impt....but wats more important is that i have u in my heart and u have mi u ur heart too...its not ur fault not to be there for mi cos i know time is always not at our side as in we have different time schedule tat makes it hard for us to mi...as long as u spent at least 1 min a day thinking of mi and i'll be contented!!! really...cos i make an effort to think of u guy at least 1 minute a day no matter how tired i may be...so.... smile more...

and ya...wen....u better take care urself more
say i dunno how to take care myself
but looks who toking
u are the one who is sick now lor...
take more vit. C and drink more H2O lor
sick is no fun and yet is are always sick....
haha
anyways,rest well kayZ?