Its as if my compass and map went missing.




i dunno which direction to head. i dunno where to go. i dunno what to do. im surrounded by uncertanties and unlimited possibilities.


i feel so lost.







its not the compass and map fault actually.
even if i have them, i dont even know how to read them in the first place.












i hate the unexpected that ruin my lovely plan.





=( is all i can express.

i saw NG XIN HUI'S msn nick --> "away from home now"


me> whr are you?

NG XIN HUI> north carolina








like wth???

NG XIN HUI why u nv pack me in your luggage and take me with you. i dont mind paying for the penalty for excess luggage weight!


NG XIN HUI if you are reading this now, im super jealous of you!!!!!




Samantha Lim is very very very very very very very JEALOUS of NG XIN HUI now! she is going new york on SATURDAY.




i really wanna travel out of singapore =(










sick of my current lifestyle.







** north carolina is one hour plane ride from new york. anyway, she's there for company's training. But still....... i also want to gooooooooo!!!!!!!!!

went home with mandy, jin and cyn today.

something mandy said strucked me.



mandy to me: "dont talk about being 坚持 to me"






im really not in the position, and also not a good example for asking people to stay strong on their stand.








busy as usual. had too much parties and cakes for the past few weeks. my fats are lazing around!

suddenly, im so overwhelmed by emotions on my journey home.
The fact that the heavy rain doesn't want to stop, means i have a harder time walking home with my heavy bag and laptop.

its been 2 days since i moved here. i missed everything there. =(

every breath i took, felt so different, as if i dont belong here at all. i had problems sleeping at night. i missed my double decker bed.


i wonder how long will it take for me to adapt everything here.





































today, i learnt something about myself.
im actually egoistic.

im pampered, pampered till the fact that i want to win in everything, yet i don't have ability to win it all.






today felt like its the longest ride home.

goodbye eastwood.



no more waiting for bus 14, bus 10 or bus 45.








hello changi rise, i dont know how long we'll be staying here before we move again.





搬家真的是累的咯！