Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

You Are 20% Spoiled

You are definitely not spoiled. You've worked hard for what you have. Down to earth and grounded, you don't need a lot to make you happy.

Are You Spoiled?

You Are 20% Spoiled

You are definitely not spoiled. You've worked hard for what you have. Down to earth and grounded, you don't need a lot to make you happy.

Are You Spoiled?

You Follow Your Heart

You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional.You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly.Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you.You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature.Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind

http://www.blogthings.com/doyoufollowyourheadoryourheartquiz/">Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

a few weeks ago....


half an hour ago....



above is my sis's master piece. I think i looked like some transexual.
omg.

to my beloved Mr. Tan:
i hope the above pictures wont scare u away.
haha


p/s: the make-up for the last picture is not real,
my sis used a program to edit it....


i really really dun feel like studying.
:(

sometimes, i really wish that there's a clone of myself out there.
with her around, i can share my thoughts with her, share my little secrets with her, discuss my decisions with her, tell her all my problems without really explaining and elaborating much.

she will be the only one who will truly understand how i feel,
understand how i think,
understand how i behave,
understand my everything,
cos, she is just another samantha lim on this earth.

she will be there to share my thoughts,
she will understand my plight.
she will never question how i derive at a decision cos we both think the same way.

we will both share the same dream,
share the same happiness
share the same sadness.

we can really do and say about anything,
without having to explain and going into details,
without having her misunderstanding me,
and without me defending myself over things that i've said.

however,
i guess, having her around wont be a great help for me,
because, we are both indecisive.
if we were to decide on smth,
we will end up looking at each other at the end of the day,
with no decisions.

haha.
i think this is a funny post.

but i really wish that theres another samantha lim xiao wei beside me now,
so she can understand the feeling im having now.

the feeling,
which i no need to say, no need to describe,
but still, she will only be the one who knows and understand.

and most importantly, accept me for who i am.

only with her around, i can be my own self.

but then....

i wont share my boyfriend with her.

this is really a funny post.

haha.

Its been a long time since i blogged isnt it?

incase u guys miss me, im fine!

Its study week now, and i'll be graduating unofficially on my last day of exam which is on the 8th Feb.

WOW.

juz struggled through the toughest period of my Year 3 life.

handed up all report on time, except for my BD financial phase, which is dragged way beyond time.

Looking back, as much as i hate the life i lead at that moment, I'm missing it now.

its like, u can only experience that when you are still a student.

no doubt, in the society, u need to meet all datelines, but the feeling is different already.

i really wanna thank Mr. John Foo, for guiding my group [which i think only consists of 2.5 person when its full strength is 5] throughout this whole year. Without him, i really dunno what will happen. haha.

Had my final presentation to the bosses of SingaFood on 15 Jan.

jy and i were the presenters.

and this time round, i didnt prepare any scripts any yet managed to present through without much problem. haha.

and this one of the food item we prepared:

the chocolate man tou.

and because i steamed extra and brought it to school for incase, and nobody wanted to eat, so i kept it in my lunch box and bring it home again on the very day.

However, as you know, Samantha Lim Xiao Wei is a lazy and forgetful girl,

once i reached home, i juz leave my lunch box in a paper bag, and i hang the paper bag on one of the chairs and totally forgot abt its existence.

1 week later, my mummy went to open the lunch box.....

and tadah~

MOULDS GROWING ON IT!

it was really gross!!!!

it really looked like theres mushroom growing on it with dirty green patches all around the surface. and worst of all, theres like spider web covering the skin which i think look abit like candy floss.

disgusting is the word.

juz only 1 week, to be precise, its 6.5days, and the man tou become like this!

eeyer!!!!!

i didnt dare to smell it even though my sister challenged me to.

my mum thought i was conducting a science experiment!

-.-

i showed my dad this "science experiment" and he hurried me to throw the whole lunch box away.

haha.

the last 2 weeks of school, we had so many presentation that i almost didnt have enough formal wear to fit myself.

my only formal skirt had to be shared for so many presentations.

but im glad its all over la.

and the greatest news is,

our mmit project (Kenwood Marketing Campaign) managed to get into the FINALS!!!!

so happy!

a little more hardwork to be put in for the finals on 2nd March.

Princesses, lets work hard for the $1000 ba!

went to sec3F/4E chalet on 13 Jan

saw alot of faces which i didnt see eversince we graduated from MJR.

those who went army, becomed so talkative~

talk and talk and talk, abt army of course.

reached there late cos i was working on my BD presentation at JY house earlier on.

and so when i reached there, i felt kinda out of place.

i certainly loved gatherings, but its like....everyone's doing their own things, so difficult to feel united again.

i left at 11pm, when xin came. haha.

my life now is like a cross road.

so bleak. so lonely. so uncertain.

haiz.

i really dunno where and what should i start from.

im 75% confident that i cannot qualify for uni,

and i have no interest in private Uni.

but den, people say, u cant go far with a diploma.

plus, my communication skills is rather weak, and therefore, a sales job wont really suit me.

and that is why the more i need a degree.

i guess, what i can do now, is to continue sending out my resume and see which company wants me ba.

when u are given with so many options and choices, life becomes complicated.

and you know, samantha doesnt like complications.

boo~~

and when im bored, i play with my phone's camera!

so fun, yet bo liao. haha!



i guess, everybody's wish is to face smth like this 1 fine day....












[to become a millionaire]

question of the day.

after listening to most of my fren's story.....

can love and trust be mutually exclusive at the same time?

im not avoiding any problems.
im just not in the right state of mood and emotions to discuss deeper into the matter.
im sad and troubled by the two ____( feel in the blanks with all the vulgarities) guys in my bd group.
one doesnt want to pick up my call or reply my sms.
one haven send his work to me regardless of my repeat reminders.
i just cant save the damn fucking teaser ad into movie format.
whats wrong with the damn original source of the pictures?
why you this damn computer make life difficult for me?!

i just feel like giving the whole of phase 3 up.
not caring if the analysis was correctly done,
not caring if the figures are correct,
not caring if its rightfully balanced,
and just hand up all the shit work.

i just feel like blasting all the vulgarities i know!
AHHH!


i shouldnt....i really shouldnt bring up this matter today.
it just caused me to be upset,
not because of you,
but because of myself, for bringing it up to u today, when i actually know that i cant handle the whole situation well.
damn myself!

i really feel so surrounded by stress and problems, that no matter how much tears was shed, i wont feel or get any better.

what a good start for year 2007.

hang on for 2 more weeks.
2 MORE WEEKS.

confession of pain.

i think its a nice show worth which worth the price of a weekday ticket.
i would rate it better than curse of the golden flower.
cos the storyline of curse of the golden flower very boring. (even though your eyes can feast on the assets of women)

after watching confession of pain...
by just looking at the title,
it sets me wondering....
is it very difficult to confess something which pains u?

whatever.
to conclude, i think, all types of confession needs courage.