Sweet love is what you will find
in your heart. You have true and innoncent
feelings and are probably a little shy around
the opposite gender. Guys will love you for
that, so don't put up an evil, cold-hearted
mask to cover it!!! You will fall in love...
just because you will! Love is heaven to you.

What Love are you Fated for? ~AWESOME anime pics!~

histrionic

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?

omg~ now frens, tell mi! is this the real mi?
omg~ im ANNOYING!
but once again, i love my attitude, and u're not going to change that.

i juz reached home abt 2 hours ago.
damn tired now.
but i wanna blog these stuffs out, b4 i forget.

went sentosa with weekdays to celebrate xin's birthday!
it was raining in the morning and all of us were quite worried!
but den leh, there will always be sunshine after the rain!

xin very ke lian!
cos she must accomplished different mission to "earn" her bday present!
and the whole afternoon she was sulking and nagging at those torturous and embarrassing forfeits and missions she gonna accomplished. *so xin hui, ur 18th birthday will be unforgettable.

1st, she gotta find 18 strangers to wish her happy birthday.

at the ferry terminal, we ate the birthday cake i baked for her!
although it doesnt taste that fantastic, and chun and tc were like eating the cake expressionless-ly, but nevertheless, they still finished the cake! haha. dun worry, theres more cakes to come, until i successfully bake a perfect cake, u guys shall be my guinea pig! *can imagine chun and tc running away* haha.
den her mission at the ferry terminal was to make all of us laugh, but she failed. so forfeit.

her 2nd mission was to build a sand castle at palawan beach, w/o any tools, and compete with tc.
and she failed too. so forfeit again.

3rd mission was to go to jungle trail and find any branch, stem or wadever thing that is longer/taller den mi. this is simple can. i so short! if she fail this mission, i've got nth much more to say le!

4th mission was to find a guy who is half naked at siloso beach and request him to wish her happy birthday and take foto with her.
we saw a really shuai caucasian!!! but he dun wan to take foto with us! all tc's fault la!
den xin de mood dunno wad happen, den she choose to fail her mission, so forfeit again!

out of 4 stations, she only managed to pass 1 station.
but nvm, she still got her presents anyway.
we bought her roxy pants, za foundation, belt, ipod shuffle's condom, precious tots foto frame with our 8R pix and a billabong wallet.
haha.

den had dinner at sakae sushi.
i wanted to watch the sunset.
but haiz. failed!

den took pictures, had new zeland icecream.
their sorbets all very nice!!!
i like!!!!

den went to watch musical fountain!!!!
its been a long time since i've been there!
abt 10 yrs le ba.
very nice oso. *alamak. my vocabulary limited sia! running out of words to describe nice le*

den went home lor.

thats abt all on wad happened today!

and oh ya, forget to say,
today got a frog hoped/jumped past mi and touched my leg!
omg~ its disgusting! their skin cold cold de....den tc standing beside mi, den i tot y his leg so cold.
den i look at my leg....OMG~ ITS A FROG/TOAD *idunno*
alamak! they say its my frog prince. haha.

hmm.....think i didnt miss out any point ba....

oh ya! still have.
the forgetful mi forgot to remind xin hui to take amanda's umbrella when we were leaving the icecream shop for the musical fountain!
its amanda's favourite umbrella! so sorry!
sorry sorry sorry sorry!

xin hui, i hoped u've enjoy the whole of today thoroughly,
although we made up lots of lies and made u do complete stupid and embarrassing mission.
wahahah, i think u will look spastic in the fotos that tc and amanda take. oppX!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

NG XIN HUI

wads wrong with mi?

sis : "jie, u want to eat apple?"
mi: " i feel so hungry now...."
sis : *irritated* " i wonder how u pass ur comprehension! u're not answering my question"

hmm...
i oso wonder y.
it always happen to mi,
not answering pple's question,
instead, i gave them irrelevant answers.
so....wads wrong with mi?

i oso wonder how i passed my comprehension.

and oh ya, at this point of time, i feel so hungry now.
argh!

everyone take a deep breath now!!! *sniff hard*
did u guys smell anything?
haha!
i baked banana cupcake today!
but due to my clumsiness,
i over-added the banana essence.
but i think it still taste not bad la. juz that the banana smell too strong.
now my whole house smells banana.
haha.

tada~ the cup cakes!

the old oven which i used to bake my cupcakes.



look at the mess in my kichen now....

lalala. i baked BANANA cupcakes today. xin hui, if u're reading this, muahahah. think u'll get to eat these on fri!!!!

my mum bought alot (and i mean A-L-O-T) of tidbits. and i always have the urge to walk near them....omg la~

i have the urge to bake cup cakes tml.
hope it will turn out fine!

if only i know wad i want....
den maybe i will not hurt so many people in my life.

im so afraid that i will succumb to the pressure im facing now.
i nv felt so lost before.
how i wish, i can slp, and nv wake up...
so i can leave problems as it is, and leave them alone.
haha.
i know running away is not a solution.....
however, sometimes, it may be the best option if u dun have a solution.
i dunno y, i cant stop myself from running, even though i feel so tired.
weird.

i wanna master the skill of not thinking too much...

yeah~~
its over.
finally.
no more books, lecture notes, past yr exam questions, tutorial answers again till the sch reopen again.
*i wonder y SP only have 4 weeks of holiday was TP have 2 months! argh!*

and den, i wanna tok abt the most important event of year 2005.
yadayada.
the most impt day of yr 2005 is...*drum roll*....
28 sep 2005.
Samantha's bday!
18 yrs old liao. haha.
it most the most unforgetable and memorable bday i will ever have.
cos how many people will actually have exam on the module u hate most on ur bday?
yayaya. u say i suay. and i really suay lor, cos not only i have to sit for FMA paper on my bday,
after the paper, i still have to rush home and study BLAW paper on the next day, which is oso another killer.
laugh all u one people. and i hoped that cockroaches/lizards/maggots/(wadever gross insect u can think of) will crawl into ur mouth when u guys open ur big mouth and laugh!
haha.

in terms of birthday messages, my mum was the 1st this yr.
she sent mi birthday messages via sms. haha.

hmm...den met xin at eunos to go sch take exam together.
den she pass mi my present oso....2 big bags! wahaha!

den after exam, went home str. to study.
and guess wad did i have for my lunch?

nissin tomyam! pathetic rite? whr got pple birthday eat cup noodle de?
but nvm lar, i love nissin seafood tomyam cup noodle.

after lunch, i went on to unwrapped all my presents!

all the presents received on 280905.

guess wads inside!!!! think u guys will nv guess the correct one.

tada~~ its 2 red eggs proudly sponsored and dyed by miss NG XIN HUI!!! *so touched*

fossil watch. weekdays give de! *muacks*

another present that weekdays gave mi. a wallet from wallet shop. love it so much!

this pair of shoe is from Xin hui and Emiline! thank you EMI~~

wad is this bengawan solo bag doing here?

oh....its a foto album inside!!!

1st page of the foto album

yeah~~ <weekdays> i love u guys!

this whole album consists of 18 fotos, gathered by xin hui. its a album of memories. she spent 2 days designing and making it despite the tight exam schedule. dont u think she's sweet?

this is wad my mum bought.

a heart-shape necklace from SooKee Jewellery!

and last but not least, not forgetting this....thanks! i love it.

i tot my birthday is juz gonna end like that, with mi studying my birthday away.....
but hor.... smth unexpected happened. 6 ANGELS came over to my house with a cake to give mi a SURPRISE at 9pm!

outside my house

ok, this my front door. i know chinese new year is over le.....i put this up for the chinese new yr next yr cannot ar?

and the doorbell rang.....my sis didnt want to open the door. my dad oso dun wan to open the door. and i got so pek chek! so i went to open the door. and to my surprise......

ITS THEM!! mL+saRs!!!!

i dunno how to describe my feelings when i saw them.
i ran out of words.
i juz stare at them
with a cake, they were singing "happy birthday" song juz outside my house.
when they finish singing, insteading of inviting them in my house,
i slammed my door close instead.

y i close the door. cos i saw mandy taking the camera in her hand!
and i was wearing those very lork cok tee and shorts.
alamak!
so after closing the door, i quickly go change into a set of more presentable clothes.
den i opened the door and let them in.

the birthday cake they bought.

mi and the cake, look at the messy-ness of my hair, and u will know how shocked and unprepared i am when i saw them outside my house.

candid foto of mL+ saRs.

*will you make a wish....make a wish*

after that, my mother suggest we go out of the house, and enjoy the cake and chat by the swimming pool...and tada~~ there we went. upon reaching the swimming pool, the lights went off! @%$$#^$&. so suay. cos the lights go by timer de. den juz nice when we settle down there, its time for the lights to go sleep. but nvm, mandy's camera got FLASH!

mL+saRs w/o jin, cos she took this foto.

mL+saRs w/o wei, cos its her turn to take foto.

wo men bu ke qi le~~~~ and there we start indulging ouselves with the cake.

the sian look after forcing myself to memorise the B-Law notes.

and we played zong ji mi ma cos we cant finish the cake.

the 1st round, ah wei guessed my no. correctly!
i wonder u i gave ah wei that look while feeding her....

and den, its was wenna's turn

and den....so suay, it was AH WEI'S turn again.

i think ah wei is the loser that nite, she dunno eat the cake how many times. =X

but still we cant finished the cake after zjmm. and look wad mandy is doing to the mango...

mandy, you very gross leh!

thank you gers. i love u guys.
thanks for making my boring birhday such an unforgetable one.
i really nv expect to get this surprise.
muz thanks my sister oso.
cos they collaborate with my sis to give mi this surprise.
although after they left, i gotta chiong my notes,
but i doesnt matter anymore.
haha.
thank you so much. *muacks*

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30 sep 2005.

celebrated my birthday with weekdays!
went to orchard to meet them in the noon,
and den we began shopping for xin's and jia's present.
after getting nth from Orchard,
we took a bus to parkway instead.
shopped ard at parkway before going to Han's to have our dinner.
chatted and laughed alot during dinner,
and the auntie beside us, keep looking at us sia!
haha. den took fotos. and that teck chiat, took those ugly candid fotos of mi and xin!
better not post them anywhr i warn you!!!

after dinner, we went to east coast.
our main purpose was to chat lar.
budden on the way to east coast, they started to act suspiciously le.
i knew they were up to some mischieve!!!

and guess wad they did?
they drew a big big heart shape on the sand and guided mi into the big big heart, with xin hui blindfolding mi.
den they started to surround the big big heart with sticks that will start sparkling once u light it (like those fireworks de leh, the one whr pple play during lantern festival. aiyah! dunno wads that call)
den after lighting all, they sang birthday song for mi, with mi still standing in the big big heart shape.
omg~~ i dunno how to describe my feelings at the moment.
happy.
touched.
mersmerised.
SCARED!

im scared of fire lar! eversince young.
budden not to waste their effort, i took 1 stick, plucked out my courage, and lighted it for teck chiat to take foto.

and i DID it!!!! haha.
im still waiting for the fotos.
haven get them from tc.
will post it once i get it from him.

after that, den we settle down, listen to the waves, munch on the potato chips and we begin chatting.
telling them wad happed to mi recently.
thanks for all ur encouragement and advices.
i appreciated it very much!
thank you guys! love ya! *muacks*

took a cab home with amanda and jia min.
i was the last one to alight.
and when i reached home, i realise i left a plastic bag in the cab!!!
inside the bag got the brownies which amanda bake and the birthday card which they wrote their messages in it.
i almost wanted to cry when i realised that,
how stupid, blur and forgetful can i get?
argh~~! i hate myself lar!!!!

but nevertheless, i think pple getting jealous over mi le.

cos i got such nice frens, wad more can i ask for?

haha.

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i used to tell pple "juz follow ur heart"
pple used to tell mi that too.

but now, i find this sentence rather useless.
cos its my heart that is waiting for instruction from my mind.
and once there is instruction, my heart will den go according to my mind and do according to the instruction with heart and feelings.
so now wad i think is, "use ur mind and think, come out with a decision, and ur heart will eventually follow the decision u made. cos its ur mind that makes the decision, not the heart. u nid to know wad you want first, before u can really let ur heart do the work."

sorry for causing u to think too much.
i know u dun want mi to say sorry.
but this is wad i really want to tell you.
i really cant figure out what i want, and i will feel really bad if u gonna waste time on mi.
cos im afraid that in the end, after a long wait, i cant give wad u want.

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im left with 2 more papers to go.
being optimistic : "its only 2 more papers."
being pessimistic : " wah lau, still got 2 more papers to go leh."

haiz. now, im feeling pessimistic.

my motivation to chiong for the last 2 papers totally vanish after today's paper.

argh!~

its freaking 2.30AM now.
and bloody hell....I CANT SLEEP!


my pathetic 18th birthday.
i think, im celebrating it with my BELOVED B-Law notes.
im gonna love FMA and BLAW, cos they will be there to celebrate my bday for mi.
i should be CONTENTED.

somebody, cheer mi up with surprises.

im feeling so down now,
i have no idea why.

i should be studying
i should be studying
i should be studying.
i should be studying.
i should be studying.

but wad am i doing?

muahahaha.

studying lead to madness and retardness.

everything is so weird.
you are weird,
so am i.
everybody is weird.

its diffucult not to think too much.
damn!

happy birthday to jingwei and huixian!
haha.
like ur present ma?
next time both of u muz wear the pink polo tee out together wor...since u guys share the same birthday.
muahaha.

went PS de swensens for birthday dinner AGAIN.
i ate fish and chip and breaded chicken despite the fact that im still coughing away.

had SSM CA3 during noon.
hmm....didnt really study the 16 chapters on notes.
juz memorised those headings and sub-headings.
the details, i crapped through the paper.
but hope i can pass lar.

had RWPS presentation yesterday.
one word to describe : weird.
cos theres only 3 audience and 1 teacher.
1st time present to 4 pple only sia.
hui mei and huixian were very nervous b4 the presentation.
but i felt nth.
really not nervous lor.
budden the teacher commented that i speak too fast.
haha. it has always been my habit to speak fast during presentation.
eversince sec sch, teachers have been saying that i speak too fast le.
but cant change. haha. dunno why.

i decided to unlock my blog.
everybody should be given a chance.
and since he said he wants to change,
i think we should give him an opportunity to realise his mistakes.
i know it will be difficult to accept him again,
but i think, we temporary c the situation first lar.
if he really still remain as wad he is now,
den i got nth to say.
hmmm....think the next thing im gonna do after blogging is to unblock him in my msn.

sian.
i really got no motivation to study for my jap exam tml.
suddenly, the passion for jap dissapear.
i dunno y.
now, jap is no longer my interest.
it is a form of burden.
if its not becos of the fees,
think i'd already gave up long ago.

i feel so out of place now.
suddenly, someone's views starts influencing mi.
i hate myself for not having my own stand.
i know u dun like the person,
but sometimes, for a moment, i wish you could stop reminding mi how much you dun like the person.
cos i dunno how to react to ur views.
it feels so weird having to hear you complaining and nagging how bad is the person.
i think u wun exactly know how i feel,
since everytime i act as if nth happen, using my smile to hide my confusion.

had rwps presentation today. it oso marks the end of all projects! took some pictures:

xin, mi and emi! the sARs in action!

the 4 musketeers!

mi and xin! i think we look so smart!

heels in action! guess which 1 is mine!!!

*yawnz*
look at the time, its 1.15AM now.
am supposed to be studying, but think i cant make it le.
my brain had already stopped functioning at 1100pm.

this is a very busy week.
almost everyday im staying back late in school, or even to the extent of staying over at ah mei's house, juz to finish my BLAW project.
and yes, finally, its over.
its really tough to be a lawyer. u muz really know ur facts well and be prepared. sometimes, u even have to do guilty things or distort facts to win the case.
so, even if i really have the talent to speak well and do well,
i wun want to be a lawyer.

im only left with RWPS presentation on monday~ woohoo!
next week is study break.
but i like got no time to study sia.
monday, go sch for RWPS ppt.
tuesday, SSM CA3, den after tt still got birthday celebration.
wed, got blaw extra lecture and jap exam.
sian sia!

today yesterday is jia yi's birthday.
we meet up in the noon to get our heels for mon's presentation.
we got the same pair, same size, but different colour.
den went eastpoint b4 meeting the guys up to go hui xian's house for bbq party.
bought another skirt again
den go ntuc buy watermelon.
the watermelon i chose is so so so sweet and nice.
we used it to play zhong ji mi ma, and everybody is hoping they kana the deadly number.
wahaha. cos its simply juz so juicy!
so....jw,qj,wh,ah huat,hm,hx and jy, hurry up thank mi!
cos the watermelon i choose de!

*cough cough cough*

ive been drink alot of water these few days,
and this explain the increase in frequency of toilet trips.

had a really fun nite today.
and i think jy oso enjoyed herself.
sorry jy, i know ur bday card very ugly.
but i really tried my best le sia.
i know my acting skills sux,
but u know how diff was it to come out with lies, so that u will feel surprise.
haha
happy 18th bday.

i really dunno how i feel now.
i cant think.
i dunno wad im scared of,
i dunno y muz i be scared.

heachaches.
sore throat.
running nose.
blocked nose.
aching body.
stress.
pimples.

SAVE MI!!!!!!

i really dunno why i always have weird dreams.
and the weirdest thing of all,
is that i can almost remember those dreams in detail.
and the weirdest weirdest thing of all all all,
is that, my dream always takes place at the seaside.

yesterday, i dreamt that it was my bday.
and no body wanna wish mi happy birthday.
i got so sad.
i cry and cry,
wonedring y pple dun wanna wish mi happy birthday.
den i began running, and tada~ i reached the seaside that i've always dreamt of.
and squat down by the seaside and cry.
the tears flow so much that the low tide become high tide due to my excessive flow of tears.
muahaha. this is so funny.
sasa, i told you, dream catcher dun work le!

yesterday, i went to work as usual.
den theres this regular customer who came in and i served him.
he said:" wheres the smile that you usually have? i missed your smile."
haha.
hmm....haven i been smiling?
i think i looked like a clown last time.
its so tiring to put on a smile,
especially when there is nth that is worth smiling going on.

went ah mei house to do BLAW project.
i hate travelling alone.
and worst still,
i always travel alone frm tanah mehra to woodlands everytime.
lucky, i had my mp3 with mi, if not, i realli dunno wad to do sia.

ah mei's cute mummy cooked sphagetti.
nice nice nice!
celine came down and joined us at 2pm.
den we started getting into serious discussion,
but we always got distracted when we tok about cows.
haha.
i think the zoo has a missing cow.
cos jiayi saw 1 cow at 6.50AM yesterday at School of Business.
haha.

the mirror on ah mei's toilet is hanging so high up sia.
and i cant even c my hair when im washing hands.
her mum was so......shocked?
haha.

her mother very cute sia.
while we were in ah mei's room doing project,
she came into the room happily and said smth.
" samantha! i know theres another place in my house that u probably cant reach! the cabinet that i keep all my washed dishes!"
and our reaction was -_-"

haiz.
ah mei's mother is not the 1st one who suan abt my height.
my parents, my classmates, my frens and even DENNIS SIM, my blaw lecturer always tease mi regarding my 153 height.
hmm.....i dun really mind, since its like every body is saying im short eversince the age of 13.
they go like " wah! u really very short leh!", " wah, toking to you really very xin ku leh", or when we are shopping at the crowded place " samantha! where are you? i cant see you!" or when im actually standing up, they go like "huh?! u standing up ah? tot u still sitting down".
-_-"
y pple can get so mean ar?
besides that, short legs also got alot of disadvantage.
u cant change the light bulbs, u cant reach things that are placed high, u cant walk as fast as those long legged pple.
but....but....but.....
i oso wish i can grow taller wad!
who wants to be criticised rite?
as if i can ctrl how tall i am. as if theres this medicine, when after i eat, i can grow extra 10cm, as if i can go install some metal extension thingy into my legs.
i cant grow upwards anymore.
i cant.....! sob sob!

but....
i think girls being short is not really a problem lar.
at least still can act cute.
wahaha.
self-console.
i mean, grow so tall for wad?
clean the windows or support the ceiling?
wads the ladder for den?
tall girls will oso scare guys away....
they cant wear high heels during their wedding, if not they will look taller than the groom...
weird rite!
haha.

hmm....if only i can grow taller 5 more cm.
haha.
but if cannot, oso cant help lar.
i should juz stay happy with my height.
since guys now-a-days also not so tall le.

anyway, back to topic.
i went off at 4.15pm
took bus 168 back to tampines.
went to support my parents.
when took part in some karaoke singing competition.
theres 40 contestants!
omg lar~ it was sososossosososo BORING!
cos all they sang was those oldies!
but my sis and i managed to sneak out.
we went tampines to shop.
wanted to get high heel shoe, but haiz, if its not too high, den is the design very obiang.
took neoprints, act retard again.
haha.
and i saw a pink denim skirt! so nice.
and i also want to get another formal top.
and i passed by ADIDAS, i saw a pink jacket. its cool~!
and walked and shop, and left tampines with nothing.
haha.

and den home sweet home.
juz finished my own part im supposed to do for bizlaw project.
zZZ.
oyasuminasai!

You are 34.92% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.183502 people have taken this test to date.
This percentage means that :
?You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.
?Occasionally, you over-react to situations.
?Most of the time, you trust the people around.
?Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-
esteem.

http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest.php

omg~ this is so true lar!
agree agree!!!
go try the test ba!

finally.
im done with my rwps report at 5.00pm sharp today.
14 pages of analysis + recommendation + conclusion,
26 pages in total.
its the 1st time i write so much for a report.
and this is individual work. the sense of achievement when flipping through the 26 pages report is great!

but things didnt really go too well for mi today.
my stomach wasnt feeling well when i woke up in the morning.
the medicine i took didnt have any effect,
it got so pain, i popped in another pill during MR lecture.
2 pills within 1.5 hours.
haha.
im still alive. nv die of over doasage.

den after MR lecture, jy, hm and i chiong down to BizIt library to chiong our rwps report.
but the library de computers fully booked.
so went up level 4 de com lab do.

den went for gems presentation.
after presentation,
rushed back to SB again for BLAW lecture.
den stupid cow did smth and it pissed us off so much that even the very-devoted-to-buddhist-society tobbie, was so angry too!!

den gossip awhile abt stupid cow's action.
and dennis sim says theres no solution to our problem.
we cannot chase him out of our class.
haiz.

den went back BIZIT again,
wanna print my report out.
but hor, printer no ink!!!!!

suay mah?

tsk tsk.

was late for work.
bus 14 took its own sweet time driving at the speed of 30km/hr on the road.
!#!%@^#&
shitty bus 14.
think even children who ride on the scooter will reach the destination faster then bus 14.
muz as well call pple push the bus frm behind.
argh! i had enuff of bus 14!!!!!

and i hate pple who smoke at bustops.
can they spare a tot for others?
wanna smoke ur life away, can!
but dun shorten innocents' life by letting them inhale ur second hand smoke la!
dunno wad those smokers thinking oso.
spent so much money on tabaccos to exchange for black lungs.
*roll eyes*

*yawnz*
so tired sia.
wanna go zzZZ le.

and oh ya.
dun ever buy dream catcher again,
its only a waste of money.
cos no use one.....
i still have weird dreams.

if u managed to read this post,
congrats,
u've got the password correct.
i do this cos i suspect the childish, selfish, idiotic and _______(wadever u can think of) stupid cow knows my blog.
so this is for security purpose.

yeah~
im so proud!
thanks to my sis who helped mi with this password thingy!

had my formal presentation today for SSM.
woke up super early today.
went joo chiat to buy dry ice first.
den took a cab to school.
no choice, the boxes were bulky
and the walk frm joo chiat to eunos mrt was damn far.
finally, its the end for SSM project.
free from stupid cow's nonsense.
i really had enuff of him.
if only i can poke holes on his face, disfigure him, or if not simply ask him go plastic surgery and change the way he looked now.
oh no, not enuff.
no matter how handsome he is,
his character still sux.
he is the most self-centred and childish 23 yr old guy i know.
i wonder y is he liked tt.
his every action, his every words, his every movement juz irks mi.
pple who know mi, should know tt im not that sort of person who will hate a person. even when i really hate someone, i'll find some good points on him/her to reduce the hate-ness of tt person.
ok, maybe perhaps theres someone i dun like, i wont hate him/her.
stupid cow is the 1st person who made mi broke my record.
shit him. he made mi feel as if im such a mean and unfriendly girl.
but no choice.
i think he does not deserve my friendliness and kindness!
@#@%@^&*
although this time SSM projects ended le.
but theres more to come!
omg~
1.5 more yrs to go.
1.5 more yrs of this nonsense.
omg~
how m i gonna survive?

i dunno wad happened to my right eye.
it so damn red now.
boo hoo~~~

had my formal presentation today for SSM.
woke up super early today.
went joo chiat to buy dry ice first.
den took a cab to school.
no choice, the boxes were bulky
and the walk frm joo chiat to eunos mrt was damn far.
finally, its the end for SSM project.
free from stupid cow's nonsense.
i really had enuff of him.
if only i can poke holes on his face, disfigure him, or if not simply ask him go plastic surgery and change the way he looked now.
oh no, not enuff.
no matter how handsome he is,
his character still sux.
he is the most self-centred and childish 23 yr old guy i know.
i wonder y is he liked tt.
his every action, his every words, his every movement juz irks mi.
pple who know mi, should know tt im not that sort of person who will hate a person. even when i really hate someone, i'll find some good points on him/her to reduce the hate-ness of tt person.
ok, maybe perhaps theres someone i dun like, i wont hate him/her.
stupid cow is the 1st person who made mi broke my record.
shit him. he made mi feel as if im such a mean and unfriendly girl.
but no choice.
i think he does not deserve my friendliness and kindness!
@#@%@^&*
although this time SSM projects ended le.
but theres more to come!
omg~
1.5 more yrs to go.
1.5 more yrs of this nonsense.
omg~
how m i gonna survive?

i dunno wad happened to my right eye.
it so damn red now.
boo hoo~~~

celebrated huimei's bday yesterday.
went Swensens @ PS.
had crayfish pasta and icecream cake.
hoped huimei enjoyed herself.
the above picture illustrate the scene ytd.
and the girl in the middle is the birthday girl!
happy 18th bday!!!
*wad is qunjie doing behind jiayi and Patricia?*

before the celebration, it was FMA CA2
haiz.
xiong duo ji shao.
tsk tsk.

its been a really busy and tiring week for mi.
i almost forget that im actually breathing.
i mean, projects, tests and piles of reports is wad im facing and doing every day.
shagged.

exam schedule is out.
omg~
i so suay sia.
got FMA exam on my birthday.
this one still nvm.
the sway-er thing is,
after FMA exam, i still gotta rush home study my BLAW exam!!!
hmph~!!$%#^$%&$*

13 Sep--SSM exam
21 sep-- QA exam
23 sep--MR exam
28 sep--FMA exam
29 sep--BLAW exam


and now i think i know wad does it mean by "a scar will always be a scar".
juz like a vase that is shattered into pieces,
it will never be as perfect and as beautiful just like before.

jia lat jia lat.
this time FMA ca2 sure die.
i dunno wad the lecture notes talking abt.
theres so much to memorise sia.

went amanda's hse to stay overnite on friday.
was 1 of the weekdays gathering to celebrate chun hui's bday.
we planned a surprise for her and made her wish come true.

slept at only 4am in the morning after studying and chatting with xin while the rest are zZZ-ing away.
but i didnt really sleep.
i cant slp in a new environment.
haha.
was drag out of the bed by amanda's mother at around 9am.
haha.

den we started chun hui's bday plan.
brought her out for breakfast while her boyfren (tc) came over to cook lunch. (with the help of amanda's mother of cos)
haha.
den after "breakfast",
we went back.
tc was hiding in the store room.
den we call her go open store room take something.
her reaction was O_O!!!!!
cos she saw someone sitting inside the store room and she freaked out.

after tt, we start makan session lor.
eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat.
non stop all the way frm 11.30am to 5.30pm.
watched cinderella 2 vcd.
hmm....its abt cinderella's life after she married to the prince.
happily ever after?
hmm.....i dunno. cos i went into lala land in the middle of the show.

went esplanade in the night to take foto.
theres a live band there and they play very nice music.
had cafe cartel for dinner (OMG~~) at marina square.
and den home sweet home.
yeah~ next will be my birthday!!~
*hint hint*
i dun wan bday cake on my birthday!!!!

woke up at 745am today.
force myself to jog away my calories accumulated yesterday and to ease my guilt.



a brand new life, a brand new mi.
trust mi, believe mi, will you?

its FMA lab lesson now.
the tutor says he has gastric therefore he will start the lesson 10 min later.
hmm....

juz now,
i realised i haven tok to my mum for some time le.
as in,
last time,
wadever happen to mi in school,
i'll report it to my mother,
telling her how i feel and stuffs.
but recently,
think we haven been really toking and chatting.
i oso dunno y.
think of it so sad sia.

my frens show their mother the SB yr book and showed them who stupid cow is.
they tell their mum how idiotic the stupid cow behaves in class.
but i realised, i didnt tell my mum anything abt stupid cow at all.
haha.
so funny, cos if it was last time,
i'll sure complain to my mum.

hmm....
sad case isnt it?

our grp finally finish our ssm report le.
phew!~
now, i gotta chiong my MR test for tml le.
sian~

WU JIA YI

are you still jealous now?!

juz a quick post.
gonna go and rush out my ssm report after this.

ah huat wore pink today!
haha.
and now i owed him a meal.
he said he want to go RAFFLES hotel and eat,
and i suggested eating the GRASS from RAFFLES hotel.
haha.

i got so fed-up today,
i dunno y.
guess ah huat's pink tee didnt managed to chase away the monday blues

i really hate him.
stupid cow!!!
bring so much trouble to our class sia.
i dun care whether he knows my blog or not,
he will still forever be a stupid cow!

and im so suay today.
im gonna be the speaker for my blaw project.
and now, i seriously need a new set of formal wear.
maybe, maybe if i managed to physco huimei to be the speaker,
den i think i dun nid it so seriously.
wad m i toking?
i dunno.

stressed.

its not that i wanna lie to you.
its juz that i dunno wads the truth.

juz came back frm airport.
its like i visited the airport 4 times within a week,
its like the airport is juz next to my hse.
how cool is tt?
i intend to study there.
but....but....
im so guilty now.

someone said this to mi last nite.

"跌倒了再爬起来"

hmmm.....

currently,
think im too pain to get up to walk again.
and due to the extreme pain,
i've got no strength to motivate myself to carry on.
haha.
maybe, if someone were to offer mi some antiseptic and plaster,
i'll feel better ba.
time heals all wound.

i dunno wad im toking oso.

so stressed sia.
all the projects and test coming up.
all the bdays coming up.
all the dateline dueing soon.
haiz.and yet, my heart and soul is not with mi now.
tsk tsk.
samantha, u better wake up!

anyway, congrats to thomas,
he got into the audition.
i knew u can do it!
will be down to the lounge to support u someday.
jia you!

You are dependable, popular, and observant. Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness. In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do. You are unique, creative, and expressive. You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while. And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

im so hopelessly and madly in love with pink now.
i have a pink bag.
i have a new pink earphone.
i hope many pink tops.
i love pink.
i dunno y.
let mi repeat i love PINK~.
and ah huat, if u are reading this post, dun forget you'll have to wear a pink top to school on monday~
muahhahahaha.

i think im a happy girl these few days.
i think...

happy birthday to my beautiful and clean nation.
40 years of independence. whoo~
so many 'red' people on the streets today.
made the wrong choice to town
cos we were stucked down there.
due to my height,
i almost suffocated there.
tian ah~
really very crowded lor!

yawnz.
tired!

i wonder if i'd done the correct thing.
i tot its always good to be truthful.
but hell, y is the result so drastic when it comes to mi?
y is it me?
i really hate myself.
i tot i could handle this situation well.
im sorry ger. really sorry.
sorry for forcing you to say things tt were meant to be kept a secret.
sorry for causing you to land into this hotsoup.
i know my tears does not even worth the price of the consequences.
but wad else could i do?
s.o.r.r.y
*slaps myself*

juz now went out with jia yi.
meet her at outram, den we decided to go cityhall.
finally visited the new national library.
and i wonder y the hell they need to build such a big place for the library.
want to borrow a book, muz like take how many times of escalator. (even though there's lift la)

den we go maina square de Han's to have lunch.
was my 1st time there lar.
the set lunch quite cheap lor.
got main dish, 1 slice of cake, 1 drink, 1 soup of the day.
$7.50 only.
we parted at around 3.30pm
and i went home,
she go meet her pat pat for shopping.

jiayi, seriously, sometimes ur sixth sense really freak mi out lar.
however, at other times, i really hope that ur sixth sense will come true.
but this time round, regarding wat we've discussed juz now,
i dun wanna it to happen.
haha.
pls, stop reading wad im thinking and feeling
cos, most of the time, u are so accurate!
u are invading my privacy!
i can sue you for tt.
haha.

and btw,
oh fucking idiot stupid cow is so _______[fill in the blank with watever vulagarities u can think of]
i got the urge to chop him with a butcher's knife now!

i got back my bizlaw paper today.
the feeling was like taking back o lvl paper.
i juz had the feeling i will fail,
cos i dunno wad the hell m i writing in the paper.
but the good thing is
i passed!!!
64%
im so relieved and happy can?
i passed u know!
yeah~~~

i wasnt feeling really good today.
i felt so stressed, so qi guai, so emotional.
but i cant find anyway to relieve myself.
i cant cry, which makes mi feel so xin ku.
tears juz wun flow.
i wonder where the crybaby-samantha is now.
its juz so pek chek and irritating when u cant cry.

celine recommended mi and jy a movie, little brother.
both of us decided to catch it after school.
all i can say is, this show is worth the money.
cos it made mi cry.
frm the starting 10 min to the end of the show,
i think tears juz flow out like tapwater.
the whole cinema only got 4 audience including mi and jy.
haha.
i felt so shiok lar.

we had a tok during dinner at long john.
and i ordered a cup of coffee to warm myself.
we chatted really heart to heart,
abt how we felt abt certain sensitive things.
but we got to rushed home to watch superstar,
so the tok we had was like not enuff.

i hate to ride in the train alone.
i really hate it.
i dunno y my tots will keep wondering.
i really dunno y.
i dun wanna think of anything,
but my mind juz wun listen to mi.
my heart wad like screaming for freedom,
wanna escape frm the reality.
but i cant.
cant those tots juz leave mi alone.
i almost breakdown in the train.
i dunno why.
and suddenly, i felt like vomitting.
i felt really terrible.
it muz be the coffee.
i muz be the coffee.
its not the tots.
it muz be the coffee that makes mi feel like vomitting.

i hate contradictions.
but somehow, i keep contradicting myself.
so therefore, in mathematical terms,
i hate myself.

should i give myself a break frm all problems?
as if i could......

i finally watch the island today with jw, pat, jy, ah huat, hx, hm and wh.
went to tiong bahru to watch after my blaw lecture.
well. i was a nice show,
and i love the plot.
although the ending was like hanging in the air.
so where will all the clones go and wad will they do after that?
wad if one day,
i meet someone who looks exactly like mi on the streets,
and realised that that person is actually my clone?
i'll be so fascinated!!!
i wanna meet my clone now!
and i hope my clone will be a clever one,
not like those in the island.
so that she can sit for my exams and i'll be stress free!!!
and oh ya, forgot to mentioned that wenhao went into the ladies today.
wahaha.
so funny! laugh till my stomachached.

i'd heard alot of pple exclaiming that xinhui and i look so much alike.
and they will go like "are you all sisters?"
we've got so irritated and tired of telling them "no, we are not", that we even cooked up stories like "oh ya! we are sisters. im from the right fallopian tube and she's frm the left."
bloody hell.
this reason oso got pple believe can?!!!
so pengZ.
next time, we should juz say " yes, we are sisters" to shut them up.
cos when we say " no, we are not" ,
they will go like " no meh? but u 2 really look alike leh? not sisters, cousins issit?"
haiz.
we got look so alike meh?
*look at xin frm head to toe*
WHERE GOT?!!!
dun insult mi can?!!
OPPS!!!
joking lar.
haha.
i think pple eyes got stamps lar.
xin hui's eyes are bigger than mine,
nose is sharper den mine
lips is smaller and thinner than mine,
head is smaller than mine
hair is shorter than mine
complextion is better than mine
figure is "wow" than mine.

so tell mi?
where do we exactly look alike?

maybe,
somethings are better to remain the same.
i should not ask for more,
i should be contented with what i have now.
cos asking for more,
i'll also be asking for more heartbreaks.
u may say im a coward.
but, i dun really care.
cos, i've already suffered enuff,
and i dun wanna face those pains again.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

quite true.
hmmm....