2007 will be over in like 1 day?
gosh, thats so fast lar.
how come when i was younger, i hope time will pass as if every hour is like a day?
and now, at the age of 20, i just hope that time will give me more time, for me to really do things according to my own pace.

anyways, so many things happened this year.
mostly bad ones. cant really think of any good ones. haha.
this is the year, which probably made me face the hard facts of life, the harsh reality, growing up spiritually and mentally. i think i've matured a little, learning to treasure little bits of things which i think were insignificant to me years ago.

things that happened this year:
my last polytechnic exams,
the stressful mmit competition period,
the graduation ball, which the make-up was horrendous that spoil my whole evening,
my first clubbing experience after gradball,
the death of my beloved ah gong,
the heartbreak experience,
my mum down with brain haemorrhage.
and for the 2nd half of the year, i was busy commuting between school, hospital and home.

i reckon this will be the year which i shed the most tears.
but after all these happened,
whenever i encountered unpleasant situations,
i'll tell myself " i've experienced the worst, whats all this compared to that?"
and things will not be as bad as it seems to be. =)

my new year resolutions?
maybe just hope that i'll earn more money, spend less money, feed my bank with more money.
i'll eat less and move more, and hope i can fit into smaller size clothes.
i want to spend more time with pple that are really important to me.
thats it. not very ambicious. heez.


anyway, my xmas was spent fruitfully with all my close frens.
on the 24th dec, met up with the royalties!
poor huimei sprained her ankle again, so that day, she was basically limping around bugis!

the princesses

the servants! (opps =x)



im the fallen angel


hope he will not tio duty to stand outside istana!

the couple



went for a simple lunch at nydc bugis. in my opinion, the food was so-so. the very expensive mudpie was really small and ordinary. unless you are feeling rich, i dun suggest you to dine there.

at night, i attended a wedding dinner at the xin fu yum cha restaurant.
a very shabby looking restaurant and ambience was not that romantic, but the food was good. the bride is pregnant! its the first time i attend a wedding dinner of a pregnant bride.

before going in the resturant








and it got so boring in between, the sisters begin to cam-whore!

















i think i stop here for today.
will post pictures of my celebration with weekdays and mL and i get hold of all the photos.

meanwhile, happy new year to everyone!
may 2008 be a happy and wonderful year!

i don't understand why i used to think LV is ugly.
i really don't understand....


because....



i'm so in love with these now!







omg omg omg.
so pretty.
how can you resist them?


I WANT I WANT!

got lots to blog today.
finally got my samsung PC studio fixed and now i can upload photos from my phone to my laptop.
yeahs!

lets look at my backlog.

bf's birthday.

decided to bake something for bf's birthday on 9 dec.
so with amanda's and chun's help,
we decided on chocolate cupcake. with mint and durian fillings inside!



top up the cup cakes with the beautiful peach.


and decided to bake cookies for him too. but didnt turn out too well, due to the over estimate of flour, high temperature and colour (he says they look like faeces.)


placed the cookies and cupcakes into my gift box


raining cats and dogs when i left amanda's hse for his house.
squeezy bus, stupid bus driver, unforseen circumstances.
almost spoil my entire mood for that day.
but since it's BF's birthday, i shan't spoil it.

gave him all my hand-made presents with lotsa love.
heez. i think i'm super and creative. haha.
forgot to take photos of the presents i made.
so i cannot hao lian them =(

slacked at his house for a while to wait for the rain to stop before heading to marina square for Pariss buffet!
we ate and ate from 5.30pm to about 8.30pm.
omg! thats like 3 hours of food!


with the birthday boy


and thats the end of the day.

hmm..... kukup trip (15 dec - 16 dec)

gathered at eunos mrt to meet my "tour" mates!
xin hui, xin yi, chun hui, chun yi, chun hui's dad, chun hui's dad's friend, xin hui's cousin and her bf, amanda and lastly, myself!

upon reaching there, we had lunch!
sea food sea food sea food and sea food!
*burp*

took some photos before gg to our "hotel".


4/5 of weekdays


my "tour"mates!


took a boat to our hotel.
the nice scenery.



walked and shopped around at kukup before gg back to our hotel to have some self-entertainment. Mahjong and karaoke! free flow of karaoke disc for you to sing till you drop!

after that, curry chicken and bee hoon was served for tea break. the curry chicken is yummy.

visited their kelong after tea break. lotsa interesting fishes. =)

and then it was dinner time.
the kukup pple barbequed food for us. their chicken wings were perfectly marinated! their sting ray was good. their sotong balls were fantastic. their otah was like omg! (makes me drool). cant really remember what else did we have.
all i can remember was me, almost on the verge of having an exploded stomach.

and then, the finale of the night.
fireworks!
we bought the 49响 fireworks.
it costs us about 138 ringgits, but chun's dad sponsored us S＄50 for the beautiful moment.
it was just like a mini NDP parade.
I could almost touch the fireworks if i reach out my hand.
the sparks even droped down and burnt xin's cousin top!
that shows how close we are to the fireworks.
i videoed it down using my phone, but wasn't properly taken cos half of the time i was screaming away, avoiding the sparks that came falling down like raindrops.

but chun managed to take a beautiful video of it, go visit her blog to view it! nice nice nice!

and then soon, its supper time again.
for supper, their have their fried prawn cracker but looks like pan cake, curry puffs and red bean soup!
nice!

next morning, we woke up at 6.30am to catch the beautiful sky of kukup.



pretty right?

me, amanda and chun ying


breakfast was great!
nice nasi lemak, curry puffs, kuehs, beehoon.

visited their temple (photos still with amanda)
packed our stuffs, and head back to restuarant for lunch.

for lunch, its still seafood seafood and seafood!
crabs, prawns, fish, cockles, vege, blah blah blah.

do some last min shopping at jusco before returning to singapore.

the kukup trip was very enjoyable. we paid only 65 bucks each for this trip, and everything is planned and included already. so value for money especially when it comes to food!
if you guys are interested, i can recommend you the contact person to look for!
he provides good service!

met up with wenna for lunch on tues (18 dec)
soupspoon for lunch.



me and wenna


parted with her and then i went up watsons to meet jiayi for her dinner!

if you notice, this post is all about eating and eating and eating.
so you can imagine the amount of weight i've put on.

omg!

if u see me physically or virtually, please remind me not to eat anymore and get my ass down to some real exercise.

i'll be going kukop laters!
will be back on sun night.

anyway,
bf will be booking out next wed
and booking in on sun night!

so happy!
so looking forward to wednesday.

i miss him.

there goes my boy, to serve the nation.

finally this day arrived.
this day, 11 dec,
the start of a change, a different lifestyle, the arriving future.

i decided not to see him off.
cos by just talking to him on the phone a few hours ago to bid him goodbye, and asking him to take care of himself inside,
my tear glands got activated.
so i cant imaging myself being present at police academy.
i'll probably 私奔 with him. haha


i'm not going to whine at how much i miss him now right now.
not much of use to reduce the amount of longingness for him no matter how much i whine.


i love you dear.
hope everything will be fine for you inside.
don't worry about me,
cos i'll take good care of myself.
muacks.

for my sisters.

i haven shopped for what i want with a $15 budget.
just get me a $15 vouchers from capital land.
i love vouchers!

thank you!

im feeling really really depressed.

i keep telling myself it must be the hormones at work.

i get agitated over little things,
i break down over simple things,
i get very sensitive over my surroundings
i frown cos of nothing,
i cry, and then i smile, and then i tear, and then i laugh
all coming all together at once,
i dunno how i managed to do that also.

all i know is, i feel insecure, depressed, helpless, clingy, sad, fear, and ya da ya da.

everytime when i work at great eastern,
i will be so depressed at the end of the day,
cos i haven secure any appointment for my boss.

my boss keeps comparing my results with 3 sixteen yr old students who just finished their o levels.

they managed to secure at least 2 appointment after every session of work. and the fact that they do not have prior experience like i do make a big woo-ha out of it.


i wonder where is wrong? am i not persistent enough?

i think if this continues, i might get fired by the boss.
but i secretly hope that he will fire me asap. haha.

if not for the flexi hours, i would have left.

what's even more depressing is the fact that bf will be enlist in a week time.








im depressed.

Attention mL dearies~~ (AND STRICTLY FOR ml ONLY!) here's the xmas deal that we agreed on~!

to the-person-in-charge of samantha's xmas present,
here is my xmas wishlist:

1) high heel from giovanna. (as im using new laptop, haven figure out how to transfer the pictures from hp)
but its the same white open toe heels that i always wear, the one which ling also have but the black version one. the strap of the heels have some heart shape key chain on it. size 7. think the price is about $24.

2) pink foldable umbrella from taka or any departmental store. (price not sure but should be below $25)

3) capital land voucher!

i think all my stuffs are easy to get! hahas. oOO... 24 more min to 12am. i wonder who forgets to blog about this and i shall LOL. wahahahas.