Tuesday, August 10, 2004

always tot that poly life wun be as stressed as jc de...but im wrong...everyone is so stress now. i dunno why... i juz feel so frustrated...i juz wanna cry silently...i juz wanna sing loudly...i juz wanna laugh hysterically...i juz wanna eat like a glutton w/o getting fat...i juz wanna all my pimples to dissappear...i juz wanna c all my frens...i juz wanna sleep whole day....i juz wanna go chase ENERGY....i juz wanna vanish frm the earth instantly...i juz wanna secape frm everything...escape frm stress, tests, frens, teachers, parents, sisters, myself and everything in this world. but the thing is...when will all these ' i wish, i wanna' come true?

i hate pple who are anti-social...but i feel like one myself. i juz can't get along with pple well...i can't express myself well...its already more than half a term and guess wat? i still have abt 5 more pple in class whom i haven tok to b4. pathetic mi. *laugh out loud* samantha, you are sh*t! seems like eveerything is this world pissed mi off...*bang the door*

dun care abt mi...im juz vexed...im juz lonely...im juz...a girl still at growing up phase...a childish girl, i should say.


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