my story. my life

long time no update le...
haha
thanks to those computer virus.
yeah my laptop tio virus AGAIN
but i think i cleared it accidentally.

ok tok about this fews days ba!

tuesday (16/11/04)

went to ang mo kio with mandy, liling, wenna and shunwei
for a job interview.
the pay is pathetically low.
and i mean damn low.
its a midnite job.
from 11pm to 7.30am
no transport provided.
and they pay us $50 a day only.
somemore, $50 a day for a girl to work midnite is below average.
erm, the job is i think motorola de la, fixing the parts 2gether.
den as wei haven had her lunch, we went mos burger to eat lor.
i mean wei eat only lah. cos we had ours b4 the interview le.
den we sit down eat and chat.
tok abt our perspective towards love.
starting to have negative tots 2wards love after hearing wat they say.
i really agree that guys and gals look at 'love' very differently.
sometimes, a guy will go and make fren with a gal
and his mission is to go steady with the girl.
wat i mean is...if the girl reject the guy
does tt mean that they cannot be frens anymore?
sometimes, a girl is not willing to commit herself too much in a relationship.
that is becos we cant predict the future.
who knows that the guy will fall in love with another gal?
who knows that the gal will fall in love with another guy?
who will still be there to heal her wounds when the guy leave the girl?
will they still continue be frens if they break?
even if they can stay on as fren after they break,
will u cfm tat u wun hate each other because of their bad habits?
love is simple, yet complicated.
and it takes alot of courage to accept and receive.
argh! i dunno wat im toking.but u know wat...
i still want to have a taste of love *shy**runs away*

after mos burger,went to wei hse to havoc.
its been a long time since i've been there.
stayed in her room.and we havoc inside.
haha.
stack ourselves one above each other,
use a blanket to cover someone up and lie on top of it,
tickle each other.
and they unzipped my jacket *blush*
and more and more 'r rated scene'
haha
we are still so childish afterall.
but who cares?
we juz enjoy wat we are doing at that moment.
afterall we only live once.

wednesday (17/11/04)

yeah! its amanda's bday!!happy 17th b day!
actually plan on going to sentosa with 1 wk gang.
but jia min got her dragon boat training for her sat's competition.
it wouldnt be fun if we go sentosa without her.
therefore decide not to go sentosa.
after jia's competition den we go oso the same lah.
den mi, xin and chun went to amanda's hse lor.
revealed our secret mission to amanda....
haha...the scrap bk on herself and a vcd
showing the process of making the scrap bk.
haha.
played the vcd.
starting of the movie, less den 5 min only
amanda was crying le
silly ger.
the her tears keep flowing and flowing non stop!
i think this is the best presents we've given her so far ba...
den watch long feng dou vcd.
the show was so-so lah.
a bit touchinga bit funny
but u muz think as u watch
cos the storyline abit confusing
and the ending was *argh!!!*machiam no ending like tt.
den after jia finish her drangonboat training,
we go bugis for dinner.
before dinner, we went seiyu's arcade to play.
xin spent quite alot there juz to get 140 tickets
to exchange for precious moments and winnie ppoh stickers.
the precious moments stickers can be bought at 10 pcs for $1 at pasar malam i think.
but she used up $8 juz for 1 pc of precious moments sticker.
-no comment- cos with $8 she can actually buy 80 pcs of the same type of stickers
instead of 1 pc only
haha.

den go v8 movie cafe for dinner.
had fish and chips
and brownie with vanilla icecream
so nice can!!!!
the brownie was hot and the ice cream is cold.
when i eat them 2gether....OMG~~~its HEAVEN
haha.

den took nep prints together.
we are their last customer of the day.
after taking and cutting them into pieces for distribution,
we left the neoprint shop.
and upon reaching mrt station on our way home,
xin realised that she left her precious moments sticker in the neo print shop!!!
haha
she is so blur man!
spent so much on the sticker and she left it there.
anyway, a very happy bday to amanda! hope amanda enjoyed our company!

thursday (18/11/04)

slp till 1230pm den wake up
watch the mars by zai zai and da S.
today episode was about the raping scene de.
omg~~ i cried when da S was screaming for help
when zai zai sort of wanted to rape her to find out the real reason y she keep resisting him when he wants sex.
i dunno.
i juz felt very very sad when i saw her screaming for help like mad
den tears juz flow.
i guess if i were her
kanna raped by my own father
i wun be able to be strong
and face the reality that my own dad rape mi.
i would rather die lor.
haiz
so girls out there, especially my frens
pls becareful when u go out late at nite!

after that went bugis (again)
to shop with wen, ling and weiwant to buy an alter neck shirt
to go suntan on sat.
tried on alot of sleeveless.
dun really dare to wear sleeveless cos im fat u c...
i scared i scare off pple around mi with my flabby meat.
so i wonder how will pple at sentosa react if i wear sleeveless for suntaning
argh~~~
actually, the greatest enemy is myself.
cos i have to overcome my own obstacle in my heart
to wear sleeveless.
juz finding excuses for myself tts all.
haha
i like the clothes from e-base
its chio lor.
but its also ex. $45.
hurhur...but dad agreed to sponsor mi half the amount.
haha. i love him!
cos he always sponsor mi things i like.
i seriously nid a job now to earn extra cash for newyear clothes
very broke liao....

read jia min blog
and she says that im rich.
actually im not rich
its juz that im sort of unwilling to spent alot on things i like.
i can ctrl myself not to spent alot.or u can say,
im stingy towards myself.
i've to think very long if i want to buy something.
however, when it comes spending on food during gathering
im willing to spent.
like havin dinner/lunch with frens at swensens, cafe cartel etc etc.
its not the food that im paying for
its the ambience, the atmospher, the comfortable place the tok and chat, the service, the time
that im paying forhaha.
chiong home to catch sg idols
sly didnt do as well as b4i think.
but i will still vote for him de lah
keke.
going to look for job with xin tml maybe.

looking towards saturday cos im tonning at mandy's hse.
having pyajamas party.
told my parents im going chalet....*guilty*