my story. my life

changed my internet connection to starhub de liao
its irritating
cos once u swith on the computer
u get connected automatically.
which means that even i dun wan to come online,
i'll be online.
and those stupid pop-ups will starting popping out
-_-"

year 2004 is gonna end
and it will soon become a history
where everything will be in our memory.
was supposed to be one of the more peaceful yr
but wat happened a few days ago ruined everything.
read those papers and watch those news,
u can c so many corpse lying on the ground, decomposing.
family members were eagerly searching for their loved ones among the thousands of corpse.
many innocent infants, toddler, children lost their parents at such young age.
and this horrifying expereince will always be with them till they die.
those physical injuries can heal....
but they will always be 'injured' mentally and not sure if that could be cured.
haiz.

ytd, didnt join 1wk gang to go watch kung fu hustle
cos the starhub staff coming my house to install the modem or smth like tt.
i miss them so much can?
didnt get to c them during xmas is already so bad.
haiz
sorry gers....
i seems to like absent from all the gatherings.
i myself feel very bad oso.
forgive mi ok?

im ponning my stats lecture again tml.
cos im gonna help out with those packing stuffs for tsunamis victims at SPH.
at least im doing smth meaningful at the last day of yr 2004.

wun be updating for the next few days.
cos i'll be staying over at my grandma hse.
so i shall blog in advance.

actually i dun quite believe in making new yr resolutions.
cos i always fail to fulfil them.
and then i'll feel tt im such a failure for not carrying out those resolutions.
den i will start losing confidence towards accompolishing my goals.
so, y not let nature takes it course?

someone said :

" its very difficult if i have to,
but it will be easier if i want to. "

which i myself feel that this is absolutely true.

but if possible, for the new yr ahead, i hope i'll be able to :

- lose weight
- master cooking (mUahaHaha)
- overcome my fear for insects, fire, hot soups
- stop being too emotional
- try to get along more well with parents and siblings
- be more disciplined with myself
- save more $$
- do well for exams
- control my temper
- stop being anti-social

think tts should be all ba.

actually, yr 2004 to mi is quite a fruitful yr lar.

changed my plan for tomorrow
not going to sch and have lessons
cos its kuz for 3 hrs.
abit sian.

an advance happy new yr to all....
cos i wont be sms-ing to send my greetings to everyone this yr!
(cos samsung hp does not have 'send to many' function)