my story. my life

im sick
im sick
im sick
feel so terrible now
with a blocked nose
and sore throat....
omg~~~
but i dun wanna eat medicine
i dun wanna c a doc
wad should i do?

today went sentosa de palawan beach with 1 wk gang without yuni cos she's back to china.
the weather was cool but humid
so i keep sweating.
tanned for abt 5 min only cos the sun only out for 5 min.
den we took pictures with the help of 2 china guys.
den we took monorial back.
the journey was -sick-
was vibrating all the way.
and half wat thry the journey
it began to rain heavily.
oh.
we were lucky to leave palawan by that time.

after tt we go harbour front centre shop shop.
bought a shoe from VNC to wear during sch reopen.
bought a blue fila t shirt at $10 for the 9th dec event where the orphans will come to SP to celebrate xmas and i'll be helping out.
den we proceed to marina bay mrt to meet with some of 4E classmates.
only a few turn up. 16 altogether.
den got 1 uncle approached us to promote his shop and wants us to go to his shop and eat.
so he offered us a deal of $9 each person instead of the usual $10.
1 free drinks each.
free transport to-and-fro to his shop and back to marina mrt.
free 5 bottles of sparkling juice.
hohoho.
$9 for steamboat and eveything is so cheap.
is like we tan tio. cos transport were provided etc etc.
but the funny thing is the uncle couldnt pronouce the sparkling juice properly.
he pronouce the juice as " zhu "
den we were all puzzled.
"zhu?" did he mean pig?
den he keep repeating his offer since we didnt intend to take up his offer at first.
and he will go like : " we charge $9 each. each person got 1 free drink and we give u free 5 bottles sparking zhu"
haha.
mi : *thinking* sparkling pig?
haha
and he keeping saying zhu zhu zhu zhuz zhu
haha
so funny
was making fun of him all the way.

wad is the defination of best fren?
to mi....best fren is there to share my problems.
when im sad
they can cheer mi up.
when im happy
i wish to share my joy with best frens.
when i got problem
i wanna share with them so they will know wat is actually happening to mi tts y i wun leave them guessing my circumstances.
and i really hope that my best fren treat mi like this.
i know there may be some expectations that couldnt be met.
but wat is the use of having a bestfren
when one keep everything to oneself
one nv share her sadness and happiness
its a sad case to find out that actually u do not understand ur bestfren well all the yrs,
and u couldnt help in any way with ur bestfren probs not becos you cant
is juz becos u dunno wats the problem.

someone reminded mi today.
when u are having some problems,
its better to tell ur normal fren rather than ur bestfren.
ha.
den i think in this case,
bestfren will only be there to share joy and not sadness.
den i think if thats the new defination of 'bestfren'
i dun need a best fren.
all i need is a normal fren to help with each other problems.
and thats wat best fren cant do.
all i can say is.... pathetic.
cos i have no best fren.

maybe being my bestfren isnt gd
cos im possesive.
i want to know everything that is happening to my bestfren.
but....but....its becos i treat u as my best fren tts y im possesive.
if not,
why shall i bother abt u?

maybe bestfren meant too much to me.
or maybe im juz not matured enough to handle simple relationship
such as frenship.