my story. my life

yesterday 08.12.2004 wednesday.

had lunch at parkway parade with mummy and sisters.
den went home to watch tv.
den it started raining heavily at around 4pm.
was so worried that we had to cancel the jogging session!!
luckily, the rain stopped at 4.45pm
haha.
hehe.
so feeling so glad that it stopped raining cos i've been praying silently for the rain to stopped.
den meet up at wei's hse at 5.30pm.
wen and jin were late cos they were preparing the pizza and cookie.
haha. so sweet of them rite? *dun be too jealous of mi!*
ling cant turn up cos her sis going home tt nite.
den wei and jin wasnt feeling so well.
so only mi, wen and man went to jog.
it was ard 8pm already.
first time jog at nite....
gan jue bu cuo.
as u run, u feel the cool breeze....(but abit of the polluted air cos we jog at the side of the road. alot of car exhaust.)
den after jogging for like half an hour, we proceed to the market to have fruits (papaya, watermelon,honeydew and starfruit.)
feel so xing fu~~ so the fruits so sweet esp. the honeydew.
was craving for orange juice since morning. so i ordered a cup of orange juice.....nice nice.
den abt 9.30 i go home le lor.
was feeling quite lerthargic after jogging.
maybe too long to jog le.
but, i still took the flu medicine to put mi to slp.
haiz....insomnia. *tsk tsk*

today. 09.12.2004 thursday

woke up at 6.50am this morning.
was like so long didnt wake up at such an early time.
went to school cos of the event.
the orphans from some home.
60 children altogether.
yes...they are cute.
they are angelic.
but the another side of them is devil.
some of my seniors and frens start wondering are they frm hell or wad?
and they already planned not to have kids in the future...haha
~~~ gosh....really cant tahan and handle kids.

the kids reach SP at ard 10am.
went to welcome them.
but they so dao.
all dun wanna tok to mi.
den i use marker write my nick name on the masking tape to paste on my t-shirt.
den kids start laughing at mi....
cos my nick name is " housefly"
haha.
dunno why i name myself 'housefly'.
should name myself as 'firefly' or 'dragonfly'
but nvm la. all the kids know mi as housefly jie jie den jiu housefly lor.

den they started playing games and everything.
im one of the station leader for the treasure hunt.
wah....then they kids like all so hyperactive.
when they c you at the station, they will starting 'climbing' up to us.
cos they wanna get the clue to the next station.
muz do some tasks and forfeit lar.
but some boy boy starting to 'por' mi....
haha....den i give in lar.
juz call them sing some xmas songs for mi and they can go.
den got 1 particular girl, she tok very evil de.
she stand on the bench and so she's taller den mi.
mi : wah....girl girl...now u taller den housefly jie jie le leh!
girl girl : haha...you are a short and fat housefly! (smack my shoulder somemore)
mi : -_-" ya lor. i so short. * but actually wanna give her 2 tight slaps*

but on the overall, had fun with them la.
although they dun like to listen to instructions.
always makes us angry....but they are after young kids.
some of them also very 'matured'.
cos every one of the kids receive a coloured band to wear it on to indicate which grp they belong.
den one boy boy ask their grp leader : eh! y u all give us wear sex band?
pengZ rite?
haha.
den during the games, their GL oso very ke lian. cos muz do forfeit.
den muz take markers draw on the GL face and body.
haha.
tsk tsk. lucky the kids didnt like mi as much
if not i sure kanna.

send the kids back to their home.
den had 1 hour of debreifing seesion.
we were suppose to comment on the overall and tell the person in charge how we felt about this event.
den all the GL starts to complain
hahaha
all the vulgarities keep coming out.
bth~~ haha.

den got one senior say to us :

these children do not have a complete family.
they either come frm single-parent family
or they dun even know who their parents are.
den were sent to the homes during the day,
den sent back to their real house with their guradian or watever in the nite.
we invite them over for the xmas activity is to fill their life with something special, where their parents or family cant provide.
but we want the kids to know thats not the end of the world, cos they still have others like us, there for them , to listen to them and to play with them.
maybe after having the 5 hours fun with us today, they have to go back to their usual life, usual routine, facing the fact that they dun have a family.
haiz~~
felt so emotional after wad he said.
no doubt that all the GL tolerance level had increase when it comes to these kids.
maybe cos deep down, we pity them or smth like that, that we juz didnt express out.
they learnt most of the things on their own with no daddy or mummy there to teach them proper manners.
oh~~ i really feel that im really one of the fortuanate ones. got complete family. though sometimes we juz couldnt get along well.
and i dun understand why parents can bare to leave their kids alone. y bother to give birth to one when u have no intention to take care of one? so so irresponsible? y dun use proper contraception? y hurt the innocents? y? y? y? i really dun understand y.

on the overall, didnt regret to join this activity lar.
besides cca points, i've learnt alot lor.
no doubt that im actually felt so lonely on the 1st day of briefing.
i sit at the corner alone. i dun tok. i go home alone.
but today. i've made lots of frens. frens with same interest. haha. and mostly also frm my course de.
den i get to know a guy. i find him so farmiliar.
den i ask him : eh...u working at V8 cafe rite?
guy : eh? how u know?
haha. saw this waiter at V8 cafe afew times le
no wonder he look so farmiliar to mi.
haha. maybe he is that nerdy nerdy guy tt ling xin shang
haha.
~tired~~accomplished~