my story. my life

tml gotta wake up early to go sch
but i cant slp now.
i got hell loads to blog,
after reading the famous blogger xiaxue's blog.

tok abt today first ba.
meet sasa at tampines.
had ajisen for lunch.
had stupid games in the arcade.
watched the movie 'guess who'.
nice and sweet ending. love it!
meet up with ling.
shop ard.
tried on some clothes
bought jeans.
tts it for today.
spent alot today.
gosh. when can i earn them back.
i know some people ard mi were like looking for a job.
and they will go like :' aiya, u got job le still say no money'
true, i have a job.
but my job is one tt hv short working hours.
1 wk 3 days, 1 day 3 hours.
how to earn?
i spend faster den i earn.
haiz.
maybe looking for another part time ba.
but well....c first ba.

oh ya....
came across 1 joke frm the newpaper.
there this couple,
we stayed in this flat.
and the previous flat owner was a gambler.
he owed the ah longs alot of money,
without paying back the money, he sold his flat to this couple before fleeting.
and the ah longs did not know abt this.
so one day, those ah longs went up to the couple's apartment and vandalised the walls of the corridor.
using red paint, they wrote:
[to ah gou of unit #xxx
owe $ return $ (in chinese lar)
(912345678 (fone no. of ah long)]
the couple upon returning hm frm work, was obviously shocked to c those paintings.
out of anger,
the husband took out his cell fone
and called the ah long.
husband : "can i have 2 hawaiin pizza pls."
ah long : "sure. no problem. but at the end of the month muz pay mi back 4 large hawaiin pizza. fucked u!"

haha. pengz rite?
nowadays pple really getting more and more creative.

read xiaxue's blog juz now.
her recent entry was abt her, introducing her gerfren to the guy she like.
and the guy she likes, fall in love with her gerfren.
and this doesnt happen once,
but more den once. (fei hua rite?)
and she hates it when this kinda things happen.
and she states in her blog how she feels:
"It sucks for so many reasons I don't even know where to begin. It sucks because it bruises your ego, it sucks because it causes a tension between you and your friend, and you start to think bad, evil stuff about your friend that you'd never have dreamt you would (i.e: What is so good about her? Her ass is so fat blah blah). It sucks because you can't sleep thinking - what if my friend likes him back? And would I lose her because of this ... etc."

true enuff, it really sucks.
although this kinda thing didnt happen on me,
but i cant help imagine myself in this situation.
wad if my best fren fall for the guy i liked?

i know love this kinda thing cannot be forced de.
but i treat u as my best fren, tts y intro u to the guy i like,
hope u can help mi get closer to him.
but in the end, things turn out differently.
of cos, i'll get jealous,
the feeling of u betrayed mi will juz arise.
maybe, i wont consider forgiving my best fren ba.
ya. i know im bad.
im selfish.
but its difficult to forgive.
not to say forget.
its like, ur best fren snatch ur favourite teddy bear away.
no, its more complicated than that.
maybe on the outside, i tell my best fren : "its ok, wish u good luck with him"
but on the inside, i'll go "hope u guys will break up asap"
haha.
okok. i can sense rotten eggs coming my way.
but teach mi how to be a person with big heart to forgive and forget.

for mi, if my best fren intro the guy she likes to mi,
no matter how much i like the guy,
i will ctrl my feelings, not to let 'things' happen.
as in 喜欢归喜欢，但是不要发生比朋友更进一步的关系。
i know feelings difficult to control,
but i'll think of the consequences.
i dun wanna loose my best fren juz becos of that guy.

ok. think i tok too much le.
zZZ.