my story. my life

im feeling really lousy now.
and i juz dun wanna admit to the reason that im feeling lousy over.
cos if i admit,
den i feel even worst.
no, im not jealous.
no, im not desperate.
no, no, no, no, NO.
i said NO!!!!
samantha lim, cant u hear mi?
i said NO!
nothing can make u jealous.
pls behave as if u are a saint.
u dun nid to care abt wad u are thinking now.

maybe i'll feel better after sorting out my tots.
and i think, im stepping into the hidden trap again.
shit.