my story. my life

this is so scary.
i dunno what is he thinking exactly.
i dunno if wad he said was real.
he is really very very scary.
im terrified.
my imaginations are running wild.
i dare not say much
wad if he reads my blog?
will he make my life difficult.
y is he in our class?
omg~
i muz learn how to protect myself.

business law today was a killer.
i went in the test venue with 70% confidence.
and i came out with 80% confidence.
yeah~ but its the confidence that i'll fail.
there were 4 questions.
when the invigilator annouce that there will be 10 min left,
im still stucked at question 2.
that scare the hell out of mi can
and then i pratically crap thru the last 2 question w/o thinking.
argh~
this is so saddening.
i really studied for this test.
and the outcome is like this.
i hate myself.

oh ya.
and regarding the NKF thingy.
*^%$#
how come cheat our money?!!
sometimes ago, xinhui and i passed by some flag raisers.
and i did not donate money to them.
xin said that im a person with no "gong de xin" or smth like tt.

and now this nkf thingy happen.
wad does it show?
it doesnt mean that when u donate money,
the unfortunates will benefit frm our donations.
i've been in those line where i will approach pple on the street and sell some merchandise to those pple under the name of charity.
but i will get commission for every one of the merchandise sold.
isnt this some kind of fraud?
cos when a person buy that merchandise for $10.
he or she will expect the full amt of $10 to be donated to the charity organisation.
but the fact is, some of their donation is our commission.
hmm....
sometimes, it doesnt pay to be really kind.
so i nv donate, doesnt mean that im not kind.
its juz that,
there are some others channels that we can oso express our kindness.

and seriously,
i really felt a little hurt when u said that i dun have "gong de xin"
haha.
but wad is over, is over.
i forgive you!
haha.