and since we cant celebrate her actual bday due to her A levels,
we decided to celebrate it for her today instead.
gave her a surprise by appearing for the steamboat session at her auntie's house.
and again....when it comes to steam boat, we will always have to force those food down our stomach.
nevertheless, we still enjoyed and entertained ourselves in the process of stuffing ourselves with food and playing stupid games.
went home at ard 10pm.
i was so damn scared that i will miss my last bus [which is as freaking early as 11pm].
but heng ar....which i didnt miss the last bus.
and ya, im 18 yrs and 1 month
=)
meet up with my tai tai partner, sasa, in the noon.
we went bugis-ing.
i bought myself 4 tops at the cost of $66 ONLY.
met this auntie at topshop.
she ask mi whether im interested in combining the things that we buy and pay together to enjoy the 20% discount.
since i can have the priviledge of enjoying the discount without buying another piece, so i agreed.
but i think this auntie is alittle mentally unsound.
while i was trying the clothes in the fitting room,
she juz pull open my curtain and barge into my fitting room, saying "i share this fitting room with you hor."
omg. im at loss of words. shocked? angry? i dunno.
but i juz walked out of the fitting room gave sasa the 'what the hell' look.
lucky i finished changing when she opened the curtains without my permission.
i did mentioned that i watch a show with xin ytd rite.
and i didnt managed to cry despite the sad yet touching plot and storyline.
and this is quoted from xin's blog:
"sam said that she had no tears at all...think she is getting more n more cold-blooded.
haha...she is not that kind of person who would let her tears drop infront of others.she would try her very best to hold them back."
come to think of it....its been a long time since i last shed tears.
the last time when i really had a good cry is when im watchin "little brother" with jia yi.
is this a sign of mi getting more cold-blooded, or maybe i've grown stronger emotionally after a series of ups and downs i'd faced.
in the past, whenever i watched those type of sad sad and touching shows,
my tears will juz flow lor.
this time round.....
i dun even have the urge to cry le.
maybe i cried too much in the past le ba.
xin said, im those who wun cry infront of others.....
hmmm....think muz depend lar.
cos when i cry, i think i will look super duper ugly.
my eyes and nose will turn red, and this i think will scare off all the pple around mi.
so i muz control.
but sometimes, its so difficult to control, cos u will feel ur eyes burning and ur throat breaking as try to 'swallow ur tears' and not letting it drip out from your eyes.
i missed the feeling of crying,
but somehow, i already forget how to cry.
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