random thoughts.

its the 2nd week of my holidays.
its gonna end soon.
i wonder wad and how my poly frens are doing recently
since we seldom meet up.
everybody is busy with their stuffs.
camps, working, overseas trip, chalet blah blah blah.

for my case,
i always wonder why the bonding between my poly friends and myself arent as strong as my sec school frens'.
as in, in my heart, the ranking of frens will go like this :
1) sec sch frens
2) poly frens
3) primary sch frens.

am i only the one with this ranking or are there someone out there who rank like mi?
i dunno why.
but really, i dun really feel as close to my poly frens compared to my sec sch frens.
for my poly frens, we see each other in sch almost everyday.
but for my sec sch frens, we see each other maybe once or twice during holidays?
the difference in frequency of seeing each other is great,
but i still think im closer to my sec sch frens instead.
weird eh?
y is it like this?
maybe its becos "distance makes the heart grows fonder"
haha.

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we know that its wrong to judge pple.
but most of the time, we always judge pple base on their 1st impression they left on us.
and frm then on, we tend to be bias towards the person if we have a bad 1st impression on them.
isnt this a sad case?
having being judged by pple.
i hate pple who judge others,
especially when it comes to mi.
its sad hearing pple going like " samantha is a bla bla bla bla *negative comments* "
when they have only seen mi once and not knowing mi better.
there will be oso times when they judge mi positively,
but i will also not feel happy cos wad if they next time they see mi and find out that im not as good as wad they think?
well, i cant really blame pple who judge,
cos sometimes im also one of those.
but pls, next time know mi better 1st before u guys start judging mi ok?

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i always feel that its always best of couples to really know each other well before starting a relationship.

no doubt its exciting to explore the different characteristics of ur other half possess in a relationship, but i still feel that its better to know before the start of a relationship.

when u enter into one with great or detailed understanding of ur other half, then things will go more smoothly and more sweetly ba.
you know wad ur other half like,
wad he/she dun like etc.

if u enter into one w/o great understanding, then when u provoke him/she with wad he/she dun like, den it will be too late isnt it? ur the other half will be hurt/angry.
although he/she promised that he/she wun do it again,
but as i've said, a scar will always be a scar.
yadayada. pple says love overcome everything.
but i really dun think so.

dun ask mi y.
cos i also dunno how to explain.