my story. my life

when everything you see starts to spin,
when every breathe u take juz didnt seems enough,
when every beat of your heart is thumping like drums,
when you are blinded by anger,
when you are too weak to continue thinking,
when the impact came crashing down on you.....

its when i break down.

the unbearable tears.
the uncontrollable emotions.
the unspeakable tantrums.
the unexplainable guilt.
the undesirable circumstances.

the stagnant moment,
the magnanimous forgiveness.

some says its just like roller coaster ride.
but i say,


its the power of love.
yes, LOVE.