my story. my life

in hope to make myself feel better,
i try to think of the unpleasant moments.

but what i can only remember,
are the happy moments spent together with so much smiles and laughters.

i nv know i could forgive and forget so easily.


and its so tough getting to slp everynight.
and after i finally managed to get myself some slp,
i woke up, having to remind myself of what happened, and what im left with.

because i know how feeling whole feels like.
and so now i feel so lost,
as im only left with half.


what i can only do is sigh, and angry with myself for waking up from the slp.


i wish i can slp forever, and forget everything.