its really damn frustrating.
its pain and sore.
i cant eat properly,
i cant speak at ease.
i fucking hate the fact that i cant bite and chew those hard solid food.


DAMN THE FUCKING ULCER UNDER MY TONGUE.


i had enough of you. will u just go away?






not only did u not go away, u still intend to build ur nest in my mouth.








you fucking little white evil things are getting on my nerves.





i'll make sure i'll drown you to death with high concentration of salt water.

This was US, 3 years ago.


This is US, 3 years later.


Love amanda's new wall colour RED~ makes one feel loved and passionate. It used to be pink, and her dad painted the wall red all by himself.

The past tense of amanda's red wall --> Pink wall


red wall~~~~~~


looks as if we took these picture at some studio. haha




amanda, Jiamin and Samantha



this is the result of taking a picture of a moving object and a stationary object.



the sweet couple. chun and teck chiat



us and the 2 guys.



us and all 3 guys. take 1.



take 2.



teck chiat volunteer to be the camera man, trying out some artistic shoot


i think i looked pissed.



still pissed.



=)



being playful



went tcc at airport for dinner with amanda, chun hui and xin hui.



trying to read the menu with my eyes closed.



one of my favourite drink at tcc. rose juliet. (reminds me of qunjie. muahaha.)





here comes our sandwiches. BIG. Chun hui is so irritated by amanda's expression, as if amanda is going to seduce her. she says she feel like giving amanda 2 tight slaps. LOL.



i looked really retarded with my crossed eyes as i was stupidly focusing on the toothpick on my club sandwich while waiting for chun to snap this photo.



Chun's macaroni gratin. yummy



chunhui


oppx, no pictures of xin hui, cos she wasn't here yet. we started dinner without her.



lastly, thanks amanda and chunhui for the presents that they bought us from thailand! so pretty! i love it. thanks thanks!

i want to go thailand shop also! save save save $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

sheesh. i couldn't stop crying while reading her blog posts.
Together with the background song, its so heart wrenching.

http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

she's so strong, if its me, i might probably lost my will to live life as how it used to be.




after reading, i wanted so much to sms bf how much i love him. but my damn phone doesn't have any signal now cos its in the process of activating my line from m1 to singtel. only emergency calls allowed. =(



im nv good with words. but if you're reading this, want to let you know, i love you.


i wish i could wake up in your arms every morning, with you kissing me lightly on my forehead as we greet each other good morning.

although we had several issues, although we could almost quarrel over anything, deep down inside, you are still the one i need, you are the one i wish to grow old with, you are the one i want to love.

sometimes i wonder, how could i live without you?

It's been 2 weeks since school start,


i could again forsee how fast my last semester is going end.


although there only four examable modules this sem, but all looks tough!





Strategic Marketing --> must pay fifty lame shit dollars to play business strategy game. reminds me of BD. and our strategy to win is going back to SP for Ben Cho. muahahah.





Global Business --> another boring module to endure with all the globalisation shits.





Business Finace --> time value of money, future value interest factor, par value. tell me whats so interesting abt this.





Sale strategy and communication skills --> have yet to attend the lecture, but the name itself sounds more interesting and lively as compared to the rest. =)








still considering if i should buy all text book. if im going to do that, another $300 gone for maybe just 1 month of usuage.











recently, theres really nothing for me to do online. blogs which i frequently read dont blog as often anymore. so yesterday....





me "eh, i v boreed leh.... any nice game sites to keep me entertained? "


sis " go play neopets lor"








and tadah, been on neopets most of the time today. my last login was like 7 yrs ago! neopets was so hot during our sec 1 and sec 2 days.






my neopets! they are all about 2500 days old. and they are all dying! haha

my jub jub

Kiko

Meerca

i love getting the free omelette from tyrannia plateau! they look so delicious when im hungry.

yummy~

no school from tommorrow till wednesday. more time for neopets. yeah!

and oh ya, ah wei, we are all waiting for u to upload ur birthday celebration de photos!~

hee, happy belated birthday, muacks

this song kept ringing in my head today

SOMETIMES LOVE JUST AINT ENOUGH

Now, I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.

And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

(Chorus)But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

(Chorus)

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
Oh, Oh, Oh, No

4pm - deciding if i should go out

4.30pm - change into smth nice

4.45pm - make up, put on my fake lash

5.15pm - expecting a call

5.20 - all ready to go out

5.30pm - sat on my sofa, staring into space

5.40pm - received a call, hang up shortly.

5.45pm - continue to sit on my sofa, thinking if i should still go out.

6.00 pm - sms my friend, ask her if she wants to meet for dinner. changed my mind instead.

6.05pm - continue sitting on my sofa, staring into space.

6.30pm - change out of my clothes into my pyjamas, remove my make up.










i had enough of myself.

Miss my straight hair?
Its back to straight and copper colour again, just that its about 2 inch shorter.

hairdresser commented that my hair like dry grass, must chop them off and colour them darker. and tadah, back to square one.

as much as i always think that curls are troublesome, but i miss playing with my curls now. =(

say hi to my twin.

why do my night seem extremely dark.

i really don't know what the fuck i want.

i need romance novels,drama,stories to find stability and peace within me.

school starts again TOMORROW

































and i cant find my pencil case. damn it! *pull my hair*