my story. my life

and so he said:

"because you are not ambitious. and i mean, totally not ambitious at all, thats why you are afraid of coming out of your comfort zone, trying new things."


and suddenly, i felt that he enlightened me. thats the answer i've been searching for. and he revealed it to me today.


should i or should i not?



trying to swing away the negative perceptions and stereotypings of being an insurance agent.


i wanna try, yet i'm so afraid of it.

i wanna try, but yet i also want to do something related to marketing.

i wanna try, but some part of me just ask me to settle with a 9-6 job and a stable income.


i really dont know what i want.