my story. my life

came across an interesting paragraph...
wanna share it with u all :
One night there was a woman at the airport who had to wait for several hours before catching her next flight. While she waited she bought a book and a pack of biscuits to spend the time. She looked for a place to sit and waited.She was deep into her book, when suddenly she realized that there was a young man sitting next to her who was stretching his hand, with no concern whatsoever, and grabbing the pack of cookies lying between them. He started to eat them one by one. Not wanting to make a fuss about it she decided to ignore him. The woman, slightly bothered, ate the cookies and watched the clock, while the young and shameless thief of biscuits was also finishing them. The woman started to get really angry at this point and thought "If I wasn't such a good and educated person, I would have given this daring man a black eye by now."Every time she ate a biscuit, he had one too. The dialogue between their eyes continued and when only one biscuit was left, she wondered what was he going to do. Softly and with a nervous smile, the young man grabbed the last biscuit and broke it in two. He offered one half to the woman while he ate the other half.Briskly she took the biscuit and thought, "What an insolent man! How uneducated! He didn't even thank me!" She had never met anybody so fresh and sighed relieved to hear her flight announced. She grabbed her bags and went towards theboarding gate refusing to look back to where that insolent thief was seated.After boarding the plane and nicely seated, she looked for her book which was nearly finished by now. While looking into her bag she was totally surprised to find her pack of biscuitsnearly intact. "If my biscuits are here", she thought feeling terribly, "those others were his and he tried to share them with me." Too late to apologize to the young man, she realized withpain, that it was her who had been insolent, uneducated and a thief, and not him.How many times in our lives, had we known with certainty that something happened in a certain way, only to discover later that it wasn't true?How many times has our lack of trust within us made us judge other people unfairly with our conceited ideas, often far away from reality.That is why we have to think twice before we judge others. Let's always give others the benefit of the doubt before we think badly of them.
i must admit that first impression is always very important.
it always gives pple an overall picture abt u when they didnt knoe u well enuff...
thats y girls always wanna dress and look well infront of the guy she likes
and i think this apply to guys too...
ok...for mi...i m really those type of person who really care and feel sensitive to how pple comment abt mi...and i realli take those negative comments to heart....that is y i felt that i live on this world juz to please pple ard mi...and i felt real pathetic abt myself....cos i dunno if pple were speaking truth...they may be joking saying that im ugly...and i really take it to heart lor....because i always appear that kind of 'happy-go-lucky' person....and that is the reason pple thought i dun mind them saying negative comments abt mi....haiz...
the cruelty of truth....is always stabbing my heart
ok...dunno wat im toking.
and den juz now i oso read my fren blog. this is quoted from her blog :
wish there's someone now to say he love me. so that he can be with me. i want someone to be with me now. right now. i wanna say out everything that's on my mind to tat person. i want him to be there whenever i'm upset. i want him to listen to me cry. i dun want someone who will feel irritated by my cries. i want someone who's truly mine. someone who wants to be mine.
and i think...this is also wats in my mind now...
but....too bad...haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
guess....it shall be decades of yrs later and its my turn to have my 1st bf....
and by that time i shall be 55 or maybe even 65....
cannot be able to give birth anymore
cannot be a mother....
saddening...
den wats the use of having bf at that time?
my youth is gone...cant give my husband happiness.
haha...if this day should come
den i shall be the 1st to chiong to the matching making centre and get myself married off by the age of 35!!! (latest)
haha