my story. my life

i think heaven/hell/god is playing a trick on mi
or maybe they wanna planned a series of test for mi to go thru.
received another worrying news that keep distracting mi frm studying...
my grandmother had to go back to the hospital during mid may for another checkup on the other half of her breast.
they suspected "something" to be there.
gosh~~
y cant those " something" juz leave my grandmother alone?
she already had lost her left side.
y muz pple suffer so much when we get old?
isnt it the time when pple can finally enjoy life after they worked so hard for the past 30 over yrs?
i juz cant understand.

haiz.
alot of tots running in and out of my mind.
juz cant settle down to study for my econs test this friday.
ya.
maybe i shouldnt continue studying
since im prepared for the worst.