my story. my life

quoted from 933 DJ Cruz Teng's blog.

"When you’re so deeply in love (or infatuated, duh!) with someone, you might choose to believe. And when you choose the wrong things to believe and the wrong signals to pick up, you send yourself to the gallows of pain.

When the rosy picture you single handedly painted is tainted with a dash of reality…When the tinted shades you have been wearing can no longer filter the lights of truth…The one suffering would be the enthusiastic painter and the na?ve shades wearer."

i absolutely agree with him. there can be many possibilities and outcomes from an action of a person. and yet sometimes, we choose to believe things in our way, ignoring the rest of the possibilities. and when things go wrong, its mi, who made the decision at the start, gets hurt. part of the reason of why we get hurt is because we hold high hopes.
maybe this teach us a lesson, that is, nv have high hopes for every decision made.
haha. at least, its a lesson to mi, after being dissapointed for so many times in my life.
no, im not pessimistic. im juz reminding myself, protecting myself thats all.

i finished reading another novel "Where Rainbows end" by Cecelia Ahern, the aurthor of 'P.S I Love you'
i love the story.
its funny yet touching.
after reading, it juz tell mi that no matter how fate meddle with ur life, whats urs, it will eventually be urs.
they missed alot of chances to be together,
new pple enter and stay in their life.
but in the end, the 2 of them still end up with each other, although its at the age of fifty something years old.
love is simple yet complicated.
and it takes alot of courage to accept and receive.

and today i read another sentence which i wanna share again.
" People come and go and we know that this happens, yet we get such a shock when it does."

dun u pple agree with this sentence.
death is a certainty of life.
once being brought into this world, be it human or animal, we all will die. its juz a matter of time.
we know this, dun we?
but why is it so hard to accept the truth when it happens?
i wonder if animals feels the same way as us human.
will they feel anything when someone (in animals case, its 'some-it') close to them had left the world.
its the feelings within us that is making us feel this way.
thats why we are human.
feelings. thats the word.