Friday, July 30, 2004

scary things happened today.
stayed back in school till like 7 oclock to discuss project.
and we were sitting on a bench in front of the room.
the room got nobody inside. the school is oso quite empty n quiet lor.
den i got 1 fren got 3rd eye. her name is germaine.
and i was sitting in front of her.
suddenly, the 5 of us felt very cold at the same time.
den germaine was like start to feel very uneasy.
den she keep staring at the space behind mi and her face start to turn pale.
den she keep hinting to mi behind got 'something'....
and i was like pretending to be calm but actually my heart inside keeping saying amitoufo...
den germaine suggest that we leave the bench
and we 5 ran out of the school to dover mrt station.
upon reaching, she told us that the 'something' was staring at us in the room
but the rest of us saw nth in the room lor.
den i was like...*chill* n goosebumps popping out....
erm...dun wish to tok abt it liao
scary sia

Thursday, July 29, 2004

CAs in 2 weeks time.
stress.
pimples poping out again, n u knoe wat it means
time pass real fast
can't believe that i've actually attended school for 1 month.
4 weeks
20 days.
2 cca
>20 frens.
haha.
but...i still feel tt im anti-social
can't really mix ard with the class
sad-ed
stupid mi
hope things will be better.
have juz finished brainstorming for the new r idea.
pple have sling bag, but sometimes still carry files in their hand
so we decide to make 1 sling file....
haha
hope this new idea of mine can work out.
u know im not those creative type.
haha
so

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

well, changed my blog skin le. cos thr were some problems with the previous 1...but i love the previous one better than this 1 leh....haiZ...had western food for lunch + breakfast at food court 4....yummy...nice n delicious, especially the mashed potatoes. den meet up with xin hui. den chatted a bit. after that. i was supposed to meet rony and qun jie at dover mrt to go to china town together. and that qun jie was late. *bad impression* haha....den sat the North East Line for the 1st time of my life....everything was nice....except for the 2 lame guys beside mi crapping lame jokes...can't stand them...haha...i was so fasicinated lor...haha....the NE line train's seat was damn comfortable lor...air-con was cooling...haha...ok lah....i sound like a mountain tortoise here....

den we reached chinatown. it was raining lor...but we still continue doing research thr lah...i tell u china town was damn messy n squeezing...the shop all selling ulu things...no pple buy de lor...i winder how the vendors survive up to now...den went to the food street...cos we doing research thr mah...den we go and ask those sellers how much is the rent of renting a store per month...n guess wat...i think u wun belive ur eyes, juz like i wun believe my ears upon hearing the amount...its $7000 per month....its so ex lor...n the stall is juz like a push cart like tt only...though they say they can earn alot thr when there is crowd...but a raining day like today will spoil their day cos they dun have a shelter thr n pple will get drench.....

after discussing abt our plan to promote china town, we go back lor....n thats my day lah...juz saw the news say a guy jump down from the platform at bishan mrt stati0n. n he died. sad-ed.


Tuesday, July 27, 2004

dunno wats wrong with my blogall the posts are like all over the place.
have presentation today
one word : sux.

after sch went changi airport
cos dun feel ike going hm early
was all alone thr chilling
haiZ...sian
den went to take s'pore map to study
den ask the information counter got detailed info on chinatown mah...
haha...
den dey dun hv the booklet le...
den the girl keep apologising
service attitude very gd lor....
my dream work in the future will be like her
working in the airport, providing services
n see tourist n foreigners smile upon hearing singapore
haha...

Sunday, July 25, 2004

*looks out of the window*
seems like the dark clouds like to gather together now a days....
going to rain le...
haiZ
i wanna go F.I.R autograph session c c look look
no body accompany mi...
sad-ed
loneliness is accompanying mi again.
 
i hate loneliness....
y can't the world be fair?
y is there a big difference between life of my sisters n mi?
sometimes....i really hate myself
hate my mum
hate my frens
hate everyone in this world

 
you suck, and that's sad
you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.

which happy bunny are you?
brought to you by
quest taken frm jia's blog :

[NOW]
happy or sad:  neutral
sleepy or awake: awake
hungry or full:  neutral...at pH7 haha
dirty or clean:  quite clean
sick or healthy:  healthy of cos!

[WHAT]
you last ate: pear and cherries
you last drank: H2O
you wearing now: hang ten tee and a shorts
are you thinking of: how to do my econs tutorial and project
are you wishing for: more time to spent with my friends. more money to spent. slimming down. become prettier
do you overuse: liquid paper and cash
do you take for granted: almost everything...

 [WHO]
do you miss the most: mL + sasa, one wk + 2 days, mr naufal, mrs tan and the colleagues @ bengawan solo and my dog jacky
do you love: family, mL, sasa, one wk + 2 days
do you feel most happy with: mL, sasa, one wk + 2 days
makes u sleep: teachers, monks n nuns
makes you cry: frens...when they cry, i cry too.
makes you angry: sisters, sometimes mummy
enlightens you: myself
illl-treats you: no body lah...if got...sure report police liao
are your good friends: mL, sasa, one wk +2 days, + new frens in my class

[WHEN]
is your birthday: 28 sep
loved one's birthday: daddy-11 nov; mummy 14 june; michelle 16 jan; maggie 8 apr; melissa 5 jun; wenna 16 feb; li ling 19 may; mandy 19 sep; shi jin 28 aug; shun wei 16 july; sasa 14 nov; amanda 17 nov; xin hui 8 oct; chun hui 20 aug; jia min 19 oct; yuni *oopZ* ; zhi yi 2 aug
is your wedding anniversary:  got pple want mi den say
is the happiest day of your life: erm...im happy most of the time...as for happiest...maybe haven reach ba..
is the last time you did something for the first time: erm... on 19 of june during orientation camp...1st time hold hands for half n hour with a guy....for time kana piggy back by a guy
did you last swear:  erm...forget liao...maybe juz now, maybe yesterday when we were locked outside the school gate
did you last cry: yesterday...when saying gd bye to mL b4 leaving sch n breaking the promise of visiting sasa...

[HOW]
do you break off with someone: nv try this b4
do you overcome depression:  cry silently
do you live your life:  juz live it cos i can't end my life for nth
do you make friends: smile and start toking to them
do you pass your time: watch tv, slp, chat, surf
do you pass your exams: study, memorise
do you find yourself: fat n ugly, ugly n fat

[WHY]
do you normally get angry: erm...got very little patience and get irritated easily
do you cry: maybe cos i feel tt im being treated unfairly, or maybe somebody misunderstood mi and refuse to forgive mi; in pain; stress; loneliness
are you who you are: cos im who i am *lame quest*

Saturday, July 24, 2004

today.....
sad, happening, tired and happy day.

had lessons at 1pm
n it edned on 5 pm
meet up with xin hui, say yao n li ling at dover mrt.
den we sat train to kallang mrt.
half way thru the journey,
chun hui called and said that we cannot enter the school cos we were late.
wat the hell?
we were liked come all the way from diver juz to celebrate manjusri b day lor.
n the way they treat us is
lock us outside the sch gate!!
f**k lor
can't get to see yuni giving her speech
can't get to c how the choir performance
n the worst thing is tt it start to drizzle.
then mi n mL went to seek shelter.
after a while mr Lim said tt he will let us in after 15 mins.
haha....the irritated xin hui keep cursing n swearing saying tt she will not come back to manjusri again...
den 15 min later, gate open le....
finally
went in to seat seat tok tok
den take the o level cert
den after tt went airport for dinner
before leaving the sch,
hugged mL for the last time...
dunno when to meet each other again
haiZ
the worst thing is i broke a promise.
i promise clar that i will go back to sch to c her..,..
but i didnt get to c her.
sad-ed
den she say she'll try to forgive mi
haha

den we ( 4e classmates) walk to aljunid mrt lor
half way met yao guang n chuan hai
so chat with them abit.

den go airport.
packet burger king to the viewing hall n eat
were like crapping with xin , chun, yuni, chee san, wei liang, kennie, jin kai n more lah
the turkey bacon burger was very nice.
haha
will have more of tt next time
den the guys start playing with poker cards
den got police petrolling lor
haha
cheesan faster keep the poker cards lor.
den we joke abt wat if we were catch by the police
n we have to squate in the prison
damn funny  lor

den when going hm tt time
xin keep pulling pple who is tanner den her to take foto with her
cos she not happy tt i always look fairer den her when taking phots
haha

den go home le lor
leg was damn pain cos of tt stupid shoe

yeah~~
tml sat le
but this means tt i will have to pia thru all the tutorials agian
haiZ
everyday is a sian day!

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

doing my econs project now....
haiZ
sianz

saw po chien today
he changed a lot leh
he wearing colour spectacles lens
and he dye his hair
erm
looking more matured lah
den recall back the days of sec 1 n  2
whr mi always quarrel
n he always bully mi....
haha
i muz say both of us are childish at that time.
:)

den go jurong point walk walk with xin hui
ya...
spent $$ again
bought a pink colour tee frm yellow @ $20
ex rite?
but very nice leh....
den we bought the same shirt back

n the next thing is
i had my second ear hold poked.
haha
not tt pain lah
quite sastified with the result

lastly
im god-damn-tired

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

finally finished my IDEA masterpiece
dunno whether teacher can c which part of my drawing im making or not.
today is a long day
had stas, management and econs tutorial.
-tired-
yeah!! tml only have lessons frm 9am to 11am
'.'v
but after tt gotta stay back do econs project
'_'~
-sianz-

Monday, July 19, 2004

yozzie...
juz back frm sch
hehe
got japan lesson tts y so late.
soyonara!

Sunday, July 18, 2004

im watcing the charity show on chn 8 now.
jack neo was swallowing burnig charcoals i think.
i think this shows the stupidity of human beings.
when u wanna help others, help in a healthy ways lah!
wat for do all this dangerous n disgusting acts?
its not touching at all!
if u have a heart, u would donate upon seeing the short previews of those real life story
where u get to see how the children are suffering.
dun his tongue hurt?
omg...the worst thing is he stick out his tongue to lett pple see those charcoals on his tongue.
haiZ
they are doing the wrong approach
putting actors n actress life in danger to save n help sick children...
its not meaningful at all.
haiZ..
dun say le...the more i say the more angry i got.
anyway
i really cant stand the way they are doing every year.
it sucks!
kayz
today was slacky
went to heartland mall
den went balastier for movie.
watch BROTHERHOOD.
so happy
cos its my first NC16 show
finally.
 
kay...the show was saddening, touching n bloody.
its abt 2 brothers and a promise.
they are being forced to join the south korea army when the war break out between sounth n north korea.
den the younger brother have weak heart
den the elder brother keep wanting to send his younger brother back home
den he make a promise with the commander
say if he can earn himself a medal
den he will let his younger brother go.
but, if u wanna earn the medal, u muz kill the commanda of the north korea army.
den the elder brother finally kill the enemy liao lor.
den got the medal
but then by tt time he got the medal, he become a totally changed person.
erm....in terms of character lah...become more vicious.
the only thing didnt change is he still love his brother as much as last time.
but his younger brother start to hate him cos he is a total stranger to him liao.
n the story continue
too much to type...
but in the end the elder brother died lah.
haiZ...tts the sad thing.
he shldnt have died.
n the thing is....
both brothers are handsome!!!
haha
muz go c
very nice.
the next show i wanna c will be...
clara n connie
garfield
windstruck
nice to c....but the tix is ex.
haiZ!
$$$ where r u?

Friday, July 16, 2004

finally its friday....
n its 16 july....
today is shun wei b Day...
happy b day to her!!^-^
 
im having problems with the dial up connection recently...
so fed-up.!!
finally settled myself down on Effective Communication Project.
formed a grp.
with 2 guys....
1 of them is indonesian n the other is s'porean
n thr can only be 3 in a grp.
so im the only girl.
haiZ.
days gonna be difficult
cos i got this conception that doing project with guys is  #*^&*%
but no choice,
gonna resign to fate.
 
n we do abt smth on tourism.
our mission is to promote chinatown
n i told them i nv been to chinatown b4.
n they pengZ...
they laughed @ mi.
the indonesian guy say that im an 'unique' sporean.
haha.
cannot meh?
sad-ed ( learn frm clarissa)

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

went for the movie 'mean girls' @ cinneleisure today.
nice show.
muz watch!

actually wanted to go hospital visit my grandfather de...
but didnt go in the end...
felt so guilty.

sch today was light n easy.
had two hours of creative lesson in an air-coned room
filled with big bean bags to sit n lie on.
what are we supposed to do?
think u guess oso cannot guess the correct answer.
we were supposed to draw on a drawing paper.
n drawing anything, anyhow.
haha.
but i half slp half draw lah.
the place is so comfortable...
den had lab lesson for statistic.
haha
tutor was very funny lah.

ya.
i went to bangawan solo today again.
for for abt 3 mins only...
cos i go thr to buy fruit cake.
haha.
yummy!

can anybody give mi a sense of creativeness?
i cant draw anything creative...
not to say make a creative 3-D clay model with wat i draw...
somebody..
save mi!!!

juz read my blog i had last yr.
remind mi of lots of things.
my crush, choir, syf, friends, everything.
feel like crying after reading it.
cos...it reminds mi of growing up.
it reminds mi of nice days in school.
reminds mi of tedious choir practices.
reminds mi of the un-understandable chapters of physics, bio n chem.
reminds mi the of moments with *him*
haiZ.
though the days were busy,
but i am happy.
give mi a choice...
i will choose to stay on with that kind of life...

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

n i forgot to mention smth.
xin hui is down with flu again
hope she will get well soon!
ya... babes n hunks out thr
dun blame mi for not updating for long.
blame my stupid dial-up connection.
cannot connect to the net.
shit.

seems like nth special happen to mi nowadays.
n today, half way thru my tutorial
bengawan solo (parkway) called mi.
i tot they want to call mi go back work lor.
den after lesson
i return the call
den it was siew chiong who called mi lor.
n she say she missed mi!!
haha... felt so sweet at that time...that i could actually be 'missed'.

den after i end my lesson for the day, i meet xin hui.
actually wanted to go home together de...
but in the end we go out.
ya.
go parkway to have a bite.
den on the way go visit bengawan solo.

i think tts all ba.
yeah! tml lesson 9 to 1.
shiok.
will catch the movie 'mean girl' after tt ba...
sayonara!

Saturday, July 10, 2004

had pizza hut for lunch at sch today with my classmates.
its very cheap lor.
cannot get use to the pricing system of singapore poly.
everything is so cheap.
haha.

den had lectures n tutorial.
understood most of wat the lecturer is saying.
felt so happy.

after sch go bedok with xin hui.
cos feel like drinking bubble tea.
den we go NTUC shop den she go home, i go hv dinner with my mother @ singapore post.

n tts my day.
boring.

Friday, July 09, 2004

dun feel like blogging today.
n its damn cold today.
-sneeze-

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

okay.
today was an easy day.
had 2 hrs of IDEA lesson
n 1/2 hr of stats tutorial.
n tts the end of the day.
haha. shiok rite?

after tt hav to wait for xin hui to finish her lecture @ 1 o clock cos mi, she n chun hui going out ma...
den wait for her lor.
while waiting, mi n hui xian go main library.
n we were like 'malu-ed' ourselves lor.
cos 1st time mah
everything oso dunno.
den keep laughin n laughing.

den xin hui ok le
we go take enrolment package den go meet chun hui
went to wisma to eat mac
tell them some ghost story.

den go heeren shop
bought a new pair of ear ring
den took neoprints
den jiu go home
cos too tired le.

haiz...mummy called mi juz now
she ask mi join student union.
den i told her i joined cscc liao.
den she say its ok.
so i now have 2 ccas
cscc
n student union.
wow...
that will keep mi busy for 3 yrs.
=D

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

ya.
today is the 2nd day of sch.
nth special happened.
juz tt i bought 2 text bks which cost $69 althogether.
n the text bk we need it only for 6 mths.
hahaZ
wat a waste of $$...

den had japanese food for lunch juz for $2.80
cheap rite?
ate terriyaki salmon
yummy.

den went to the cca fair.
after rounds n rounds of walking
finally leave my name down @ CSCC
community service cultural club.
really had a tough time making decisions.

ya. got smth to mention here.
saw a very digusting man on the trian today on my way to sch.
he was digging his nose, digging his ears n scatching his body throughout his journey.
omg. like tt still nvm.
after digging his nose n ear
he juz rubbed his hands against the chair lor.
OMG!!
how dirty can he be?
even though its an empty seat besides him
i still dun dare to sit...
think of this
i really wonder
is it save to seat in a mrt train
*ponder*

tml lesson starts @ 9 and end @ 1pm
will be meeting xin hui n chun hui.
so long nv c them le...

n i saw wei taim yun sheng n hui ru in sch today.
haha
so happy
cos was like really very long didnt see them le
eversince the bbq session we had a few mths ago....

on the overall
today was a nice day
cos it rain
n it was like so windy
sort of cool down my tense n nervous mood.
heeZ
tata
ya.
today is the 2nd day of sch.
nth special happened.
juz tt i bought 2 text bks which cost $69 althogether.
n the text bk we need it only for 6 mths.
hahaZ
wat a waste of $$...

den had japanese food for lunch juz for $2.80
cheap rite?
ate terriyaki salmon
yummy.

den went to the cca fair.
after rounds n rounds of walking
finally leave my name down @ CSCC
community service cultural club.
really had a tough time making decisions.

ya. got smth to mention here.
saw a very digusting man on the trian today on my way to sch.
he was digging his nose, digging his ears n scatching his body throughout his journey.
omg. like tt still nvm.
after digging his nose n ear
he juz rubbed his hands against the chair lor.
OMG!!
how dirty can he be?
even though its an empty seat besides him
i still dun dare to sit...
think of this
i really wonder
is it save to seat in a mrt train
*ponder*

tml lesson starts @ 9 and end @ 1pm
will be meeting xin hui n chun hui.
so long nv c them le...

n i saw wei taim yun sheng n hui ru in sch today.
haha
so happy
cos was like really very long didnt see them le
eversince the bbq session we had a few mths ago....

on the overall
today was a nice day
cos it rain
n it was like so windy
sort of cool down my tense n nervous mood.
heeZ
tata

Monday, July 05, 2004

ok. 1st of all, happy youth day to all.
those pple who didnt have to attend sch today
hope that u have spent today wisely n fruitfully.
cos...in the next few yrs or so...
there wun be any youth day for u again anymore...
juz like mi...
so dun take youth day for granted.
-sobz- no more youth n children's day for mi le
really regret i didnt cherish the feeling of youth day n children's day.
n now...i really wish i can have 1 more children's day and let mi be like a child to play n enjoy all day...

today was the first day of sch.
had tutorial first den followed by 2 lectures.
the new modules introduced to mi was like -blur-
all abt management
whr u have to crack ur brain n squeeze out all the juices of ur brain n think of an innovative idea to answer the question.
haiZ.
tot business was easy.
n i was wrong.
but at least its better than those boring science courses which not not interested in.
tts y i choose a business course.

saw my daddy on my way to dover mrt today.
he say he couldn't recognise mi cos i was wearing contact lenses instead of my specs.
n he ask mi if i joined the student union recruitment camp or not.
its like he expect my answer to be 'yes'
but...i dunno if i shld join student union or not.
feel like joining the community service club
oso feel like joining the bebating club.
omg.
if i dun join union
daddy n mummy will be very sad de.
how leh?
most of my siblings already confirm joining union...
and they are waiting for my decision.
ARGH! i hate making decisions!!!

Sunday, July 04, 2004

pple who dun have to go sch tml
enjoy ur youth holiday...
cos u wun have it next time
juz like mi...
so dun take it for granted!

-sobz-
no more children's n youth day for mi!
pple who dun have to go sch tml
enjoy ur youth holiday...
cos u wun have it next time
juz like mi...
so dun take it for granted!

-sobz-
no more children's n youth day for mi!
boring.
nth to do.
cannot slp
cannot eat
cannot play
cannot everything.
somebody....
help mi!!

tml start sch le.
finally....
today was a happy n crazy day for mi...
cos today we had picnic session @ eastcoast.
the only sad thing is...
shun wei didnt turn up.
which i think tt she had missed all the fun today.
the reason she didnt turn up was : she had smth on.
tts wat she told wennna...
erm...no comment

woke up early today.
den prepare the sandwiches.
made a mess in the kitchen n livinh rm...cos i was watching tv n @ the same time making the sandwiches.
den went to meet clar n jamula and we took shutter bus to parkway.
den all meet le we walk to east coast park.

the weather was gd.
very windy.
den started eating.
simply delicious.
tts wat i can use to describe.
clar's brought sphagetti.
her mummy make de...yummy! had the best sphagetti so far for the past 16 yrs.
mandy made macaroni with myonnaise. yummy.
wen fried read bean spring roll n harsh brown. yummy!
ling steamed n boiled hot dogs. yummy
jin bought vegetarian curry, vegetarian carrot cake, and salad. yummy!
n after the first round of eating, we were all like very full liao. but the problem is we still had alot of food left over.
haha. so we slowly eat lor...force the food down our stomach.
n ya. 4get to mention...jun kai bought the drinks.
haha.

den after eating, we start taking pix with man's camera.
den we started to scribble on the sand with drawings n letterings.
den play ard lor.
den it start to drizzle.
but luckily it enderd fast.
den mrs kong roller blade all the way frm fort road to parkway.
haha. she so steady lor.
den after tt shi jin left for her movie n left the6 of us there.
den we clear up the mess and crap ard.
was introducing them lame n childish games i leanrnt frm the camp.
n they were like can't stand mi liao...
haha.

den we go parkway for ice-cream.
yummmy!
guess i'll gain weight after today.

den i go clar hse with junkai n man to slack a little well.
watch chn u programme @ 9 oclock where it feature XU CHUN MEI.
den went hm le.

haiz...after today...i think we wun get to c each other as often liao.
cos everybody start sch le.
i have my own lesson
they have their own lessons.
time very difficult to meet together.
n when we part, we were like...
haiZ...
dunno when's the next time we can meet again...

lastly, today, 4th july is JERRY de bday.
shall wish him a happy 17 bday!

Friday, July 02, 2004

juz came back frm the chalet.
well...only mummy n two of my brother turned up.
n obvoiusly the two useless brothers didnt take care of mi, they went to play with others.
hmph!
lucky got mummy there to chat with.
well, she's a great mummy cos she feed mi n barbequed chickens for mi! thanks alot mummy!
but whr is my cute daddy?
he didnt come today...sad.
then i was liked can't stand the boredom cos nth to do.
den i called daddy ( my real father ) to come n fetch mi back.
haha.
i think tts abt it.
tml got pinic session with mL+sasa+junkai tml.
@ east coast.
eastcoast again. BORING.
good luck to those having cheena exam tml!

Thursday, July 01, 2004

juz in case in missed mi, im back here to blog again.
today was the last day of the orientation.
finally.
and the programme for today's orientation is SP flag day.
for the President's Challenge 2004.
n i was like situated a NUS.
NUS is damn huge lor.
but the thing is... there is not much pple thr
den business was like not gd.
but got generous pple oso got stingy-like-hell pple lah.
erm...amt collected was oso not much lah.
take alot with my 2 other frens today.
tok abt boyfrens, ghost stories n stuff.

after tt went plaza singapura with wen n ling.
haha.
was like going to the toilet after every 15 mins.
maybe theres smth wrong with my bladder.
n the whole way thru we were like speaking english.
poor ling have to try so hard to adapt to us.
haha.
it was like eversince the start of orientation,
i began to speak more english than chinese because there are malays in our class.
n now i feel really comfortable in speaking english lor.
was speaking quite fluetly compared to last time during sec sch days.
den we took neoprints.
but wasn't really happy with the pix cos the printing of the machine suxs lor
n its oso very lagged.
so dissapointed lor.
promised i'll nv go back to the machine again
hmph!

tomorrow going chalet with the CORE camp pple.
ya. i missed them
miss the fun n sense of united.
meeting my mummy n daddy n the rest of my brother n sisters @ bedok.
hope i'll have fun tml!