Tuesday, May 31, 2005

today lesson starts at 9am
ended at 5pm.
god-damn tired.
im so not used to waking up early and slping early now.
i got strict and boring lecturers.
double sian.
i hope i'll love my class.

Monday, May 30, 2005

*yawnz*
its monday.
the first day of yr 2, day 1.
sch starts at 9am.
but it was tutorial, ended 20 min later.
but next lesson is at 12pm.
so diao rite?
muz wait so long for the next lesson.

went for the cca fair thingy.
wanted to join pool and snooker.
and they accept year 2!!!!
but their cca day is on wed 3-7pm.
my wed de lesson end at 11am.
and i have work at 6pm.
i was so sad can?
my time-table totally sucks!
its all not 3 not 4!

pon my lecture at 1pm
cos i totally got no mood for sch.
monday blues u see.
so went shopping with xin at ps and tm.
and i splurged on U2 jacket, Gio net top and 1 OP skirt.
its all on sales!
but daddy gonna pay for my jacket and skirt.

received a call from my boss,
she asked if i could work on friday and sun instead.
and i said yes,
which means i can sign up for the pool and snooker.
yeah~~~
but i gonna wait frm 11am to 3pm.
kaoz, really sian.!!!!

met my mum for dinner at breeks.
den proceed to watson.
bought the loreal lip gloss.
so nice can!!!

last sat,
wen,jin,sasa and man came my house to watch dvds.
my boss's daughter and monster-in-law.
wasnt really watching.
we were chatting in the middle of the show,
so i didnt pay attention to the movie.
man was late, so she have to come to my house herself.
instead of bus 14, she took bus 12,
and she ended up at some ulu place.
took a cab here in the end.
haha. blur mandy.

before they left my house,
wenna almost spoil my toilet bowl!!!
but lucky jin was there,
she repaired it for mi.
thanks ger, muacks!

Friday, May 27, 2005

didnt blog for the past 3 days due to extreme fatigue, both pysically and mentally.
ya, its the freshmen orientation program.
everything on the overall, i can say it sucks la
the organising committee's not organised enuff.
i know im in no position to say smth like this, they put in alot of effort,
but well, we all have eyes to c isnt it?

well, im the class fac for DAC04 together with xin, emiline, yiling and kw.
1 class 5 facs
which i feel its not effective and ineficient.
other class only have 2 to 3 facs, we have 5.
so when it comes to decision making,
most of us have different opinions, thus makin it quite tough to make decision.
another prob is the 5 of us were not close.
the other 4 frm the same class,
and i only know xin and emi.
the other 2 i only saw them twice.
didnt tok much.
and obviously, due to some reason, the 3 of us(mi, emi and xin) dun really like the other two.
im not sure if the other 2 will accidentally read my blog or not. but i think its kinda obvious tt we dun like them lar.
and i think the people in DAC04 have a little attitude problem.
its difficult to get to know them thoroughly, yet we muz try our best to bond these pple together, cos they're gonna face each other for the next 3 yrs.

i dunno wad SIN i'd commited in the past because im choosen to be the game master for army warfare game out of abt 40 to 50 facs. and i've got to stand in the sun frm 9am to 5pm.
im so so so burnt now. my face is red. and soon it will turn black. omg. im look so ugly now. like a clown with red nose. but besides red nose, i have super red cheeks and red forehead. i was so shocked and i look into the mirror. and after like running and walking around the multi purpose field frm 9-5pm, i still have to rush back to work with my burnt skin and breaking legs.
i started coughing more often. medicines didnt helped much.
aNd oh ya,
half way thru the game,
one of the freshies injure his shoulder.
he fell while he's running
and he 'somersaulted'
landed on his shoulder first.
the most diao part is he continued to run despite the injury.
den after everything, his class fac say he injured.
den the right side of this shoulder is straight, but the left side is pointing up.
oOO. pain. called for ambulance. but the ambulance was like took forever to arrive.


the 2nd day of orientation is at the convention.
it was cold in the morning as its raining.
and we had to listen to those speeches for the second time (we heard it last yr)
had Mr and Ms SB.
well our class got elimated in the first round.
cannot blame. they dudnt prepare anything. unlike other classes, their Mr and Ms SB brought their clothes and props. one guy even dress up like roti- prata-teh-tarik guy.
ours totally NTH.
and when our class representative went up the stage, no body bothered to cheer for their own classmate. i was like so dead. y these pple no respond? they are pple frm their class leh.
after tt, went SB to collect tins for flag day.
the whole process seriously sucks.
the queue was messy.
1st they call facs to go into the room
den they ask us to get out
den when its finally our turn,
i took everything excpet for the tin sign out form.
someone called mi back
and the vice chair of this FOP gave mi that super fierce and irritated look.
hey come on! is she a bitch or a bitch?
we are humans, we make mistake. i think she made quite alot of mistake but y muz give mi tt bu shuang, fierce, and irritated glare?
do i owe u anything?
u thing u like tt pple will likw scared of u?!
oh, pls fu*k off.
rush off to work again.
this time round,
think due to the weather,
the flu bug moved up frm my throat to my nose.
i started having running nose during work.
it was damn uncomfortable and irritating.

and today,
i reach chinatown at 730AM.
my job is to supervise and facilitate the flag day for DAC04.
while they were selling flag,
xin, emi and i were like slacking our time off in macdonalds and OG.
ended everything at 1.30pm and returned back to sch to count the amt collected.
the 3 of us (xin emi and mi) were like siao char bo.
so retarded can.
dunno y suddenly so high.
anyway, our class collected $870.03 only.
haha.
think emiline can forget abt winning the optical mouse cos the highest collection im our class is $79+ only.

im a chinese,
so my full name is Samantha lim Xiao wei.

if im an indian,
my full name is SAmantha daughter of yew soon.

if im a malay,
my full name will be Samantha bte Mohammad yew soon. *hahahahaha*

while on the way home in the train,
we tok abt names. discuss at our national anthem.
and we remembered tt when we were i primary school, during flag rising or flag lowering, we will sure sing the national anthem. sometimes, trying to compete with the person standing beside you, c who sing louder. so in the end, everybody was like shouting instead of singing. so enthu sia. haha. but when we go up to sec sch, nobody sings. y is it tt we will feel weird and pai seh singing the national anthem?

and i also remember when i was very young,
everytime i finish doing my big business in the toilet or into the potty,
i will start calling out for my maid like this :"auntie clean backside for mi"
and even if my maid ensure mi that she will come like 5 min later,
throughout the whole 5 min of waiting, i go"auntie clean backside for mi" continuosly for the whole 5 mins"
haha
now think of it, so pai seh.
still nid pple to clean backside for us.

joke of the day :

there's a conversation between A & B at SP multipurpose field.

A: finally there's a place for pple to play crickets in SP.

B: crickets? u mean the insect?

A: no lar, its a kind of sports lar. u know wad, it originated frm india.

b: issit?!!! from INDIA?!! den y is it not call cricket-neh?

wah kao. this is damn bloody hell lame.
den y roti prata call roti prata instead of smth like "roti prata-neh?"
argh.
tired le.
zZZ.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

bought a new phone today.
samsung X640.
well....
its not the phone i really want.
but due to my careless-ness and forgetful-ness
my parents dun wanna get a ex fone for mi.
boo hoo~~~

my dad wanna buy 4D in the afternn.
but when he reach the place to buy 4D,
he realised that today is actually a monday!!!
hahaa.

Monday, May 23, 2005


one of the little boi boi in the tour grp. he speaks slank and perfect english. sometimes, cant really catch wad is he toking. but i think he looks a little bit like wen hao. haha Posted by Hello

my tour groupmates foto. *spot me!!!* Posted by Hello

if u think these are fishballs, den u're wrong. they are actually chicken rice balls. Posted by Hello

dun u think the leaves of this tree looks like starfruit? Posted by Hello

the view from the hill slightly lower den bukit timah hill. Posted by Hello

my 'luggauge' Posted by Hello

my weapon to conquer boredom. but it didnt helped. cant read on the bus, cos i get dizzy when reading. Posted by Hello

the view outside my room. Posted by Hello

the hotel swimming pool. Posted by Hello

the balcony Posted by Hello

the really small toilet. Posted by Hello

the bedroom. Posted by Hello

the small kitchen in my room. *messy. tsk tsk* Posted by Hello

my room's little living room. the extra bed infront with the green cushion on it is actually meant for my maid. no space for extra bed in the room. Posted by Hello

this time round, frm big to small bubble. *we were BORED!* Posted by Hello

we were too bored. so we played with the bumble gums we were chewing. from small bubble to big bubble. Posted by Hello

in the bus, on the way to tuas (2nd link)  Posted by Hello
back frm malacca.
gosh.
got sick and sunburnt.
argh!!!

the tour guide was kind of cute.
as in the way he speaks.
but sometimes he almost hypnotised mi to slp in the bus while he is explaining the history.
we visited 2 temples, the malacca bee farm, did shopping at mahkota shopping center and went to the historic places where the pple of holland used to govern malacca.
shopping was not fun and shiok because the time given is only 1.5 hrs and the shopping centre was like 2 to 3 times of singapore's jurong point.
bought a small bag and 2 tops.
my parents sponsor. =)

the hotel was so so.
it was kind of small,
but it gives mi the feeling of singapore 3 room HDB flat.
got living room, kitchen and balcony.

the food was fabulous.
wad was even more fabulous of the price for this whole package tour.
1 person $100.
includes 1 nite accom0dation, 1 breakfast, 2 lunch, 2 dinner.
the places we dine in was quite class, their food were really yummy, maybe except for the chicken rice.
but wad more can u asked for when u only paid $100 rite?

besides the sunburnt part,
i can say that i enjoyed this trip to malacca.
but i didnt get to mi sasa.
haha.
no fate.

Friday, May 20, 2005

have been having weird dreams....
well, its not counted as nightmare.
but whoever appear in my dreams and done smth scary,
i tend to be wary of that person in real life.

and last nite,
i dreamt that i went to have my belly button pierced.
2 days later,
black curly hair starts growing out frm my belly button!!!
gross rite?
anybody, pls interpret wad does this dream mean?

going malacca tml.
back on sunday nite!
tata!
i have some tots in my mind now.
it shows tt im thinking too much.
but anyway, maybe i can share with whoever who wants to read it.

有时候,我觉得, 如果我是个自私的人就好了。
不必考虑到别人的感受,狠狠地去达到我想要的快乐。
身边的人高不高兴,快不快乐,是他们的事,不管我的事。

自私的人也许会感到内疚,但是他们达到目的的快乐, 远远的超越愧疚感。
所以我觉得,自私的认是世界上最快乐的人。

但另一方面,又有谁会想和自私的认作朋友呢?
没有朋友也许会不快乐,
但是,他们的成就感会让他们快乐。
别忘了他们是自私的人。
什么都为自己着想就好了。
他们并不在乎朋友的感受,
所以,朋友对他们来收是多余的。

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

woke up at 9.40am today.
its bloody hell early can.
plus the fact tt i slept at abt 5am
but no choice.
i've to get out of my bed to register for my general elective module which starts at 10am.
muz chiong for the module i wanna take because places are 1st come 1st serve basis.

and so, at 10 am, i logged in my account.
but i cant choose the module i wanna take
cos there is smth wrong with the computer system.
i got fed up after trying logging in and refreshing the page for abt 100 times.
i picked up the phone beside mi and called the school to ask/complain abt the computer system.
but the bloody hell line couldnt get thru.
so i got freaking pissed, i shut down my computer, and went back to bed.
received sms frm the sch, saying that due to technical fault, the registration will be postphoned to 3pm.

so i went back at 3pm, thinking that everything should be alright.
but hell, i was wrong.
the system still wasnt working.
i almost wanted to buy kerosene and burn the school down!
wads the problem with the computer system?!
and finally after refreshing the page and re-logging in for the 500th time,
i managed to register for the module tt i want.
the luckiest thing is, i took up the last vacancy.
the happiest thing is, the module is scheduled on friday, during the 3 hrs break. which means tt i wun be wasting that 3 hrs of my time doing nth.
and the most relieving part is, hui xian taking the same course with the same time as mi.
tt means i got company, and i wun be so sian.

if you are wonderin y i sound so angry and vulgar than usual,
den i muz tell you,
its because of the hormones.
yes. to be exact, its PMS.
get it?!
if u dun, pls go bang urself against the wall.
and pls stop telling mi PMS= pre-marital sex.
u will c mi running after you with a chopper in my hand.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005


the S & k shirt.  Posted by Hello

the new slipper which i invested on. say its nice and i'll love you. Posted by Hello

the perfume i juz bought today. can u smell the scent? haha. Posted by Hello
i used up the last little bit of my angbao money today.
bought a pair of slipper, shirt and perfume.
hmm....
samantha lim shall hereby declare broke for the rest of the month and will continue to live by eating grass everyday.

meet up be my 'tai tai' khaki, sasa.
haha.
and yes, we are can be the potential tai tai in the future.
had kfc $2.95 meal and we begin to shop at suntec.
tried on many clothes.
lame ard the mall again.
walked to raffles mrt to get my perfume.
and den go singapore post find wenna.
after meeting wenna,
we went to this fashion try on some skirts and stuffs.
decided not to get anything till june becos tts my mother's bday month and we can enjoy 20% discount.
and yes, we took a cab back home again.
this time round the driver remembered to on his meter.
his not retard. haha. but he's damn enthu dunno for wad reason.
after sasa alight, i told him where i live and he began telling mi stories of the place i lived used to be his kampung.
den show mi all the different road name and tell mi wad it use to be in the past,
which i wasnt really interested.
the past is the past.
u tell mi so many,
i oso cant c the real picture.
but dun forget im a very friendly girl,
so i decided to laugh along with him,
reply and nod as he continue telling mi his " long time ago...there used be bla bla bla"
im good.
so love mi!

received a call frm the FO comittee members and they say tt im selected to be the game master for windy dog game.
omg~ y so suay?
tt means i wun be able to c the pple in the class im incharged the first day.
sianz.

Sunday, May 15, 2005

i felt so fat now.
argh.
been eating and eating non stop eversince thursday.
and i feel like puking out my whole gastric.

working in the icecream shop is a sin!
a SIN!!
yesterday, my colleague serve a angmoh.
the ang moh ordered triple scoops but wanna take away de.
but my colleague gave him triple scoops having here de.
so, no choice, we have to give him his take away triple scoops.
so the original triple scoop have to be eaten, since we cannot put back cos the 3 scoops were 'mix' together.
who eat?
i eat!
cos my colleague is sick, so cannot eat.
boo hoo~~~

and before working,
i went to amanda's hse to celebrate teck chiat bday.
we had swensens ice cream cake.
ICE CREAM AGAIN!!!!
omg~~~

before the ice cream,
we have steam boat.
and there were hell lots of ingredients in the steam boat.

after my work,
which is abt 9+,
my parents suggested to have prata for supper.
i went with them cos i missed the ice milo there, and with NO INTENTION to eat.
but upon reaching there,
the tissue prata tempted mi.
and i haven had my dinner....
so....
so....
think u all guessed correctly,
i had the tissue prata.
hohoho.

a sin....a sin....a sin.....aH!!!!

the best thing that happened yesterday was being able to c my 1 week gang.
nothing beats the feeling of being able to have them right infront of my sight,
eating steamboat together, playing 'zhong ji mi ma' to finish up the food, watchin and 'sabo' chun hui eat vege (she hates vege), threatening xin of stepping on her injured leg, seeing how jia min gobble down her food and huggin amanda goodbye when catching my bus. i love u guys. and i know u guys will love mi no matter how FAT i m. haha.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

should i or should i not?
i juz have to go there and tok,
tell them y i deserve their offer.
its a slim opportunity i know.
but its still an opportunity, a difficult-to-come-by chance.
many pple muz be fighting for that chance, including mi.
but y m i still pondering if i should give it a try?
cos 期望越大,失望会更大
but the timing juz clashes with my schedule.
oh....
maybe i should juz leave this chance to fate.
if i can make it to the place b4 3pm,
i shall pluck up my courage and go for a try.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

  • fried rice
  • baby tomatoes
  • samosa
  • nuggets
  • stuffed mushroom
  • potato salad
  • edamame
  • vege dumpling
  • mushroom soup
  • sour plum pasta
  • agar agar
  • potato chips
  • fruit punch
this is wad i had today. and till now im still so bloated. felt so guilty at the same time.
*look at my stomach* how much exercise must i do to remove the calories intake today?

had a very wonderful day today.
mL+ sars gathering.
ate like crazy,
chat like crazy,
laugh like crazy,
havoc like crazy,
*watever u can think of* like crazy.

happy moments dun last.
parted at 8pm
wonder when's the next.
but i know it wun be fast.
maybe the next holiday?
haha.

learnt how to fried rice today at sasa house.
i think, this is the first new yr resolution tt i carry it out.
haha.

gonna have another gathering this sat.
1 wk gang!
celebrating tc bday.
but the sad thing is i have to leave early as i have to work at 4pm.
boo hoo~~~~~

juz got to know which class i've got into.
so lucky that most of my classmates got into the sameclass as mi.
tt means tt i wun be left to die alone in the new class.
*phew.

check out the time table,
it seriously sucks.
wed lesson is juz 1 hour. (10-11am)
and fri, i've got another 3 hours break in between again.
gosh~
time realli pass so fast.
sch gonna reopen again sia.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

been posted to marketing management.
hurhur.
MARKETING MANAGEMENT.

at this point of time,
i start asking myself.
will it be better if i study tourism management?
it has always been my interest.
but for the sake of my future's job prospect,
i think marketing management is a better choice.
well....in life, its all abt decision.

so 2 yrs later, i'll graduate with.....

Singapore Polytechinic
Diploma in Business Administration (Marketing Management Option)
well...provided that i can make it lar!
so lets see wad are the courses i have to take next yr.
Second Year (Marketing Management Option)
  • Business Law
  • Marketing Research
  • Quantitative Analysis
  • Financial & Management Accounting
  • Report Writing & Presentation Skills
  • Selling & Sales Management
  • E-commerce management
  • Human Resource Management
  • Principles of Supply Chain management
  • Cost & Management AccountingFinancial Management
  • Understanding Cross Cultural Diversity
  • Customer Behaviour
  • General Elective Module

wah....no comments.

gonna have a mini picnic with mL+saRs at sasa house tml.

finally its a gathering where ALL OF US will turn up.
yipee!

went to school for FO thingy today.
ok. nth worth elaborating
so i'll juz fast forward to nite event.

ok. its not an event.
its so called a routine.
went ah ma hse for dinner.
mummy didnt go cos she was having headache.

and when we were leaving,
in the lift,
we met our old neighbour.
and he told my father : "wah, ur eldest daughter (me) look more and more like her mother ar".

wad he said, let mi have a gd thought with myself.
pple always say tt i resemble my mum.
maybe its becos of my size.
well, if not, i cant c the reason y they keep say i resemble her.
she got big eyes, i got small eyes.
she got double eyelid, i got single.
i got smaller nose den her.
ok, if u insist that i resemble my mum,
den maybe we both have thick sexy lips.

in terms of character,
im totally different frm her oso.
im soft spoken, i give in easily.
she's different.
she's fussy at times, but im not.
blah blah blah.
in other words, i think i take after my dad much more den my mum.
den i tell my sister :" i think its quite lucky that i didnt inherit mummy's bad points."

and my sis cleverly replied : " mummy got good point meh?"

and i opened my eyes BIG BIG and look at her like this --> O_O!!!

on the way back home, in the car,
i told daddy wad my sis had said.
and ask him wad is mummy's good points.

he think awhile.
and said:
"ur mummy good point is, when she is enthu abt one thing, she will spent all her day doing the thing. for eg, she is so into my sis gameboy that she hugged and played with it the moment she reach home till she tucked in."

" ur mummy is usually generous when it comes to money."

"ur mummy agaration is bad. one person meal she can cook like 5 person's serving"

and he goes on and on with all the bad points.

so to my daddy,
although theres some bad points he cant stand,
its like those bad points are considered as good points le.

maybe, tts really the life of 2 loving married couples ba.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

before the clock strike 12,
juz wanna wish all mothers happy mothers' day.

this yr mothers' day
i didnt prepare any gift for my mum.
juz prepared the awful dinner on thursday
and an icecream cake.

i muz admit that being a mum is the toughest job on earth.
first, she had to suffer for 10 months,
and bear the pain of giving birth.
next, she muz face the fact that she may nv regain that wonderful figure she had b4.
she had to wake up in the middle of the nite to feed milk
she have to save and sacrifice some for her money and time spent of herself juz to take care the baby.
and when the baby grows bigger,
she have to supervise the studies of her child.
and when the child is at his teenage yrs,
they will begin to find their mother a nag.

wah...
u do other jobs outside,
u are being paid for ur contributions.
but being a mother,
its all 24 hrs contribution
and yet no money in return.
some even worst,
they are being abandoned by their own child after bringing them up.

i haven said happy mothers' day to my mum.
and guess
after blogging this,
it will be past 12 le.
so this yr,
its a miss.
haha.

sometimes,
i really hate my mother for the strict control
i hate her for not putting herself in my shoe
i hate her for being my mother.

but other times
i realised,
im so fortunate to have her.
she worries for mi,
she cares for mi
juz tt she express in another way.

but most of the time,
wad she says actually have a very huge and direct impact on mi.
or should i say,
i actually very zai hu how she tink of mi,
i wanna be the best ger in her heart
but somehow
i dunno wad is she thinking most of the time.
if she says im not gd,
den i'll admit tt im really not gd.
i dunno why,
but thats they way it is now.
whenever my mum smiles at my achievement,
it doesnt matter to mi how big or small the achievement is
becos i've got her smile.

im always telling myself to defy her for once
but failed terribly
cos i dun wanna hurt her.
even though if i succeeded in defyin her,
im not happy at all,
i couldnt enjoy wad i was doing
cos all my heart is thinking
she's not happy.
and i made her unhappy.
and i've gotta face the music again when i got home.

to my mum, whom i love and hate at the same time,
know u wun be able to read this,
but dun worry,
i'll take care of u
juz like wad u did.
happy mothers' day!

Saturday, May 07, 2005

seriously,
the truth hurts.
though i didnt show how i felt on the outside,
but i felt so sad inside.
like all efforts gone down to the drain.
i was anticipating smth good frm my mum's comment abt the dinner.
but she said:"u want to hear the truth?"
and i know its was smth negative.
shant further elaborate.

well....
wad to do?
maybe the fact that i cant cook will always stay with mi.
not gonna cook anymore
cos dun wanna torture those pple gonna who try my cooking
this is not giving up.
its juz...
not wanting to know the negative comments abt my hardwork/heartwork again.
*shattering heart*
maybe i shall juz stick to making sandwiches only for picnic sessions.
haha.
or maybe juz sponsor some potato chips.
i terribly sad-ed.

gonna go out for dinner now.
celebrating my ah gong's b day.
byebye.

Friday, May 06, 2005

ah.
back frm jin's dance performance.
she's great.
really fantastic.
maybe too long didnt c her le.
tts y when she appeared on the stage,
i have the urge to cry.
but the feeling was funny and it somehow touched my heart like how a mother would feel when she c her child performing on stage.
its the feeling of proud and touched 1.
frm sec 1,
we have been performing on stage together.
be it the choir performance, teacher's day performance or wadever else performances,
we have always worked hard together,
stand on the same stage together,
enjoy the fruits of our hardwork together.
but this time,
its a different case.
she is alone, with her other frens.
and yet,
she can still do so well.
its like watching ur child grow up and mature.
the sense if relieve is hard to describe in words.
maybe im too kua zang.
but thats exactly how i feel.
a few yrs back,
we didnt expect and imagine this day would come.
we (ling, man, wen), as audience, are cheering and clapping for our best fren, shi jin.
haha.

before going to TP for jin's performance.
went sasa hse.
played mahjong and daidee.
she cooked fried rice for us.
haha.
den watched President Wee Kim Wee's live telecast on his last journey.
well, personally, i've saw him quite a few times.
my grandfather used to be a chef in the istana,
cookin meals for him.
and he nv treat my grandfather as his worker.
he treated my grandfather liked his friend.
he attended my parents wedding,
which caused the relatives of my mum to change their perception of my dad.
becos last time my dad was poor and they sort of didnt really want my mum to marry my dad.
Dr Wee Kim Wee even visited my grandfather when he was sick.
and im really touched and grateful for his contributions.
*salutes*
may u rest in peace.

yesterday,
i prepared western food as mothers' day dinner for my family.
its an early one because we will be dinning out on sunday.
well, though my mum didnt comment on the food,
but i guess she was happy.
cos its my first time, standing in the kitchen for 3 to 4 hours,
juz to prepare this dinner.
of cos, i have 2 helpers with mi to aid the process of marinating and cooking.
w/o them, i guess the dinner will not be a smooth 1.
maybe the chicken will be half cooked only.
haha
thanks clarissa and xin hui.
*muacks*
fashion
You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're
confident, independent, outgoing, and love
attention. You might become a star one day. All
the girls like to follow in your foot steps
because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't
care about anything. You make the rules, never
follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy.
That could be bad. But keep the attitude.
That's what makes you, you.

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seriously, if im prettier,
my character will be like the above mention.
but theres smth which is quite true,
its my attitude!
haha

Thursday, May 05, 2005

exams result out!
quite satisfied and happified!
geeZ.
no D this time!

Information Application in Business 2 [A]
*not a computer idiot anymore.

Fundamentals of Marketing [B]
*abit dissapointed la. cos have high hopes for this. sobz

Economics [B]

Statistics for Business [B]

Effective Speaking Skill [B]

Character Developement [B+]
*wad the hell? its only B+? whrs my moral?!!

Principals of Accounting [C]
*most satified de. cos always tot i will fail this module!

Critical Reasoning Skill [C+]

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Cumilative GPA [2.93]
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Distinction [>=80]

A [>=80]


B+ [75 to < 80]


B [70 to < 75]


C+ [65 to < 70]


C [60 to < 65]


D+ [55 to < 60]


D [50 to < 55]

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

sometimes, i wonder if wad i did was mean.
mean in the sense that, i've hurt somebody (from wad i've said/done) to make myself gain frm something or to make myself happier.
but other times i oso wonder that,
y cant we be mean to people?

seriously, i always feel that humans are selfish.
dun ask mi y,
i wun bother to give my long explanation.
everyone wants to survive in this harsh world.
and sacrifices have to be made.
but bear in mind that the sacrifices we made doesnt have to be something of our own.
it may be the feelings or the other party etc etc.

but normally, we wont show the mean side of us to pple.
and today, frm work, i've learnt a lesson.

theres this lady with fabulous figure came in, stood in front of the ice cream for sometime, tried almost all the flavours of the ice cream, tell mi that she dunno wad to choose, den start telling mi those ice creams will make her FAT.
ok. i mean, if u already step into this shop, u have the intention to eat icecream liao, den y bother so much abt how fattening the ice creams are.
besides that, she's not FAT. if she's FAT, den wad m i?
sometimes i really wonder, THIN pple who keep saying they are FAT FAT FAT, are they trying to mock at my horrendous figure? i mean its like, they are indirectly shooting mi.
u may say im sensitive.
ya! im SENSITIVE! can?!

ok. back to the lady. finally she decided on wad to buy.
and she requested for bigger scoop.
in my heart, i go like : " who is the one who say ice cream will make her fat?!"


and after she left the shop, i started complaining her to my colleague.
blah...blah...blah....
in other words, im saying bad stuffs behind people's back.
this make mi a very mean person.
but i found out that,
by doing this mean stuff (saying bad stuffs behind pple back)
i started to feel better.
and i begin to ask myself y?
is it because im born to be a mean girl?
i really hope its not.
but finally, i come out with a logic that which seems quite true to mi.
and the logic is :
"sometimes, we have to be mean to pple to achieve emotional balance."

we'll be emotional imbalance if we are always good to people.
some people dun deserve our kindness.
this is when we can be mean.
as a librian,
being emotionally balance is impt.
therefore,
to me, being mean to people occasionally is nth wrong.
well, to u, it may be an excuse.
but to mi, this is L-O-G-I-C.

results out tml.
argh.
bless mi!


Tuesday, May 03, 2005

woots~~
was browsing thru those fotos taken when i was young.
i think tt im real cute during those days.
but no longer now.
boo hoo.
its really surprise to c all those cute and demure actions i posed infront of the camera.
but as i grow older,
i grew uglier as well.
feel like burning all those fotos taken during primary school days.
my hairstyle is those real short ones,
like a mop on the head.
with my small eyes and thick lips.
my dad was pratically laughin at mi the whole nite and he called mi "ah tu"
i ask him y he called mi tt.
den his reply was.....
"cos pple c already will vomit. so call u ah tu!"

)(*&^%$#@!
hmph!

and oh ya.
my mum said tt i've took part in the cutest baby competition at eunos cc when i was young.
haha.
and guess wad.
i've got 2nd.
cool rite.
didnt reallly expected tt and i couldnt remembber a single thing abt that competition.
and i really wanna know who got the first
and c how he/she looks like now.
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Romantic - You know exactly how to melt your date's heart. Romance comes naturally to you and is an important component of any relationship you have.
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3. Romantic
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Sunday, May 01, 2005

im super high now.
cos i've juz bought the energy concert tix with my dad's credit card.
i love him so much.
bot the $88 one.
cos i think it doesnt really matter if the concert is held at indoor stadium, cos its like u still can c at different angles of the hall, compared to the suntec city concert hall.

ytd i attended the western food class.
and we went the wrong timing.
its not our fault actually,
cos the teacher initially told us our slot is the morning slot.
but we still attended the morning the slot.
im so thrilled to find out that one of the device in my kitchen is actually an oven.
which means tt i can cook and bake alot of food with it.
this shows that i dun cook in the past because i dun even know tts an oven.
think abt it, i felt so shameful abt it.

today, i attended the vanilla cupcakes.
easy to make lar.
the diao part is
i forget to put in the vanilla essence when mixing the eggs and stuffs.
omg~~
haha.
laugh till i peng.
so im baking vanilla cupcake without vanilla essence.
but the end product tasted quite gd.
quite successful.
because its my end product mah.
haha.

met a demanding and idiotic customer ytd at work.
because my boss was scooping durian icecream for 1 angmoh.
but because the durian icecream in between got alot of air
so the ice cream scoop looks very big.
i must say that im usually very generous when scooping ( especially to shuai ge. haha )
but this idiotic customer (its a couple) who ordered a double scoop (soursob and belgium chocolate),
looked at the angmoh's durian icecream and complained that wad i've given him is too small and little.
infact, its already quite alot. (tts wad my boss says)
they loooked rather unhappy abt it,
bo bian, my boss ask mi give them a little more and left the counter.
i gave them more soursop.
and they said : "wad abt the chocolate? give us more lar. so stingy!"
)(*&^%$#@!
WAD THE HELL?!!
if only i could roar vulgarities at them,
throw the double scoop icecream straight on their face,
paste the money they gave mi on their icecream smeared face
and kick them out of the shop.
argh!!!
they say im stingy.
wad abt them?
u 1 more, pay more lar.
wonder y this type of pple like to disgrace themselves out at public.
buay ta han.

today biz very gd.
sold alot of of tubs of icecream.
supposed to close shop at 9pm
but people keep coming in.
so in the end close at 9.30pm
tired!

my dad wanna bring us to malacca on 21 to 22 may.
he insisted
but i dun feel like going.
sianz.
should i or should i not?
any one wanna join mi to malacca?