i know i shouldnt be blogging at this time.
but i really dun have the motivation to study.
this shouldnt occur to mi now.
no matter how much sleep i got, i still feel so sleepy.
i spent the whole afternn study fiscal policy.
spent the rest of the afternn sleeping and watching tv.
-_-"
had crs test this morning.
as freaking early as 8am
was half awake during the test.
wrote on the social developement unit in singapore.
crap all the way. dunno wad i writing.
but wads over is over.

im so scared to hear my fone ringing away at nite.
im so afraid that he called mi to chat again.
i dunno exactly wad i want.
i want someone who will care for mi and tok craps with mi when im down, when im lonely.
but too much of care and concern frm him actually makes mi feel disgusted at times.
funny. isnt this is wad i want in the first place?
den y m i feeling like this now?
y m i starting to feel that he is irritating?
y m i starting to feel so disgusted by him?
y m i starting to give him excuses and avoiding his call?
but the problem is....
y i cant reject him?!!
maybe its becos at this end, i tried my best to destroy my feelings for him
but at the other hand, the care and concern is mending up the destroyed feelings.
gosh.
wad on earth is happening.
y i cant get him out of my mind?
i dun want this to happen.
but nth can stop.
i know have the 'tiao jian' and is in no position to say this,
but i still believe that looks still matter to mi.
he changed so much. as in his physical appearance.
im so scared that if i meet him,
all my dreams i used to have will become shattered glass.
i have to wake up and face the reality.
no. i dun want this.
but how long can i avoid him?
wad muz i do so that he wun call mi so often.
argh!!~~

gonna go back to my notes again.

-ihatemyselfforlovingyou-

i know i shouldnt be blogging at this time.
but i really dun have the motivation to study.
this shouldnt occur to mi now.
no matter how much sleep i got, i still feel so sleepy.
i spent the whole afternn study fiscal policy.
spent the rest of the afternn sleeping and watching tv.
-_-"
had crs test this morning.
as freaking early as 8am
was half awake during the test.
wrote on the social developement unit in singapore.
crap all the way. dunno wad i writing.
but wads over is over.

im so scared to hear my fone ringing away at nite.
im so afraid that he called mi to chat again.
i dunno exactly wad i want.
i want someone who will care for mi and tok craps with mi when im down, when im lonely.
but too much of care and concern frm him actually makes mi feel disgusted at times.
funny. isnt this is wad i want in the first place?
den y m i feeling like this now?
y m i starting to feel that he is irritating?
y m i starting to feel so disgusted by him?
y m i starting to give him excuses and avoiding his call?
but the problem is....
y i cant reject him?!!
maybe its becos at this end, i tried my best to destroy my feelings for him
but at the other hand, the care and concern is mending up the destroyed feelings.
gosh.
wad on earth is happening.
y i cant get him out of my mind?
i dun want this to happen.
but nth can stop.
i know have the 'tiao jian' and is in no position to say this,
but i still believe that looks still matter to mi.
he changed so much. as in his physical appearance.
im so scared that if i meet him,
all my dreams i used to have will become shattered glass.
i have to wake up and face the reality.
no. i dun want this.
but how long can i avoid him?
wad muz i do so that he wun call mi so often.
argh!!~~

gonna go back to my notes again.

-ihatemyselfforlovingyou-

back frm genting.
anyone out there missed mi?
haha.

this trip down there was actually more fun than the previous 2 trips.
cos we get to do things we liked without much control of my parents.
so i ended up spending quite alot on shopping!

watch the movie 'hitch' there with my sis.
nice show.
the theme park oso have new thrilling rides.
think i tried all the rides there le ba.
the only thing that made mi pek chek is the long queue for playing those rides under the sun.
gosh.
think i got a little sun burn on my face,
and my nose is so red!!

sasa was there at genting too.
but we didnt manage to c each other.
haha. no fate.
but we tried contacting each other lar.
obviously it failed.

spent almost half of the 2nd day in the arcade playing car racing (daydona -- like tt spell?) and time crisis.
tired.
but i practicallly slept my way frm sg to genting and frm genting back to sg.
brought my jap coursebk and access notes along to study.
but i didnt!!!
so i gonna pratice my access now.
tata~

boohoo~~
its the last day of sch.
last day of yr 1.
last day of attending lectures and tutorial with my class.
next yr gonna split liao.
sobz.

finally, finished all projects.
had character developement presentation.
hope it was funny enuff to let my classmates have a good laugh.
haha.
enjoyed my presentation lar.
interesting.

had our last lecture of the day.
but it ended quite early lar.
a grp of us sat in the lecture hall to chat till 4pm.
(mi, hx, jy, wh, sl, qj, jw and celine.)
gonna miss my class so much.
dunno who my new classmates will be.

went parkway with xin to meet chun.
shopped for awhile.
she wanted to buy anniversay gift.
but my bag so super heavy.
so i was like very tired ans shagged.

i dunno y my heart feel so heavy now.
izzit becos of exams?
izzit becos we gonna split class?
or izzit becos....

i really dunno.
im vexed!

anyway, wont be in singapore for the next 3 days.
will be going to genting
and will be back by sunday nite.
gosh.
gonna pratice access for Monday ICA.
but i cant retrieve those databases frm blackboard.
hell.
think gotta go sch early to do last minute practice on monday.

before i go,
gonna wish everyone out there a happy good friday.

feeling rather emotional now.
exams gonna start in 1 wk time
but i still got no motivation to study despite waring myself that i'll gonna repeat the module if i fail.
my heart and mind wanted to get down to serious work,
my my limbs juz wouldnt listen to mi.
after the exams
will be officialy the end of poly yr 1.
so fast.
tml will be the last day for our class 1a21 to have lessons and lecture together.
kinda sad. feelings for this class grow within mi frm dunno when,
although i tot i was the anti-social in this class.
and soon, yr 2 sem 1 will start again.
and i will have new classmates.
its like i gonna start the life of yr 1 again,
muz go and know my new classmates.
i used to think that making frens was an easy task.
but gradually, i find that its really hard for mi to make new frens within a short period of time.
its so tiring.

pls, let those small little tots leave mi alone now and give mi a space for studying.
[gasping for air]

i dunno why suay things always happen straight in a row for mi.
its so saddening.
yeah.
thx to my forgetful-ness.
i lost my thumb drive.
i left it in the BizIt library and forget to take it out with mi when i leave the library to go my jap lesson.
gosh~
nth feel worst than now.
only hope that the person who toook it can return mi cos its a gift frm my uncle.
but think its kinda impossible.
humans are greedy.
where can i find the same type of thumbdrive?
at this very moment, i only wanna say 1 word:
-FUCK-

my uncle juz now deliver my lappy to my house.
and he also tok to daddy abt my grandfather condition.
its another bad news.
lung cancer stage 3.
the doctor said that even after those chemography and radiotheraphy,
the max he can hang on is 5 yrs.
5 yrs only.
i really dunno how to react upon receving this news.
its like so sudden.
should we break the news to him?
we decided not to so he still can clinge to the hope of recovering after those chemography and radiotheraphy.
pple. tell mi wad to do.
im really scared.
scared of losing someone so dear to mi.
he says he wants to c mi get married.
he is waiting for the day.
i want to show him my husband, my children.
but will god give mi and him the chance?

im scared.
really scared.
the fear is burning inside mi.
i feel that im contradicting myself now.
i dun wanna know exactly wad happen,
i wanna run away frm everything,
yet im still worried, and wants to know exactly wat happen.
pls...
i dun wanna hear bad news again.

m in the Biz IT library now.
its super duper boring.
i cant study!!~
therefore....tada~ blogging here again.

juz finished my effective speaking test.
well.
think im crapping lar.
tok on premarital sex and plastic surgery again.
sianz.
gosh~
another half an hour more b4 xin ends her lesson.

i feel so slpy now!!!!

wanted to study today.
but.
haiz.
i didnt.
*guilty*

changed blogskin again.
yeah.
instead of studyin, i changed blogskin.
ok. shall be more motivated tml.
at least touch abit on my accounts.
jia you!

finally.
FOM presentation is over.
well,
things turned out so unexpectedly.
but wat is over is over.
no use asking who's at fault or who should be responsible.
really had a great yet diffucult time working with you guys.
sok, wen hao, desmond and rony.
we finally finished.
thats worth celebrating!!
hip hip hooray!

ok. the happy part is over.
here comes the sad part.
the operation my ah gong had recently was no use.
he still have to go thru radiotheraphy for 1.5 hrs everyday starting frm 2 wks later.
soon, his hair will drop.
he will feel weak.
he will feel nauseous.
its a torturous and painful process.
i cant bear to see my once-so-healthy ah gong to become this state.
y him?

learnt frm ling and wen.
somethings i wanna blog which i dun really wanna share should be blogged like this:

lao ge. i dunno if u will be able to read this. but if i really can read, then i oso think its time to let you know. but i think its kinda impossible for you to know this. 4 yrs ago, i start to have feelings for you. i tot its only a crush. i tot i'll soon forget you after you graduate. i tot i really really forget you when we just didnt contact each other for the past 2 yrs. ya. thats wad i really tot. and obviously i was wrong. eversince we contacted each other again 1 month ago. memories that i buried deep in my heart keep flashing back and playing like a film without sound. sweet and sad ones, i dun care. i think u have no idea how deep u've hurt mi when u told mi that u like the other girl. asking mi for suggestions and listening to ur woes on her. but i dun wanna be ur burden after all the problems you have. thats y i rather keep all these sadness to myself. dun worry, i never blamed you before. cos i juz dunno how to blame you. maybe its because i really like you ba. think u also have no idea how pain and sad is it for mi to really arrive at the decision of giving you up. yeah. several nites of slping on wet pillow, drenched by my tears. sometimes i oso wonder y is it u that i like? dun ask mi why, cos i myself haven found out the real answer. whenever i have nth to do, i'll think of you. and this will make mi wanna cry because, from now on, i can no longer continue to develope further feelingd for you. cos i dun wanna be hurt again and again. i bet with time with ur sms reply. and the time also tell mi not to clinge on to hope because i lose the bet with time. u didnt reply during the give time period i've set. from then on, u will only forever to my brother, and no more other. i'll only be your sister. you keep wanting to meet up. but i keep finding reasons to reject you. i dunno why cant i meet you face to face. maybe cos ur physical appearance really change alot compared to 2 yrs ago. sorry to say that, maybe looks matter to mi too. i have no courage to face you. or rather, theres a fear within mi that i sort of cant conquer it.
goodbye.
really goodbye.
i dun wanna be hurt again.
never.

finally.
FOM presentation is over.
well,
things turned out so unexpectedly.
but wat is over is over.
no use asking who's at fault or who should be responsible.
really had a great yet diffucult time working with you guys.
sok, wen hao, desmond and rony.
we finally finished.
thats worth celebrating!!
hip hip hooray!

ok. the happy part is over.
here comes the sad part.
the operation my ah gong had recently was no use.
he still have to go thru radiotheraphy for 1.5 hrs everyday starting frm 2 wks later.
soon, his hair will drop.
he will feel weak.
he will feel nauseous.
its a torturous and painful process.
i cant bear to see my once-so-healthy ah gong to become this state.
y him?

learnt frm ling and wen.
somethings i wanna blog which i dun really wanna share should be blogged like this:

lao ge. i dunno if u will be able to read this. but if i really can read, then i oso think its time to let you know. but i think its kinda impossible for you to know this. 4 yrs ago, i start to have feelings for you. i tot its only a crush. i tot i'll soon forget you after you graduate. i tot i really really forget you when we just didnt contact each other for the past 2 yrs. ya. thats wad i really tot. and obviously i was wrong. eversince we contacted each other again 1 month ago. memories that i buried deep in my heart keep flashing back and playing like a film without sound. sweet and sad ones, i dun care. i think u have no idea how deep u've hurt mi when u told mi that u like the other girl. asking mi for suggestions and listening to ur woes on her. but i dun wanna be ur burden after all the problems you have. thats y i rather keep all these sadness to myself. dun worry, i never blamed you before. cos i juz dunno how to blame you. maybe its because i really like you ba. think u also have no idea how pain and sad is it for mi to really arrive at the decision of giving you up. yeah. several nites of slping on wet pillow, drenched by my tears. sometimes i oso wonder y is it u that i like? dun ask mi why, cos i myself haven found out the real answer. whenever i have nth to do, i'll think of you. and this will make mi wanna cry because, from now on, i can no longer continue to develope further feelingd for you. cos i dun wanna be hurt again and again. i bet with time with ur sms reply. and the time also tell mi not to clinge on to hope because i lose the bet with time. u didnt reply during the give time period i've set. from then on, u will only forever to my brother, and no more other. i'll only be your sister. you keep wanting to meet up. but i keep finding reasons to reject you. i dunno why cant i meet you face to face. maybe cos ur physical appearance really change alot compared to 2 yrs ago. sorry to say that, maybe looks matter to mi too. i have no courage to face you. or rather, theres a fear within mi that i sort of cant conquer it.
goodbye.
really goodbye.
i dun wanna be hurt again.
never.

finally.
FOM presentation is over.
well,
things turned out so unexpectedly.
but wat is over is over.
no use asking who's at fault or who should be responsible.
really had a great yet diffucult time working with you guys.
sok, wen hao, desmond and rony.
we finally finished.
thats worth celebrating!!
hip hip hooray!

ok. the happy part is over.
here comes the sad part.
the operation my ah gong had recently was no use.
he still have to go thru radiotheraphy for 1.5 hrs everyday starting frm 2 wks later.
soon, his hair will drop.
he will feel weak.
he will feel nauseous.
its a torturous and painful process.
i cant bear to see my once-so-healthy ah gong to become this state.
y him?

learnt frm ling and wen.
somethings i wanna blog which i dun really wanna share should be blogged like this:

lao ge. i dunno if u will be able to read this. but if i really can read, then i oso think its time to let you know. but i think its kinda impossible for you to know this. 4 yrs ago, i start to have feelings for you. i tot its only a crush. i tot i'll soon forget you after you graduate. i tot i really really forget you when we just didnt contact each other for the past 2 yrs. ya. thats wad i really tot. and obviously i was wrong. eversince we contacted each other again 1 month ago. memories that i buried deep in my heart keep flashing back and playing like a film without sound. sweet and sad ones, i dun care. i think u have no idea how deep u've hurt mi when u told mi that u like the other girl. asking mi for suggestions and listening to ur woes on her. but i dun wanna be ur burden after all the problems you have. thats y i rather keep all these sadness to myself. dun worry, i never blamed you before. cos i juz dunno how to blame you. maybe its because i really like you ba. think u also have no idea how pain and sad is it for mi to really arrive at the decision of giving you up. yeah. several nites of slping on wet pillow, drenched by my tears. sometimes i oso wonder y is it u that i like? dun ask mi why, cos i myself haven found out the real answer. whenever i have nth to do, i'll think of you. and this will make mi wanna cry because, from now on, i can no longer continue to develope further feelingd for you. cos i dun wanna be hurt again and again. i bet with time with ur sms reply. and the time also tell mi not to clinge on to hope because i lose the bet with time. u didnt reply during the give time period i've set. from then on, u will only forever to my brother, and no more other. i'll only be your sister. you keep wanting to meet up. but i keep finding reasons to reject you. i dunno why cant i meet you face to face. maybe cos ur physical appearance really change alot compared to 2 yrs ago. sorry to say that, maybe looks matter to mi too. i have no courage to face you. or rather, theres a fear within mi that i sort of cant conquer it.
goodbye.
really goodbye.
i dun wanna be hurt again.
never.

dunno.
im juz in a very foul mood today.
seems that i dun have a stand.
wad pple says influences mi.
so who muz i believe?
i really dunno.

but my accounts tutor cheered mi up but teaching accounts in mandarin.
ok. he sounds real funny.
cos he cant pronounce really well.
and all those hong kond accent.
whole class laugh like hell.
he says he will miss our class.
which sort of....touched my heart?
i dunno.
headache!!!

its 11.28 rite now.
although im really tired,
but i cant slp.
cos i juz had my dinner.
and im having 8am lesson tml.
gosh~ dead beat.

juz came back frm starry starry nite 2.
its actually a talent time organised by my cca CSCC.
went down to help,
shun bian listen to those contestants sing.
bought the starry starry nite event t-shirt.
there goes my $15.
and the M size is like so big.
bigger den my pyjamas.
skip my jap class for this event.
is it worth it?
i dunno.
everything ended at 8.30pm
was so happy cos at least can rush hm watch a little bit of the 9pm show.
but when we were abt to go,
the seniors call us back for debreifing session.
omg~~
im released early for debreifing session as im juz a helper.
so went hm at 9.30pm
so sad.
1 hour of debreifing session,
hear those organising committe complain here and there and ways of improving.
so tired.

i cant sign in msn.
shittening.
its like so pek chek.
frens ard mi also one by one feeling sad over their problems.
but i cant help.
i really wanted to help them.
fulfil my "always be there for you" for my frens.
but can i?
i can't.
theres juz too much obstacles.
the time,
the projects,
the tight schedules,
the everything.
i felt so bad for not being there for them.
all i can do is juz read their blog
even consolations doesnt help much now.
to my frens out there,
im sorry for not being there when u are down.

what is happening to all us in this yr of rooster?

am still sick.
haiz
think i gotta see a doctor this time round.

will not be using msn messenger.
my clever sister accepted the virus file her frens send.
so if i sign in, i will begin sending files to frens who are online.
anyone can tell mi wad to do to clear those virus off?
im really a computer idiot!!!~~
cant tahan myself.

yeah~
well, have nth to blog.
even if i really have,
i dunno how to blog.
i dunno who exactly is reading my blog.
this isnt the place for mi to state everything.
juz dun understand y pple wanna try so so so hard to fit into a grp, fit into someone's life.
so damn irritating and disgusting.
wats wrong with living ur own life?
so well, the sight of these people really juz pissed mi off.
ok. enuff of this.
anyway, ponned my econs (yes yes yes. Again!)
but pls pardon mi this time round.
i was feeling so slpy and tired after those medicines i took last nite.
went to sch cos of the projects.
but in the end, we cancelled the project meeting.
so, i went home.
sore throat is gone.
but the stubborn flu bug juz wont leave mi alone.
wad should i do?
hao xin ku!!!
my blocked nose caused mt ears to block at the same time.
and i feel that my nose is so heavy.
argh~~~
pek chek.

anyway, frens out there.
do u think plastic surgery is a destruction or a saviour?

am in the computer lab now.
watching a moment to remember with xin later.
yeah~~ so excited.
but my frens say i mad le
cos sick le still go watch movie.
haiz.
but i dun wanna miss this show.
sounds nice!

i have smth to annouce.
the always healthy mi is finally sick.
yeah~
cheer for mi.
i tot surviving thru CNY had proved that my immunity is strong.
but im wrong.
maybe due to those stress recently,
lack of slp,
bad weather and stuffs,
im now down with flu.
argh~
the headache, blocked nose, running nose, tired eyes, sore and itchy throat is really driving mi crazy.
but i dun wanna c the doctor!!!
im so scared of them.
dun ask mi y,
i juz hate them.

finally, finished our FOM report le.
phew,
left with the presentation.
hoped everything will go smoothly for mi.





should i attend CRS tml?

yeah~~ im a happy girl these 2 days!!!

yesterday, ended my lesson at 12nn cos marketing lecture was cancelled.
went hm immediately cos i wanted to slp so badly.
bought soursop icecream on my way hm
and tt really cheerup my mood!
so nice!

reached hm, slacked, watch vcd den nap.
half way thru my nap,
amanda called mi.
she asked mi out for dinner.
so i agreed.
since i didnt see them for so long.
meet them at kallang mac at 7pm.
and waited for jia min to finish her dragon boat training.
and guess wat they told mi?
they say they are going to changi airport to have swensens for dinner!!!!
i was like -_-"'
u should have told mi earlier,
den i wait u all at tanah mehra.
now, i muz travel back to tanah mehra again.
haha.
but nvm lar.
its amanda's treat.
she received her promoter pay le,
tts why treating us.
thankew amanda!
love ya loads!!!! *muacks*

haha. the 4 of them all ordered black pepper seafood pasta.
so i wanna be special,
i ordered fish and chips.
but abit regret le...cos my throat starts hurting the moment i step out of swensens.
laughed all the way in the train.
dunno y i laughed also.
was so high can.
long time didnt have such a gd laugh le.
the ah-neis (indians) in the train were watching us as if we were ET or smth like tt.
haha.
fun.
enjoyable.
unforgetable.
but everything will come to an end.
i wish i can live my life like tt everyday,
without projects
without exams
juz them, my great bunch of frens.
but i know in reality, its kinda impossible.

as for today,
went sch in the morning to meet up for marketing project.
but it seemed tt we've done nth,
and realise that actually there no need to meet.
haha.
but we're almost done,
left with editing, collating and the appendix.
i think this is the fastest project that i've done.
let mi count.
we only had formal meetings for abt 3 times?
and we're almost done.
sometimes i wonder
y incredible things happen so unknowingly.
cos i expected this project to be a tedious and tough 1.
haha.
ended discussion at 12pm
went jurong east library to slack and waited for time to pass.
saw hui mei's FOM grp there too.
rony and wen hao decided to play pool.
joined them cos i was still early.
i was waiting for xin to knock off to go bugis to shop with her.
finally, she reached bugis.
den we shop shop shop.
and we both got so tired.
saw nice clothings at dorothy perkins.
i didnt buy cos u enjoy 20% if purchase 2. but dun have xin de size, so decided not to buy.
go to her hse to watch last nite de "you are the one"
cos i missed the show while having dinner with weekdays.

after tt, took bus 28 to sasa de hse.
was suppose to drop somewhere near her hse
but i decided to alight at bedok interchange.
reason?
cos the whole bus is filled with malays.
and the smell is.... x_x"'
omg~~ recalling the smell, i almost vomited!!!
*racist*
no offence. but this the fact!

was obviously late.
but its ok. haha.
only got mi, sasa, wei and jin.
ordered canadian pizza.
eat and eat and eat *gosh~~fattening*
den we played mahjong.
was doing my editing rony's FOM report while playing mahjong at 1st.
and i won.
didnt know that i actually have the ability to multi-task.
cos i remembered last thursday,
while i was on the phone with someone,
i was studying my econs test also.
and i managed to memorise most of the points.
incredible mi.
haha.
anyway, back to topic.
i won $1.50
hohoho.
my luck not the bad.
but weiwei lost.
weiwei, next time play mahjong muz wear pink or red undergarments hor!!!
haha.
den ate strawberry strudel bought by wei.
the strawberries are so sour!!!
haha.
after jin left,
we crapped for a while
and my dad came to pick mi up.

and tada.
thats the end of my saturday.
so fast.
oh~~~
im so tired.

and i suddenly realised.
actually, i can choose not to care so much abt how others think of mi.
cos whatever i do, wherever i m,
i got them:

-daddy
-mummy
-grandparents
-sisters
-uncle william
-wen
-ling
-wei
-jin
-man
-sasa
-chun
-xin
-jia
-amanda

thats enuff.
i muz be contented.
i dun nid the whole world to agree with mi.
i juz need u guys.
i love you!
*muacks*

is it becos im ugly?
is it becos im fat?
y is it so difficult for mi to understand my frens?
or rather for my frens to understand and like mi.

i know im not pretty.
i know im not slim.
but surely i deserve the chance like any other gers have to a big bunch of frens to laugh with her, share her silly jokes etc etc.

im really tired of pleasing everyone around mi.
i feel like im a clown infront of my frens.
but somehow, i oso feel the other way round, where my frens are the clowns infront of mi.
it seems liked im not being appreciated for wad i've done.
maybe i got an attitude.
maybe im overly sensitive.
but wad makes in overly sensitive?
its the lack of security.
and therefore im pleasing the whole of the world.
i dun like you, yet i pretended i liked u.
i hate and cant stand ur attitude, yet i say "no. it doesnt matter"
guess if i reallly speak the truth, everyone will hate mi.
so y say smth that makes pple hate u?
i feel that its better to keep everything to oneself.
cos not all pple can really accept the truth.

pple. pls. if u're pissed off with mi, juz say it rite infront of my face.
yes, i may be angry or so.
but its better for u guys to tell mi the truth den showing mi attitude when i really got no idea wat went wrong.
and i really hate pple acting infront of mi.
thank you.

so fast.
today is the 1st of march.
febuary juz gone like tt.
gosh~~~
y so fast?

getting more and more stress day by day.
deadlines getting nearer and nearer.
but its like i've got still so much things undone.
does it show that im not efficient and effective?
is it my problem or my project grp problem?
im so tired.
today had FOM project discussion.
tot it'll be quite productive.
but its like things are not going the way i expected it to go.
to my grp members: sry if i showed attitude. really sry. i juz...juz...
ok...im sry.

waited for xin to end her lesson and we went home together.
she wanted to cut her hair therefore alighted at tanah mehra with mi.
didnt accompany her cos i was too tired.
wanted to go hm take a nap
but im afraid i will have difficulty to slp at nite so i ended up in the DVD rental shop.
rented SHALLOW HAL.
nice show.
funny.
interesting.
shows the real side of man.
haha.
generalising statement frm mi : men are shallow.
no offence.

i love watching TV or movies if im depressed.
it juz distract mi frm thinking too much when watching them.
even for that 2 hours or so, i'll be concentrating and focusing on the show and not thinking abt unhappy stuffs and happened recently.

alrites.
forgot to mention that i met my girls last sunday for dinner at tpy.
a last minute 1.
although ling and jin and sasa cant make it,
im sastified and happified.
love ya gers.
not forget my beloved 1 wk gang.
opps. change to weekdays liao.
so weekdays, how are u guys?
hope sch stuffs are alrite for u guys.
jia you ok?