曾经相信
你就是我的唯一
忘记思考生命其他的妒忌

不知不觉深陷爱的浓雾里
竟然发觉我的视线已经渐渐不清晰

于是我就这样茫然失去了你的踪迹
翻开地图竟是过去一对没用的足迹

爱的方向找不到
我在你的心中还剩多少
我的眼泪不重要
只要你记得回来就好

外面世界吵又闹
你要小心照顾自己好
没有了牵手和拥抱
请你千万保重好不好











现在，就算看到最美丽的日出，
我都感觉不到它的美。

sometimes, the characters in the fairytale will get tired too.
they cant be loving all the time,
cant be living happily ever after all the time.
there bound to be problems, quarrels and arguments,
and so.... this time round, the prince and the princess decided to go for a little break.

and therefore,
for now,
there will be no more fairytale.

maybe the prince and princess will be back,
maybe not.

the future is unpredictable.
the pain is unavoidable.

ytd, i finally trimed my hair at the new salon outside my hse.
this is how i looked before the hair cut.
v v untidy, with long fringe!




i snapped off 1.5 inches off my original length,
and shorten my fringe.
much tidier?







i love my hair in these 2 pics!
but today when i woke up,
i couldnt do the same as what the hairdresser did for me ytd.
so depressing.
im gonna looked ugly for at least 1 mth before my hair grow longer.

i actually wanted to cut it short,
but scared that i will regret.

i wanted to perm it,
but scared that my face will look bigger.

i wanted to redye,
but i think DIY is a cheaper alternative.

but im so lazy to DIY.
haha.


tell me im pretty, it will be greatly appreciated.
thanks.

*can sense someone is going to throw eggs at me*

haha.


btw, a nice song for my blog isnt it?

can u believe?
i actually went jogging at 10pm just now, right after my 9pm show.
i dunno y, i just feel like going for a jog,
so i could enjoy the moment of peacefulness from the quiet road.
no cars, no pple, no noise,
just me, my footsteps, my breathing and maybe...insects.

it feels good. cos its been so long since i last jogged.
i wore a bright yellow shirt (even though im not suppose to wear that colour) in case cars happen to drive by and they cant see a girl running.
haha!

i ran and ran, dunno how long, dunno how many rounds,
until my soles detached from my adidas running shoe.
this pair of running shoe has been with me for....5 years?
and they finally broke down today.
of all days, it chose today, when i feel like jogging most.

y?
y are all my things failing, spoiling, disappearing, leaving me?

and i realised,
there must be a problem....
not with the shoes,
but the owner.

dun you agree?

haha.

today is yet another happy day.
sometimes when u are too happy, wad comes to your mind, is only the word "happy".
(or maybe "crazy".)

today, my pretty colleague asked me out for lunch,
and she brought me to this place for vegetarian food.
v v v v cheap!
bee hoon plus 5 dishes cost only $2.50!
omg. and it taste not bad too.

den she treated me to this soyabean icecream from mr bean.
its my 1st time eating it, and its v nice also!
i eat it even though my cramps are like killing me,
but when u are happy, nth can prevent u from being unhappy.

my dear wenna is gonna help me to create a new blogskin.
and i got so many themes in mind, i dunno which 1 to choose.

opps. my supvisor is back, gotta go back to work.



p/s. i realised when im happy, all my post are descriptive. haha.

im a happy girl!
i have no idea why im a happy girl, but im just a happy girl.

last week,
met up with ML to celebrate ling's bday.
we took lots of photos at marina square,
all the stores are closing,
and there were not much shoppers left,
so we start our cam-whoring session!
i've received the pictures from ah wei le, but im lazy to upload.

went to sentosa to get myself tan.
haha! but im sun burnt instead.
now the part that is burnt is very itchy,
i want to scratch,
but because my hands are short,
i cant really reach the exact spot.
help me, anybody?
haha.

met up with weekdays on sat night to sort of celebrate tech chiat bday.
he treated us to Hagan Daz.
we ordered the fondue.
and it was super shiok!
the chocolates really brighten up my day,
they made me feel so high and happy! and thats y im a happy girl!

and yesterday,
it was our graduation ceremony.
i was on my smile the whole day, cos i graduated successfully from SP!
woohoo~ rmbr the times when we have to rush projects and stuffs.
kinda missed them now even though i've graduated.

took lotsa photos in our grad gown (which i think its ugly)
but nevertheless, im happy, cos of the mood and atmosphere,
everyone is happy.

went to return my grad robe immediately with jy and hm,
and we head to KBOX
sang and danced to our heart content.
and guessed wad, i think i "over-dance" cos im having a super achy body.
its only when u are happy, then u can dance to my extent.
haha.

dined at PS, ended up its only the 3 of us,
but nvm, cos we are happy that we had MOS Burger for dinner. (or maybe, that only applies to me cos i suggested it)
managed to rushed back to catch the 9pm show!
so im happy!

i know i got limited vocabs and i keep repeating the word "happy"
go count how many times i written the word "happy"
and u will know how happy i am these few days.
=)


lalalala~ miss wu, i know this is a descriptive post, but because im happy, u shall be happy too.

im meeting up ah wei to shop!
and she said she love me today!
haha. SWEET and HAPPY!

i went to SIM with the intention of enrolling into UoL (University of London),
i waited 1.5 hrs for my queue number,
and went home without applying for UoL,
but instead, with RMIT application form and brochures with me.

i dunno wads stopping me to fill in the application form for RMIT (royal melbourne information technology) Uni,
maybe its the perception that pple have regarding the U.
i have heard several friends commenting that RMIT is not as good as UoL.

but UoL, u study business as a whole, whereas RMIT, u major in Marketing.

in UoL, u wont have hands on experience, and only have 1 exam at the end of the sem, 100% weightage, which means, ur results solely depend on the 1 exam.

whereas RMIT, its more like poly style, u will have grp projects, presentations and assignments, which contribute to part of the total marks.

both University are so different, so y do pple say RMIT is not good?
tell me tell me friends, who told u RMIT is not good?!

anyway, im not intersted in UoL after second tots, and thought abt the risk of having only 1 exam. I dun like the course structure and system and modules also,
and i dun need to attend any bridging course at night.
so, i'll most prolly study RMIT =)
my school will start 2nd July!
1.5 years later, i'll graduate with Bachelor of Business (Marketing). [hopefully]




as im trying to be more independent on myself, the insecurites increases too.
i hate uncertainties. really hate them.
they make me feel so weak and useless.
they make me feel like an idiot.

unknowingingly, its been 49 days after my ahgong's death.
days passes so fast isnt it?
soon, it will be 100 days,
then 1 year.

i still missed him, just that it wasnt as intense as the first few weeks,
but i STILL miss him.

sometimes, its really so easy to forget one's presence when everybody is so used to his/her absence.
i think, this is the saddest thing of all.
people whom u are closely connected and related to,
slowly and unknowingly forgets you.

just watched mars vs venus on channel 8 just now.
its a show with lots of interesting quotes.
i just love this kinda quotes,
cos there are so many sides of meaning to it, depending on your point of view.
and ur point of view can be affected by ur gender, age, character etc etc.
so interesting! and the show is sure funny!
and today, one of the quotes is:

"性是女人为婚姻付出的代价。
婚姻是男人为性付出的代价。”

omg. it really does sets me thinking,
and i cant help to agree,
yet i cannot agree.
so contradicting!

i hate contradictions, but when it comes to this type of things,
i love them,
cos i feel that im filled with different perspective!

i feel so happy when i come across this quote u know,
like, i suddenly grow wisdom!

sorry, i think i really become even retarded after my diarrhea.

talking about the diarrhea,
its the most terrible one i ever had.

u eat nothing,
but u keep shitting and vomitting.
and u feel dehydrated,
and u drink water, one mouthful of water only,
and then the shitting and vomitting process continue.

this month is not a good month for me.
i visited the doc 3 times within a month,
and spent like close to 100 bucks on medication fees already.

i must be healthier!
everyone also must orh!~

my sis took this without me knowing.
im wondering whats running through my mind at that moment.
or maybe, im just enjoying the scenary.

went chinatown OG to get my mothers' day present.

brought her down personally so she can make the right choice.
in the end, she chose one GUESS bag.
I dun really know how to appreciate GUESS bags,
but that was the 1st bag which i think was quite pretty,
but the price was rather pretty too.
Thank god for the 20% discount.

im running in and out of the toilet eversince this morning.

a diarrhea which doesnt hurt in the stomach,
but down there.

=(

i feel so terrible now.