think im on the verge of breaking down le.

think im at my limits le.

think i cant control my emotions le.

think i cant stop memory flooding back on my mind.

think i cant stop my heart frm holding back feelings

think i've lost the guts to love

think im gonna lose control of everything

think sooner or later i've got to faced the reality.

think its time i stop day dreaming

think i should not stay inside my world of fairytale.

think i should not to forgive and forget

think i should learn to let go of myself.

think i should stop faking

think i shouldnt bottle up everything.

but who is there to listen to the real mi when i myself dun even want to listen and agree with myself.

who is there to let mi vent my anger?

i juz nid someone out there to listen to my grumblings and stuff.

but even my family members also find that im irritating.

i'll keep on nagging and naggin once i reached home

and my sis will shout back at mi.

do u know how hurt i felt?

i juz nid to vent my frustration on smth

y juz u let mi keep on grumbling

y juz u cant tolerate mi for a minute

and everything will be ok in the end?

im tired.

im stressed.

sorry if i show my attitude.

i juz need some fresh air.

You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connect to your soul.You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings. You have great vision and can be very insightful.In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

ok. im not sure whether u guys find it true or not.

personally, i find it quite true lar.

sometimes, im not sure if im really a good fren.

i often say things so straight infront of my really good frens and hurt them unknowingly.

the prob is, because u are my gd fren, tats y im str. with u.

to my frens out there, if i really hurt u becos of wat i've said,

pardon mi for being too str.

i dunno this straightness of mine is gd or bad

but i'll be more tactful towards my speech next time ok?

the above oso says that im a gd healer.

haha.

maybe ba.

but the fact is....

i really is the type of person dunno how to console pple de.

i'll start to get panick

and den i'll try to squeeze out something to comfort the person.

haha

kinda stress to deal with this type of situation

cos wat if i cant console the person?

but i'll try my best de.

juz now daddy forced mi to go out with him

went to citiplaza to meet mummy 1st den go parkway shop shop.

and went to the foodcourt to have dinner

and guess who i saw?

chew chor meng.

he looks younger den wat we c in tv.

and i saw his daughter and maid.

the maid and him wear same colour clothes

at 1st i tot is couples wear "qing lyu zhuang"

haha.

gonna have jap test this coming mon.

and i still have tonns of vocabs haven memorise.

sometimes i wonder

will my money be wasted on this jap course?

cos its like i pay for this course

but i hardly use their language to communicate with pple.

so, sooner or later, if i dun practice speaking and writing,

i'll forget wat i've learnt

haha.

i hope not lar.

besides tt,

my accounts CA is this coming de friday.

tt one sure die de lar

the tutorials i dun understand

its too chim le lor.

everytime go class

juz go and copy the model answer

den go home juz file into my accounts file w/o looking thru.

hohoho.

think i wanna bet with pple chicken rice le.

this time i sure fail.

anybody wanna take up the bet?

and qunjie, if u happen to read this post,

u are reminded that u still owe mi a plate of chicken rice

hohoho.

cos last time he take up the bet

and i failed my accounts test

therefore, he has to treat my chicken rice.

open house coming le.

this coming de thursday, friday and sat.

frens out there waiting for 'o' lvl results,

pls do come to SP to take a look ok?

i'll be on duty on thurs, 12-3pm

once u arrive school of business,

i'll be rite there.

cos im doing reception there.

visit mi kayz?

we'll have shutter bus for u guys to school of business once u're out of the mrt station if u dun wanna climb the 'er mei mountain'

hahaha.

tata.

juz came home from sch with hui xian, diana and huiying.
they are the most funniest bunch of frens i've ever come across.
we were basically laughing all the way frm dover to eunos, where they alight.
and my stomach really hurt after those laughing and gigling.
haha.

ok. this week is a very slacked week for mi despite all test that are coming.
i ponned all my lecture this week juz to see the school of business talent time.
guess if my mum knew this, u can c her running after mi with a chopper in her hand.
haha.

today, went to sch juz for management lecture.
after tt, go have lunch with xin and den proceed to go watch talent time.
after tt, go to bizit lab to do project.
was suppose to have econs lecture at 3pm
but i pon.
went home str.
wanted to study management cos tml got test.
but i ended up blogging.
sianz.
and i collected the SP t-shirt for the open house le.
lucky i ordered M size.
if not....i will become Bao BA Zhang.

was feeling quite moody these few days too.
i got so pissed off easily.
i curse and swear at watever that has irritated mi.
i attitude some of my frens, my sisters and my parents.
juz dunno wads wrong with mi.

tuesday, went to AWWA school again.
this is the last week le.
haha. gonna miss those kids there
they are cute.
my class de got 1 boy call nigel.
he really cute lor.
keep on smiling and smiling at everything we do.
haha.
if only the AWWA school is nearer to my house,
i may want to go back every tuesday to help out.
but potong pasir and tanah mehra is abit far.
the travelling time already make mi sian 0.5

tuesday we also have critical reasoning skills.
i really find this module sianz.
+ the teacher like everytime act hyper active.
argh~~ another reason to y i cant stand the teacher is because she juz look so much like my maid!!!
but she's funny la.
she told us that, a girl below the age of 16 sent about 20 men behind bar.
wanna know y?
cos these 20 men had sex with her without knowing that she is below the age of 16.
even though those men claimed that she have sex with them willingly,
they are still considered as raping the girl as she is below the age of 16.
so moral of the story is....
guys out there, if u wanna have sex,
pls ask for the i/c.
hahaha
funny rite?

recently, have been thinking alot of things abt religion stuffs.
sorry if i have offended all those gods out there.
be it dua bei gong, shi jia mo ni fo, jesus or wat....
juz wanna say sorry if i accidently offended u.
my family belives in buddhism,
but to be specific, its taoism.
den its like a must to pray and make offerings to them every 15th of the lunar month....
i dunno lar.
i juz find that god really exist.
god as in jesus.
yes.
because i got some personal experience which really make mi believe that god is ard us, helping us unknowingly.
this is very different frm those god frm buddhism.
cos its like for the past 17 yrs or so,
the buddhist god did not answer to my prayers.
however, when i prayed to god(christian de god)
i really got my prayers answered.
and this really made my goosebumbs stand.

i dunno how im feeling now.
cos i dun wanna be tied down by a religion.
but its like if i dun choose my stand, i will offend all those gods out there.

argh~~
i really find my life so hectic.
so much decisions to make!!!!

m in the BizIT now again.
juz finished my effective speaking test.
and now i have to wait for my jap lesson at 5.30 pm.
which is 2 more hrs to go.
i hate my life. its like waiting, waiting and waiting.
juz like wat mandy says, i spent my life waiting.
hahaha.
cos most of the time we go out,
i've to wait for them to reach cos they were normally late.
bOrInG~~

the test was ok.
i took about last den 1 min to retell my story.
and the teacher commented that i was energetic and have improved on my dialouge expression.
but my articulation wasnt clear.
hurhur.
tts my problem.
when im nervous, i tend to speak fast and den my articulation will be unclear.

yesterday, was da-shao-chu for my family.
didnt really packed lor.
haha.
didnt do my tutorials and didnt really study my FOM.
which is to say, i slacked my whole day thru.
as usual.

chinese new yr is coming.
but i somehow not in the mood for celebrating.
be it the death of tsunami, my personal life, and the stress im dealing with.
im juz not in the mood of chinese new yr.
so sianz.
i juz love the $$ collected.
maybe thats the only reason for mi to look forward to chinese new yr ba.

bOring.
will go for novel hunting later.
but juz now i go c, like got no interesting titles to make mi go read them.

ciaoZ~

this week is a fast one.
arghz...at this rate, tests and exams and due dates for projects is nearer and nearer le.
*pimples popping out again!!! stressed*

didnt blog for many days le.
lazy+tired+ busy

went back to AWWA school on tuesday for my CIP project.
get to c the kids again.
so cute.
yet naughty at the same time.
haha.
next tuesday will be the last week for this CIP project.
gonna miss those children there.
and i accidently hurt my back while carrying those kids.
and now my waist there kinda "sour".

my econs tutor kept telling our class that diploma in banking and finance is good.
and now, the whole of the class except 1 or 2 wanna switch course to banking and finance.
argh...
already having trouble to choose the four options which i want to major this yr,
den came another choice.
haiz.
i hate making decisions!
wat if i regret someday?
haiz.

den this week the public holiday was like normal de schooling day like tt.
cos went to do ITAB projects.
went to taka de coffee bean
had mac for dinner and went to shop ard @ heeren after lunch.

today, woke up early again cos i have to met up with classmates for CD project in school.
had pizza hut for lunch at fc 5
and after tt went bugis to shop for new yr clothes.
sianz
but bot 2 tops.
suppose to meet up with ling and wen for dinner
but ling cant make it.
so went dinner with my sis instead.

haiz.
feel tt my blogging skills sux la.
cos with my low standard in english
cant express my views well.
my blog is like weather report.
it juz tell u today will rain
or today will b sunny.
nth exciting at all.
sianz
m so tired of blogging this way!

yeah~~
m here to blog le!
wad to blog leh?
erm....lets turn back time ba....

well...think i cant remember wad happened on friday le...
argh~~ short term memory.

sat, 15 jan.

actully planned to stay at home and study de.
but den my parents bring us out to shop for new year clothes.
so i was like shopping for the whole day.
went tampines mall and bedok central.
bought some pirated karaoke cd home to sing.
tok abt those karaoke disc,
im fuming hot.
cos they have the karaoke tune
but the mtv is not the real mtv.
they shoot those scenery from china,
got alot of statues and flowers.
haiz.
but the disc is 1 for 3.90
3 for $10
so u cant expect much.

sunday, 16 jan

my sis, michelle's bday.
nth really special happened.
juz that my dad bought her a new hp.
E600C
the camera phone.
im was evious...
or maybe a little jealous.
cos last time i say i want change hp,
he dun wan buy a new one for mi.
but nvm.
i shall wait till my current plan ends,
and i will ask for a more expensive phone for my birthday.
hmph~!!

rushed home to watch the 2nd leg match between indonesia and singapore.
i think the 1st leg more exciting lar.
have a bet with daddy
and i bet sg win.
yeah~~
so he have to fetch mi to mrt station everyday to go sch
+ a pathetic sum of $2
i told him sg will win le he dun believe.
some times i wonder,
y some singaporean juz see singapore no up.
i mean,
u are a singaporean
and u say that singapore will lose.
even if u know they lose, i think its a must for sporeans to show our own country moral support.

and i love lionel lewis the goal keeper.
i love that serious look of him
that concentrating look of him,
his sexy butt,
his broad shoulders
his everything!
he is juz so cute.
but he sure look cartoon when he is going to kick the soccer ball.
haha.
he juz look like one of the flin stone.

and oh ya.
i haven mentioned something.
i finished reading the book i borrowed from the library while waiting for xin.
gosh~~
the story is saddening.
i 1st time read a story book which will make mi tear.
although, 'a walk to remember' also very sad,
but i did not cry.
maybe its the way the write the story ba.
haiz.
going to borrow a new book again to kill my boredom for my next lesson.
ciaoZ~~

am so lazy to blog
but have nth to do...
so i'll juz blog.

ytd,
brought my billabong back to heeren de 77th street
cos got some fault with it.
at first tot they will exchage a new one with that old one.
but they say they will send back fo repair.
so i can only have my billabong bag in 2 weeks time.
*sobz*
no bag to bring to sch.

den meet up with ling to wat meet the fockers.
that show is hilarious
and yellow.
the baby is cute!
"ass.....hole...."
i wanna be fockerised by them too!
the fockers were juz so fun.

after tt we proceed to taka to have mac for dinner.
orderd the twister fries.
ok...not too bad, but i prefer normal fries.
chatted quite abit abt sch life and stuffs.
den shopped ard till 8 plus den go home lor.
how i wish that bunch of friends are oso studying in SP.
miss'em...miss'em...miss'em.
missing somebody is juz so lonely.
and i really hate loneliness.
but nowadays,
i think 'loneliness' is my best fren le ba.
haiz.

and today, simply juz cant get my butt off my bed.
so i ponned marketing de lecture.
juz go for 1pm character developement and econs lecture.
i was late for character developement class.
but im not the lastest.
cos when i stepped in the class at 1.15pm,
some of them were playing uno cards.
argh~~
make mi rush all the way
but in the end im still early.

after econs lecture,
dun feel like going home alone
so waited for xin to finsh her stuffs.
while waiting,
i got BizIT rot
borrowed a book home to read.

maybe, blog isnt a place for mi to state my true feelings.
some 'true' things only make things worst.
maybe this society doesnt allow the truth to survive.
argh~~ dunno wad im tokin le.
ciaoz~~

*wanna go k box.
money is not the problem....
but the problem is...
i dun have $$*
wahhaha.
if u find this short paragraph familiar,
den...i'm missing you.
~mL~

argh~~
im so so so tired.
my back is breaking.
my spine hurts like hell!

am back from potong pasir.
go potong pasir de AWWA school to help out.
its actually part of pur project for character developement module.
AWWA caters to children who are autistic or with down syndrome or physical disability.
went there after our lesson.
reached there at 2.30pm
and ended everything at abt 6pm.
and we still have two more weeks to complete this project.

my class were divided into pairs
and each pair was appointed to a class.
i paired with celine.
and appointed to class 10.
each class only have at most 6 students
and 2 teachers,
and these students im appointed to is autistic de.
defination of autistsm : a mental condition characterised by great difficulty to communicate with others.

was very nervous at 1st.
cos i dun know how to handle 'normal' kids le,
not to say autistic kids.
but after interacting with them,
i really feel that they are cute.
though they are rather naughty and tends not to listen to ur instructions,
but all their emotions are showed on their face.
if they are happy, they show u they are happy.
if they are angry, they show u they are angry buy throwing tantrums.
i cant handle those tantrums.
luckily got the teachers there to help.
i always tot that autism is wad we always c in movies,
they dun wanna tok and communicate, juz sit alone in a corner themselves.
but after today,
i found out that im wrong.
they may be down with autism, but they are still very hyper.
juz tt they could not tok.
at the most they mumble but u cant really understand wad they toking lar.
the kids im appointed to all very hyper de.
run here run there.
if u never keep ur eyes on them,
they will be missing the next moment,
cos they really can run.

there's this particular boy,
at 1st he see mi, he dun dare to interact with mi.
but after a while,
he climbed onto my body
and hugged mi so tight that i cant breathe.
i've to struggle so hard to make him loose grip frm mi.
i was terrified lar.
but the teachers say this his his way of tellin u 'hey! play with mi!"
but the teachers dun encourage us to keep carrying them
as it will soon become their habit.

another thing is tt, they do not know how to clean their running nose.
so this boy who love clinging onto mi like kolar bear
cleaned his nose on my sleeve.
so my sleeve got alot of mucus.
but...i dun mind lar.
can wash away de mah.

den got another boy is very violent de.
the teacher say when he is agitated, he can juz flung himself onto the wall
and i was like o_o"""
and i saw him throwing the register book on the floor in a very violent manner and he took of his shoe and flinked it ard which hit the boy beside him and den throw the shoe down on the floor.
and i cant stop him alone.
the teacher muz like pin him down and den calm him down.

den its the kids playgrd time.
god~~ they are really hyper
cant control them.
and at the end of the day,
they dun wanna leave the playgrd.
so kinda have to drag them out.

and finally, its the end of the day!
they go home by school bus.

and on the way home,
was thinking quite alot.
i saw those kid's de parents
they are really very normal pple.
but the child they give birth to is born with unfortunate illness which can never be cured.
and the worst thing is they have to take care of them for the whole entire of their life.
imagine i juz interact with them for juz 3 hrs
and i already start to loose my patience and feel so tired.
den wad abt their parents?

haiz.
giving birth to a child is not easy.
but raising the child is even more difficult.
somemore, u cant be 100% sure that the baby u giving birth to is healthy.
u got to bare the full responsibility of that child no matter he/she is healthy or not.
suddenly have the phobia of giving birth.
im not having the tot that giving birth is a wonderful thing.
wad if my baby is not healthy?
i cant juz abandon them like tt rite?
the responsibility is juz so great.

guess that im really an irresponsible person ba.

argh~~ am juz so so so lazy to go bath now and finished uo my tutorial for tml!

1)wad would u do if u know a very big and mysterious secret and u really feel like sharing it with someone else?

2)wad would u do if u are a police officer and one fine day u have to arrest one of ur family member urself?

3)wad would you do when u tell the biggest lie on earth to someone who meant so much to u?

4)wad would you do if u know u only have 3 hrs left on earth?

haha.
wad would u do?

mi....

1) tape my mouth. kill myself. eat lots of heaty food to loose my voice. muahahah.

2) attempt suicides. arrest myself cos i failed to die while attempting suicide cos its a crime to attempt suicide. den i no nid arrest my family members. if not arrest them...but realease them secretly on the way to jail. wahahaha

3) confess. if he/she dun wanna forgive mi, i'll kill myself. hahaha.

4) keep adjusting the clock to 3 hrs frm current time. burn all books in my house. write last note for my loved ones. sleep.

going for my effective speaking module in 10 mins time. byebye

hehe...
finally watched kungfu hustle today at balestiar with daddy and mummy.
den saw xin's teva slippers selling at $19
but xin bought it at $27
haha.
kenna cheated liao.

yesterday was my first time cooking dishes.
went to xin's house to cook.
invited 1 week over to try out.
i think i only cook the kang kong and a pieace of egg
the potato-meat is xin and her mum cook de.
but im still so satisfied with the result.
taste not tt bad!

den slacked at her house after eating.
chun read straits time,
jia and ah ma study
mi, xin and xin's sis played poker cards

think tts all ba.
am very lazy to finish my tutorials.
sianz

everybody out there!
pls clap for mi!
cos i changed this blog skin myself!!!!!
without any help!
and yes!
let mi repeat!
i changed it MYSELF!

*not a very stupid computer idiot afterall~*
LAUGH OUT LOUD

although the title and eveything doesnt fit my current status now....
but i think this skin is sweet!

1.5 hrs had passed
another 1.5 hrs more to go.
sianz
dun wan to spend money
therefore stay in sch to rot for the 3 hrs break.
b4 the break was actually statistic lecture.
but guess wad,
only 3 person in my class attended.
the the 3 person is mi and my other 2 frens.
no choice.
cos i tot xin wanted to go out with mi
thats y i attended the lecture to kill time and waited for her to finish her lesson.
den halfway thru the lecture, she sms mi say she going out with her other fren,
den i sian 0.5
if i know, i'll follow the rest of the class go jurong point buy presents for the down syndrome kids for our this coming tuesday event.
we are going to do community involvement work at this i-forgot-wat-name centre where they take care of those down syndrome kids.
my class is going to get something for those kids ba.... so sweet of us rite?

was planning to go fish leong concert with my classmates!
think got huixian, jia yi, zhong lue and huimei ba.
i love fish leong vocals can
always sing until can make mi cry de....

haiz...

was thinking quite alot recently.
gonna be emotional again.
u may want to know wat im emotional about.
friend,friends and friendsss....

everynite, my sis will chat with her frens on phone till late in the nite.
was rather pissed off and i was wondering....
she get to c each other in school everyday, den y at home also must chat until so late.
den i start to think back.
when im in sec sch,
i was also like tt ( not as serious as my sis lar, juz tok for not more than 1 hr)
eventhough i get to c my frens in school everyday,
i still have the urge to chat with them in the nite.
even if we have nth to chat liao,
we will juz keep quiet but still wun hang up.
haha.
come to think of it, no wonder telephone bills are high at tt time.

now...think i seldom use the phone to call or to chat with my frens.
neither did my frens called mi for a chat.
was wondering y...
maybe we go separate ways le
den we dun have common topic.
nth much to chat.
maybe...
they have new frens
maybe...
they are juz too busy for a chat
maybe....
maybe....
juz too many maybe.
sms is maybe the most easy and simple way of showing care and concern for ur frens now.
but i feel that sms is an insincere way of communication.
u juz get to see the other party's message
but u cant c their experssion and everything else.
u dunno whether the person is happy or angry
u dunno whether they are speaking the truth.
when u are gathering with ur frens,
doing projects and stuffs,
pple will start receiving sms frm other people
and then reply to the message.
so i seriously think that
even though its a form of easy communication,
its also a form of interruption.

going to tok abt smth personal now.
sorry if i've offended you in between wad i've said.
but this is my blog.
a place where i want to be true to myself.

i dunno
i sometimes feel that theres nth to tok between the 5 of us le.
our common topic will always be around msquare, msqaure and msquare.
dunno from when i start to feel very irritated.
juz tt i didnt show out my feelings and emotion.
the 2 of u will start whispering ears to ears with each other
as days passed
wad we are chatting is getting narrower and narrower.
and i'll start recalling when we 5 first met.
be it for lunch, for projects, for shopping or for wadever.
i wun feel awkard.
but now....
guess that juz like mi
u've feel the strain in our friendship ba.
maybe im over sensitive
we 5 will meet at mrt station everyday b4 lesson
den walk to SB
but mi and hx walk together
u 2 walk together
den....
i dunno how to say lar.
haiz
i really wanna know wads exactly wrong with us
or should i say,
wads wrong with mi.
if u guys get to read this...
juz wanna tell u guys tt
im tired and i feel very uncomfortable with the situation now.

during my younger days,
i feel that,
if u are my fren,
u are 100% my fren
i know im possesive.
i wanna know wad u're doing and wads going on with ur life.

but now,
i feel that
if u are my fren,
u are only 20% my fren.
we juz smile to each other,
do projects,
tok craps
say bye when going home
eat lunch together
and tts all.
no more heart to heart toks,
no more i miss u, u miss mi.
no more hugs.

maybe im thinking too much
maybe im sensitive
im juz not suitable to this kind of life
and im slow at adapting.

if u guys get to c this post,
pls dun take it to heart.
im juz stating how im feeling now.
no offence.
as in i dun wanna loose any of my frens now.

maybe....i really dunno how to look on the bright side of life.

yesh~
will be having character developement half an hour later from now.
and im at BizIT library blogging again.
yes yes yes.
this is how i spent my 2 hrs break
surfing net and reading frens blog in sch cos my desktop at home isnt working.
wad exactly happened to the desktop?
dun ask mi.
cos once again let mi tell u....
IM A COMPUTER IDOIT.

i really cant stand myself being an idiot when it comes to computer.
i uses it at least 5 times a week
and im still an idiot.
y m i born like this?
argh~~ this is driving mi crazy.
but comparing myself with other computer idiots out there,
i think im better than them
cos i still can blog~~
yeah~~

so wad is the moral of my example?

--> always look on the right side of life

hohoho.

basically,
yesterday was a very suay day for mi.
firstly,
when i wake up and look into the mirror....
i was horrified!
and yesh!
HORRIFIED.
cos theres a very big pimple juz below my nose and its painful.
and no matter how hard i tried to squeeze those white liquid out,
it juz remain there.
so no choice, applied my pimple and went sch.
secondly,
it was raining so heavily and i stepped into a poodle of water unknowingly.
so my addidas and nike socks are wet.
and i feel so damned soaked!
thirdly,
halfway during lesson....
i wasnt feeling good.
went to the toilet and check it out.
and bingo~~~
its the peak of the month.

and i suddenly realise why my big pimple appear.
during to the once a mth thingy
and the prawn tako pachi i ate the previous day.

huixian told mi that seafood are now not safe to eat seafood now....
cos those seafood maybe frm the tsunami area....
where those decomposing bodies are found.
argh~~ im juz being paraniod.
but i seriously feel that its that toxic prawn that i've ate!!!!

back to my suay day.

lastly,
when i was at the canteen going to have lunch
something really embarassed thing happened to mi lar.
i dun wish to further elaborate cos its really so embarasses that i wanna dissappear frm where im standing right away~~

den after sch
dun feel like going home
so went TM to buy clean and Clear de foundation and a neutrogenea de lip balm (mango flavour)
the foundation is shengling intro mi de
for absorning oil and cure blemishes.
bought the lip bum cos my lip is too dry.

and i saw chao yan and jansie.
jansie looks like lin jun jie with her new haircut!

haha
end of yesterday.

ok 15 mins more to go to my lesson.

will be having 3 hrs break tml.
sianz

encode to japanese (EUC) to view my previous post.

thx.

not sure if u guys de com can view japanese wordings .

but still im gonna show off

cos i finally knew how to key japanese letters in a computer

(with my standard on using computer, keying jap letters is smth diff.)

english : Good Afternoon, I'm Samantha

japanese : こんにちわ。わたしわさまんたです。 (kon-ni-chi-wa. wa-ta-shi-wa samantha desu.)

those wordings in red is my name!!!!

and for ur info, red in jap is あかい　(a-ka-yi)

and the rest of the letters are in blue.
blue in jap is あおい(a-o-yi)

きょうわかようびです。
いま、ごごじゅにじはんです。
わたしわぺこぺこです。

wad is juz wrote is :
きょうわかようびです。 today is tuesday.
(kyo-u wa ka-yo-u-bi desu)

いま、ごごじゅにじはんにです. now, the time is 12.30pm
(yi-ma, go-go jyu-ni-ji-han-ni desu)

わたしわぺこぺこです。 im hungry
(wa-ta-shi-wa pe-ko pe-ko desu)

ok lar. enuff of japs.

juz finish my SPSS test.

can go home already.

but im waiting for xin to finish her lecture.

actually wanna accompany her for her lecture de.

but i finished my test late plus i didnt know which lecture theatre she's in.

so i ended up in the library blogging craps.

will be going to my ah jim hse to cut my hair while xin go rebond her hair.

xin --> rich woman

haha.

tata.

in sch BIZ library now,
doing my revision for tomorrows SPSS test.
lucky juz now xin hui got revise with mi b4 she go for her lesson....
if not i'll be crying tml.

my house de computer siao siao again.
cannot switch on sia.
so can only come online when im in sch.

had accounts and ITAB lesson in the morning.
learnt microsoft front page today.
it was boring....all wad html and stuffs.
wonder how our dear wenna *computer computer* survived thru the past fews months in her faculty.
im juz a computer idiot lar.

and now, i have hui xian sitting beside mi, pratising SPSS too...
hehe.

ok...yesterday.... 2/1/05

my dad went for his hokkien karaoke singing competition
and he got 2nd prize.
the competition is organise by the temple he frequent and has no sponsorship for the competition.
and wads the reward for his 2nd prize?
-a $30 angpao and a trophy and a certificate-
-_-"
my dad still bluff mi say the 1st prize got 2 tix to america.
and i actually believed him
stupid mi

den after tt, we go KFC for dinner.
he say its his treat,
which makes no difference because whether he win the competition or not, its always his treat.
haha

den i accompanied dad watch the tiger cup
the match between myamar and singapore.
ok...singapore won.
myamar has got 3 red cards and so they left with 7 players running around while singapore have 10 players running.
so now u know the reason y singapore can win.
not i mean or wat,
but i feel that singapore won this game not because they are good.
because they have more pple.
but all this muzt blame myamar players for having a very bad attitude,
if they can control theit temper,
the red cards will not be rewarded to them.

today is the 1st day of sch for my sisters.
the 3 of them all study morning session
and so now, im the last one to wake up....
yeah~~

will be having japanese lesson and a quiz on vocabulary later.
had a very difficult time memorise them
argh~~ hope tt i can score full marks!