Tuesday, August 30, 2005

if u managed to read this post,
congrats,
u've got the password correct.
i do this cos i suspect the childish, selfish, idiotic and _______(wadever u can think of) stupid cow knows my blog.
so this is for security purpose.

yeah~
im so proud!
thanks to my sis who helped mi with this password thingy!

Monday, August 29, 2005

had my formal presentation today for SSM.
woke up super early today.
went joo chiat to buy dry ice first.
den took a cab to school.
no choice, the boxes were bulky
and the walk frm joo chiat to eunos mrt was damn far.
finally, its the end for SSM project.
free from stupid cow's nonsense.
i really had enuff of him.
if only i can poke holes on his face, disfigure him, or if not simply ask him go plastic surgery and change the way he looked now.
oh no, not enuff.
no matter how handsome he is,
his character still sux.
he is the most self-centred and childish 23 yr old guy i know.
i wonder y is he liked tt.
his every action, his every words, his every movement juz irks mi.
pple who know mi, should know tt im not that sort of person who will hate a person. even when i really hate someone, i'll find some good points on him/her to reduce the hate-ness of tt person.
ok, maybe perhaps theres someone i dun like, i wont hate him/her.
stupid cow is the 1st person who made mi broke my record.
shit him. he made mi feel as if im such a mean and unfriendly girl.
but no choice.
i think he does not deserve my friendliness and kindness!
@#@%@^&*
although this time SSM projects ended le.
but theres more to come!
omg~
1.5 more yrs to go.
1.5 more yrs of this nonsense.
omg~
how m i gonna survive?

i dunno wad happened to my right eye.
it so damn red now.
boo hoo~~~
had my formal presentation today for SSM.
woke up super early today.
went joo chiat to buy dry ice first.
den took a cab to school.
no choice, the boxes were bulky
and the walk frm joo chiat to eunos mrt was damn far.
finally, its the end for SSM project.
free from stupid cow's nonsense.
i really had enuff of him.
if only i can poke holes on his face, disfigure him, or if not simply ask him go plastic surgery and change the way he looked now.
oh no, not enuff.
no matter how handsome he is,
his character still sux.
he is the most self-centred and childish 23 yr old guy i know.
i wonder y is he liked tt.
his every action, his every words, his every movement juz irks mi.
pple who know mi, should know tt im not that sort of person who will hate a person. even when i really hate someone, i'll find some good points on him/her to reduce the hate-ness of tt person.
ok, maybe perhaps theres someone i dun like, i wont hate him/her.
stupid cow is the 1st person who made mi broke my record.
shit him. he made mi feel as if im such a mean and unfriendly girl.
but no choice.
i think he does not deserve my friendliness and kindness!
@#@%@^&*
although this time SSM projects ended le.
but theres more to come!
omg~
1.5 more yrs to go.
1.5 more yrs of this nonsense.
omg~
how m i gonna survive?

i dunno wad happened to my right eye.
it so damn red now.
boo hoo~~~

Friday, August 26, 2005




celebrated huimei's bday yesterday.
went Swensens @ PS.
had crayfish pasta and icecream cake.
hoped huimei enjoyed herself.
the above picture illustrate the scene ytd.
and the girl in the middle is the birthday girl!
happy 18th bday!!!
*wad is qunjie doing behind jiayi and Patricia?*

before the celebration, it was FMA CA2
haiz.
xiong duo ji shao.
tsk tsk.

its been a really busy and tiring week for mi.
i almost forget that im actually breathing.
i mean, projects, tests and piles of reports is wad im facing and doing every day.
shagged.

exam schedule is out.
omg~
i so suay sia.
got FMA exam on my birthday.
this one still nvm.
the sway-er thing is,
after FMA exam, i still gotta rush home study my BLAW exam!!!
hmph~!!$%#^$%&$*

13 Sep--SSM exam
21 sep-- QA exam
23 sep--MR exam
28 sep--FMA exam
29 sep--BLAW exam


and now i think i know wad does it mean by "a scar will always be a scar".
juz like a vase that is shattered into pieces,
it will never be as perfect and as beautiful just like before.

Sunday, August 21, 2005

jia lat jia lat.
this time FMA ca2 sure die.
i dunno wad the lecture notes talking abt.
theres so much to memorise sia.

went amanda's hse to stay overnite on friday.
was 1 of the weekdays gathering to celebrate chun hui's bday.
we planned a surprise for her and made her wish come true.

slept at only 4am in the morning after studying and chatting with xin while the rest are zZZ-ing away.
but i didnt really sleep.
i cant slp in a new environment.
haha.
was drag out of the bed by amanda's mother at around 9am.
haha.

den we started chun hui's bday plan.
brought her out for breakfast while her boyfren (tc) came over to cook lunch. (with the help of amanda's mother of cos)
haha.
den after "breakfast",
we went back.
tc was hiding in the store room.
den we call her go open store room take something.
her reaction was O_O!!!!!
cos she saw someone sitting inside the store room and she freaked out.

after tt, we start makan session lor.
eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat and eat.
non stop all the way frm 11.30am to 5.30pm.
watched cinderella 2 vcd.
hmm....its abt cinderella's life after she married to the prince.
happily ever after?
hmm.....i dunno. cos i went into lala land in the middle of the show.

went esplanade in the night to take foto.
theres a live band there and they play very nice music.
had cafe cartel for dinner (OMG~~) at marina square.
and den home sweet home.
yeah~ next will be my birthday!!~
*hint hint*
i dun wan bday cake on my birthday!!!!

woke up at 745am today.
force myself to jog away my calories accumulated yesterday and to ease my guilt.



a brand new life, a brand new mi.
trust mi, believe mi, will you?

Thursday, August 18, 2005

its FMA lab lesson now.
the tutor says he has gastric therefore he will start the lesson 10 min later.
hmm....

juz now,
i realised i haven tok to my mum for some time le.
as in,
last time,
wadever happen to mi in school,
i'll report it to my mother,
telling her how i feel and stuffs.
but recently,
think we haven been really toking and chatting.
i oso dunno y.
think of it so sad sia.

my frens show their mother the SB yr book and showed them who stupid cow is.
they tell their mum how idiotic the stupid cow behaves in class.
but i realised, i didnt tell my mum anything abt stupid cow at all.
haha.
so funny, cos if it was last time,
i'll sure complain to my mum.

hmm....
sad case isnt it?

our grp finally finish our ssm report le.
phew!~
now, i gotta chiong my MR test for tml le.
sian~

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

WU JIA YI

are you still jealous now?!

Monday, August 15, 2005

juz a quick post.
gonna go and rush out my ssm report after this.

ah huat wore pink today!
haha.
and now i owed him a meal.
he said he want to go RAFFLES hotel and eat,
and i suggested eating the GRASS from RAFFLES hotel.
haha.

i got so fed-up today,
i dunno y.
guess ah huat's pink tee didnt managed to chase away the monday blues

i really hate him.
stupid cow!!!
bring so much trouble to our class sia.
i dun care whether he knows my blog or not,
he will still forever be a stupid cow!

and im so suay today.
im gonna be the speaker for my blaw project.
and now, i seriously need a new set of formal wear.
maybe, maybe if i managed to physco huimei to be the speaker,
den i think i dun nid it so seriously.
wad m i toking?
i dunno.

stressed.

its not that i wanna lie to you.
its juz that i dunno wads the truth.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

juz came back frm airport.
its like i visited the airport 4 times within a week,
its like the airport is juz next to my hse.
how cool is tt?
i intend to study there.
but....but....
im so guilty now.

someone said this to mi last nite.

"跌倒了再爬起来"

hmmm.....

currently,
think im too pain to get up to walk again.
and due to the extreme pain,
i've got no strength to motivate myself to carry on.
haha.
maybe, if someone were to offer mi some antiseptic and plaster,
i'll feel better ba.
time heals all wound.

i dunno wad im toking oso.

so stressed sia.
all the projects and test coming up.
all the bdays coming up.
all the dateline dueing soon.
haiz.and yet, my heart and soul is not with mi now.
tsk tsk.
samantha, u better wake up!

anyway, congrats to thomas,
he got into the audition.
i knew u can do it!
will be down to the lounge to support u someday.
jia you!

You are dependable, popular, and observant.
Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness.
In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do.

You are unique, creative, and expressive.
You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while.
And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

Your Hidden Talent
Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

im so hopelessly and madly in love with pink now.
i have a pink bag.
i have a new pink earphone.
i hope many pink tops.
i love pink.
i dunno y.
let mi repeat i love PINK~.
and ah huat, if u are reading this post, dun forget you'll have to wear a pink top to school on monday~
muahhahahaha.

i think im a happy girl these few days.
i think...

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

happy birthday to my beautiful and clean nation.
40 years of independence. whoo~
so many 'red' people on the streets today.
made the wrong choice to town
cos we were stucked down there.
due to my height,
i almost suffocated there.
tian ah~
really very crowded lor!

yawnz.
tired!
i wonder if i'd done the correct thing.
i tot its always good to be truthful.
but hell, y is the result so drastic when it comes to mi?
y is it me?
i really hate myself.
i tot i could handle this situation well.
im sorry ger. really sorry.
sorry for forcing you to say things tt were meant to be kept a secret.
sorry for causing you to land into this hotsoup.
i know my tears does not even worth the price of the consequences.
but wad else could i do?
s.o.r.r.y
*slaps myself*

Saturday, August 06, 2005

juz now went out with jia yi.
meet her at outram, den we decided to go cityhall.
finally visited the new national library.
and i wonder y the hell they need to build such a big place for the library.
want to borrow a book, muz like take how many times of escalator. (even though there's lift la)

den we go maina square de Han's to have lunch.
was my 1st time there lar.
the set lunch quite cheap lor.
got main dish, 1 slice of cake, 1 drink, 1 soup of the day.
$7.50 only.
we parted at around 3.30pm
and i went home,
she go meet her pat pat for shopping.

jiayi, seriously, sometimes ur sixth sense really freak mi out lar.
however, at other times, i really hope that ur sixth sense will come true.
but this time round, regarding wat we've discussed juz now,
i dun wanna it to happen.
haha.
pls, stop reading wad im thinking and feeling
cos, most of the time, u are so accurate!
u are invading my privacy!
i can sue you for tt.
haha.

and btw,
oh fucking idiot stupid cow is so _______[fill in the blank with watever vulagarities u can think of]
i got the urge to chop him with a butcher's knife now!

Thursday, August 04, 2005

i got back my bizlaw paper today.
the feeling was like taking back o lvl paper.
i juz had the feeling i will fail,
cos i dunno wad the hell m i writing in the paper.
but the good thing is
i passed!!!
64%
im so relieved and happy can?
i passed u know!
yeah~~~

i wasnt feeling really good today.
i felt so stressed, so qi guai, so emotional.
but i cant find anyway to relieve myself.
i cant cry, which makes mi feel so xin ku.
tears juz wun flow.
i wonder where the crybaby-samantha is now.
its juz so pek chek and irritating when u cant cry.

celine recommended mi and jy a movie, little brother.
both of us decided to catch it after school.
all i can say is, this show is worth the money.
cos it made mi cry.
frm the starting 10 min to the end of the show,
i think tears juz flow out like tapwater.
the whole cinema only got 4 audience including mi and jy.
haha.
i felt so shiok lar.

we had a tok during dinner at long john.
and i ordered a cup of coffee to warm myself.
we chatted really heart to heart,
abt how we felt abt certain sensitive things.
but we got to rushed home to watch superstar,
so the tok we had was like not enuff.

i hate to ride in the train alone.
i really hate it.
i dunno y my tots will keep wondering.
i really dunno y.
i dun wanna think of anything,
but my mind juz wun listen to mi.
my heart wad like screaming for freedom,
wanna escape frm the reality.
but i cant.
cant those tots juz leave mi alone.
i almost breakdown in the train.
i dunno why.
and suddenly, i felt like vomitting.
i felt really terrible.
it muz be the coffee.
i muz be the coffee.
its not the tots.
it muz be the coffee that makes mi feel like vomitting.

i hate contradictions.
but somehow, i keep contradicting myself.
so therefore, in mathematical terms,
i hate myself.

should i give myself a break frm all problems?
as if i could......
i finally watch the island today with jw, pat, jy, ah huat, hx, hm and wh.
went to tiong bahru to watch after my blaw lecture.
well. i was a nice show,
and i love the plot.
although the ending was like hanging in the air.
so where will all the clones go and wad will they do after that?
wad if one day,
i meet someone who looks exactly like mi on the streets,
and realised that that person is actually my clone?
i'll be so fascinated!!!
i wanna meet my clone now!
and i hope my clone will be a clever one,
not like those in the island.
so that she can sit for my exams and i'll be stress free!!!
and oh ya, forgot to mentioned that wenhao went into the ladies today.
wahaha.
so funny! laugh till my stomachached.

i'd heard alot of pple exclaiming that xinhui and i look so much alike.
and they will go like "are you all sisters?"
we've got so irritated and tired of telling them "no, we are not", that we even cooked up stories like "oh ya! we are sisters. im from the right fallopian tube and she's frm the left."
bloody hell.
this reason oso got pple believe can?!!!
so pengZ.
next time, we should juz say " yes, we are sisters" to shut them up.
cos when we say " no, we are not" ,
they will go like " no meh? but u 2 really look alike leh? not sisters, cousins issit?"
haiz.
we got look so alike meh?
*look at xin frm head to toe*
WHERE GOT?!!!
dun insult mi can?!!
OPPS!!!
joking lar.
haha.
i think pple eyes got stamps lar.
xin hui's eyes are bigger than mine,
nose is sharper den mine
lips is smaller and thinner than mine,
head is smaller than mine
hair is shorter than mine
complextion is better than mine
figure is "wow" than mine.

so tell mi?
where do we exactly look alike?

maybe,
somethings are better to remain the same.
i should not ask for more,
i should be contented with what i have now.
cos asking for more,
i'll also be asking for more heartbreaks.
u may say im a coward.
but, i dun really care.
cos, i've already suffered enuff,
and i dun wanna face those pains again.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


quite true.
hmmm....