Saturday, September 24, 2005

im left with 2 more papers to go.
being optimistic : "its only 2 more papers."
being pessimistic : " wah lau, still got 2 more papers to go leh."

haiz. now, im feeling pessimistic.

my motivation to chiong for the last 2 papers totally vanish after today's paper.

argh!~

its freaking 2.30AM now.
and bloody hell....I CANT SLEEP!


my pathetic 18th birthday.
i think, im celebrating it with my BELOVED B-Law notes.
im gonna love FMA and BLAW, cos they will be there to celebrate my bday for mi.
i should be CONTENTED.

somebody, cheer mi up with surprises.

im feeling so down now,
i have no idea why.

Friday, September 16, 2005

i should be studying
i should be studying
i should be studying.
i should be studying.
i should be studying.

but wad am i doing?

muahahaha.

studying lead to madness and retardness.

everything is so weird.
you are weird,
so am i.
everybody is weird.

its diffucult not to think too much.
damn!

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

happy birthday to jingwei and huixian!
haha.
like ur present ma?
next time both of u muz wear the pink polo tee out together wor...since u guys share the same birthday.
muahaha.

went PS de swensens for birthday dinner AGAIN.
i ate fish and chip and breaded chicken despite the fact that im still coughing away.

had SSM CA3 during noon.
hmm....didnt really study the 16 chapters on notes.
juz memorised those headings and sub-headings.
the details, i crapped through the paper.
but hope i can pass lar.

had RWPS presentation yesterday.
one word to describe : weird.
cos theres only 3 audience and 1 teacher.
1st time present to 4 pple only sia.
hui mei and huixian were very nervous b4 the presentation.
but i felt nth.
really not nervous lor.
budden the teacher commented that i speak too fast.
haha. it has always been my habit to speak fast during presentation.
eversince sec sch, teachers have been saying that i speak too fast le.
but cant change. haha. dunno why.

i decided to unlock my blog.
everybody should be given a chance.
and since he said he wants to change,
i think we should give him an opportunity to realise his mistakes.
i know it will be difficult to accept him again,
but i think, we temporary c the situation first lar.
if he really still remain as wad he is now,
den i got nth to say.
hmmm....think the next thing im gonna do after blogging is to unblock him in my msn.

sian.
i really got no motivation to study for my jap exam tml.
suddenly, the passion for jap dissapear.
i dunno y.
now, jap is no longer my interest.
it is a form of burden.
if its not becos of the fees,
think i'd already gave up long ago.

i feel so out of place now.
suddenly, someone's views starts influencing mi.
i hate myself for not having my own stand.
i know u dun like the person,
but sometimes, for a moment, i wish you could stop reminding mi how much you dun like the person.
cos i dunno how to react to ur views.
it feels so weird having to hear you complaining and nagging how bad is the person.
i think u wun exactly know how i feel,
since everytime i act as if nth happen, using my smile to hide my confusion.

Monday, September 12, 2005

had rwps presentation today. it oso marks the end of all projects! took some pictures:





xin, mi and emi! the sARs in action!




the 4 musketeers!




mi and xin! i think we look so smart!






heels in action! guess which 1 is mine!!!

Sunday, September 11, 2005

*yawnz*
look at the time, its 1.15AM now.
am supposed to be studying, but think i cant make it le.
my brain had already stopped functioning at 1100pm.

this is a very busy week.
almost everyday im staying back late in school, or even to the extent of staying over at ah mei's house, juz to finish my BLAW project.
and yes, finally, its over.
its really tough to be a lawyer. u muz really know ur facts well and be prepared. sometimes, u even have to do guilty things or distort facts to win the case.
so, even if i really have the talent to speak well and do well,
i wun want to be a lawyer.

im only left with RWPS presentation on monday~ woohoo!
next week is study break.
but i like got no time to study sia.
monday, go sch for RWPS ppt.
tuesday, SSM CA3, den after tt still got birthday celebration.
wed, got blaw extra lecture and jap exam.
sian sia!

today yesterday is jia yi's birthday.
we meet up in the noon to get our heels for mon's presentation.
we got the same pair, same size, but different colour.
den went eastpoint b4 meeting the guys up to go hui xian's house for bbq party.
bought another skirt again
den go ntuc buy watermelon.
the watermelon i chose is so so so sweet and nice.
we used it to play zhong ji mi ma, and everybody is hoping they kana the deadly number.
wahaha. cos its simply juz so juicy!
so....jw,qj,wh,ah huat,hm,hx and jy, hurry up thank mi!
cos the watermelon i choose de!

*cough cough cough*

ive been drink alot of water these few days,
and this explain the increase in frequency of toilet trips.

had a really fun nite today.
and i think jy oso enjoyed herself.
sorry jy, i know ur bday card very ugly.
but i really tried my best le sia.
i know my acting skills sux,
but u know how diff was it to come out with lies, so that u will feel surprise.
haha
happy 18th bday.

i really dunno how i feel now.
i cant think.
i dunno wad im scared of,
i dunno y muz i be scared.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

heachaches.
sore throat.
running nose.
blocked nose.
aching body.
stress.
pimples.

SAVE MI!!!!!!

i really dunno why i always have weird dreams.
and the weirdest thing of all,
is that i can almost remember those dreams in detail.
and the weirdest weirdest thing of all all all,
is that, my dream always takes place at the seaside.

yesterday, i dreamt that it was my bday.
and no body wanna wish mi happy birthday.
i got so sad.
i cry and cry,
wonedring y pple dun wanna wish mi happy birthday.
den i began running, and tada~ i reached the seaside that i've always dreamt of.
and squat down by the seaside and cry.
the tears flow so much that the low tide become high tide due to my excessive flow of tears.
muahaha. this is so funny.
sasa, i told you, dream catcher dun work le!

yesterday, i went to work as usual.
den theres this regular customer who came in and i served him.
he said:" wheres the smile that you usually have? i missed your smile."
haha.
hmm....haven i been smiling?
i think i looked like a clown last time.
its so tiring to put on a smile,
especially when there is nth that is worth smiling going on.

Sunday, September 04, 2005

went ah mei house to do BLAW project.
i hate travelling alone.
and worst still,
i always travel alone frm tanah mehra to woodlands everytime.
lucky, i had my mp3 with mi, if not, i realli dunno wad to do sia.

ah mei's cute mummy cooked sphagetti.
nice nice nice!
celine came down and joined us at 2pm.
den we started getting into serious discussion,
but we always got distracted when we tok about cows.
haha.
i think the zoo has a missing cow.
cos jiayi saw 1 cow at 6.50AM yesterday at School of Business.
haha.

the mirror on ah mei's toilet is hanging so high up sia.
and i cant even c my hair when im washing hands.
her mum was so......shocked?
haha.

her mother very cute sia.
while we were in ah mei's room doing project,
she came into the room happily and said smth.
" samantha! i know theres another place in my house that u probably cant reach! the cabinet that i keep all my washed dishes!"
and our reaction was -_-"

haiz.
ah mei's mother is not the 1st one who suan abt my height.
my parents, my classmates, my frens and even DENNIS SIM, my blaw lecturer always tease mi regarding my 153 height.
hmm.....i dun really mind, since its like every body is saying im short eversince the age of 13.
they go like " wah! u really very short leh!", " wah, toking to you really very xin ku leh", or when we are shopping at the crowded place " samantha! where are you? i cant see you!" or when im actually standing up, they go like "huh?! u standing up ah? tot u still sitting down".
-_-"
y pple can get so mean ar?
besides that, short legs also got alot of disadvantage.
u cant change the light bulbs, u cant reach things that are placed high, u cant walk as fast as those long legged pple.
but....but....but.....
i oso wish i can grow taller wad!
who wants to be criticised rite?
as if i can ctrl how tall i am. as if theres this medicine, when after i eat, i can grow extra 10cm, as if i can go install some metal extension thingy into my legs.
i cant grow upwards anymore.
i cant.....! sob sob!

but....
i think girls being short is not really a problem lar.
at least still can act cute.
wahaha.
self-console.
i mean, grow so tall for wad?
clean the windows or support the ceiling?
wads the ladder for den?
tall girls will oso scare guys away....
they cant wear high heels during their wedding, if not they will look taller than the groom...
weird rite!
haha.

hmm....if only i can grow taller 5 more cm.
haha.
but if cannot, oso cant help lar.
i should juz stay happy with my height.
since guys now-a-days also not so tall le.

anyway, back to topic.
i went off at 4.15pm
took bus 168 back to tampines.
went to support my parents.
when took part in some karaoke singing competition.
theres 40 contestants!
omg lar~ it was sososossosososo BORING!
cos all they sang was those oldies!
but my sis and i managed to sneak out.
we went tampines to shop.
wanted to get high heel shoe, but haiz, if its not too high, den is the design very obiang.
took neoprints, act retard again.
haha.
and i saw a pink denim skirt! so nice.
and i also want to get another formal top.
and i passed by ADIDAS, i saw a pink jacket. its cool~!
and walked and shop, and left tampines with nothing.
haha.

and den home sweet home.
juz finished my own part im supposed to do for bizlaw project.
zZZ.
oyasuminasai!

Saturday, September 03, 2005

You are 34.92% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.183502 people have taken this test to date.
This percentage means that :
?You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.
?Occasionally, you over-react to situations.
?Most of the time, you trust the people around.
?Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-
esteem.

http://tests.studentcenter.org/jealousytest.php

omg~ this is so true lar!
agree agree!!!
go try the test ba!
finally.
im done with my rwps report at 5.00pm sharp today.
14 pages of analysis + recommendation + conclusion,
26 pages in total.
its the 1st time i write so much for a report.
and this is individual work. the sense of achievement when flipping through the 26 pages report is great!

but things didnt really go too well for mi today.
my stomach wasnt feeling well when i woke up in the morning.
the medicine i took didnt have any effect,
it got so pain, i popped in another pill during MR lecture.
2 pills within 1.5 hours.
haha.
im still alive. nv die of over doasage.

den after MR lecture, jy, hm and i chiong down to BizIt library to chiong our rwps report.
but the library de computers fully booked.
so went up level 4 de com lab do.

den went for gems presentation.
after presentation,
rushed back to SB again for BLAW lecture.
den stupid cow did smth and it pissed us off so much that even the very-devoted-to-buddhist-society tobbie, was so angry too!!

den gossip awhile abt stupid cow's action.
and dennis sim says theres no solution to our problem.
we cannot chase him out of our class.
haiz.

den went back BIZIT again,
wanna print my report out.
but hor, printer no ink!!!!!

suay mah?

tsk tsk.

was late for work.
bus 14 took its own sweet time driving at the speed of 30km/hr on the road.
!#!%@^#&
shitty bus 14.
think even children who ride on the scooter will reach the destination faster then bus 14.
muz as well call pple push the bus frm behind.
argh! i had enuff of bus 14!!!!!

and i hate pple who smoke at bustops.
can they spare a tot for others?
wanna smoke ur life away, can!
but dun shorten innocents' life by letting them inhale ur second hand smoke la!
dunno wad those smokers thinking oso.
spent so much money on tabaccos to exchange for black lungs.
*roll eyes*

*yawnz*
so tired sia.
wanna go zzZZ le.

and oh ya.
dun ever buy dream catcher again,
its only a waste of money.
cos no use one.....
i still have weird dreams.