到底是人为了爱情而改变，还是爱情改变了一个人？

while i was bathing juz now, i kept thinking abt this sentence.
so which way is the one that pple practice?

wadever it is, it involoves love.
it doesnt matter who changed who cos its all out of love.
you changed because of love.
and love somehow changed you too.

but after the change...... are you still the person that you used to be?

i really wonder....

have you ever felt that the whole world is giving up on you, everyone turning away from you?

i felt so helpless at a certain point of time when i think so this.

its like, my driving instructor is giving up on me.
my parents giving up on me.
my frens giving up on me.
someone close giving up on me.

and sooner or later...
i think...im giving myself up too.

somtimes... its really amusing to find myself so stupid and blur.
i cant stand myself anymore.


its really difficult to please everyone isnt it?

everyone, next time u see me,
pls call me rain goddess.

let me tell you why.

been going for my driving pratical lessons recently.
and today is my 5th lesson.

and for the past 4 lessons,
i've been driving in the rain.
and the rain only starts pouring everytime when i reach bukit gombak!
so infuriating!
and since this always happen in the afternoon, i tot it wun happen today cos my lesson starts at 9.50 in the morning.
but hell, i was wrong!
it raining cats and dogs when i woke up at like 7.30am!
and when i reach the driving centre and my instructor ask me to drive, i really cant c wads infront of me!
so scary!
and so i complained to my instructor that it will rain everytime im having practical lesson.
and he name me " the rain goddess"
-_-"
well...if it rains the next lesson again....
i really think those countries facing drought will love me.
:)

changed my blogskin.
cos there's smth wrong with the previous 1.
pple have been complaining that i haven blogged for a long time.
and i shall make this entry the 1st post of JUNE.
:)

BLOGGED.

see pple, i've blogged. so stop complaining.

nth interesting happened.
my life is still revloving around with the same people, same things.
my grandma is getting better.
:)

been visiting the hospital very frequently,
and i love the nursery there.
it really makes me feel that life is wonderful.
and i can really wonder how much have u really grown from that tiny whiny ugly creature. [i always think that just born babies are ugly]

and my aunt also gave birth to a baby girl 2 weeks ago.
this is her 4th child.
her 1st 3 are all boys.
so can u feel her joy?
she called me with regards of the name she wanna name her baby.
helped her look through her dictionary and gave her my opinion.
:)

went kbox with hx and y this afternoon.
and cycling after that.
oOO. muscles aching cos really got quite alot of uphills.
and my butt nv fail to get hurt after every cycling lesson.

juz now after i changed blogskin,
i checked on my archives,
and realised my blog is almost 2 yrs old.
omg. but theres like less than 400 posts. curently this post is #390.
haha. (:

hmm...nth more interesting to update u guys le.
tata.
:)

*can c that im a happy girl cos there is alot of smiley faces in this entry.
toked to jia ytd and i learnt smth.
its not the matter of trying to be happy already.
its ur mindset.
u will be happy, if you want to be happy.
and so, im happy!
muacks.
:)