ok....i cannot deny the fact that im 17 now.
dunno whether to be happy or sad.
had the normal routine today at sch
den received xin hui prezzie and my project group presents.
alright, xin hui gave mi a cushion.
the cover sheet of the cushion is actually a plain 1
but she very sweet lor
stitch some wordings on it
so touched...
ok...the feeling is like i dunno how to say lor
its too difficult to write down here
on the overall, i juz felt touch and happy to have a sweet fren like her lor.
:) thankyou xin hui...u should know how much u mean to mi ok?
den my project group gave mi a set of accessories. necklace, ear rings, and bracelet.
thank you them oso.
receive my b day greetings from my frens too...the surprising thing is...the 1st sms received was from mandy!!!! haha....she is not the slow and blur mandy anymore....haiz...anyways...miss her!
den after lesson went singapore post de this fashion buy my skirt for presentation.
after that went parkway
the heels at bata is really cheap lor...its less than $10. should have get it today.
den amanda, jia min, chun hui and teck chaite suddenly appear in front of mi and they gave mi a shocked lor.
but im really happy to c them
cos i missed them lor
den we go sit sit tok tok....
den saw geng ya
den amanda and jia bought 2 slices of cake from break tok to celebrate my b day.
but i stop them from doing so
cos i dun intend to hear any b day songs or blow off any candles...
but they insisted.
then tears juz flow
cos it really remind mi of how sad i am today
i know i shouldnt be sad
but there is no really for mi to be happy.
i juz know that....birthday doesnt really matter to mi now...its who im with...
and u know wat....2 yrs back...i still got my pet dog jackie to celebrate my b day with mi as we share the same b day
but this yr....he is not with mi...i could still vividly remember the different ways he tried juz to eat the b day cake....and those 'stunts' he performed cause mi to roll on the floor, laughing hard...haha...but where is he now? i dun know....haiz
i know i kinda spoil the mood today when amanda they all came speciallydown juz to help mi celebrate my b day....i really appreciated it very very much...as u all let mi feel that at least im not alone...but i juz feel like crying...forgive mi kay?
although i promised xin not to cry alone on my way home....i juz cant stop tears from flowing down in the bus...haha...memories of the past juz keep flashing...the condition of my grandma....haiz...but i felt better...although some pple in the bus treated mi and looked at mi like im a monster or smth like tt....
reached my ah ma hse late for dinner.....
den went home.
mum returned home with apple strudel to celebrate although i tell her not to get anything back....haiz
so had to hear them sing b day song and blow off the candle flame....
in the end, i still have to be 17 yr old...
but uknow wat...i feel like a pig now
am growing fatter day by day
cos i've got b day cake in my hse, moon cakes, ice cream moon cake and apple strudel...
omg~~~ wat m i going to do with them??!!!!
oh no....muz start exercising liao.....
haiz...although i dun wish to be 17, i still wanna make 3 wishes and hope that they will come true
1)my frens and family members to be happy always
2) to slim down
3) *secret*
tata....gona face the new 17 yr old mi =)
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Monday, September 27, 2004
ok...i dunno how im feeling now...
2 hours more to 17 yrs old...
but u know wat
i dun want to be 17 yrs old...
i hate 17 yrs old
i dun feel like celebrating my b day
or should i rather say
i dun want to be 17 rs old
i still want to be the 16 yr old mi
the 16 yr old days
when we are still worried over our o lvl
when we were mugging for exams in sch till evening
when i could juz c my close frens everyday
when all the sweet memories, happy memories, unhappy events took place
but why
why?
days pass so fast
soon i'll be 17, where 16 will nv occur again
where the memories will juz be memories
where meeting my frens will like have to wait for 3 to 4 mths to meet each other again?
haiz...
last time, whenever i'm low, frens will be there and i know i can always depend on them
now, although i have frens all over singapore, north, south, east, west....but where are they when i really nid them? when i need a crying shoulder....when i miss them?
i know they are always there for mi mentally...but i need them physically.
i really dunno how are they...how their live have been...wat happen to them recently...haiz...and...and...being 17 means i have to learn to be independent....and...and...i juz dun wat to b 17.....
and its a sad yr for mi to be 17 this yr...y muz something terrible happen to my grandma at september? i know im bad...but its 1 of the factor contributing to the sad-ed mood.
yesterday i go vist her, her wound is bleeding
today, my mum told mi she is running a fever.
after hearing all this, do u still want to celebrate ur b day?
haiz....
ok....i dunno...i juz feel like crying....
i juz dunno whats getting over mi...
i juz dunno what to do
i dunno wats the reason to cry for
but i juz want to cry...
guess that the samantha lim that u all know is juz a child afterall....
to my frens out there....i really miss you~~
2 hours more to 17 yrs old...
but u know wat
i dun want to be 17 yrs old...
i hate 17 yrs old
i dun feel like celebrating my b day
or should i rather say
i dun want to be 17 rs old
i still want to be the 16 yr old mi
the 16 yr old days
when we are still worried over our o lvl
when we were mugging for exams in sch till evening
when i could juz c my close frens everyday
when all the sweet memories, happy memories, unhappy events took place
but why
why?
days pass so fast
soon i'll be 17, where 16 will nv occur again
where the memories will juz be memories
where meeting my frens will like have to wait for 3 to 4 mths to meet each other again?
haiz...
last time, whenever i'm low, frens will be there and i know i can always depend on them
now, although i have frens all over singapore, north, south, east, west....but where are they when i really nid them? when i need a crying shoulder....when i miss them?
i know they are always there for mi mentally...but i need them physically.
i really dunno how are they...how their live have been...wat happen to them recently...haiz...and...and...being 17 means i have to learn to be independent....and...and...i juz dun wat to b 17.....
and its a sad yr for mi to be 17 this yr...y muz something terrible happen to my grandma at september? i know im bad...but its 1 of the factor contributing to the sad-ed mood.
yesterday i go vist her, her wound is bleeding
today, my mum told mi she is running a fever.
after hearing all this, do u still want to celebrate ur b day?
haiz....
ok....i dunno...i juz feel like crying....
i juz dunno whats getting over mi...
i juz dunno what to do
i dunno wats the reason to cry for
but i juz want to cry...
guess that the samantha lim that u all know is juz a child afterall....
to my frens out there....i really miss you~~
:: Do you cry often: ya...
:: Do you often cry in front of people or alone: depends...but i prefer to cry alone
:: Have your friends ever seen you cry: yupz
:: Have you cried today: no...but feel like crying now
:: Do you usually cry for a long time:sometimes...cos it really feel good to cry out loud!
:: Do you get really red when you cry: ya...eyes and nose will become red and this make it so obvious that i've cried!
:: Have you ever cried because you were happy: yupz
:: Have you ever been someone's cryingshoulder? maybe yes...maybe no...if yes, i may forget le lor
:: Have you ever hugged someone because they were crying: i think yes ba...a person crying may need someone to comfort and console them
:: Have you ever had a shoulder to cry on: ya...but not now lor..
:: Have you been hugged when you cried: i think so
:: Do you cry during sad movies: ya...am a emotional person u c
:: Do you cry while reading books: no...its not so real...i will juz feel very very very touched thats all
:: Does music make you cry: yes...especially and im in a very bad mood or recalling something sad
:: Have you ever been called a cry baby: yes...when i was young, by my parents
:: Have you ever tried to stop yourself fromcrying: of cos...but its difficult to control...tears will juz eventually stream down
:: Have you ever cried in front of a teacher: yup...mr naufal...the very 1st teacher who touched mi
:: Does this survey make you want to cry?: erm...no...but it makes mi think of the happy and unhappy past which i miss very much
:: Have you ever cried over a guy/girl: ya...
:: Do you cry when you are physically hurt: erm depends...but when im really in pain, i cant control
:: Do you cry when you are scared: ya
:: Do you cry when you are mad: ya...thats wat i'll do when im really angry
:: Do you cry over bad grades?: yupz...especially those i really out in effort to study
:: Have you ever cried over spilled milk: erm...forget liao...maybe ba
:: Can you make yourself cry: haha...ya...im emotional...can cry for nth 1
:: When was the last time you cried: erm...forget liao
:: Have you ever cried because you were sad for someone else: yes
:: Do you have a favorite crying quote: yes...cry out loud!!! u'll feel better
:: Have you ever cried for anyone who wouldn't cry for you: yes...crush..infatuation and whatsoever
:: Do you ever cry on anniversaries of things?: erm...no at a moment
:: Do you cry over someone you love becoz they have a gf/bf? erm...no comments
::When was the last time u felt loved and u cried? erm......forget when liao
::Who is the person you always cry for? : myself? erm cos i tend to think too much
:: Will you cry because this survey is over: u muz be crazy
:: Do you often cry in front of people or alone: depends...but i prefer to cry alone
:: Have your friends ever seen you cry: yupz
:: Have you cried today: no...but feel like crying now
:: Do you usually cry for a long time:sometimes...cos it really feel good to cry out loud!
:: Do you get really red when you cry: ya...eyes and nose will become red and this make it so obvious that i've cried!
:: Have you ever cried because you were happy: yupz
:: Have you ever been someone's cryingshoulder? maybe yes...maybe no...if yes, i may forget le lor
:: Have you ever hugged someone because they were crying: i think yes ba...a person crying may need someone to comfort and console them
:: Have you ever had a shoulder to cry on: ya...but not now lor..
:: Have you been hugged when you cried: i think so
:: Do you cry during sad movies: ya...am a emotional person u c
:: Do you cry while reading books: no...its not so real...i will juz feel very very very touched thats all
:: Does music make you cry: yes...especially and im in a very bad mood or recalling something sad
:: Have you ever been called a cry baby: yes...when i was young, by my parents
:: Have you ever tried to stop yourself fromcrying: of cos...but its difficult to control...tears will juz eventually stream down
:: Have you ever cried in front of a teacher: yup...mr naufal...the very 1st teacher who touched mi
:: Does this survey make you want to cry?: erm...no...but it makes mi think of the happy and unhappy past which i miss very much
:: Have you ever cried over a guy/girl: ya...
:: Do you cry when you are physically hurt: erm depends...but when im really in pain, i cant control
:: Do you cry when you are scared: ya
:: Do you cry when you are mad: ya...thats wat i'll do when im really angry
:: Do you cry over bad grades?: yupz...especially those i really out in effort to study
:: Have you ever cried over spilled milk: erm...forget liao...maybe ba
:: Can you make yourself cry: haha...ya...im emotional...can cry for nth 1
:: When was the last time you cried: erm...forget liao
:: Have you ever cried because you were sad for someone else: yes
:: Do you have a favorite crying quote: yes...cry out loud!!! u'll feel better
:: Have you ever cried for anyone who wouldn't cry for you: yes...crush..infatuation and whatsoever
:: Do you ever cry on anniversaries of things?: erm...no at a moment
:: Do you cry over someone you love becoz they have a gf/bf? erm...no comments
::When was the last time u felt loved and u cried? erm......forget when liao
::Who is the person you always cry for? : myself? erm cos i tend to think too much
:: Will you cry because this survey is over: u muz be crazy
Sunday, September 26, 2004
ok...am back from my grandma home.
her wound is bleeding lor...
haiz
c her so pain, my heart oso very pain.
go parkway de crystal jade for dinner
den my uncle treat mi swensens ice cream mooncake and bengawan solo de banana and greentea snow skin moon cake as my b day present.
thank you uncle...
after that den go grandma hse lor.
she gave mi $100 ang pao as b day gift.
and...i said thank you lor....wat else could i do?
cant give her a hug cos i'll hurt her
haiz....
its a sad b day to go this yr...
a sad 17 b day
sad-ed
her wound is bleeding lor...
haiz
c her so pain, my heart oso very pain.
go parkway de crystal jade for dinner
den my uncle treat mi swensens ice cream mooncake and bengawan solo de banana and greentea snow skin moon cake as my b day present.
thank you uncle...
after that den go grandma hse lor.
she gave mi $100 ang pao as b day gift.
and...i said thank you lor....wat else could i do?
cant give her a hug cos i'll hurt her
haiz....
its a sad b day to go this yr...
a sad 17 b day
sad-ed
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Monday, September 20, 2004
juz came back from General Hospital
the walk from outram mrt to the hospital is far can...
haiz
after that went to the ward visit my grandma...
she looks weak....
haiz...
den she oso very sad although she nv express out...
she showed us her bandaged chest...
and she said : "c...1 big 1 small now" den tear roll down from the side of her eyes.
ok...
dunno what to say
having a mixed feelings now...
cos i feel that, breast to a female, give us an identity proving that we are women.
how would u feel if 1 side of ur breast, which u have had since the start of puberty, is gone within the few hours of operation and not having it back again?
weird isn't it?
for mi, i dun feel weird
but i will feel humiliated...
and i dun know if i still consider myself as a woman or not.
haiz...
but health is the most impt thing...
having lost the 1 side of her breast to save her life is worth it.
and i saw how my grandpa took care of my grandma...
i was like so touched with every actions of my grandpa and envy my grandma so much.
they were so loving...and i was like a light bulb that shining at dunno how many volts lor.
haha.
my grandma is so lucky and xin fu...
cos she have grandpa by her side, taking care of her....tending to her every needs.
this scene makes mi wonder how will i be when im old...
haha
and thx my frens who sent mi sms, encouring mi to be strong and assuring mi that everything will turn out fine. thx ya....wenna, li ling, amanda....
not forgetting clarissa, shun wei and jia min
so sorry that i make u all worried for mi
will take care of myself de...
i promise..
and frens...1 more week to my bday
dun forget hor!
haha...
muz go study for my econs cos having mock test tml!!!!
stressed!!!!
the walk from outram mrt to the hospital is far can...
haiz
after that went to the ward visit my grandma...
she looks weak....
haiz...
den she oso very sad although she nv express out...
she showed us her bandaged chest...
and she said : "c...1 big 1 small now" den tear roll down from the side of her eyes.
ok...
dunno what to say
having a mixed feelings now...
cos i feel that, breast to a female, give us an identity proving that we are women.
how would u feel if 1 side of ur breast, which u have had since the start of puberty, is gone within the few hours of operation and not having it back again?
weird isn't it?
for mi, i dun feel weird
but i will feel humiliated...
and i dun know if i still consider myself as a woman or not.
haiz...
but health is the most impt thing...
having lost the 1 side of her breast to save her life is worth it.
and i saw how my grandpa took care of my grandma...
i was like so touched with every actions of my grandpa and envy my grandma so much.
they were so loving...and i was like a light bulb that shining at dunno how many volts lor.
haha.
my grandma is so lucky and xin fu...
cos she have grandpa by her side, taking care of her....tending to her every needs.
this scene makes mi wonder how will i be when im old...
haha
and thx my frens who sent mi sms, encouring mi to be strong and assuring mi that everything will turn out fine. thx ya....wenna, li ling, amanda....
not forgetting clarissa, shun wei and jia min
so sorry that i make u all worried for mi
will take care of myself de...
i promise..
and frens...1 more week to my bday
dun forget hor!
haha...
muz go study for my econs cos having mock test tml!!!!
stressed!!!!
Sunday, September 19, 2004
ok....today went to have lunch with my grandma b4 entering the hospital...
and she was like keeping taking those dishes to my plate of rice
den keep saying "eat more...u big liao...want to eat anything juz take urself"
haiz...
i dunno wat to say...i juz nod my head and say thank you.
after that go admin her to General Hospital.
den pei her awhile b4 we go home.
den my grandma c us off outside the lift.
i have the urge to hug her b4 i go but i didnt
and now i miss her hug....
i could c her trying to hold back her tears while
saying bye bye to us....
i was holding mine back too
i dun want to start the atmosphere to let the rest of my family members cry...
haiz...
den at night mt parents go hospital again to accompany her eat dinner
den my father said...when they were abt to leave, my uncle start crying
followed by my mum
followed by my grandpa
den my grandma...
heart-wrentching scence.
lucky i was not there
cos i can cry now by juz imagining the situation
not to say if i was there.
and...and...my tears are rolling down now...cos i start to miss my grandma already...
i've nv ever in my life miss her so much...
i wonder how is she doing
is the bed comfortable for her
is she lonely cos she is left alone in the hospital w/o television
is she scared of the operation tommorow or not...
haiz...i dunno wat to say...
will visit her tml after my jap lesson...
and oh ya...today is mandy de b day
wish her happy b day.
and she was like keeping taking those dishes to my plate of rice
den keep saying "eat more...u big liao...want to eat anything juz take urself"
haiz...
i dunno wat to say...i juz nod my head and say thank you.
after that go admin her to General Hospital.
den pei her awhile b4 we go home.
den my grandma c us off outside the lift.
i have the urge to hug her b4 i go but i didnt
and now i miss her hug....
i could c her trying to hold back her tears while
saying bye bye to us....
i was holding mine back too
i dun want to start the atmosphere to let the rest of my family members cry...
haiz...
den at night mt parents go hospital again to accompany her eat dinner
den my father said...when they were abt to leave, my uncle start crying
followed by my mum
followed by my grandpa
den my grandma...
heart-wrentching scence.
lucky i was not there
cos i can cry now by juz imagining the situation
not to say if i was there.
and...and...my tears are rolling down now...cos i start to miss my grandma already...
i've nv ever in my life miss her so much...
i wonder how is she doing
is the bed comfortable for her
is she lonely cos she is left alone in the hospital w/o television
is she scared of the operation tommorow or not...
haiz...i dunno wat to say...
will visit her tml after my jap lesson...
and oh ya...today is mandy de b day
wish her happy b day.
Saturday, September 18, 2004
went tampines mall today to look see those formal clothings for my presentation.
but 1 from metro @ $9.90
its cheap lor...
but dunno acceptable or not.
after that go my grandmother hse (father's mum) to have dinner
long time didnt go and have dinner there eversince the start of work...
and when they see my enter their hse
they were like so surprised and happy to c mi....
actually...to make them happi is simple after all...
juz go and visit them, smile, tok and laugh with them will do...
simple things like this, no one seems to understand
and when everything is too late, its juz too late.
after that, went to my grandma (mum's mum) hse to visit her
and i ask her how was she feeling,
she say not good...
haiz
she's going for her operation this coming monday....
*prays hard*
but 1 from metro @ $9.90
its cheap lor...
but dunno acceptable or not.
after that go my grandmother hse (father's mum) to have dinner
long time didnt go and have dinner there eversince the start of work...
and when they see my enter their hse
they were like so surprised and happy to c mi....
actually...to make them happi is simple after all...
juz go and visit them, smile, tok and laugh with them will do...
simple things like this, no one seems to understand
and when everything is too late, its juz too late.
after that, went to my grandma (mum's mum) hse to visit her
and i ask her how was she feeling,
she say not good...
haiz
she's going for her operation this coming monday....
*prays hard*
Friday, September 17, 2004
wats the time now....
haha
its 2:38AM in the morning and im still here
doing this lame effective communication project.
tired can...
ya...guess my mum had been crying silently at night in bed
cos when i went into her rooms juz now,
she was crying again
sigh...
wat can i do?
i can't comfort her
or should i say i dunno how to...
wat a stupid daughter....
when im down, at least got my frens there to cheer mi up...
but my mum was like suffering alone in silence...
haiz...
when can this types of days end?
i really tired...
but i can't slp b4 finishing my project.
dun be surprised too much if u c mi really shagged with 10 rings under my eyes...
haha
its 2:38AM in the morning and im still here
doing this lame effective communication project.
tired can...
ya...guess my mum had been crying silently at night in bed
cos when i went into her rooms juz now,
she was crying again
sigh...
wat can i do?
i can't comfort her
or should i say i dunno how to...
wat a stupid daughter....
when im down, at least got my frens there to cheer mi up...
but my mum was like suffering alone in silence...
haiz...
when can this types of days end?
i really tired...
but i can't slp b4 finishing my project.
dun be surprised too much if u c mi really shagged with 10 rings under my eyes...
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
| sad....
really sad.... dunno what should i do now.... cancer...wat a nice name.... but a painful sickness.... use to watch them on tv...but i didnt expect that it will happen to someone so dear to mi. ya...my grandma....the result came out... its breast cancer....malignant de... im so scare now. when i got home from work yesterday night... my mum was like in her room crying... u know how i feel mah... its like...to mi, my mum is really a strong person... someone who can protect mi, punish mi, shelther mi thru rain and storms... but...she broke down...really broke down in front of us im speechless... dunno wat to say...dunno how to comfort....helpless... all i could do was to watch her cry... upon hearing the news...i couldnt react. i juz felt my heart go numb...i felt cold and i start to shiver a little but i did not cry...i tried not to cry...i cannot cry...i dunno...tears juz didnt manage to drop. having wild tots...no no no...nothing muz happen to my grandma... although everybody on this earth have to leave this yr someday... but....i really hope everyone ard mi can die peacefully and 'easily' as in not suffer pain before they leave this world... i couldnt slp properly last night...and my mind was like blank this morning in school i dun feel like saying anything dun feel like eating dun feel like doing everything. i juz want to stare into the space... haiz... but...i can never do this... lots more project is going to due. test test and tests im now really stressed! i really dunno wat i can do within this limited time period i feel like giving up giving up on my studies giving up on my projects and giving up on myself. and today....another person was killed by the train at bishan... who knows i might be the next one...? but i know i'm sensible enuff not to be so silly. but when things really drive mi crazy.... i think i wun know ' sensible ' this word. haha im mad really mad. told amanda's mum that i cant continue to work as a promoter. i felt so bad. its like im so irresponsible. but...i really dunno wat will happen to mi if i continue to work. she asked mi y... and i told her its becos of my grandma... and guess wat... my tears finally drop.... infront of her... but i really felt better after crying.... and i feel like crying one more time... acting strong juz wasnt mi not mi arn't mi isn't mi haiz... bought the samsung mp3 today. they give mi the new stock. lucky if not i have to take the display set cos they are selling real cheap and there are no more stock left. this is my b day present from xin hui and gang cos they sponsor mi $100 and the rest i pay...which was abt $120 but didnt have the mood to explore it now.... maybe other time when i m free.... thank kew them...lurve them think im not going to do my tutorial...juz tell my tutor i didnt do. have to rush thru my effective communication proposal its due on friday but i only done like 20%? haiz....my english suck....thats y i suck |
Monday, September 13, 2004
| tired...
really tired... really regret regret to work.... always tot its very simple... always think that yr 1 only.... halfway work half way study wun die... but im wrong... utterly wrong... look at the situation i m now... i can only sigh really hope that i can quit now... but pple will thik that im very irresponsible... i dunno how to organise my time... feel like im on the verge of breaking down... i hate myself... i hate time cos it is running way too fast for mi to catch up... i hate work...cos its taking too much of my time... test is coming up and i haven even touch my books and start to revise.... when i reach home from work....tired until cant study le... haiz.... money is impt....time is more impt... samantha...u juz have to put up with all this for 2 more weeks.... *hope that they will have 1 more promoter coming in to lessen my burden* ^sobz^ |
Friday, September 10, 2004
was back from fairytale to reality.
my fairytale is that i can actually stay out late and return home 15 min b4 1am.
but u guess wat...im now back to reality
and the reality is...facing my mum's music
haha...
ok lah...she didnt nagged much surprisingly
she juz ask mi if i had my dinner or not
den say next time blah blah blah
haha
*phew*
ok...start of the day
went woodlands library to meet for MOB project
haha
finshed abt 80% of it le
after that went Lido cinema to meet mL+saRs
miss them like hell...hugged them
except jin and clar
den decided to watch a cinderella story...
but all tic sold out for the 7-8 pm slot de
so we decided to catch the 10pm de.
its an obstacle for mi cos im not sure whether im allowed to reach home late or not.
so i call my mum to seek permission...
and thats how the conversation go
mi : mum ar....i'll reach home late abt 12 sumthing hor.
mum : y so late?
mi : cos the show late den start mah...nvm lah hor...i love u, u love mi mah...okok?
mum : u better get home earlier! *screamS* SIAO CHA BO
*hang up the fone*
haha
funny rite?
especially the siao cha bo and the i luv u u luv mi thingy
after that went to have dinner at pasta mania
after mushroom and ham pizza and hawaiin pizza
full-filling
den took neo prints
haha
nice shots
den after that, man and wei go for hair extension
the guy is damn cocky lor...
he is the kind of guy that i hate lor...
dun wish to tok abt him
den went in for the show.
sweet
sad
but its still a fairy tale
sometimes... i really hope i can live in a fairytale
cos most of them have happi ending
but living in this uncertain reality
happi endings is like so unapproachable and unpredictable
im really mermerised by this show lor...
for a moment i feel like i am the cinderella
meeting my prince charming
dance with him at the dance floor
leaving my stuffs behind and he will start to look for mi high and low...
morever, the cinderella in this story shares the same name with mi
oh come on...
things like this only happen in fairytale
we are living in this pragmatic world...
living in sg...
haha
dream on for this type of thingss to come true...
after that,
sat clar's uncle taxi home
and he didnt charge.
clarissa, help mi thank ur uncle 1 more time hor.
on the way, mandy, clarissa and chatted abt our life now and b4
compare and constrast
which makes mi feel tired and pathetic living in this world
thinking of last time
when we get to c others everyday
we do not know how to really care and cherish
until now...den u start to miss the good old days...
y is life always like tt?
leaving with regrets here and there?
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
| *yawn* juz reach home
im so full now... juz had macdonalds for lunch cum dinner cum supper with xin hui haha we will like gobbling down the fries lor... damn hungry... den took a cab home with xin cos idragged her to take cab with mi so instead of taking mrt home frm bedok, she had to go home from tanah mehra.. but...but... wat are frens for rite? haha thx xin! luv ya! *^^* |
Monday, September 06, 2004
| juz came back from Mr Cheong's hsewhich is at admiralty...
had bbq for class outing at his condo went admiralty mrt station after work. amanda's father offer a ride so i take his ride haha. thx amanda's father den xinhui had to take over my place to promote mooncakes wonder how did she fare cos she seems like very nervous. haha den when i reach there, we start to barbeque lor but my job is very simple. juz eat. so i eat and eat and eat but i only eat 1 chicken wing cos its very sweet they put lots of honey den i eat lots of nuggets, crab sticks and hot dog... which make mi damn full after that go to the condo games rooms to play pool... 1st time in my life to to hole a long stick but i sucks at it tough make until my hand and neck ached and worst is i cannot aim properly.... wonder how saturday pool session gonna be haha thx for class rep (tobbie) guidiance on how to hold the stick anyway although i think i still haven got the correct way of handling it after that took bus 969 to tampines which is abt 40 mins ride den take bus 10 hm. keep taking bus this few days and the $$ in my card is decreasing at an increasing rate, haizZ |
Sunday, September 05, 2004
| haha....felt that i haven blog for years.
not i dunwan to blog but is cos of i too tired to blog. have been working lately. den stand for long hours. once i reach home, i will automatically go bath and den go straight to bed. guess...thats the price i of earning extra cash for the stuffs i want tomorrow school holiday liao. will be having bbq for class outing at my tutor's hse. muz travel back to woodlands again very sian can? although singapore is small part travel from the east to somewhere north west is very long... transport fee also not cheap. but im looking forward to thursday cos im gonna watch a cinderella story oh ya... forgot to mentioned that i saw miss ivy koh today she's my english teacher during my sec 2 days. and she was good. she bought two mooncakes from mi... chatted quite abit. she quit her teaching job to join the law-firm and she says the difference is that she dun nid to scold students anymore. and i saw my primary school vice -principal i also saw my primary sch good buddy-- choon teck haha and...and....i hereby declare that my beloved calculator that i have used for 4 yrs is spoilt. *sobz* so sad lor got energy de pix on my calculator.... got my name which jia min use glass paint to write de... ~~~ feel so terrible now... as if someone close has left mi.... |
Friday, September 03, 2004
heyheywent k box again today.
have been going there now a days
n tts because i have the holiday mood now.
this gives me the reason to pon school today.
haha.
felt a little bad
cos hui mei was left alone in sch attending all lectures without us.
so sorry gal...
she was too guai le lah
say wat oso dunwan to pon
gotta make a trip down to woodlands library again tml...
sian....
train again
after tt still gotta come back to bedok and work...
life is life so like that?
money is spent so easily and earning them is so difficult...
when u want time to pass slowing...the time will like sit aeroplane like tt...pass so fast
y? y? y?
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
| sick todaystomach pain....lau sai
haha... went home half way thru lesson almost cannot make it half way thru the journey home. the pain was like making mi gonna faint anytime anywhere called bengawan solo bedok to tell them i can't make it to work today. wonder how is si ying doing. haha. felt so bad.... |
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
| haiz....tired....
leg very 'sour' step on lemon le. juz came back from work so long time never stand so long le... since 2 months ago.... stand frm 3pm to 10.30pm.... so amazed by myself as i can tahan long standing hours. haha. heard that parkway had very good sales on mooncakes last sunday. i think they sell $1200 juz on mooncake alone i felt so proud for them. although my heart is not with them.... my spirit....my heart...my soul will always be with them... but too bad cos bedok ia more accessible compared to parkway... so sad lucky make 1 new fren she so cute haha missed my taiwan idol drama oso... so sad.... haiz but earn $$ can go buy vcd~~ geez |
Monday, August 30, 2004
| ok...i have a problem now...i muz choose a topic out of these lame topic to make a speech :
How can Singaporeans be encouraged to get married and have babies to reverse the trend of falling birth rates? Do you think Singlish is a necessary language? How did the elephant get its trunk? If you had a million dollars, what would you do? How would you spend your last hour on earth if you knew you were going to die? Which teacher do you remember most and why? What do you look for in your ideal spouse? Do you think chewing gum should be banned? What can you do with a flower pot? Who do you admire the most in your class? LAME TOPICS...... |
ok....yesterday...went for movie...watch 13 going 30....nice show....sometimes....i really anticipate wat will happen to mi 10 years later....how will i look....how my life will be....wat i will be working as...will i have a bf by then....will my 'him' loves mi as much as i do....all this i wanna know....sometimes i have the urge to go to the fortune teller to 'calculate' my life....but...wat if the result turns out to be a bad thing? i'll keep living in this world with fear...thinking that doing this and that will harm my life, cross the road will think that a car will knock mi down....then...wats the use of living in this world then? all u do is fearing this fearing that...u wun be able to enjoy the happy and meaningful moments....its so pathetic rite? but u know wat....even if the fortune teller gives mi a negative result...i still wanna know wat will happen to mi in the future....haha...pengZ. den one of my friend is out of love....although i feel sorry for her...but i envy her at the same time too...cos she have this chance to go thru the process of heart ache...the feeling of out of love....the feeling of dumping a guy....the feeling of being dumped by a guy. her life is so colourful....well...but mine is just plain water....but i so lucky to have a bunch of frens ard mi...who add abit of blue and pink colourings to the cup of plan water. wat if 10 years later....still no guy want me? haha...i might consider going to match-making session...and im not joking....cos i can't imagine myself being alone when im old...with no children and husband there for u....its so lonely....i dunno lah....maybe 10 yrs down the road...i might change the way i think right now....i might feel that being alone is not a bad thing too....haha....c im think so much now....
had my japanese test today...was quite confident that i will pass the return test but not pass very weill lah....as for the oral part....hahaha.....i make a fool out of myself...fail for sure....haha....dun wish to tok abt it lah....tomorrow will start to work as a promoter @ bengawan solo. haiz...although got $$ to earn...but i oso sacrifice a lot of thingy lor....like singapore idol....the idol drama 'ai qing he yue'...the time to gather to do project....haiz....y muz life be so difficult? u gain something , u will lose another thing....haiz....can someone tell mi y? |
Sunday, August 29, 2004
its a long day. didnt blog yesterday cos im busying studying my stats test. ok. spent $39 on pimple cream yesterday. cos i juz can't stand the sight on pimples staying and never leaving on my face. if that pimple cream still doesnt work......let mi think abt how to crash that pimple cream company down...cos it cost mi a bomb! today....went jurong point with wen and ling. no time no c them liao....eat mos burger for lunch den chat abt our daily life den went shop shop. haha. i didnt buy anything except for a hair clip and a lip gloss...i can control myself well...yeah~~ den wen buy 2 piece of clothes from giodarno and ling bought 1. den had desert at the food court. den we went home. had lunch at the usual restaurant near U.E. square. cos its my grandpa b day....and its oso jin's b day....haha....happy b day to both of them....
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Thursday, August 26, 2004
tired. bed infront of mi pls. haiz... found out that dad is stressed too. haha. he today supposed to fetch my sis back frm tuition de. but my sis having tuition at bedok reservoir. and guess where my dad go? haha. he went parkway to wait for my sis. i laugh till pengZ. sometimes i wonder wat will happen if this world dun have a thing called phone....den we cannot call and communicate each other.... its a great invention! went jogging today. haha. dun ask mi y. someone commented that i grew fat. haha. den also felt guilty for eating too much the pass few days. so run lor. run non stop for 30 mins. haha. quite a short distant lah. but no stamina liao. once i stop cant continue. too long never exercise le. i want to swim...but i scared...cos this month is 7th month. i know im being pantang...but im not prepared for the worst. wat if i die? haha...choY! grandma went for operation today to check whether the lump at the side of her breast is cancer or not....*prays hard for her* i love her very much...pls let nth happen to her....pls i think sat event to celebrate in's b day oso gone liao la......sian 1/2...everytime oso like tt.... |
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
had my presentation today. its saddening. haa. feel kind of down. its hui mei's bday today. tret her kfc for lunc and bought her a slice of cake. haha. den went for the stupid sex talk abt sex, std and aids. sianz. its like every year also listen to this kind of stuff. slept thru it though. haha. then wake up when they show us a video clip. funny. haha. went home with xin, wei tai and jing wei. think tts all for today. |
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
im a naughty girl today! pon my management tutorial and go westmall shopping play arcade...although i felt guilty, but i still feel a little sense of achievement as i mangement to pon...haha.... bought jerry yan cheng xu cd. yupZ. i really bought it. haha. the songs inside were nice lor. all i can say abt him is he is really very hardworking, his vocal really got marked improvement. alot of feelings can be felt when u hear him sing. hmmm....no regrets buying. den went parkway with xin hui to collect my wages for the last 3 days of my work 2 months ago. den chatted a while. den Li lin say i grow fat le....HMPH!!! i muz start to exercise more again. felt so sad lor..... haiz...i dunno how to do statistic lor. very sian le....wat standard deviation and variance....im going mad...how m i gonna face the test this sat neh? haiz.... got back my management and econs test le...haha...i think i did bad. scored the lowest among my clique. although feel a little sad...but after a while, no feelings le....mangement got 70% while econs 73% . haiz. grade B for both. can't get use to poly grading system....haha...cos with this result i got, i tot i got A2...haha tomorroe got IDEA presentation. hehe....now re-invent my sling file le....include a flowery scent on the fabric cover. which means that wherever u go, u will bring that flowery scent with u. the most amazing thing is....the scent can help in weight loss....haha....found this scent on net and found it so facinating and amazing...so decided to include in my project...heez....hope i can do well tml....*god bless mi*
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
ya.
believe it or not
im actually a joker of my class.
not in terms of how humorous i am
but because of my body mass and size.
sad-ed.
but they say it was a harmless joke....
i hope so...
not in a very good mood today.
had accounts tests in the morning.
i think will pass ba...
den after tt chatted with karen and germaine while wating for hui mei to finish her interview.
tok about boyfriends, friends and sex.
haha
found out that i was quite innocent
geez.
after tt had pizza hut for lunch den went k box after tt.
heez
so long never sing le.
shiok.
but im still very stress.
i dunno when will all my projects finish
i wonder when can i graduate
i wonder...i wonder....i wonder....
will go to woodlands for project again tml.
sianz.
im sick of travelling
i need a diskman.
but a good one is expensive.
will have to consider its opportunity cost.
and ya. singapore ping pong lose.
so sad.
i wonder y she cant win 1 more match when her probability of winning is so great.
but
if she tried her best,
i shall say nth.
gain more experience thru losing....
win next time ba
well done li jia wei
believe it or not
im actually a joker of my class.
not in terms of how humorous i am
but because of my body mass and size.
sad-ed.
but they say it was a harmless joke....
i hope so...
not in a very good mood today.
had accounts tests in the morning.
i think will pass ba...
den after tt chatted with karen and germaine while wating for hui mei to finish her interview.
tok about boyfriends, friends and sex.
haha
found out that i was quite innocent
geez.
after tt had pizza hut for lunch den went k box after tt.
heez
so long never sing le.
shiok.
but im still very stress.
i dunno when will all my projects finish
i wonder when can i graduate
i wonder...i wonder....i wonder....
will go to woodlands for project again tml.
sianz.
im sick of travelling
i need a diskman.
but a good one is expensive.
will have to consider its opportunity cost.
and ya. singapore ping pong lose.
so sad.
i wonder y she cant win 1 more match when her probability of winning is so great.
but
if she tried her best,
i shall say nth.
gain more experience thru losing....
win next time ba
well done li jia wei
Thursday, August 19, 2004
| ya....saddening day
cos eric withdraw frm SP le tt means my class got less 1 guy le. he says he wanna go NP and he juz waste $1000++ lor haiz sad-ed good bye eric though i didnt speak much to u u r still a very nice class mate to have. today, when going for lunch, hui xian received a phone call. it was her mum she told her that her grandma juz pass away |
saddening.
but she was strong.
she held back her tears lor. though we know that she is very sad. haiz. if i were her, i surely can't contrrol my tears de......
dun wish to tok abt anything, anymore....
mood got affected a little
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
didnt blog for 2 days. ya. lazy heez. i feel like there are troubles bothering mi, but i juz can't find out the actual reason that is bothering mi. den everyday like feel so sad oso dunno y. haiz didnt go and c evonne xu hui xin concert @ my school. saded. maybe this is the reason ba. will swim tommorrow. *stretch myself* so long never exercise le. this sat will be having Accounts test. but i dunno how to do everything. im so confused abt the dunno wat trial balance and balance sheet thingy. i'm going bonkers..... |
Saturday, August 14, 2004
a note for clarissa
had fun today. but tired as well. heez. ok. forst thing for today is....Econs test. ok lah...its neither difficult nor easy. manageable. but will pass or not....i dunno...geez. after that walk from T21 to T1 to have MOB test. haha. oso quite ok lah. pass or not is oso another problem. after the MOB test, went to bugis went xin hui as xin hui wanted to but smth for chun hui. haha....walked round and round, finally got that pendant for her. hope she will like it. ^^ and ya. finally had the tako pachi i craved for days. shiok i muz say. cos so long didnt eat le. after tt, went pasir ris to meet the rest. amanda and jia min were late. den mi, xin, chun and teck chiat go shop first den settle down @ macdonalds to have some finger food. after amanda and jia min arrived, we sat down for a while to chat first lor... den sign up for macdonal's thingy den go pasir ris park. decided to juz take a walk at first cos dun feel like riding. den settle down at a bench looking after our belongs with xin and teck chiat. amanda and chun cycle while jia min went jogging. haha. den took fotos here and there den end our activities there lor. haha. we took so many fotos lor. tech chiat camera is chio....i want~~~ had long john's silver for dinner. chun's treat. heeZ. we had lots of fun and laughter in the bus on our way to tampines. chun oso opened the present we bought for her. and she likes it very much. the watch suit her. haha. xin taste not bad ar.... upon reaching, can't find space to accomodate the six of us.....cos of some inconsiderate pple. but still mange to grab the six seats table in the end. den had fish n chicken plate. yummy. den chatted and gossips alot. share tots on some thingy. very relaxing lah....cos i enjoy gossiping~~ yea~~ tts mi. haha. den we go bossini buy clothes. pple were like pratically snatching and ransacking the whole place lor. cos the place on sales up to 70%. den i bought a white top @ $12. they say it fits mi. i feel ok lah.... den went home. was like keep speaking english. i enjoy speaking english. makes mi feel tt i got standard. but i can only do it verbally. look at the english i write now, its so broken. it sucks~~haha. choir have concert today at sentosa. didnt make it there. but clar sms mi to tell mi that the whole show was dissapointing partly cos of mr liew. and it was the last concert she is having. she is so sad now. clarissa....juz like wat i tell u, the results we get back is always unexpected. we put so much effort in choir but wat we always recieve at the end most of the time is always negative. i oso dunno y. but wats more important is the process. we enjoyed ourselves although sometimes there are unhappiness. but we still got the sweet memories, the sad memories. and these memories stay with us forever. its oso an experience which money can't buy. we can't expect positive results lor...since u knoe mjr choir is wat kind of choir. haha....dun mean anything but thats a fact. i know u feel really sad now and i know wat u are going thru now...its juz a process lor. after a while, a certain period of time, u will forget some of the unhappy things....and think of it u will laugh to urslef. wats important now are the exams. so juz pull urself together and perform ur last shot for the 'O's ya? will be there for u always.... smile~~come'on...i know u can do it...cos u are clarissa....and dun forget u sux ya? haha. jia you!
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Thursday, August 12, 2004
went TM after school today. bought Chun hui's prezzie. heard that o lvl chinese result out le. wonder how my frens fare. choir having concert @ sentosa this sat. cant go back cos im having CA at that time. sad-ed. but my heart will always be with them. and to clarissa: cheer up kay? u done ur best! juz continue to strive for the remaining subjects. although i dun quite knoe wat u are tryin to tell mi on fone juz now, i think i quite get it now. erm....really...if u wanna chat, juz dial my no. ok? love u always!
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
always tot that poly life wun be as stressed as jc de...but im wrong...everyone is so stress now. i dunno why... i juz feel so frustrated...i juz wanna cry silently...i juz wanna sing loudly...i juz wanna laugh hysterically...i juz wanna eat like a glutton w/o getting fat...i juz wanna all my pimples to dissappear...i juz wanna c all my frens...i juz wanna sleep whole day....i juz wanna go chase ENERGY....i juz wanna vanish frm the earth instantly...i juz wanna secape frm everything...escape frm stress, tests, frens, teachers, parents, sisters, myself and everything in this world. but the thing is...when will all these ' i wish, i wanna' come true?
i hate pple who are anti-social...but i feel like one myself. i juz can't get along with pple well...i can't express myself well...its already more than half a term and guess wat? i still have abt 5 more pple in class whom i haven tok to b4. pathetic mi. *laugh out loud* samantha, you are sh*t! seems like eveerything is this world pissed mi off...*bang the door*
dun care abt mi...im juz vexed...im juz lonely...im juz...a girl still at growing up phase...a childish girl, i should say.
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Monday, August 09, 2004
| say happi bday to sg....
say gd bye to goh chok tong. i'll miss him.... ok.... didnt study today despite there is a mock test tml. slack the whole day. *say cheese* watch how i'll die tml. went takashimaya. spent $200 there. my sis n i spent on OP stuffs. but i only buy a yellow OP shirt partly cos i dun have a yellow tee and nth in OP appeals to mi....except those chio flip flops. but mum disagree with tt. *hmph* after that went to changi airport 1stly-- to fetch my uncle who went to thailand (AGAIN) 2ndly -- to have dinner. haha.. such a boring day. and the most boring thing for today is theres sch tomorrow. -sianz- i still have the holiday mood i dun have the urge to study.... wait. sg idol is hilarious. especially that lemon tree guy. omg~~ *laugh till head roll off* wonder where his courage came frm... and theres a girl who cried b4 she started singing. and theres a guy who sang so soft ... but he insist the judges to give him comments when the judges cldn't even hear him his expression is funny. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahah wheres the ambulance? im going to die frm laughing. someone save mi... but i really admire their courage. @ least they have that n i dun have. the judges are mean. they critisize until....erm....dunno how to say. but nevertheless, wish all contestants good luck! nitey niteZ *muacks* |
Sunday, August 08, 2004
Saturday, August 07, 2004
ok....long time no blog liao...
its a busy week.
almost forgot wat happen 3 days ago.
so i'll update on yesterday...
went back to manjusri yesterday cos clarissa says she needs help for the inter-cca competiton.
n since im available in the morning, i agreed lor.
den meet clarissa and li ling(junior) @ badok mrt station and we took a cab to manjusri.
and the thing is i only slpt for 4 hrs.
so the whole day i was so giddy n drowsy.
den shun wei came to sch at abt 7 am also to help out....
but left ay 8.15 am cos she have lesson at 9am.
so im left alone thr.
den the choir went for the competition...
and i was all alone again.
i expected some ex-mjr to come back
but there was none.
everyone was looking at mi
and i could c that they want to ask mi " how come u r here?"
haiZ.... but nvm lah...i feel better when choir won.
we got 1st!
haha
so happi.
realli didnt expect that we can get 1st lor.
cos others like girl guides and red cross did quite well too!
but everyyear oso same things happen lah.
other cca (dun mention wat cca lah) not happy with us lor.
say wat the chairman of choir is a prefect.
and 1 of the judge is prefectorial board de teacher...
omg~~ look @ this type of comment
wat is this?
if choir can't sing, n u can sing, den y can't u win?
choir dun join the competition u say choir chicken out.
choir join the competiton u scared we win
oh fuck lah
wat the hell u want the choir to do?
really can't stand those childish cca
can't they have a little sportsmenship?
after tt went bugis with jun kai and clar for brunch.
ate yoshinoya.
and shop ard
den went sch.
can't concentrate during lectures cos my eyes were like half open half close.
too tired to listen
too tired to write.
after school go my ah-jim's hse to have my hair trim and cut.
i feel so refreshing now.
haha.
its a busy week.
almost forgot wat happen 3 days ago.
so i'll update on yesterday...
went back to manjusri yesterday cos clarissa says she needs help for the inter-cca competiton.
n since im available in the morning, i agreed lor.
den meet clarissa and li ling(junior) @ badok mrt station and we took a cab to manjusri.
and the thing is i only slpt for 4 hrs.
so the whole day i was so giddy n drowsy.
den shun wei came to sch at abt 7 am also to help out....
but left ay 8.15 am cos she have lesson at 9am.
so im left alone thr.
den the choir went for the competition...
and i was all alone again.
i expected some ex-mjr to come back
but there was none.
everyone was looking at mi
and i could c that they want to ask mi " how come u r here?"
haiZ.... but nvm lah...i feel better when choir won.
we got 1st!
haha
so happi.
realli didnt expect that we can get 1st lor.
cos others like girl guides and red cross did quite well too!
but everyyear oso same things happen lah.
other cca (dun mention wat cca lah) not happy with us lor.
say wat the chairman of choir is a prefect.
and 1 of the judge is prefectorial board de teacher...
omg~~ look @ this type of comment
wat is this?
if choir can't sing, n u can sing, den y can't u win?
choir dun join the competition u say choir chicken out.
choir join the competiton u scared we win
oh fuck lah
wat the hell u want the choir to do?
really can't stand those childish cca
can't they have a little sportsmenship?
after tt went bugis with jun kai and clar for brunch.
ate yoshinoya.
and shop ard
den went sch.
can't concentrate during lectures cos my eyes were like half open half close.
too tired to listen
too tired to write.
after school go my ah-jim's hse to have my hair trim and cut.
i feel so refreshing now.
haha.
Thursday, August 05, 2004
Sunday, August 01, 2004
went to germaine's hse to do project today.
sat the North East line for the 2nd time in my life cos she lived at sengkang.
den only karen,mi n germaine were in charge of the model making.
but den i muz thx her mother cos without her mum around, we wun be able to make it.
cos she is the one tt do almost every part of the sewing and stitching for us.
haha. enjoy chatting with her mum alot. she looks young although she is in her fifties.
den do until halfway, germaine had to accompany her bf's sis go watch NDP
so left mi, karen n her mum.
we managed to finish up. but it was alredy 8pm when everything is done.
had dinner at her place cos her dad packet nasi lemak for us.
thankew her dad also.
haha
actually, sengkang district is a rather quiet district.
very few cars on the road.
n the worst thing is, there is 1 block of 16 storey flat where only 4 units got somebody live.
scary sia...
wonder how they survive during the 2 hrs black out period.
die lah...very stress leh...
have alot of tutorials haven do lor
project oso haven finish
all must pass up on mon.
but i really tired.
please...give mi some energy....
sat the North East line for the 2nd time in my life cos she lived at sengkang.
den only karen,mi n germaine were in charge of the model making.
but den i muz thx her mother cos without her mum around, we wun be able to make it.
cos she is the one tt do almost every part of the sewing and stitching for us.
haha. enjoy chatting with her mum alot. she looks young although she is in her fifties.
den do until halfway, germaine had to accompany her bf's sis go watch NDP
so left mi, karen n her mum.
we managed to finish up. but it was alredy 8pm when everything is done.
had dinner at her place cos her dad packet nasi lemak for us.
thankew her dad also.
haha
actually, sengkang district is a rather quiet district.
very few cars on the road.
n the worst thing is, there is 1 block of 16 storey flat where only 4 units got somebody live.
scary sia...
wonder how they survive during the 2 hrs black out period.
die lah...very stress leh...
have alot of tutorials haven do lor
project oso haven finish
all must pass up on mon.
but i really tired.
please...give mi some energy....
Friday, July 30, 2004
| scary things happened today.
stayed back in school till like 7 oclock to discuss project. and we were sitting on a bench in front of the room. the room got nobody inside. the school is oso quite empty n quiet lor. den i got 1 fren got 3rd eye. her name is germaine. and i was sitting in front of her. suddenly, the 5 of us felt very cold at the same time. den germaine was like start to feel very uneasy. den she keep staring at the space behind mi and her face start to turn pale. den she keep hinting to mi behind got 'something'.... and i was like pretending to be calm but actually my heart inside keeping saying amitoufo... den germaine suggest that we leave the bench and we 5 ran out of the school to dover mrt station. upon reaching, she told us that the 'something' was staring at us in the room but the rest of us saw nth in the room lor. den i was like...*chill* n goosebumps popping out.... erm...dun wish to tok abt it liao scary sia |
Thursday, July 29, 2004
| CAs in 2 weeks time.
stress. pimples poping out again, n u knoe wat it means time pass real fast can't believe that i've actually attended school for 1 month. 4 weeks 20 days. 2 cca >20 frens. haha. but...i still feel tt im anti-social can't really mix ard with the class sad-ed stupid mi hope things will be better. have juz finished brainstorming for the new r idea. pple have sling bag, but sometimes still carry files in their hand so we decide to make 1 sling file.... haha hope this new idea of mine can work out. u know im not those creative type. haha |
so |
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
well, changed my blog skin le. cos thr were some problems with the previous 1...but i love the previous one better than this 1 leh....haiZ...had western food for lunch + breakfast at food court 4....yummy...nice n delicious, especially the mashed potatoes. den meet up with xin hui. den chatted a bit. after that. i was supposed to meet rony and qun jie at dover mrt to go to china town together. and that qun jie was late. *bad impression* haha....den sat the North East Line for the 1st time of my life....everything was nice....except for the 2 lame guys beside mi crapping lame jokes...can't stand them...haha...i was so fasicinated lor...haha....the NE line train's seat was damn comfortable lor...air-con was cooling...haha...ok lah....i sound like a mountain tortoise here.... den we reached chinatown. it was raining lor...but we still continue doing research thr lah...i tell u china town was damn messy n squeezing...the shop all selling ulu things...no pple buy de lor...i winder how the vendors survive up to now...den went to the food street...cos we doing research thr mah...den we go and ask those sellers how much is the rent of renting a store per month...n guess wat...i think u wun belive ur eyes, juz like i wun believe my ears upon hearing the amount...its $7000 per month....its so ex lor...n the stall is juz like a push cart like tt only...though they say they can earn alot thr when there is crowd...but a raining day like today will spoil their day cos they dun have a shelter thr n pple will get drench..... after discussing abt our plan to promote china town, we go back lor....n thats my day lah...juz saw the news say a guy jump down from the platform at bishan mrt stati0n. n he died. sad-ed. |
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
| dunno wats wrong with my blogall the posts are like all over the place.
have presentation today one word : sux. after sch went changi airport cos dun feel ike going hm early was all alone thr chilling haiZ...sian den went to take s'pore map to study den ask the information counter got detailed info on chinatown mah... haha... den dey dun hv the booklet le... den the girl keep apologising service attitude very gd lor.... my dream work in the future will be like her working in the airport, providing services n see tourist n foreigners smile upon hearing singapore haha... |
Sunday, July 25, 2004
*looks out of the window*
seems like the dark clouds like to gather together now a days....
going to rain le...
haiZ
i wanna go F.I.R autograph session c c look look
no body accompany mi...
sad-ed
loneliness is accompanying mi again.
i hate loneliness....
y can't the world be fair?
y is there a big difference between life of my sisters n mi?
sometimes....i really hate myself
hate my mum
hate my frens
hate everyone in this world
seems like the dark clouds like to gather together now a days....
going to rain le...
haiZ
i wanna go F.I.R autograph session c c look look
no body accompany mi...
sad-ed
loneliness is accompanying mi again.
i hate loneliness....
y can't the world be fair?
y is there a big difference between life of my sisters n mi?
sometimes....i really hate myself
hate my mum
hate my frens
hate everyone in this world
you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.
which happy bunny are you?
brought to you by
quest taken frm jia's blog :
[NOW]
happy or sad: neutral
sleepy or awake: awake
hungry or full: neutral...at pH7 haha
dirty or clean: quite clean
sick or healthy: healthy of cos!
[WHAT]
you last ate: pear and cherries
you last drank: H2O
you wearing now: hang ten tee and a shorts
are you thinking of: how to do my econs tutorial and project
are you wishing for: more time to spent with my friends. more money to spent. slimming down. become prettier
do you overuse: liquid paper and cash
do you take for granted: almost everything...
[WHO]
do you miss the most: mL + sasa, one wk + 2 days, mr naufal, mrs tan and the colleagues @ bengawan solo and my dog jacky
do you love: family, mL, sasa, one wk + 2 days
do you feel most happy with: mL, sasa, one wk + 2 days
makes u sleep: teachers, monks n nuns
makes you cry: frens...when they cry, i cry too.
makes you angry: sisters, sometimes mummy
enlightens you: myself
illl-treats you: no body lah...if got...sure report police liao
are your good friends: mL, sasa, one wk +2 days, + new frens in my class
[WHEN]
is your birthday: 28 sep
loved one's birthday: daddy-11 nov; mummy 14 june; michelle 16 jan; maggie 8 apr; melissa 5 jun; wenna 16 feb; li ling 19 may; mandy 19 sep; shi jin 28 aug; shun wei 16 july; sasa 14 nov; amanda 17 nov; xin hui 8 oct; chun hui 20 aug; jia min 19 oct; yuni *oopZ* ; zhi yi 2 aug
is your wedding anniversary: got pple want mi den say
is the happiest day of your life: erm...im happy most of the time...as for happiest...maybe haven reach ba..
is the last time you did something for the first time: erm... on 19 of june during orientation camp...1st time hold hands for half n hour with a guy....for time kana piggy back by a guy
did you last swear: erm...forget liao...maybe juz now, maybe yesterday when we were locked outside the school gate
did you last cry: yesterday...when saying gd bye to mL b4 leaving sch n breaking the promise of visiting sasa...
[HOW]
do you break off with someone: nv try this b4
do you overcome depression: cry silently
do you live your life: juz live it cos i can't end my life for nth
do you make friends: smile and start toking to them
do you pass your time: watch tv, slp, chat, surf
do you pass your exams: study, memorise
do you find yourself: fat n ugly, ugly n fat
[WHY]
do you normally get angry: erm...got very little patience and get irritated easily
do you cry: maybe cos i feel tt im being treated unfairly, or maybe somebody misunderstood mi and refuse to forgive mi; in pain; stress; loneliness
are you who you are: cos im who i am *lame quest*
[NOW]
happy or sad: neutral
sleepy or awake: awake
hungry or full: neutral...at pH7 haha
dirty or clean: quite clean
sick or healthy: healthy of cos!
[WHAT]
you last ate: pear and cherries
you last drank: H2O
you wearing now: hang ten tee and a shorts
are you thinking of: how to do my econs tutorial and project
are you wishing for: more time to spent with my friends. more money to spent. slimming down. become prettier
do you overuse: liquid paper and cash
do you take for granted: almost everything...
[WHO]
do you miss the most: mL + sasa, one wk + 2 days, mr naufal, mrs tan and the colleagues @ bengawan solo and my dog jacky
do you love: family, mL, sasa, one wk + 2 days
do you feel most happy with: mL, sasa, one wk + 2 days
makes u sleep: teachers, monks n nuns
makes you cry: frens...when they cry, i cry too.
makes you angry: sisters, sometimes mummy
enlightens you: myself
illl-treats you: no body lah...if got...sure report police liao
are your good friends: mL, sasa, one wk +2 days, + new frens in my class
[WHEN]
is your birthday: 28 sep
loved one's birthday: daddy-11 nov; mummy 14 june; michelle 16 jan; maggie 8 apr; melissa 5 jun; wenna 16 feb; li ling 19 may; mandy 19 sep; shi jin 28 aug; shun wei 16 july; sasa 14 nov; amanda 17 nov; xin hui 8 oct; chun hui 20 aug; jia min 19 oct; yuni *oopZ* ; zhi yi 2 aug
is your wedding anniversary: got pple want mi den say
is the happiest day of your life: erm...im happy most of the time...as for happiest...maybe haven reach ba..
is the last time you did something for the first time: erm... on 19 of june during orientation camp...1st time hold hands for half n hour with a guy....for time kana piggy back by a guy
did you last swear: erm...forget liao...maybe juz now, maybe yesterday when we were locked outside the school gate
did you last cry: yesterday...when saying gd bye to mL b4 leaving sch n breaking the promise of visiting sasa...
[HOW]
do you break off with someone: nv try this b4
do you overcome depression: cry silently
do you live your life: juz live it cos i can't end my life for nth
do you make friends: smile and start toking to them
do you pass your time: watch tv, slp, chat, surf
do you pass your exams: study, memorise
do you find yourself: fat n ugly, ugly n fat
[WHY]
do you normally get angry: erm...got very little patience and get irritated easily
do you cry: maybe cos i feel tt im being treated unfairly, or maybe somebody misunderstood mi and refuse to forgive mi; in pain; stress; loneliness
are you who you are: cos im who i am *lame quest*
Saturday, July 24, 2004
today.....
sad, happening, tired and happy day.
had lessons at 1pm
n it edned on 5 pm
meet up with xin hui, say yao n li ling at dover mrt.
den we sat train to kallang mrt.
half way thru the journey,
chun hui called and said that we cannot enter the school cos we were late.
wat the hell?
we were liked come all the way from diver juz to celebrate manjusri b day lor.
n the way they treat us is
lock us outside the sch gate!!
f**k lor
can't get to see yuni giving her speech
can't get to c how the choir performance
n the worst thing is tt it start to drizzle.
then mi n mL went to seek shelter.
after a while mr Lim said tt he will let us in after 15 mins.
haha....the irritated xin hui keep cursing n swearing saying tt she will not come back to manjusri again...
den 15 min later, gate open le....
finally
went in to seat seat tok tok
den take the o level cert
den after tt went airport for dinner
before leaving the sch,
hugged mL for the last time...
dunno when to meet each other again
haiZ
the worst thing is i broke a promise.
i promise clar that i will go back to sch to c her..,..
but i didnt get to c her.
sad-ed
den she say she'll try to forgive mi
haha
den we ( 4e classmates) walk to aljunid mrt lor
half way met yao guang n chuan hai
so chat with them abit.
den go airport.
packet burger king to the viewing hall n eat
were like crapping with xin , chun, yuni, chee san, wei liang, kennie, jin kai n more lah
the turkey bacon burger was very nice.
haha
will have more of tt next time
den the guys start playing with poker cards
den got police petrolling lor
haha
cheesan faster keep the poker cards lor.
den we joke abt wat if we were catch by the police
n we have to squate in the prison
damn funny lor
den when going hm tt time
xin keep pulling pple who is tanner den her to take foto with her
cos she not happy tt i always look fairer den her when taking phots
haha
den go home le lor
leg was damn pain cos of tt stupid shoe
yeah~~
tml sat le
but this means tt i will have to pia thru all the tutorials agian
haiZ
everyday is a sian day!
sad, happening, tired and happy day.
had lessons at 1pm
n it edned on 5 pm
meet up with xin hui, say yao n li ling at dover mrt.
den we sat train to kallang mrt.
half way thru the journey,
chun hui called and said that we cannot enter the school cos we were late.
wat the hell?
we were liked come all the way from diver juz to celebrate manjusri b day lor.
n the way they treat us is
lock us outside the sch gate!!
f**k lor
can't get to see yuni giving her speech
can't get to c how the choir performance
n the worst thing is tt it start to drizzle.
then mi n mL went to seek shelter.
after a while mr Lim said tt he will let us in after 15 mins.
haha....the irritated xin hui keep cursing n swearing saying tt she will not come back to manjusri again...
den 15 min later, gate open le....
finally
went in to seat seat tok tok
den take the o level cert
den after tt went airport for dinner
before leaving the sch,
hugged mL for the last time...
dunno when to meet each other again
haiZ
the worst thing is i broke a promise.
i promise clar that i will go back to sch to c her..,..
but i didnt get to c her.
sad-ed
den she say she'll try to forgive mi
haha
den we ( 4e classmates) walk to aljunid mrt lor
half way met yao guang n chuan hai
so chat with them abit.
den go airport.
packet burger king to the viewing hall n eat
were like crapping with xin , chun, yuni, chee san, wei liang, kennie, jin kai n more lah
the turkey bacon burger was very nice.
haha
will have more of tt next time
den the guys start playing with poker cards
den got police petrolling lor
haha
cheesan faster keep the poker cards lor.
den we joke abt wat if we were catch by the police
n we have to squate in the prison
damn funny lor
den when going hm tt time
xin keep pulling pple who is tanner den her to take foto with her
cos she not happy tt i always look fairer den her when taking phots
haha
den go home le lor
leg was damn pain cos of tt stupid shoe
yeah~~
tml sat le
but this means tt i will have to pia thru all the tutorials agian
haiZ
everyday is a sian day!
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
doing my econs project now....
haiZ
sianz
saw po chien today
he changed a lot leh
he wearing colour spectacles lens
and he dye his hair
erm
looking more matured lah
den recall back the days of sec 1 n 2
whr mi always quarrel
n he always bully mi....
haha
i muz say both of us are childish at that time.
:)
den go jurong point walk walk with xin hui
ya...
spent $$ again
bought a pink colour tee frm yellow @ $20
ex rite?
but very nice leh....
den we bought the same shirt back
n the next thing is
i had my second ear hold poked.
haha
not tt pain lah
quite sastified with the result
lastly
im god-damn-tired
haiZ
sianz
saw po chien today
he changed a lot leh
he wearing colour spectacles lens
and he dye his hair
erm
looking more matured lah
den recall back the days of sec 1 n 2
whr mi always quarrel
n he always bully mi....
haha
i muz say both of us are childish at that time.
:)
den go jurong point walk walk with xin hui
ya...
spent $$ again
bought a pink colour tee frm yellow @ $20
ex rite?
but very nice leh....
den we bought the same shirt back
n the next thing is
i had my second ear hold poked.
haha
not tt pain lah
quite sastified with the result
lastly
im god-damn-tired
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Monday, July 19, 2004
Sunday, July 18, 2004
im watcing the charity show on chn 8 now.
jack neo was swallowing burnig charcoals i think.
i think this shows the stupidity of human beings.
when u wanna help others, help in a healthy ways lah!
wat for do all this dangerous n disgusting acts?
its not touching at all!
if u have a heart, u would donate upon seeing the short previews of those real life story
where u get to see how the children are suffering.
dun his tongue hurt?
omg...the worst thing is he stick out his tongue to lett pple see those charcoals on his tongue.
haiZ
they are doing the wrong approach
putting actors n actress life in danger to save n help sick children...
its not meaningful at all.
haiZ..
dun say le...the more i say the more angry i got.
anyway
i really cant stand the way they are doing every year.
it sucks!
jack neo was swallowing burnig charcoals i think.
i think this shows the stupidity of human beings.
when u wanna help others, help in a healthy ways lah!
wat for do all this dangerous n disgusting acts?
its not touching at all!
if u have a heart, u would donate upon seeing the short previews of those real life story
where u get to see how the children are suffering.
dun his tongue hurt?
omg...the worst thing is he stick out his tongue to lett pple see those charcoals on his tongue.
haiZ
they are doing the wrong approach
putting actors n actress life in danger to save n help sick children...
its not meaningful at all.
haiZ..
dun say le...the more i say the more angry i got.
anyway
i really cant stand the way they are doing every year.
it sucks!
kayz
today was slacky
went to heartland mall
den went balastier for movie.
watch BROTHERHOOD.
so happy
cos its my first NC16 show
finally.
kay...the show was saddening, touching n bloody.
its abt 2 brothers and a promise.
they are being forced to join the south korea army when the war break out between sounth n north korea.
den the younger brother have weak heart
den the elder brother keep wanting to send his younger brother back home
den he make a promise with the commander
say if he can earn himself a medal
den he will let his younger brother go.
but, if u wanna earn the medal, u muz kill the commanda of the north korea army.
den the elder brother finally kill the enemy liao lor.
den got the medal
but then by tt time he got the medal, he become a totally changed person.
erm....in terms of character lah...become more vicious.
the only thing didnt change is he still love his brother as much as last time.
but his younger brother start to hate him cos he is a total stranger to him liao.
n the story continue
too much to type...
but in the end the elder brother died lah.
haiZ...tts the sad thing.
he shldnt have died.
n the thing is....
both brothers are handsome!!!
haha
muz go c
very nice.
the next show i wanna c will be...
clara n connie
garfield
windstruck
nice to c....but the tix is ex.
haiZ!
$$$ where r u?
today was slacky
went to heartland mall
den went balastier for movie.
watch BROTHERHOOD.
so happy
cos its my first NC16 show
finally.
kay...the show was saddening, touching n bloody.
its abt 2 brothers and a promise.
they are being forced to join the south korea army when the war break out between sounth n north korea.
den the younger brother have weak heart
den the elder brother keep wanting to send his younger brother back home
den he make a promise with the commander
say if he can earn himself a medal
den he will let his younger brother go.
but, if u wanna earn the medal, u muz kill the commanda of the north korea army.
den the elder brother finally kill the enemy liao lor.
den got the medal
but then by tt time he got the medal, he become a totally changed person.
erm....in terms of character lah...become more vicious.
the only thing didnt change is he still love his brother as much as last time.
but his younger brother start to hate him cos he is a total stranger to him liao.
n the story continue
too much to type...
but in the end the elder brother died lah.
haiZ...tts the sad thing.
he shldnt have died.
n the thing is....
both brothers are handsome!!!
haha
muz go c
very nice.
the next show i wanna c will be...
clara n connie
garfield
windstruck
nice to c....but the tix is ex.
haiZ!
$$$ where r u?
Friday, July 16, 2004
finally its friday....
n its 16 july....
today is shun wei b Day...
happy b day to her!!^-^
im having problems with the dial up connection recently...
so fed-up.!!
finally settled myself down on Effective Communication Project.
formed a grp.
with 2 guys....
1 of them is indonesian n the other is s'porean
n thr can only be 3 in a grp.
so im the only girl.
haiZ.
days gonna be difficult
cos i got this conception that doing project with guys is #*^&*%
but no choice,
gonna resign to fate.
n we do abt smth on tourism.
our mission is to promote chinatown
n i told them i nv been to chinatown b4.
n they pengZ...
they laughed @ mi.
the indonesian guy say that im an 'unique' sporean.
haha.
cannot meh?
sad-ed ( learn frm clarissa)
n its 16 july....
today is shun wei b Day...
happy b day to her!!^-^
im having problems with the dial up connection recently...
so fed-up.!!
finally settled myself down on Effective Communication Project.
formed a grp.
with 2 guys....
1 of them is indonesian n the other is s'porean
n thr can only be 3 in a grp.
so im the only girl.
haiZ.
days gonna be difficult
cos i got this conception that doing project with guys is #*^&*%
but no choice,
gonna resign to fate.
n we do abt smth on tourism.
our mission is to promote chinatown
n i told them i nv been to chinatown b4.
n they pengZ...
they laughed @ mi.
the indonesian guy say that im an 'unique' sporean.
haha.
cannot meh?
sad-ed ( learn frm clarissa)
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
went for the movie 'mean girls' @ cinneleisure today.
nice show.
muz watch!
actually wanted to go hospital visit my grandfather de...
but didnt go in the end...
felt so guilty.
sch today was light n easy.
had two hours of creative lesson in an air-coned room
filled with big bean bags to sit n lie on.
what are we supposed to do?
think u guess oso cannot guess the correct answer.
we were supposed to draw on a drawing paper.
n drawing anything, anyhow.
haha.
but i half slp half draw lah.
the place is so comfortable...
den had lab lesson for statistic.
haha
tutor was very funny lah.
ya.
i went to bangawan solo today again.
for for abt 3 mins only...
cos i go thr to buy fruit cake.
haha.
yummy!
can anybody give mi a sense of creativeness?
i cant draw anything creative...
not to say make a creative 3-D clay model with wat i draw...
somebody..
save mi!!!
juz read my blog i had last yr.
remind mi of lots of things.
my crush, choir, syf, friends, everything.
feel like crying after reading it.
cos...it reminds mi of growing up.
it reminds mi of nice days in school.
reminds mi of tedious choir practices.
reminds mi of the un-understandable chapters of physics, bio n chem.
reminds mi the of moments with *him*
haiZ.
though the days were busy,
but i am happy.
give mi a choice...
i will choose to stay on with that kind of life...
nice show.
muz watch!
actually wanted to go hospital visit my grandfather de...
but didnt go in the end...
felt so guilty.
sch today was light n easy.
had two hours of creative lesson in an air-coned room
filled with big bean bags to sit n lie on.
what are we supposed to do?
think u guess oso cannot guess the correct answer.
we were supposed to draw on a drawing paper.
n drawing anything, anyhow.
haha.
but i half slp half draw lah.
the place is so comfortable...
den had lab lesson for statistic.
haha
tutor was very funny lah.
ya.
i went to bangawan solo today again.
for for abt 3 mins only...
cos i go thr to buy fruit cake.
haha.
yummy!
can anybody give mi a sense of creativeness?
i cant draw anything creative...
not to say make a creative 3-D clay model with wat i draw...
somebody..
save mi!!!
juz read my blog i had last yr.
remind mi of lots of things.
my crush, choir, syf, friends, everything.
feel like crying after reading it.
cos...it reminds mi of growing up.
it reminds mi of nice days in school.
reminds mi of tedious choir practices.
reminds mi of the un-understandable chapters of physics, bio n chem.
reminds mi the of moments with *him*
haiZ.
though the days were busy,
but i am happy.
give mi a choice...
i will choose to stay on with that kind of life...
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
ya... babes n hunks out thr
dun blame mi for not updating for long.
blame my stupid dial-up connection.
cannot connect to the net.
shit.
seems like nth special happen to mi nowadays.
n today, half way thru my tutorial
bengawan solo (parkway) called mi.
i tot they want to call mi go back work lor.
den after lesson
i return the call
den it was siew chiong who called mi lor.
n she say she missed mi!!
haha... felt so sweet at that time...that i could actually be 'missed'.
den after i end my lesson for the day, i meet xin hui.
actually wanted to go home together de...
but in the end we go out.
ya.
go parkway to have a bite.
den on the way go visit bengawan solo.
i think tts all ba.
yeah! tml lesson 9 to 1.
shiok.
will catch the movie 'mean girl' after tt ba...
sayonara!
dun blame mi for not updating for long.
blame my stupid dial-up connection.
cannot connect to the net.
shit.
seems like nth special happen to mi nowadays.
n today, half way thru my tutorial
bengawan solo (parkway) called mi.
i tot they want to call mi go back work lor.
den after lesson
i return the call
den it was siew chiong who called mi lor.
n she say she missed mi!!
haha... felt so sweet at that time...that i could actually be 'missed'.
den after i end my lesson for the day, i meet xin hui.
actually wanted to go home together de...
but in the end we go out.
ya.
go parkway to have a bite.
den on the way go visit bengawan solo.
i think tts all ba.
yeah! tml lesson 9 to 1.
shiok.
will catch the movie 'mean girl' after tt ba...
sayonara!
Saturday, July 10, 2004
had pizza hut for lunch at sch today with my classmates.
its very cheap lor.
cannot get use to the pricing system of singapore poly.
everything is so cheap.
haha.
den had lectures n tutorial.
understood most of wat the lecturer is saying.
felt so happy.
after sch go bedok with xin hui.
cos feel like drinking bubble tea.
den we go NTUC shop den she go home, i go hv dinner with my mother @ singapore post.
n tts my day.
boring.
its very cheap lor.
cannot get use to the pricing system of singapore poly.
everything is so cheap.
haha.
den had lectures n tutorial.
understood most of wat the lecturer is saying.
felt so happy.
after sch go bedok with xin hui.
cos feel like drinking bubble tea.
den we go NTUC shop den she go home, i go hv dinner with my mother @ singapore post.
n tts my day.
boring.
Friday, July 09, 2004
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
okay.
today was an easy day.
had 2 hrs of IDEA lesson
n 1/2 hr of stats tutorial.
n tts the end of the day.
haha. shiok rite?
after tt hav to wait for xin hui to finish her lecture @ 1 o clock cos mi, she n chun hui going out ma...
den wait for her lor.
while waiting, mi n hui xian go main library.
n we were like 'malu-ed' ourselves lor.
cos 1st time mah
everything oso dunno.
den keep laughin n laughing.
den xin hui ok le
we go take enrolment package den go meet chun hui
went to wisma to eat mac
tell them some ghost story.
den go heeren shop
bought a new pair of ear ring
den took neoprints
den jiu go home
cos too tired le.
haiz...mummy called mi juz now
she ask mi join student union.
den i told her i joined cscc liao.
den she say its ok.
so i now have 2 ccas
cscc
n student union.
wow...
that will keep mi busy for 3 yrs.
=D
today was an easy day.
had 2 hrs of IDEA lesson
n 1/2 hr of stats tutorial.
n tts the end of the day.
haha. shiok rite?
after tt hav to wait for xin hui to finish her lecture @ 1 o clock cos mi, she n chun hui going out ma...
den wait for her lor.
while waiting, mi n hui xian go main library.
n we were like 'malu-ed' ourselves lor.
cos 1st time mah
everything oso dunno.
den keep laughin n laughing.
den xin hui ok le
we go take enrolment package den go meet chun hui
went to wisma to eat mac
tell them some ghost story.
den go heeren shop
bought a new pair of ear ring
den took neoprints
den jiu go home
cos too tired le.
haiz...mummy called mi juz now
she ask mi join student union.
den i told her i joined cscc liao.
den she say its ok.
so i now have 2 ccas
cscc
n student union.
wow...
that will keep mi busy for 3 yrs.
=D
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
ya.
today is the 2nd day of sch.
nth special happened.
juz tt i bought 2 text bks which cost $69 althogether.
n the text bk we need it only for 6 mths.
hahaZ
wat a waste of $$...
den had japanese food for lunch juz for $2.80
cheap rite?
ate terriyaki salmon
yummy.
den went to the cca fair.
after rounds n rounds of walking
finally leave my name down @ CSCC
community service cultural club.
really had a tough time making decisions.
ya. got smth to mention here.
saw a very digusting man on the trian today on my way to sch.
he was digging his nose, digging his ears n scatching his body throughout his journey.
omg. like tt still nvm.
after digging his nose n ear
he juz rubbed his hands against the chair lor.
OMG!!
how dirty can he be?
even though its an empty seat besides him
i still dun dare to sit...
think of this
i really wonder
is it save to seat in a mrt train
*ponder*
tml lesson starts @ 9 and end @ 1pm
will be meeting xin hui n chun hui.
so long nv c them le...
n i saw wei taim yun sheng n hui ru in sch today.
haha
so happy
cos was like really very long didnt see them le
eversince the bbq session we had a few mths ago....
on the overall
today was a nice day
cos it rain
n it was like so windy
sort of cool down my tense n nervous mood.
heeZ
tata
today is the 2nd day of sch.
nth special happened.
juz tt i bought 2 text bks which cost $69 althogether.
n the text bk we need it only for 6 mths.
hahaZ
wat a waste of $$...
den had japanese food for lunch juz for $2.80
cheap rite?
ate terriyaki salmon
yummy.
den went to the cca fair.
after rounds n rounds of walking
finally leave my name down @ CSCC
community service cultural club.
really had a tough time making decisions.
ya. got smth to mention here.
saw a very digusting man on the trian today on my way to sch.
he was digging his nose, digging his ears n scatching his body throughout his journey.
omg. like tt still nvm.
after digging his nose n ear
he juz rubbed his hands against the chair lor.
OMG!!
how dirty can he be?
even though its an empty seat besides him
i still dun dare to sit...
think of this
i really wonder
is it save to seat in a mrt train
*ponder*
tml lesson starts @ 9 and end @ 1pm
will be meeting xin hui n chun hui.
so long nv c them le...
n i saw wei taim yun sheng n hui ru in sch today.
haha
so happy
cos was like really very long didnt see them le
eversince the bbq session we had a few mths ago....
on the overall
today was a nice day
cos it rain
n it was like so windy
sort of cool down my tense n nervous mood.
heeZ
tata
ya.
today is the 2nd day of sch.
nth special happened.
juz tt i bought 2 text bks which cost $69 althogether.
n the text bk we need it only for 6 mths.
hahaZ
wat a waste of $$...
den had japanese food for lunch juz for $2.80
cheap rite?
ate terriyaki salmon
yummy.
den went to the cca fair.
after rounds n rounds of walking
finally leave my name down @ CSCC
community service cultural club.
really had a tough time making decisions.
ya. got smth to mention here.
saw a very digusting man on the trian today on my way to sch.
he was digging his nose, digging his ears n scatching his body throughout his journey.
omg. like tt still nvm.
after digging his nose n ear
he juz rubbed his hands against the chair lor.
OMG!!
how dirty can he be?
even though its an empty seat besides him
i still dun dare to sit...
think of this
i really wonder
is it save to seat in a mrt train
*ponder*
tml lesson starts @ 9 and end @ 1pm
will be meeting xin hui n chun hui.
so long nv c them le...
n i saw wei taim yun sheng n hui ru in sch today.
haha
so happy
cos was like really very long didnt see them le
eversince the bbq session we had a few mths ago....
on the overall
today was a nice day
cos it rain
n it was like so windy
sort of cool down my tense n nervous mood.
heeZ
tata
today is the 2nd day of sch.
nth special happened.
juz tt i bought 2 text bks which cost $69 althogether.
n the text bk we need it only for 6 mths.
hahaZ
wat a waste of $$...
den had japanese food for lunch juz for $2.80
cheap rite?
ate terriyaki salmon
yummy.
den went to the cca fair.
after rounds n rounds of walking
finally leave my name down @ CSCC
community service cultural club.
really had a tough time making decisions.
ya. got smth to mention here.
saw a very digusting man on the trian today on my way to sch.
he was digging his nose, digging his ears n scatching his body throughout his journey.
omg. like tt still nvm.
after digging his nose n ear
he juz rubbed his hands against the chair lor.
OMG!!
how dirty can he be?
even though its an empty seat besides him
i still dun dare to sit...
think of this
i really wonder
is it save to seat in a mrt train
*ponder*
tml lesson starts @ 9 and end @ 1pm
will be meeting xin hui n chun hui.
so long nv c them le...
n i saw wei taim yun sheng n hui ru in sch today.
haha
so happy
cos was like really very long didnt see them le
eversince the bbq session we had a few mths ago....
on the overall
today was a nice day
cos it rain
n it was like so windy
sort of cool down my tense n nervous mood.
heeZ
tata
Monday, July 05, 2004
ok. 1st of all, happy youth day to all.
those pple who didnt have to attend sch today
hope that u have spent today wisely n fruitfully.
cos...in the next few yrs or so...
there wun be any youth day for u again anymore...
juz like mi...
so dun take youth day for granted.
-sobz- no more youth n children's day for mi le
really regret i didnt cherish the feeling of youth day n children's day.
n now...i really wish i can have 1 more children's day and let mi be like a child to play n enjoy all day...
today was the first day of sch.
had tutorial first den followed by 2 lectures.
the new modules introduced to mi was like -blur-
all abt management
whr u have to crack ur brain n squeeze out all the juices of ur brain n think of an innovative idea to answer the question.
haiZ.
tot business was easy.
n i was wrong.
but at least its better than those boring science courses which not not interested in.
tts y i choose a business course.
saw my daddy on my way to dover mrt today.
he say he couldn't recognise mi cos i was wearing contact lenses instead of my specs.
n he ask mi if i joined the student union recruitment camp or not.
its like he expect my answer to be 'yes'
but...i dunno if i shld join student union or not.
feel like joining the community service club
oso feel like joining the bebating club.
omg.
if i dun join union
daddy n mummy will be very sad de.
how leh?
most of my siblings already confirm joining union...
and they are waiting for my decision.
ARGH! i hate making decisions!!!
those pple who didnt have to attend sch today
hope that u have spent today wisely n fruitfully.
cos...in the next few yrs or so...
there wun be any youth day for u again anymore...
juz like mi...
so dun take youth day for granted.
-sobz- no more youth n children's day for mi le
really regret i didnt cherish the feeling of youth day n children's day.
n now...i really wish i can have 1 more children's day and let mi be like a child to play n enjoy all day...
today was the first day of sch.
had tutorial first den followed by 2 lectures.
the new modules introduced to mi was like -blur-
all abt management
whr u have to crack ur brain n squeeze out all the juices of ur brain n think of an innovative idea to answer the question.
haiZ.
tot business was easy.
n i was wrong.
but at least its better than those boring science courses which not not interested in.
tts y i choose a business course.
saw my daddy on my way to dover mrt today.
he say he couldn't recognise mi cos i was wearing contact lenses instead of my specs.
n he ask mi if i joined the student union recruitment camp or not.
its like he expect my answer to be 'yes'
but...i dunno if i shld join student union or not.
feel like joining the community service club
oso feel like joining the bebating club.
omg.
if i dun join union
daddy n mummy will be very sad de.
how leh?
most of my siblings already confirm joining union...
and they are waiting for my decision.
ARGH! i hate making decisions!!!
Sunday, July 04, 2004
today was a happy n crazy day for mi...
cos today we had picnic session @ eastcoast.
the only sad thing is...
shun wei didnt turn up.
which i think tt she had missed all the fun today.
the reason she didnt turn up was : she had smth on.
tts wat she told wennna...
erm...no comment
woke up early today.
den prepare the sandwiches.
made a mess in the kitchen n livinh rm...cos i was watching tv n @ the same time making the sandwiches.
den went to meet clar n jamula and we took shutter bus to parkway.
den all meet le we walk to east coast park.
the weather was gd.
very windy.
den started eating.
simply delicious.
tts wat i can use to describe.
clar's brought sphagetti.
her mummy make de...yummy! had the best sphagetti so far for the past 16 yrs.
mandy made macaroni with myonnaise. yummy.
wen fried read bean spring roll n harsh brown. yummy!
ling steamed n boiled hot dogs. yummy
jin bought vegetarian curry, vegetarian carrot cake, and salad. yummy!
n after the first round of eating, we were all like very full liao. but the problem is we still had alot of food left over.
haha. so we slowly eat lor...force the food down our stomach.
n ya. 4get to mention...jun kai bought the drinks.
haha.
den after eating, we start taking pix with man's camera.
den we started to scribble on the sand with drawings n letterings.
den play ard lor.
den it start to drizzle.
but luckily it enderd fast.
den mrs kong roller blade all the way frm fort road to parkway.
haha. she so steady lor.
den after tt shi jin left for her movie n left the6 of us there.
den we clear up the mess and crap ard.
was introducing them lame n childish games i leanrnt frm the camp.
n they were like can't stand mi liao...
haha.
den we go parkway for ice-cream.
yummmy!
guess i'll gain weight after today.
den i go clar hse with junkai n man to slack a little well.
watch chn u programme @ 9 oclock where it feature XU CHUN MEI.
den went hm le.
haiz...after today...i think we wun get to c each other as often liao.
cos everybody start sch le.
i have my own lesson
they have their own lessons.
time very difficult to meet together.
n when we part, we were like...
haiZ...
dunno when's the next time we can meet again...
lastly, today, 4th july is JERRY de bday.
shall wish him a happy 17 bday!
cos today we had picnic session @ eastcoast.
the only sad thing is...
shun wei didnt turn up.
which i think tt she had missed all the fun today.
the reason she didnt turn up was : she had smth on.
tts wat she told wennna...
erm...no comment
woke up early today.
den prepare the sandwiches.
made a mess in the kitchen n livinh rm...cos i was watching tv n @ the same time making the sandwiches.
den went to meet clar n jamula and we took shutter bus to parkway.
den all meet le we walk to east coast park.
the weather was gd.
very windy.
den started eating.
simply delicious.
tts wat i can use to describe.
clar's brought sphagetti.
her mummy make de...yummy! had the best sphagetti so far for the past 16 yrs.
mandy made macaroni with myonnaise. yummy.
wen fried read bean spring roll n harsh brown. yummy!
ling steamed n boiled hot dogs. yummy
jin bought vegetarian curry, vegetarian carrot cake, and salad. yummy!
n after the first round of eating, we were all like very full liao. but the problem is we still had alot of food left over.
haha. so we slowly eat lor...force the food down our stomach.
n ya. 4get to mention...jun kai bought the drinks.
haha.
den after eating, we start taking pix with man's camera.
den we started to scribble on the sand with drawings n letterings.
den play ard lor.
den it start to drizzle.
but luckily it enderd fast.
den mrs kong roller blade all the way frm fort road to parkway.
haha. she so steady lor.
den after tt shi jin left for her movie n left the6 of us there.
den we clear up the mess and crap ard.
was introducing them lame n childish games i leanrnt frm the camp.
n they were like can't stand mi liao...
haha.
den we go parkway for ice-cream.
yummmy!
guess i'll gain weight after today.
den i go clar hse with junkai n man to slack a little well.
watch chn u programme @ 9 oclock where it feature XU CHUN MEI.
den went hm le.
haiz...after today...i think we wun get to c each other as often liao.
cos everybody start sch le.
i have my own lesson
they have their own lessons.
time very difficult to meet together.
n when we part, we were like...
haiZ...
dunno when's the next time we can meet again...
lastly, today, 4th july is JERRY de bday.
shall wish him a happy 17 bday!
Friday, July 02, 2004
juz came back frm the chalet.
well...only mummy n two of my brother turned up.
n obvoiusly the two useless brothers didnt take care of mi, they went to play with others.
hmph!
lucky got mummy there to chat with.
well, she's a great mummy cos she feed mi n barbequed chickens for mi! thanks alot mummy!
but whr is my cute daddy?
he didnt come today...sad.
then i was liked can't stand the boredom cos nth to do.
den i called daddy ( my real father ) to come n fetch mi back.
haha.
i think tts abt it.
tml got pinic session with mL+sasa+junkai tml.
@ east coast.
eastcoast again. BORING.
good luck to those having cheena exam tml!
well...only mummy n two of my brother turned up.
n obvoiusly the two useless brothers didnt take care of mi, they went to play with others.
hmph!
lucky got mummy there to chat with.
well, she's a great mummy cos she feed mi n barbequed chickens for mi! thanks alot mummy!
but whr is my cute daddy?
he didnt come today...sad.
then i was liked can't stand the boredom cos nth to do.
den i called daddy ( my real father ) to come n fetch mi back.
haha.
i think tts abt it.
tml got pinic session with mL+sasa+junkai tml.
@ east coast.
eastcoast again. BORING.
good luck to those having cheena exam tml!
Thursday, July 01, 2004
juz in case in missed mi, im back here to blog again.
today was the last day of the orientation.
finally.
and the programme for today's orientation is SP flag day.
for the President's Challenge 2004.
n i was like situated a NUS.
NUS is damn huge lor.
but the thing is... there is not much pple thr
den business was like not gd.
but got generous pple oso got stingy-like-hell pple lah.
erm...amt collected was oso not much lah.
take alot with my 2 other frens today.
tok abt boyfrens, ghost stories n stuff.
after tt went plaza singapura with wen n ling.
haha.
was like going to the toilet after every 15 mins.
maybe theres smth wrong with my bladder.
n the whole way thru we were like speaking english.
poor ling have to try so hard to adapt to us.
haha.
it was like eversince the start of orientation,
i began to speak more english than chinese because there are malays in our class.
n now i feel really comfortable in speaking english lor.
was speaking quite fluetly compared to last time during sec sch days.
den we took neoprints.
but wasn't really happy with the pix cos the printing of the machine suxs lor
n its oso very lagged.
so dissapointed lor.
promised i'll nv go back to the machine again
hmph!
tomorrow going chalet with the CORE camp pple.
ya. i missed them
miss the fun n sense of united.
meeting my mummy n daddy n the rest of my brother n sisters @ bedok.
hope i'll have fun tml!
today was the last day of the orientation.
finally.
and the programme for today's orientation is SP flag day.
for the President's Challenge 2004.
n i was like situated a NUS.
NUS is damn huge lor.
but the thing is... there is not much pple thr
den business was like not gd.
but got generous pple oso got stingy-like-hell pple lah.
erm...amt collected was oso not much lah.
take alot with my 2 other frens today.
tok abt boyfrens, ghost stories n stuff.
after tt went plaza singapura with wen n ling.
haha.
was like going to the toilet after every 15 mins.
maybe theres smth wrong with my bladder.
n the whole way thru we were like speaking english.
poor ling have to try so hard to adapt to us.
haha.
it was like eversince the start of orientation,
i began to speak more english than chinese because there are malays in our class.
n now i feel really comfortable in speaking english lor.
was speaking quite fluetly compared to last time during sec sch days.
den we took neoprints.
but wasn't really happy with the pix cos the printing of the machine suxs lor
n its oso very lagged.
so dissapointed lor.
promised i'll nv go back to the machine again
hmph!
tomorrow going chalet with the CORE camp pple.
ya. i missed them
miss the fun n sense of united.
meeting my mummy n daddy n the rest of my brother n sisters @ bedok.
hope i'll have fun tml!
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