my story. my life

think this is the song that suits my mood right now.

爱你的两个我 by Landy wen Lan

OH~城市的火,对比我内心的落漠,
我恨我自己的软弱,离不开你的温柔.
另一个我,提醒着我,不能永远对你宽容,
连自己要什么,都没把握,以后如何面对生活.
OH 我就是太念旧,习惯的都是舍不得丢,
受委屈,不如说爱你爱的太久.
because i want YOU,跟自己在拔河,
能怎样呢?爱你的两个我,迷途在进退这之中.
because i LOVE YOU,跟自己在拔河,你有多爱我,
爱过我什么,我会倾听着,
别让我等的太久.
OH~我天一亮,就要离开,
还给你全部的自由,你会感到愧疚还是解脱,
我很在乎你的感受.
oh~,我数到99,电话仍坚持它的沉默,
这一刻.我知道,我已输掉了所有.

ah~~ been really emotional this few days.
someone turned my world upside down.
nth seemd to go rite no matter wad i do.
wad is happening to mi exactly?
y cant i live juz like normal?
someone pls stop mi...stop mi frm thinking.