my story. my life

happy birthday to jingwei and huixian!
haha.
like ur present ma?
next time both of u muz wear the pink polo tee out together wor...since u guys share the same birthday.
muahaha.

went PS de swensens for birthday dinner AGAIN.
i ate fish and chip and breaded chicken despite the fact that im still coughing away.

had SSM CA3 during noon.
hmm....didnt really study the 16 chapters on notes.
juz memorised those headings and sub-headings.
the details, i crapped through the paper.
but hope i can pass lar.

had RWPS presentation yesterday.
one word to describe : weird.
cos theres only 3 audience and 1 teacher.
1st time present to 4 pple only sia.
hui mei and huixian were very nervous b4 the presentation.
but i felt nth.
really not nervous lor.
budden the teacher commented that i speak too fast.
haha. it has always been my habit to speak fast during presentation.
eversince sec sch, teachers have been saying that i speak too fast le.
but cant change. haha. dunno why.

i decided to unlock my blog.
everybody should be given a chance.
and since he said he wants to change,
i think we should give him an opportunity to realise his mistakes.
i know it will be difficult to accept him again,
but i think, we temporary c the situation first lar.
if he really still remain as wad he is now,
den i got nth to say.
hmmm....think the next thing im gonna do after blogging is to unblock him in my msn.

sian.
i really got no motivation to study for my jap exam tml.
suddenly, the passion for jap dissapear.
i dunno y.
now, jap is no longer my interest.
it is a form of burden.
if its not becos of the fees,
think i'd already gave up long ago.

i feel so out of place now.
suddenly, someone's views starts influencing mi.
i hate myself for not having my own stand.
i know u dun like the person,
but sometimes, for a moment, i wish you could stop reminding mi how much you dun like the person.
cos i dunno how to react to ur views.
it feels so weird having to hear you complaining and nagging how bad is the person.
i think u wun exactly know how i feel,
since everytime i act as if nth happen, using my smile to hide my confusion.