my story. my life

i had a really sad nightmare last night.
i forget the details of my dream.
i can only remember mi crying and crying and crying non-stop.
the feeling was helpless, like trying-very-hard-to-breath-but-u-cant feeling.
and den i woke up unknowingly,
with tears still streaming down from my eyes, mucus flowing out from my nose (i know its disgusting, but i cant control when im sleeping)
and pillow wet by my tears.
the grief is so strong that until now, i still got the sad, devastated and depressed feeling within mi.
omg.
i really wanna know wad exactly did i dreamt which left such a strong sense of grief.

went mr naufal's house today.
didnt chat much with him.
saw his cute baby nadia.
i carried her!
omg! she smells so nice and she's so soft!
oOO....its makes mi so happy upon seeing mr naufal with her baby.
argh. i dunno how to describe the feeling.
its like seeing someone got something they really want after trying very hard.
touched?
thats the word i can think of.

ahh!
im working again tml!
my colleague sick, muz cover her shift.
so tired.
yesterday worked.
today worked.
tml working.
mon working again.
give mi a break!