finally, i cleared my sleep debt today

after sleeping for 12 hours straight!

i tell you, its shiok.

haha



no school today,

so i decided to drive to changi rise to work out in the gym.

reached there at abt 12.30, and theres no one there. =)

i can have the whole gym to myself.



before i left, guess what i saw?



A gardenia bread vending machine!
very cool hor!
bread also have vending machine leh.


i think Mcdonald's should have vending machines stationed everywhere also.
so i can satisfy my crave for hotcakes and harshbrown every morning at SIM. =)


i wonder when can i have hotcakes and harsh browns again.




read i weekly, and saw this:

所有选择到头来一定都是错的, 因为当时间过去, 失去的, 全会变成最好的.


maybe...
maybe not.

in economics term, its the opportunity cost.

ive been busy for the past week.
almost project-ing everyday.

but today, my group members decide that its time for us to take a little break!
so we went back to SP to play badminton.
its been so long since i've exercise, and sweating it out really feels great (even though i can foresee me feeling achy tml morning)

anyways, i have some overdue pictures.

3rd day of CNY



went to my grandma house at changi rise to have the annual gathering with the distant relatives.
im tired to repeating the same answers to the questions post by different relatives.
yes, im 21 years old this year, grow up already.
yes, im studying at SIM
yes, im still the shortest among my sis
yadayada, its quite tired to pretend u're smiling sincerely.

as usual, we gambled all the way close to midnight before they start leaving.
i didnt gamble lar. just stayed in one of the room to watch tv and sleep. boring.

me and baby cousin. she is so cute lar!



met up with the royal clique on 4th day of CNY for lunch at waraku clarke quay.
i think the food was somewhat a dissapoinment to me. cos i prefer the pasta one compared to the japanese cusine one.
pictures are still with WU JIA YI.
wahaha

i started work at the ice cream gallery on the fifth day of CNY. i opened the shop and had to clean the refrigerator. such tedious work and i must work alone. even though it was a monday, business was still as good. i was like busy throughout the afternoon.
and the clumsy me, fell frm the chair while climbing up to take some tubs to replenish.
pain can! i was rewarded with a big patch of blue black on my left leg.


as for valentines day, i do have a date.
i have a date with the delicious and colourful icecream at eastwood centre.
yes, im working, so i dont need to see lovey dovey couples walking down the streets whispering sweet nothings to each other.

business was so good on valentines that i feel so shag.
and when i was washing up, one of the glass bowls slipped off my hands and dropped on the floor.
i cut myself while brushing off the shattered glasses on my toe.

how dumb and stupid and careless can i be?
i injured myself 2 times in a row.
and then i remembered i haven bai tai sui.
so being pantang,
i pestered my dad to bring me to bai tai sui on the following sunday,
and so far, everything have been smooth for me.

some times its better to believe lar hor?

then.....*drum rolls* its wenna 21st birthday on 16 feb!
mL celebrated her bday on 15th feb.

below are only some of the pictures.
for the full set of pictures, ah wei have uploaded it onto her blog.

we went bakerzin at millenia walk for dinner.
and i ordered their steak and mushroom sandwich.


and i forgot which girl decided to take my top layer of the sandwich and play with it. and still say it looks like a slim hanphone.

and so, this is my new flip phone.


look at the aftermath of my poor steak and mushroom sandwich.


the birthday girl with the cake which came complimentary by bakerzin.


as we decided to stay overnight at sasa hse that night,
we planned to cook teochew porridge with some simple dishes!
so we went carrefour to shop for food.



our trolley full of bags instead of food.


us, choosing cabbage


we proceed to esplanade after that.
that place was flooded with people who were watching chingay.

us.


us, with me on the phone with bf. look like some uncivilised china woman.


and then.... we decided to carry out the 21st birthday mission.

1st, bday girl have to wear the shirt that we provide!

(PS. i designed and draw the shirt and im super proud of my work can! im a retard when it comes to art!)



the mission


we were all so nervous and excited for wenna when helping her to target guys!

look at her expression!

not sure whether to approach the coming grp of guys or not.

and finally, after 21 guys wished her happy birthday, mission accomplished!


waited for 12am to strike to wish her official 21st birthday!
and present the 21st birthday cake!

can u see the cake being aligned into 21 in chinese characters?

wenna, and the scrap book that we (true loves) did


decided to book a maxi cab home.
the fare is quite worth it since theres so many people sharing.
while waiting for the cab....

presenting you, the dolls.




TRUE LOVEs aka mL wishes wenna a happy 21st birthday!


our breakfast the next morning, prepared by our future teacher, MS ONG

wenna, hope u enjoyed that day. kuai le zhui zhong yao! we love you!!!!


so random photos before i end.

me with mr police bear













despite having to become more matured after all the stuffs i experience, but deep down inside, i know im still childish. i wish i have more sense of responsibility. im so sick on myself for being so childish sometimes.

i feel like im nothing.
nothing.
nothing at all.

A dedication to my love,
Happy Valentines Day.

That's when I love you - Aslyn

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn,
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what







of course, not forgetting my friends,
happy valenties too =)

this is the boring-est CNY ever.

all i do is stay at home, watch tv, serve the net and play solitaire.

im bored. v bored.

luckily daddy brought us to the movie today.

watch ah long pte ltd at tampines mall.

wore red colour out today to remind myself its CNY.

cam-whore with sisters in the car

i would say the show is rather worth it for me.
im willing to pay up to $10.50 (cathay blockbuster price) for this show for laughing throughout the two hours in this boring and lonely CNY.

brought my maid along to the movie, so that she can help mummy around.
and i tell you, bringing my maid to the movie is a total embarrassment!
she laughed so loud in the movie.

and most of the time im not laughing cos of the plot, but because her laughters are damn catagious and hilarious!

head down to siglap's KFC for dinner before going home.
daddy says my aunties and uncles want to come up to my house to gamble.

$_$v

while waiting for the guests to come,

we, the vain pots decide to touch up abit on our make-up
and tadah, the only source of entertainment for the sisters

cam-whoring session starts!

anyway, i lose about $50 during blackjack initially. (keep losing when im banker. what shit of luck do i have)

but towards the end of the session, got winning feel liao,
then place high bets to recover my lost.

in the end only lost about $20.

daddy won $300 and he gave me $20.
yippee!

gosh. i cant imagine theres another 2 more days for next week to come.

i really dont feel good inside.

if you ever wondered how long or short a period of two years will be,

then let me tell you....

its equivalent to the time we got together till now.

i dont know if 2 years is counted as long or short,

but all i know is that it wasnt as easy as how it was thought to be.

the arguments,

the compromises,

the intense moments,

the tears,

the happiness,

the intimacy,

the laughters,

the misses.

the longingness

all happen for a reason.

and the reason is no other than....

you.

you are love,

i love you.

happy 2nd anniversary, my love.

muacks.

i stumbled across http://www.stickgal.blogspot.com/

and saw some cute postings.

maybe you guys can check it out if you got nth much to do.

a source of entertainment!

scenario 1

scenario 2

6 more minutes to CNY!!


fever went down yesterday,
and today, im out at the ice cream gallery to work.
within 5 hours, we hit thousand over dollars of sales.
imagine how busy it was today.
my hands were basically shaking at the end of the day.
no more strength to scoop ice cream!

went back for reunion.
all my relatives came my house for reunion this year since its inconvenient for mummy to move around.
i love the steam boat this year, taste nicer than all those previous years.

and gambled ban lat!
won some =)
i drew 1 time ban ban, quite a no. of times of ban lat and 1 time triple 7!
lucky lucky!

this CNY gonna be a boring one. No house visiting.
anyway, like no CNY mood also.
clock strike 12 liao!

HAPPY CNY!

最想哭的时候，就是生病的时候

眼泪怎么都不听使唤地从眼眶留下。。。

好久都没发过高烧。
最讨厌发高烧了，

因为。。。

脑袋自己会胡思乱想

while waiting for my hair to dry,

i shall post something.

i just came back from reunion dinner with weekdays gang.
dine at 85 market.
because changyi drove,
we insist that he drive us to siglap to have haagen daz fondue.
and here i am, feeling sinful all over again.
this time round, im so dissapointed with the fondue over there,
cos the chocolate is not warm at all!
NOT NICE!
and the service crew say they can do nothing about it,
which is so bull shit,
cos the other time when i treated my sis to haagen daz fondue at tampines mall,
they managed to make it warmer for us.
bull shit bull shit bull shit!

in case you still don't know, i permed my hair two weeks ago.

it will really an impulse, as i used to think that perming will spoil my hair.

the picture below is right after i came out from the salon

and this is 3 days after i perm my hair. not so curly anymore.

i'm loving my curls more and more but somehow i'm really bad at managing and maintaining it.

i haven been combing my hair for the past 2 weeks and its really messy.
sometimes it get so out of hand that i regretted perming it.

my daddy says i looked for matured and feminine with the curls.
but most friends say i looked better with my straight hair.

but i really wanted a change, cos im so bored with my straight hair already.

It was also my very first time driving out the car without my dad's supervision.
I'm not worried about driving, more worried about parking.
so i plucked out my courage, and drive myself to the salon on that faithful monday.
and tadah, i made it! i parked the car myself successfully (with no hornings from pple and stuffs) =)

next up, i guess you guys wont believe what im going to post.

can you all believe i went to queue for Lim Chee Guan bak gua yesterday at 9.30AM?
when i reach people's centre at 9.30am, the queue was already surpassing Majestic.
How crazy was that?
but i still queue for it lar, cos that day when i ask my mum whether she wants to eat bak gua,
she said: " I want to eat lin zhi yuan's one"
LIN ZHI YUAN?
i looked at her with my eyes wide open in amusement.
It's the first time i felt her saying one sentence so confidently. (that explains my amusement)
and so, i am willing to queue for 4 hours, just to get her LIM CHEE GUAN's bak gua.

It was as if im at the subaru's challenge.
Have to stand all the way, under the sun, cannot go toilet and stuffs.
im thankful for my creative zen stone plus for accompanying me throughout the journey,
holding on to its last bit of battery life.

Right after i made my purchase, i took a bus home, cos im too tired to walk all the way back to mrt station, and stand all my way back to home.
and just as i board the bus, it stated pouring heavily!

am i lucky or wad? imagine the rest of the people who were still queueing! poor thing!

i tried the bak gua when i reach home,
nothing fanstatic.
don't really understand why people will want to queue 4 to 6 hours just to get their bak gua.
somemore it's so ex! 1 kg $50 can?!!

Been buying all the necessary food items for new year for my family.
and below is one of my favourites!

Pineapple tart from Prima Deli!!
Very very nice! i like =)

and hazelnut blackcurrant cookies from bengawan solo!
also very nice!

Some random shots.

look at how well i parked my car!

if you haven realised, its totally out of the lot.
OMG. haha

the busy tanah mehra station on a random morning

you know, i went to read my archives recently.

i started reading from the very first post,
the times when i was still a 16 year old kid.

i couldn't help but feel so disgusted for being so childish last time.
haha.
and the way and the things i blogged is totally.....
RETARDED.

my hair is somehow still wet,
but im damn sleepy already. still got to wake up early tommorrow,
to do some grocery shopping at the market with daddy.

good night world.

today, a father and a daughter walked into the ice cream shop.

Daughter: can i have a scoop of coconut ice cream please?
Dad: I'll have a scoop of durian ice cream.

Me: That will be $6 dollars.

Daughter: daddy, u brought your wallet down right? I don't have cash with me.

Daddy: (looks at me) you know what must a man do?

Me: Pay?

Daddy: No. The most important thing for a man to do is......not to leave house without his wallet.










just want to share this with all of you =)

Men out there, learn something today:
Never leave your house without your wallet.








i've been havig toothache for the past few days,
but im so reluctant to go to the dentist.

my last visit to the dentist was....

about 5 years ago?
i wont be surprise to find a rotting teeth in my mouth.
haha.

i'm so happy today.
i secured 3 appointments for my boss today within 5 hours!
and last week, i secured 3 appointments too.
woo~
and occassionally, i get super polite customers over the other side of the phone,
wishing me good luck for my next call.

you know, when u are really demoralised with all the typical ah beng singaporeans who love to slam down their phone,

these polite customers can really brighten up my day and touched my heart, giving me hope that luck will really be with me =)

after work, as usual, i took the mrt home.... when i reached the platform, the train arrived! and i when i alighted at tanah mehra, bus 45 came too! and i manged to get home within 20 min.

its as if luck is shining at me these days.
if it is, i wish it could shine at me for as long as possible,
for i've been an unlucky girl for the past few months.

i promised i'll be good,
so, pls stay with me =)

人人常说：“女人的年龄是秘密”

但在这讲求外表的虚伪世界，

我觉得

女人的体重才是真正的秘密。

i must be out of my mind,
cos i actually treated my sis to fondue at Haagen Daz.

well, i shall treat it as pampering myself, and bringing them there means i wont over eat.


now what i need is.....

new year clothes.

im tired.
why is it still that little amount of money when i worked so much.

exasperated.

as im bathing today,
i started to do some mental calculations on how much cash im left with to spend.

it's always so scary to see the decreasing numbers everytime i withdraw money from the atm.

and i can't think of anything to do justice to the decreasing amount in the bank,
cos logically, when im cash poor, i should be rich in assets.
unfortuanately, my balance sheet doesnt seems to tally.
im cash and assets poor, both at the same time.

it is then i realised, i spend most of my money, not on myself, but on gatherings, friend's birthday present, food, transport and entertainment perhaps?

how long have i not spend money on myself?
the last time i bought new top for myself is really a few months back.
thats really pathetic right?
how could i be so stingy towards myself?
why must i think so much to buy a $20 necklace when i can graciously ford out $30 for my friend's birthday present?
why is it that when i want to buy something expensive for myself, i'll feel the pinch?

it is usually this case, i walked rounds and rounds in a shop,
thinking if i should get the thing i saw,
then pick up that object,
look at how wonderful that object is,
put down that object,
continue to walk around the shop, deciding the pros and cons of getting the object,
then i walked out of the shop, empty handed.
so dissapointing.

WHY AM I SO STINGY TOWARDS MYSELF?!!!!

i dont really understand. its not that i cannot afford what.... why is there an imaginery force stopping me to buy things to pamper myself?

ok, i dont care.
another new year resolution:
spend more money on myself before i dont get the chance to spend my own money any more.

friends, please remind me to pamper myself more often.
i am abusing myself with my stingy-ness.
or perhaps, you can refrain me from going to the atm as often,
so that i wont be reminded that the numbers keep decreasing,
and hence, the decision process of getting something for myself will be a fast one.



and bloody hell, why does a freaking boring text book need to cost as much as $100 over dollars?
it will take me at least 20 hours of work to earn a text book.
how pathetic.

happy new year!
how was your new year celebration?

mine was a cosy and peaceful one,
went to spend a night at amanda's hse with weekdays!
we counted down to 2008 together and played with sparkles at the highest level of the multi-storey carpark.

drank baileys and vodka before heading to shower. sat down together with them to write down our individual's new year resolutions and we put them together into a beautiful box which we will open again next year to see if we fulfill our resolutions.
did charcoal mask on the nose for them, applied all the body lotions, and then headed straight into bed.

how cosy and peaceful is this? love it.

while, back to my xmas celebrations with weekdays and mL.

25dec, orchard (outside paragon) 6.30pm






missed the xmas lunch gathering with the whole gang cos i was celebrating xmas with bf in the afternoon.
so i met up with the available ones at night. amanda, xin and teck chiat.
orchard was like so damn crowded.
there's road closure, so pple can walked along the main road freely.
and tadah, behind us is the xmas tree outside paragon!

because it was damn crowded, we decided to take bus 36 to parkway to shop and eat dinner instead.

26 dec, suntec city (sizzler), 7pm
theme: red and black


the food there was damn yummy! the salad bar, the steak, the chicken, the bake potatoes were fantastically delicious!

after overloading our tummy, the restaurant is preparing to close for the day. so we headed to McDonald's for our gift exchange!

wei, man, ling, and wen


jin, sasa and me.


and our gift exchange time! (sry ar, lazy to rotate the pictures. pls tilt your head while viewing the below pictures)

me, with my long awaite bday presents from them, and giovanna heals frm ling.


wei, bust cream and charm from sasa.


jin, eye serum frm wei


ling, snow tea eye essence from me.


sasa, capital land vouchers from jin


man, milk moisturizer and glossy eye liner from wen.


and because wenna did not blog her wishlist by 1st of Dec, her present was forfeited.
but being her good friends,
we decided to let her go home with something,
something which would be least expected.

wenna is thinking "what would it be?"

.
.
.
.
.
TADAH (look at her expression)



HONEY BAKED HAM AND 2 BREAD STICKS.

wahaha. so that she'll have an unforgetable christmas this year!

look at how happy she is after that. haha



our presents!



we left mac at 11pm cos some still have to work the next day.

there goes another year of christmas with them, another candle to our frienshipversary.
gosh. this is the 8th year. TRUE LOVES! 8TH YEAR! HUAT AR!