my story. my life

here to blog again.

yesterday i very guai, attended all lessons of the day.

yeah~~

tried the chicken fold during my lunch.

quite nice. but muz wait for quite a long time b4 its ready.

den went to Singapore Poly Graduate Guilds (SPGG)with wenhao, rony and huixian to play pool.

was my 1st time there.

explore the place there with huixian.

got bowling alley, gym, swimming pool, playground, karaoke lounge etc etc.

its juz like a clubhouse, except its a smaller one.

haha.

didnt join in the game of pool, cos got other pple playing, and i was very "good" in pool u see.

haha.

den jia yi, jingwei and qunjie came to join us after some time.

this jia yi ar....

so ka jiao

keep sitting and laying on mi and hx de body,

so ticklish can! *goosebumbs*

after tt went back sch for 3pm lecture.

sian.

no mood for tt at all.

den when the lecture end, jia yi and mi went to cityhall.

she had to collect her payslip and she is oso craving for icecream.

so we went suntec! long walk. but had a great chat with her.

its all abt influcing and perception.

never think tt this day of shopping and chatting with her can.

and jy, thx for being there to listen to my problems. *muacks*

went home at around 7.30.

reach tanah mehra at abt 7.50pm.

ok. i missed a bus 14.

but the bus is *&^%$#@

guess wad time did the next bus arrive?

8.40PM!!!!

argh~~~*throw rotten eggs at bus 14*

my mood already not so gd, yet it make mi wait so long!

finally able to cry while watching the chn 8 9pm show.

after things that happened recently,

i finally let off all my emotions at once.

i made a bet with time.

bet with time with a decision.

no matter how determined were my decision at 1st,

i still lose to time.

but, its the day i gain total freedom.

its the day i learn to really give up after 4 yrs.

its the day to say gdbye.

no use clinging myself to things tt are mission impossible.

its time for mi to really wake up, wake up frm all my fairytales.

no more extra concern, no more waiting, no more heartbreaks, no more tears(i hope so)

know its impossible to forget everything overnite

but i'll put in 100% effort

i'll try to put everything behind.

no more "we" but juz "u" and "mi".

s.a.m.a.n.t.h.a. u. g.o.t.t.a. d.o.i.t. t.o. s.a.v.e. u.r.s.e.l.f. f.r.m.f.u.r.t.h.e.r. h.e.a.r.t.a.c.h.e.s.