my story. my life

have you ever felt that the whole world is giving up on you, everyone turning away from you?

i felt so helpless at a certain point of time when i think so this.

its like, my driving instructor is giving up on me.
my parents giving up on me.
my frens giving up on me.
someone close giving up on me.

and sooner or later...
i think...im giving myself up too.

somtimes... its really amusing to find myself so stupid and blur.
i cant stand myself anymore.


its really difficult to please everyone isnt it?