my story. my life

due to the recent unlucky events that befall on me,
i really think im really stupid and living on in this world seems like im just wasting the earth's resources.
but today, someone said this to me:

" you are not wasting the earth resources. u are living on for something and somebody. dun think that u are taking up space and wasting earth resources cos u are contributing at the same time.

you see ar, when you shit right, soon it will processed to be fertilisers, the grass will be getting nutrients and the grass will be happy, see, you are contributing.

even if ur shit is not being processed to be fertilisers, it will attract houseflies.
the houseflies will be happy cos they finally got more shit to feast on.
see, u make the houseflies happy.

if theres no shit, there wont be toilet bowl around.
therefore, u are providing happiness to different things!"

i know all these may sound lame to others who may be reading this.
but it meant so much to me.
its a form of sweet encouragement that made me feel im wanted. im living for a purpose. im being love.

after listening, i lean forward and said......
" i love you dear."
*muacks*

at the very moment,
if only i could let time stop and let everything remain.
the ambience,
the love,
him,
me.

i love him.
yes. i really do.





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a few more minutes to 19 of oct.
Happy birhtday to LIN JIA MIN!